This one was also dope honestly  🖤🔥🔥

use me up to tell me that u never loved me
I feel like I’m never nothing
I’m tired can u just leave me alone
Please stop staring swear my face is fucking boring
I don’t need to be important I’m swinging until I knock him cold
Staring at the mirror
Should I be alive
I’ve got reason to believe that it’s just not my time
Maybe in another life

I only eat when I deserve to
Clouded mirror sit and stare in the bathroom
I been thru it all before I’m just like you
I never wanna let you down but I had to

I’d give up on everything to be a better me
I’ve got people streaming songs
but no one listening
Every lyric that I write, you know I fucking mean
You only hmu to make a song with me

I won’t get that mad
I’m just frustrated
I can’t seem to get a break and I just hate it
If you lived in my shoes maybe you’d get it
Why I get pissed off and I’m not patient

WRITING EVERY FEELING BUT I’LL ALWAYS FORGET
EVERYTHING I EVER DID OR EVER SAID IN THE END
BUT I’M TOO FAR GONE TO CARE
I DON’T LIKE YOU
I WISH THAT YOU’D CARE FOR ME
YOU DON’T TRY TO

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

prod hira

If I disappear 
nobody would know

I used to think i was important 
Buried in a cage I’m getting nauseous 
And the smell inside his ribs is getting potent
Leave you both together in a forest

Screaming out for help and no one noticed 

Then maybe you’d know how it feels 
I gave you the world that you’d steal 
So you can go fuck him instead 
I’ll cry till I know you’re dead

Disappear 
Nobody will know

So please don’t let it
Go to your head love 
I’ll be fighting after the war 
Do you not feel the regret from all the  blood that you’ve poured 
Psycho little bitch should be assigned to a ward 
Ruining yourself downing bleach on the floor

You don’t wanna talk to me 
You never even had to
I’d break another bone but
I just can’t seem to fight for you
But I’d die for you
Down another bottle and I’ll lay with you

Why you gotta be so far
Put another s into the side of my arm
You could never be more wrong
Tryna let it go but I had nothing to start 
Why u tryna prove me wrong
I’m such a lost cause bitch u did it again
Drowning and it’s all your fault 
Fingers getting cold wrapped my hand round her neck 

I used to think i was important 
Buried in a cage I’m getting nauseous 
And the smell inside his ribs is getting potent
Leave you both together in a forest

Screaming out for help and no one noticed 

Then maybe you’d know how it feels 
I gave you the world that you’d steal 
So you can go fuck him instead 
I’ll cry till I know you’re dead

after the war

how am i still alive after all this bullshit
take me down from the ceiling
im holding onto something
i dont have nothing
why dont you ask me how i feel or how i care
running out of time its running bare

my loves not good at all
just be patient when you call
lll sleep forevermore
youd only wake me when youre bored
im drowning through the floor
you only save me when your alone

say that you hate me i wont break
sitting in agony, dont change
say that you love me, its too late
cant even look at my face

how could you do that to somebody who loves you
go and lie 
and say you dont even mean to
i didnt wanna
no i dont wanna leave
you know i wanna
know i wanna believe you

who do you think i am ? 
you where never just friends its all adding up
told me i should watch myself
well maybe you should wash his fragrance off

how did we get so far
just to runaway 
like we never moved at all
tell me where it all went wrong
stop the pain by lining your stomach with alcohol

how could you do that to somebody who loves you
go and lie 
and say you dont even mean to
i didnt wanna
no i dont wanna leave
you know i wanna
know i wanna believe you

forevermore

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for helping with the ending
all the rest prod by me

lyrics:
dont talk like that, you know this
ive had it, babe im focused.
discarded. u said, "dont leave, don't go"
been up for days, I've blown it
"don't fold in" but its too hopeless
im coming to the coven, i've been numb.

slave away the day until i make it
this chest in pain feels so amazing
if you got some more, then i can take it
she said im mental, guess im crazy
IM SO CRAZY IM SO CRAZY
feeling lost, when you walked in with bleach blonde hair
i never thought we would talk now its been 3 years
on the rocks and im coughing i gasp for air
and she said, "kade, do u hate me? do u hate me?
please dont hate me!"

dont talk like that, you know this
ive had it, babe im focused.
discarded. u said, "dont leave, don't go"
been up for days, I've blown it
"don't fold in" but its too hopeless
im coming to the coven, i've been numb.

coven

spotify

hope u enjoy this one :)

prod: Noah Birch
mixed, mastered, written and recorded by me

LYRICS:
Don’t go without me
But you left, so suddenly
Control freak
Is all you see in me 

But I’m more
Just give me more
Let me show you
Just what I can do
Before you go

Replace
The memories I had of you, with someone else
Erase 
Every thought of you that I held
Can’t just let you waste inside my mind 
And I ain’t staying in tonight
Wash away the sins inside
Cover up what I try to hide
What’s the point of this shitty life
(Oh-oh)
Why do I still try to fight 
(No-oh)
Myself I’ll never find

(We haven’t talked and I think we should)

And I know it’s time to get my life in check
Get back to the way I once was before 
But I’m scared of what comes next
Staying clear of the edge, I’m afraid I might fall
And I know that you won’t catch me
You say you will, but you lie, ain’t there when I call

Control freak
(Freak, freak, freak)
Is all you see in me

But I’m more
Just give me more
Let me show you
Just what I can do
Before you go

Second to last song for the year, its been an awesome one thanks so much. have a good rest of 2023 loveu <#

control freak

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83Bd5PWLwBA

[prod. jpjp & deadfish]

i'm geist:
a broken design
step aside and rewind
but time doesn't seem to heal
the body's inside
and the blood is on your hands
so don't tell me that this isn't real

it's not the same, no
tell me where did my mind go?
cause i seem to have lost control
why won't the pain go?
i swear i've waited the time love
but i can't seem to take anymore

so say can i save myself now?
(envy) i think it's far too late you'll drown
but i need them to hear me out
(envy) don't make a sound just shut your mouth

notenvy:
my frame is fractured like kaleidoscope
the only sense of matters left my brain
i swear i'm losing hope
i’m doing fine, oh you don't want to know
the shit that i've been going through
i'm gripping on, i've lost control
another day intoxicated
do you ever think of me
my structure’s slowly breaking
another breath is wasted
screaming from my chest
i fucking wish someone would save me

kais:
i hate it when you talk to me, but talk to me some more
hands to my ears and my face to the floor
love it when they lie to me, so lie to me some more
you fucked me up and put me through the ground
scream for help, but it never makes a sound
you took it wrong, I didnt mean it that way
silent with the pressure, but I let it stay
imma let it till it breaks me
down, I know you want me here but I never come around
im sorry and I owe you that. that’s what this shits about
I walk slow with my teeth glued to my mouth
I don’t talk cus the rooms always too loud
loud
loud

deadfish:
and i'm waking up
heart's fucking numb
it's only 7am
but I can't seem to lay down

anxious bout the day
what's gonna happen today
I just can't get a break
everything's still the same

mind is racing if today you're gon reply to me
nothing points to that but I'll wait just in case

if u had a change of mind
blood is pouring out my eyes
phone is charged all the time
cause I'm waiting for

for you to reply
please stop wasting my time
it just wasn't enough
and I can't make up my mind

you said that nothing has changed
but I don't feel the same
but I am keen to believe cause I'm
just hopeless

funeral:
i get so deep in this shit and i'll never get out
now i'm stuck and i'm waiting
i never think i just act and i ask if i'll make it
or maybe i'm wasting
my time right here, right now
blood leak, blood flow, lights low, lights out

it's way too obvious to me
the way the bodies dust, i bleed
i need one second alone now
one shot, now i'm dead, body goes down

sewerperson:
rust gives way to the chains that hold me
for yesterday could not control me
toxins permeate
the armoured skin that covers me
u poor man ur final day
is ended here from under me
woah bring out the big guns
im in the mood to erase something
huh just try to say something
u getting face fucked
blunt getting laced up
put u in swamp water face up
no matter the chaos faced
i wouldn’t give up
for time will tell
of better days
from here I smell
the autumn rainfall
it helps me stay strong

SPOTIFY

time will tell w/ i'm geist, notenvy, kais, deadfish, funeral, sewerperson

Is this what you really want?
'Cause I think you've been lying to yourself
You just keep on leading me on
I know that you're seeing someone else
I could be there for you
If you wanted me to
I said, I could be there for you
But you don't want me to
And you lie, and you lie and I could see it in your-
You lie, and you lie and I could see it in your eyes
Yeah, I know that you're picking sides
I guess it's just left for you to decide

(I guess it's just left for you to decide)
(I guess it's just left for you to de-)
First song of 2024. enjoy! 
w/ @xodazed

Lyrics:
I guess it's just left for you to decide
You ain't getting through to me
You're a witch, im gonna burn you alive
I ain't showing no empathy
I know the truth there ain't no need to hide
Is this who you want to be
It's kind of funny that you still think you're right
Such a waste of an entity
(And you lie, and you lie, and you lie)
(And you lie, and I can see it in your eyes)
(Yeah, I know that you're picking sides)
(I guess it's just left for you to decide)

decide (dazed?!)

prod by me

lyrics - 
switch round
dread to another feels home now
holding your life by line drown
the shit that you do got my ears frown 
slow down
why so panicked your heart skips a beat
thinking your one whos in need
hush
dreaming what it could've been
but the name considered a sin

saying how I'm worthless
sit and look around
you put me trough the dirt
with not a single sound
maybe I should
talk it out
all your friends would listen
look at where it got you now

post some shit you should delete it
everyone is silent hold your secret
what's the point no one believes it
what's the point you need a reason

you got me on the floor
fuck around you see the war
these locks are intertwined
look at me you should resign

what's the point of it
oh so independent see what you just did
another level your just killing me
I just want to see inside your head this is blasphemy
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

Worthless

staring at the sky pt.2 ft sendflowrs (caves)

prod stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

ft @xav0id

her soundcloud - 
https://on.soundcloud.com/vMttEe6irRmQ5eXX9

(and aydan)

lyrics:

(hey j, um it’s aydan, ur kinda of a bitch now, so. anyways. bye bye)

ARBYS WE HAVE THE MEAT

stezzyxl-
watch ur tone, u need a clamp among that tongue bitch
watch ur phone, get the noti, dropped a song “snitch”
all that talk is cheap, i had to up the payment
say u run the show but barely even claim shit?

they think i fell off
i still make music, no?
“stezzy pop off” 
i make what i want bro.
i do everything
no one else can ever do
so don’t compare me
to his little “crew”
they think i fell off
i still make music, no?
“stezzy pop off” 
i make what i want bro.
i do everything
no one else can ever do
so don’t compare me
to his little “crew”

u used to go by j
now then call u jen
dosent change the fact u fucked with all my friends
tryna run away?
from ur problems; say?
u think that people will forget 
ONCE YOU SWITCH UR NAME?

ONCE U SWITCH UR NAME
WILL FORGET WILL U SWITCH UR NAME?
ONCE U SWITCH UR NAME
WILL FORGET WILL U SWITCH UR NAME?

xav0id-
watch ur tone, u need a clamp among that tongue bitch
watch ur phone, get the noti, dropped a song “snitch”
all that talk is cheap, i had to up the payment
say u run the show but barely even claim shit?

shit
shit
shit
shit

they think i fell off
i still make music, no?
“brizy pop off” 
i make what i want bro.
i do everything
no one else can ever do
so don’t compare me
to his little “crew”

u used to go by j
now then call u jen
dosent change the fact u fucked with all his friends
tryna run away?
from ur problems; say?
u think that people will forget 
ONCE YOU SWITCH UR NAME?

LOL

u dumbass ass bitch how did that fist taste?

watch ur tone, u need a clamp among that tongue bitch
watch ur phone, get the noti, dropped a song “snitch”
all that talk is cheap, i had to up the payment
say u run the show but barely even claim shit?

how did that fist taste?
LOL

decide (dazed?!)

B Murph

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