Nobody cares, but if u actually see this, ily <3

just another day w/ heylog

dancing i want to go with you
glancing at the world from a better view
romance has turned into sending nudes
ill stay away from falling in love

i'll stay driving in the backroads
always on the way but i never wanna go
so ill stay dancing in the moonlight
underneath the stars with somebody i dont know

dancing i want to go with you
that's a world from a better view
i want to go with you
i want to go with you

i'll stay driving in the backroads
always on the way but i never wanna go
so ill stay dancing in the moonlight
underneath the stars with somebody i dont know

and the night's so cold
i hold you close and i won’t let go
lights off love
and you move so slow
say the times not right
like you always do

make a full twist
clockwise on your tip toes
seal it with a kiss
and a smile
feel my heart fold
whisper in my ear
say you never want to go home
but if you leave before the sunrise
how you gonna talk like that?

i can spend all night here dreaming
wishing this was something real
darling drag me whiles i’m bleeding
don’t you care bout how i feel?

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~lyrics~

ugh, lil shawty like an angel 
all she missin is a halo
see the world in different angles
she pick the place but ima pay tho 
ugh, she know that i got a cheque now 
maybe thats why she wan  slide on the set, pull up n gimme the neck now
im stackin up bread like a yugioh deck, wont let it go to my head tho 
shawty gon fuck me then leave me a wreck, honestly whatd i expect tho

i see what it is, i see what it isnt 
all of the shit that she did, u know it fucked wit my vision 
ima let her talk her shit, i cannot trip, none of these hoes is different 
fuck it im lyin, it is what it is, baby u know that im with it 
baby u know that im with u, in the street wit my switch n my bitch too 
he want beef? he gon see what this switch do 
if he fuckin wit she then he fuckin wit dis too 
i promise that boy, he dont want that 
ride around in a ghost ima haunt that 
treat the streets like mw3 on the block, get a boy spawn trapped
if i need it, i want it? i got that 
drop an opp n u know ima taunt that 
told lil shawty to cmere, ill flaunt that 

ugh, lil shawty like an angel 
all she missin is a halo
see the world in different angles
she pick the place but ima pay tho 
ugh, she know that i got a cheque now 
maybe thats why she wan  slide on the set, pull up n gimme the neck now
im stackin up bread like a yugioh deck, wont let it go to my head tho 
shawty gon fuck me then leave me a wreck, honestly whatd i expect tho

(solo)
know i get real toxic know i get obnoxious i cannot play pretend, treated like an option
cuz we are "just friends", tryna make amends, but i cant find common sense
now im in my head, cuz i know ill do it all over again
throw me to the wind, i will find you all over again
yeah we are "just friends" but i hope you understand
i will hold your hand, stay until the very end
feelings breaking in, why you think im so past tense?
ive never felt like this.. maybe we could try again?

ugh, lil shawty like an angel 
all she missin is a halo
see the world in different angles
she pick the place but ima pay tho 
ugh, she know that i got a cheque now 
maybe thats why she wan  slide on the set, pull up n gimme the neck now
im stackin up bread like a yugioh deck, wont let it go to my head tho 
shawty gon fuck me then leave me a wreck, honestly whatd i expect tho

what'd i expect?? w/ solo (p. tykun II)

it's my birthday, happy valentines
thank you for listening as always 
prod @tnvr555

// verse
bottle up my issues
i can’t be caught saying i miss you
but truth is that i do
cross my heart
cause i hate that i do :/

that’s alright…
drown when i sleep like every night
wake up sigh, back to the grind
i’ve got no time to lose my mind
holding on to the silver lines
life’s too short to rot inside
i would never tell a lie
keep it honest till i die
ok

// chorus
and i don’t want to feel any remorse
come back over, see me baby
hands around my neck, so gently
what’s left but to bury the ghost
don’t say that you miss me baby
it’s not worth the feeling you bring

oh
this isn’t love
it’s far too cold
i thought i knew you
but i don’t
got your hands around my throat
come on love
bury the ghost

// envy
that’s alright
i can’t even step outside
air is poison grab my throat your face on every flashing light
but i don’t mind
cause i never lose sight on losing mine
yeah that’s alright
tell myself a thousand times

because i know it’s not enough
understand you’re running from
before you blame it on my feelings
take the air out of my lungs
and one day
i’ll regret having blood in these veins
but you stay
just to make sure i’m here when you’re sane

bury the ghost

bury the ghost w/ notenvy [tnvr]

prod @srypedia & @ilyl1ght 

-
ilyl1ght:
yeah yeah yeah, 
i guess the old me woulda killed you on the low
but i'm different now i guess well never know 
backed up into a wall 
swear to God  its not my fault 
i guess the old me woulda killed you on the
yeah yeah 
i guess the old me woulda killed you on the
i need to lock in, no time to stop and think about it 
need to focus, but you just make it hard to 
breath x6
i got scars all on me 
breath x6
i got scars all on me 
breath 

srypedia:
ig the old me woulda killed u on the low
ur crying to my face its rlly getting old
i tried to change u but a whore will be a whore
when u talked about ur past i simply cant ignore
u saw my best friend’s dick, u got too curious that’s what u get
stop getting mad at me for something i can’t control
never give me time, let my message rest and die
an “L” to signify, tell me r my words sublime?

ilyl1ght:
i guess the old me woulda killed you on the low
but i'm different now i guess well never know 
backed up into a wall 

ilyl1ght & srypedia:
swear to God its not my fault 

yea x (a lot)

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scars II

prod by stezzyxl
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lyrics:

my stomach keeps on turning 
i cannot stop this burning
sensation in my body
its concerning, it’s concerning 
the rain just keeps on pouring
and thunder keeps on roaring
it getting cold this is my final warning
final warning

what else u want from me?
oh god just tell me please
i keep on wondering
why
why
why
why
this always happens to me
my heart is falling asleep
i never get closure i need so just tell me
why 
why
i don’t want nothing to do with you
gather my berrings and my loose screws 
i want a life for me that i can choose 
i don’t want nothing to do with you
gather my berrings and my loose screws 
i want a life for me that i can choose 

loosing my mind in the dead of the night
wishing ur face would get out of my sight
can’t even cry, so i put up a fight
broken again, but i say im alright 
run from the truth just to sit in the lie
couldn’t face facts so i let myself hide
played all the games and i still don’t know why
chasing a ghost that won’t hear my cries
love was a cage and i wanted to fly
clipped my own wings just to stay in ur life
gave u my soul and u left it to die
said that u cared while u twisted the knife
stuck in the dark with no tears to cry
light dosent shine where there’s no will to try 
it getting cold this is my final warning
final warning

what else u want from me?
oh god just tell me please
i keep on wondering
why
why
why
why
this always happens to me
my heart is falling asleep
i never get closure i need so just tell me
why 
why
i don’t want nothing to do with you
gather my berrings and my loose screws 
i want a life for me that i can choose 
i don’t want nothing to do with you
gather my berrings and my loose screws 
i want a life for me that i can choose

prod valentine ghost
guitar @iissaame
instrumental mix/master @prod-oc

oh keep the words inside your mouth 
you always sound like such a fool 
you’re reaching now 
oh all the shit you’d do 
like such a clown 
should’ve know that you were cruel 
it’s been like that  

now when i hear your name 
it’s like knives in my veins 
it’s such a hard pill to swallow when 
all i feel is shame
for you
don’t you feel the same?

and now i won’t take the blame 
couldn’t be clearer than day 
all the poison seeping slowly 
as it’s rotting my brain 
don’t you
feel the same?

PLEASE 
CAN YOU LEAVE
I JUST WANT TO BE HERE ALL ALONE 
SICK OF YOU RUNING EVERY HOME
PLEASE 
SET ME FREE
CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE
YOU RUINED EVERY PART OF ME 
THAT HOPED

valentine...?

and i want to see all of you down on your knees
begging me for attention
your man in my dms he’s wishing he could be me
the fucking delusion
and i do not know you
so don’t act like you know me 
i’m burning the past and i’m leaving you there 
so keep me out your mentions

clown

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produced by heylog

i was looking at her eyes
i could tell she wanna die
wait, don't
i will be alone no
please don't go (please don't go) (please don't go)
please don't go (please don't go) (please don't go) (please don't go)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
i watch 'em all pretend (i watch 'em all pretend)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
drowning in our sins (drowning in our sins)
i was looking in her soul, she remind me of a ghoul
i think that she want me gone
come near me i'll bash your skull (bask your skull)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
i watch 'em all pretend (i watch 'em all pretend)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
drowning in our sins (drowning in our sins)

it's time to speed up
i am fed up with these people
go home
the world is falling off
i wanna go home
this ain't us
rewind
i wanna rewind back to you
beside
i wanna be beside close to you (close to you) (close to you)

heylog - how it ends

prod by me : /

sunlight peaks through my blinds
it burns my eyes n makes me want to die 
and you're not here, layin' by my side
and I wish that, things were different now

grab on my hips, then we start, locking lips
caught in a kiss, move my hips, just to sync
bite on my lip, love the mark, that you left 
don't loosen grip, hold it tight, close to death

fucked up in the head and I don't know what to do now
you're telling me that it's been over 
and I just feel like I been locked out
ain't no fuckin way I'm movin on

why the fuck you leavin me when you know that im all alone
got this pain inside my heart, a poison wit no antidote
people saying that they love me but I know they fuckin dont
if they really did, would I even be all alone?

agony, sweet agony, I love it when you're holding me
killin me, you're killin me, my agony, it holds me sweet
agony has been here longer than anyone else ever has
agony, my agony, it won't ever leave me and I'm sure of that

I can feel the cracks inside of my persona breakin
she just tell me that anything she said wasn't fake, yeah
tell me that im special but what of that am i making ?
I can tell that life ain't done so it gon keep on taking

I done walked up on this decision and then it fucked my life
I'm just hopin that I can hold on and make it out alive 
elliot didn't get so lucky like i did.. i threw it
I could never lie about it, I know i misused it

if you think it's worth it putting me away for years, 
I'm not gonna fight it i'll pay off my debt in tears
I hope things go well for you and if they dont im here 
just a stupid dog that won't abandon post that he's near 

tell me that I deserve this, 
if you- said anything- my wrist i'll slit
my blood will drip, my life will end, 
and you'll be it

tell me how.. 
if im feelin down you'd know
promise i will tell you everything i know
until then im in hell

tell me you love me
hate me it wont break me
hold me don't let go of me
don't let go of me

you can give me your hate, it won't change anything for me
I could shake it off like leaves on a car when it's starting 
to accelerate on the speed and then they just fall off
I just wanna see the boys win and they already know that 

you deserve to be happy and I want you to know it
you're the love of my life and I wasn't even knowin 
someone could pick me up and repair me like it's nothin 
I been learning german so I can give the love a language

[[acceptance, self reflection]]

---

I made a vow to never lose again

release

(AHHHHHH JIINZOOOO)

I’m so numb my dear can’t even feel a thing
You can pierce my heart with a diamond ring
If I let you in it wouldn’t be the same
So I’ll cut you up and push your love away
(PUSH YOUR LOVE AWAY)

This time I’ll keep you safe
(I’LL KEEP YOU SAFE)
I swear I’ll find a way
I won’t fuck it up this time
Keep your soul locked in my body I refuse to let you RUN AND HIDE
Toss your corpse out somewhere nobody will find
This time
(GO)

so why try to fearmonger love 
i’m scared of none 
i’ll start the haunt  
rip my heart out 
i’ll tear your lungs 
i know you have all that i want

so try to take what’s left of me 
but i don’t repeat history 
so you can run and hide baby
but i will make you mine  

Make you mine
Yes indeed
Slice your heart
It’s all I need
Toss your shell
Store your soul
I feel that I’m
Losing control

just a ghost and a jiin that’ll haunt your dreams 
and when we’re done with you
won’t know what’s real 
close your eyes, hold on tight cause you will bleed 
and i’ll count it down but don’t you scream 

you’re dead to my dear 
you should’ve run and hide 
don’t act like you’re not scared
i see it in your eyes 
your secrets in the air
so don’t you try to lie 
oh dont you run and hide 

(That’s your best move?)
WON’T LET YOU RUN
WON’T LET YOU HIDE
Abduct your soul
I’LL MAKE YOU MINE
I’ll make you
I’LL MAKE YOU MINE
I’ll make you
I’LL MAKE YOU
(Hahaha)

RUN & HIDE W/ JIINZO [TNVR]

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