Asteria

☆JIINZO☆

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https://open.spotify.com/album/2erLjZg3vJPYobdmKrexhW?si=Iu-yZ4N-Qc-Ec5v5DKoxrg

(casperrr)
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a solution to u 
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a replacement to u 
tell me who did u lose

(heylog)
she just burn right thru the past
like we were never a thing
baby how could u do that
and throw me against the wave
i just need someone to talk to
and have a soul to stay
i wonder if ppl are leaving me
and parting their own ways
morning always passes by
when i see u it's never right
right right right
when i see you it's always night
our insides exchange heat
when ur body lies w me
i don't want u to leave now
how bout we both just shut down

(casperrr + heylog)
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a solution to u 
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a replacement to u 
tell me who did u lose

casperrr x heylog - when ur body lies next to mine (nevrfrvr)

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

spotify

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

TRYNA FUCK (SPARTA)

TRYNA FUCK (SPARTA) feat. kets4eki

(Lyrics)

We’re blowing
Around in the wind
I hope I’m going
Around in that head of yours
We’re going around
(Around)
We’re going around
A-round
In
Circles
Darling
Put your hands around my neck until I’m purple darling

Just hold on
Hold on
Baby hold on tight
Just hold on
Hold on
Baby hold on tight
Don’t let go
Until I stop breathing
Don’t let go
Til my lungs start bleeding

(Put your hands on me)
(Put your hands on me)
(Put your hands on me)
(Put your hands on me)

When you’re up at night
Do you think of me?
Cuz we could-
Touch the sky
But you’re up losing sleep
My
Dear you coulda
Had me
We on a different page
This bitch tryna
Trap me
But
baby I won’t be played

A-round
In
Circles
Darling
Put your hands around my neck until I’m purple darling

Just hold on
Hold on
Baby hold on tight
Just hold on
Hold on
Baby hold on tight
Don’t let go
Until I stop breathing
Don’t let go
Til my lungs start bleeding

(Put your hands on me)
(Put your hands on me)
(Put your hands on me)
(Put your hands on me)

Hands On Me

i dont check the price bitch 
buy what you like uh
that pussy so tight
girl you stay on my mind

girl you see it in my eyes
you know what i like
fuck them other guys
you know ill take their life

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking-

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

w- w- w- white tee
tight jeans on (i got it on)
think im not a threat?
then youre wrong (then youre wrong)
your bitch is prolly
listening to my song (to my song)
my voice is in her ears
all night long (all night long)

yeah i dont check the price bitch 
buy what you like uh
that pussy so tight
girl you stay on my mind

girl you see it in my eyes
you know what i like
fuck them other guys
you know ill take their life

i- i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

kni- knife play to your face
you wanted me girl now you can’t complain 
(cant complain) im insane
kiss my blade hows it taste?
you wanted me girl now you can’t complain 
(cant complain) im insane
whyd you like me anyway? the shit that i say is so insane, cant you tell im insane?
just wanna hear you say my name
the way i make you feel he cant do the same no
i think its time for a change yeah?
yeah

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

WHXRE (prod. sqvxlls)

ROCK THAT SHIT!

Gory Model

Rotting
Where I belong
He’s here
But not for long
A road block that I’ll drive right past
I’ll make sure you 2 cannot
Last
Girl
Girl
You been in my head at night and one day I’m gon get to you
I’ll be in your bed tonight girl finally I’ll rest with you

I heard you wanna hang
So I brought these whips and chains for you
Girl I don’t got the time to waste
But baby I got the time to waste on you
Girl I’m gon find a way to take you
Then we can make a great escape
Oh baby I can’t wait to taste you
You’ve got the soul that imma take

Girl lemme grasp your soul
Girl I just need a piece
But I’ll come back for more
You’ve got me begging please
You’ve got me on my knees for you girl
Come and be my new girl
Let’s explore this new world
Come let’s go together
Lemme show you round
You’re my flaming ember
Come light up my frown

I’ll take your man off the map if that’s cool
Come take a chance baby how could we lose
You took my tongue and put it in a noose
Girl I’m in love with the things that you do
Caught him in the midnight
Trust me I’ll take care of him
It’s wrong but girl it feels right
Do you think that I’m scared of him
It’s a ballad in the blood spill
Come take my hand to prove your loves real
It’s a ballad in the blood spill

I heard you wanna hang
So I brought these whips and chains for you
Girl I don’t got the time to waste
But baby I got the time to waste on you
Girl I’m gon find a way to take you
Then we can make a great escape
Oh baby I can’t wait to taste you
You’ve got the soul that imma take

Ballad In The Blood Spill

https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath

Artwork by Hikikomori Neighborhood:
https://instagram.com/hkk.neighborhood

DIE FOR YOU

MONSTER

baby keep falling for me
dont make this hard for me
ur all ill ever want
ur all ill ever want
baby we need eachother
i dont care about no other
ur all ill ever want 
ur all ill ever want 

uh its dangerous i know
to jump in with your eyes closed
(just do it my love come to me now)
no telling where this goes
baby only God knows
(just do it my love come to me now)

tell me what is a heart,
if i tore a hole in your chest, would i see it?
if i split open your skull, would it be there 

baby keep falling for me
dont make this hard for me
ur all ill ever want
ur all ill ever want
baby we need eachother
i dont care about no other
ur all ill ever want 
ur all ill ever want 

baby keep falling for me
dont make this hard for me
ur all ill ever want
ur all ill ever want
baby we need eachother
i dont care about no other
ur all ill ever want 
ur all ill ever want

ur all ill ever want (prod. falci)

i dont like to talk unless its to you girl
i see the way u walk you know im watching you girl
you know i cant give it up until youre mine
your heart is falling apart, ill give you mine

im sinking into you my girl
sinking into you
im creeping into ur world
creeping into you

ill cut them down
(if thats what you want)
call me now
(tell me what u want)

this girl is taking over me
but i told her that im not that easy
i lied, want that girl to be mine
so ill try, i swear ill make that girl mine

i like the way you move
chained up you let me loose
baby dont make me choose
ill always choose you
ill cut them down
(if thats what you want)
call me now
(tell me what u want)
i dont get like this just for anyone
nobody like you girl nah none
i was asleep for so so long
you called for me and woke me up
ill cut them down
(if thats what you want)
call me now
(tell me what u want)

this girl is taking over me
but i told her that im not that easy
i lied, want that girl to be mine
so ill try, i swear ill make that girl mine

baby carve my name into your heart, so even if i die ill live forever through you, through you, through you, through you

this girl is taking over me
but i told her that im not that easy
i lied, want that girl to be mine
so ill try, i swear ill make that girl mine

taking over me

Finger painting
But the blood on my hands slowly fading
So I’ll reach in my chest though it’s straining
But when we dancing in the rain
I don’t wanna feel a thing
I just wanna feel your skin on mine
Like all the time
You make me blind
But I don’t mind
Cause once I get the chance to hold you in my arms I promise everything will be okay
Baby once I get a grasp on you I promise you won’t get the chance to get away

Finger painting your name
With the blood from my blade
How much more could it take
Cause I wrote your name a thousand times
And I let you stab me in the spine
(AGAIN)
Losing blood
Baby I won’t let it go to waste
Using love
Do you get off seeing me suffering
You’re such a whore
Why you using it against me girl
Come leave me sore
You know I love it when you tempt me girl

(Finger paint)
Come
FINGER PAINT
(There’s some paint in my heart take it all)
(FINGER PAINT)
(Write my name)
Come
WRITE MY NAME
(Use the blood write my name on the wall)
(WRITE MY NAME)
(Finger paint)
Come
FINGER PAINT
(There’s some paint in my heart take it all)
(FINGER PAINT)
(Write my name)
Come
WRITE MY NAME
(Use the blood write my name on the wall)
(WRITE MY NAME)

Finger Paint

like me

BLOODBATH

She’s a stormweaver
My soul keeper
Lil soul breacher
Come and breach my soul
Cuz if you ask girl I would let you in
It’s fuck my past girl im a better man
So baby I’ll be coming back again
Imma breach your soul

Your hands on my body girl
Angels can’t be naughty girl
Come see me on a lonely night
Girl come meet me in the after life

Meet me at the catacombs
I been waiting here too-
Long
I say “fuck it imma go now”
Before it go down
Can’t have another shawty out here spreading lies
I tell her “slow down”
“This ain’t a showdown”
This ain’t about them
It’s just you and I

Where you tryna go girl I could take you there
Can’t let you leave girl that’s my biggest fear
Baby you coulda been anywhere
So why you in my dreams?

My fantasies
Girl you’re all that I can think about
My fantasies
It’s cool you’re all I wanna think about
When the stars are falling
Do you ever think of me?
When the stars are falling
Do you ever think of me?

Will our paths cross again?
My love will never end for you
If you let another in
It’s finna be the end for you my dear
You say you here but I can feel it in my soul
I get this feeling in my body you gon go
You think you slick I taught you everything you know
I can’t let you turn into another ghost
So much blood up on my hands
From when we took our trip to France
I would love to take a trip again
Let’s take a night away
We could go anywhere you’d like baby
Just come and stay another night baby
I hope you know we on the same team
Being with you feel like a damn dream

My fantasies
Girl you’re all that I can think about
My fantasies
It’s cool you’re all I wanna think about
When the stars are falling
Do you ever think of me?
When the stars are falling
Do you ever think of me?

Fantasies

Won’t you come and abuse me
Use me
Drag my soul up out my flesh and into yours
And I would do whatever you say
You say
As long as you promise to stay
We can dump my corpse
Let’s distort my body
Disembodied
Meet me at the-
After party
When lights go down
And it gets foggy
Let’s come back as
Clyde and Bonnie

Do you get a rush when you talk to me
Like I get a rush when you talk to me
It’d be a shame to get caught with me
Straight from the start I knew you’d be the one
Losing my head what the fuck have you done
All outta breath and I’m choking on blood
Crazy what your love can do to me
If you’re crazy tell me what you’d do to me
I’ll listen and obey
(Obey)
To every word you say
(You say)
Cut out my arteries
(Arteries)
Take care of my heart for me
Oh what a battle
Oh what a war
Why the fuck does it matter
If we rot to the core
At least you’re mine forever
Feed me timeless pleasure

Won’t you come and abuse me
(ABUSE ME)
Use me
(USE ME)
Drag my soul up out my flesh and into yours
(INTO YOURS)
And I would do whatever you say
(YOU SAY)
You say
(YOU SAY)
As long as you promise to stay
We can dump my corpse
Let’s distort my body
Disembodied
Meet me at the-
After party
When lights go down
And it gets foggy
Let’s come back as
Clyde and Bonnie

Switch

Prod. POODEE

I WOULD CRAWL RIGHT BACK TO YOU
You can walk me like a mutt
(Oh well)
Fuck it girl I’m such a slut for you
I WOULD CRAWL RIGHT BACK TO YOU
You can leave me scarred and cut
(Oh well)
Regardless baby I would
CRAWL BACK TO YOU

Imma make it I swear
(I swear)
I could never break a promise oh
You’re the one that’s I care
For
Fuck it lemme be honest with-
You I’ve loved you from the start I know
Now that we can’t be apart I thought
I
Could live without you
HERE
Turns out baby you was right I was wrong
Tell me what’s going on
(ON IN MY)
Brain
Left me broken, scarred, and withered
Through me in the river what a damn
Shame
Vodka fucking up my liver
Hope that you remember my damn
NAME
Cause i remember yours
Crawling back to you
Rotting to the core
Pushing through anxiety is tiring but worth it in the end
Spend the night with me I promise you’ll be happy that we met

I WOULD CRAWL RIGHT BACK TO YOU
You can walk me like a mutt
(Oh well)
Fuck it girl I’m such a slut for you
I WOULD CRAWL RIGHT BACK TO YOU
You can leave me scarred and cut
(Oh well)
Regardless baby I would
CRAWL BACK TO YOU

Can’t let you just up and go
You know I do the most
You know I’m
CRAZY FOR
You
You
YOU
Bleeding out
Blood on the
PAVEMENT
Need you now
It’s cool I’ll be
PATIENT
And I’ll keep crawling back til I’m splattered
If I can’t have you what does matter
If I had the chance to be you for a day honestly I think I would just date myself
I know you’re not mine but in my head if I can’t have you I’d fucking hate myself
Walking out the door
Girl I’m coming too
You’re such a fucking whore
MY favorite part of you
Kick me out
Cut me up
I’ll come back
In a rush
When I’m gone will you mourn me?
It’d be pretty to die to your hands
I don’t wanna see the morning
As long as you say you’re mine I’m content

I WOULD CRAWL RIGHT BACK TO YOU
You can walk me like a mutt
(Oh well)
Fuck it girl I’m such a slut for you
I WOULD CRAWL RIGHT BACK TO YOU
You can leave me scarred and cut
(Oh well)
Regardless baby I would
CRAWL BACK TO YOU

CRAWL

produced by logan

if you need me i wont be there
when you wake up, in front are stairs
have to hold back on what i want
i would love to be this blunt
save yourself
dont die in my arms
if word got out, youd be behind bars
save yourself
dont bleed in my arms
if you got out, youd be behind bars

i know something you dont know
i know i know i know i know
think im stupid? ive watched you close
im watchin watchin watchin been watchin
hows the weather over there
tell me why the fuck you scared

scared

say
the words start to echo inside my head
so i day drink
now your hands are wrapped around my neck
begging me to

scream
scream
scream
for help
when nobody can hear a sound

scream
scream
scream
for help
when nobody can hear a sound

WHAT'S TO SAY MY LOVE
COME ON DEAR
SPIT IN MY MOUTH 
LEAN IN CLOSE
AND SMELL THE RUM
COME ON DEAR
JUST USE YOUR TONGUE 

WHAT'S TO SAY MY LOVE
GOT NO FEAR 
YOU'RE BLUFFING NOW 
PULL ME CLOSE
LEGS WRAPPED AROUND 
COME ON DEAR
DON'T LET ME OUT

Wrap your strings around my throat
Take control don’t let me go
I’m such a puppet for you
Pull me in slow
Bite me by the neck
Make sure they know
I’m such a puppet for you

I’ll obey with every string you pull
Submitting to you when i need you most
Equip your strings and girl I’ll bring the rope
Choke me out until you see my ghost
No point in running away
It’s cool I wanted to stay
If you turned me to a corpse
I’m crawling out of my grave
I can’t just lay there and rot
That’s simply something I’m not
Hook me up by your strings
And drag me down to our spot
(Hahaha that’s your best move?)

CONTROL ME LIKE THE PUPPET
I AM FOR YOU
CONTROL ME LIKE THE PUPPET
I’LL DANCE FOR YOU
Baby don’t you hold out
Promise I can take it
Baby don’t you slow down
I just wanna taste it
All
CONTROL ME LIKE THE PUPPET
I AM FOR YOU

WHAT'S TO SAY MY LOVE
COME ON DEAR
SPIT IN MY MOUTH 
LEAN IN CLOSE
AND SMELL THE RUM
COME ON DEAR
JUST USE YOUR TONGUE 

WHAT'S TO SAY MY LOVE
GOT NO FEAR 
YOU'RE BLUFFING NOW 
PULL ME CLOSE
LEGS WRAPPED AROUND 
COME ON DEAR
DON'T LET ME OUT

PUPPET W/ JIINZO [TNVR]

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