produced by me

lyrics:
wanna be alone cause it's quiet
locked up in my room, no more fighting
plug both of my ears, hear no riot
put away my feelings, no more crying

no talk
thorns out
mask on
happy home

always feel ignored and nobody wanna take me
seriously for once, why you think I'm always faking
walk around my   room with no purpose, thoughts are pacing
wish I had the guts, cause the future fucking scares me

always feel ignored and nobody wanna take me
seriously for once, why you think I'm always faking
walk around my room with no purpose, thoughts are pacing
wish I had the guts, cause the future fucking scares me

don't go the way I went cause you'll end up with scars
I just want a piece of quiet, is it too much to ask?
rarely check up on my phone, cause it's filled with demands
I can't meet ur expectations, you been asking too much

please stop yelling, I've been trying
please stop pushing, please stop fighting
I dont wanna see you crying
I just wanna feel 
(at home)

home

prod by me :) <3

lyrics -
ur telling me to hold on
i don't really think u see the best in me
'cos i know
if u really want it you'd make it work
oh i can see the end of us
can't believe that the wall was breached
god i don't wanna go
but you've been pushing me out for a while now
oh no

i hide my face when she laughing at it
cant lie, i dont care, cause shes going nowhere
told ur boy if he wanna back it, come out on the street but hes going somewhere
she getting cold now
pulled out, undercover when she come round
whole streets on the floor, what she know now
tears ready on the floor when she go out

breaking loads of bottles again
got a problem when you talk on ya friends
you want to tell me how she loves me
take you to dance
say you want to trust me I can’t relax
taking all you pour out
i don’t want the door down
7 milli foreign with the Roley got me iced out
in my dreams you know I’m having it
i can barely breathe when all these problems keep on happening

my nose red, blood is pouring out fast
i sit down, think i need to relax
she start her month say, "let's go to the bath"
she look at me when i cause her to gag
after i'm done i gotta leave ur house
cus i don't got time for any cuddles now
a kiss goodbye but she pulls me down
she told me she wanna go another round

couldn’t get enough, ignore the other side
I’ll tell it from the front
you speak about love, that’s never been us
these doors stayed shut
keep your facade
laid out-
knowing it was dormant
a few years and I’m back to this torment
is it really that important?
you know it better than me
you couldn’t let it at peace
this whole story was about me
I’ve got you right on your knees
the only thing that I need
is to make you forget at least…

the end of us (feat. hiraeth, erxn, heylog & xona)

ty for listening 

// lyrics
oh love
just face it
you’re so complacent
its selfish cravings
don’t care what anyone’s thinking
oh love
just face it
left my heart breaking
is yours that vacant?
don’t believe a word you’re saying

go on and kill the lights
you do it all just for the money
so go live your life
but don’t you talk about a heartbeat
when yours clearly died
and don’t you talk like u once knew me
or i’d be alive

said we met at wrong time
saw the devil in your soul
i swear he took mine
fuck i wanted more
the life in your eyes
it was love i so dearly adored
and watched it all die :/

got me on her mind
she said that i’m her sire :)
you know i’m always pulling up in an all black attire
and you can say the fuck you want but don’t call me a liar...
talk about me on your media
i promise i pay it no mind
wasted all this time but for you love i’d waste it two times...
hate what you’ve become i’ve come to terms the one i loved died
the red inside my eyes just signifies that geist has switched sides
bloods all on the walls i made a grave for what was soul tied

oh no
i grieve
i go ghost in the night
hide in trees search for light 

it’s killing me.
it’s all taking toll on my soul
i cannot feel
cant cope no more
i’m losing sleep
and self control
there’s so much pain
breaking my bones

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complacent [wetmall]

@prod-oc 
@iamvagrxnt

a little numb, little sore
just kidding, i’m fucking torn
tell the lies, you adore my eyes that will never glisten again
i’ll bury you with all my friends

so
take it all
i really wanted to stay
but now I’m covered in blood, I took a punch to the face
so I’ll
take the fall
i don’t know what to say cause I x2

guess i might have caught you in a bad mood
hands deep in my chest now I’m screwed
holding on your waist, what I’d do
you can take control cause I’m through

with your lying eyes
you could have taken away
every part of me
that thinks its all in my head
dont wanna thank you
i just wanna tell you
that you are something of toxic remains

but your dark oak eyes
are always my demise
i wish to take it away
before i can realize
that you are leeching
bleeding at the sore seems
wishing to be fix something worse than you are

so
take it all
i really wanted to stay
but now I’m covered in blood, I took a punch to the face
so I’ll
take the fall
i don’t know what to say cause I x2

guess i might have caught you in a bad mood
hands deep in my chest now I’m screwed
holding on your waist, what I’d do
you can take control cause I’m through

cause im through
and you tore me
blood can drift from my wrists
just like the stories
you cant save me
theres no trying
i'd rather die here tonight than have you call me

TORN [oc]

1st song off my album "pity", out september 25th 

@lilskeleskrrt @bitekivibes @ytstatic
produced by me, guitar @ikarinan @tnvr555

lyrics:
i started running from you
too fast
n i fell to the ground
spilled out blood on the grass
you said you needed me
like you could never leave
and i fell for it dreaming
made it easy to breathe

but you broke it all
paper walls
you were supposed to be here
but you’re so good being gone
and i felt it all
8 missed calls
hit me up when u need me
and leave me hurt when you don’t

don’t act like you’re so innocent
like it’s not what you want
i gave u all that i had
while u were holding the gun
oh god
it was everything you said from the start
i was waiting on it falling apart

oh oh
what a waste of my time
but if it’s all with you
i’d gladly waste my whole life
oh no
i wish i didn’t say goodbye
the paper walls are burning down
our home is gone..

god damn
i feel my heart tear on every beat
the silence is deafening
truly it’s killing me
u try to forget who i am
i try to forget how your eyes were like thousands of galaxies..
oh, consumed i’m so lost in your stare
comfort i felt like i wouldn’t have fears
writing you poetry wishing you were here
if i held on longer would i still be scared

paper walls w/ skele

produced by i'm geist
guitar @hiraethsry
engineered @tnvr555

i suppose time will wear away the pain of not seeing you again
the memory of you
the loving of you
time won't take that away

it would be easier to die

i cant fathom
the fucking feeling in my chest
i inject the venom
hope it leads me to my death
i’ve lost all passion
this isn’t music i just vent
cause i can’t fathom
i take the blade and then i’ll rest
oh
cause i can’t fathom
how u breathe when i’m not there
cause i can’t have love
if it’s not u it’s nowhere
and at this point it’s not fair now…

i never want to fight love
i’ve made you so tired
if we can just rewind
and not get caught in the moment
i know now that our times up
but love you all the same now
yeah we cannot rewind
but i’ll hold on to the moments

i’ll write you goodbyes
till it feels like i’m not choking
but i can’t find the words
to show what was lost and broken
doesn’t matter now
how much wounds i still reopen
i’ll love you the same
even when the words aren’t spoken

i’ll write you goodbyes
till it feels like i’m not choking
but i can’t find the words
to show what was lost and broken
doesn’t matter now
how much wounds i still reopen
i’ll love you the same

i can't fathom // goodbye pt. 3

produced by i'm geist
guitar @prodjpjp 
engineered @tnvr555

i burnt the words off of my tongue in dismay
they scraped my lungs on the way
oh how i love you i’d say

i watched the flowers decompose at my grave
you’d leave a rose everyday
and then regret you didn’t stay
ohh

i don’t want to talk
but i miss you
starting a new slate that’s been past due
you’re holding on to love but it’s gone blue
i’m holding on to love but it’s not you

i don’t to want to go
but my hearts bruised
there’s someone waiting for me that i can’t lose
choking on my words swear my tongues glued
i can’t say goodbye but i have too

her eyes as green as dancing trees in the rain
i watched the leaves all decay
there’s nothing more i could say

a perfect story, perfect song that had changed
all because i didn’t stay
and now i can’t be awake

oh
u don’t want to talk
but i miss you
promise that i’ve changed its a new hue
you’re letting go of love say it’s all blue
i’m letting go of love cause it hurts you

i don’t want to go
but my hearts bruised
there’s no one waiting for me and that’s fine too
choking on my words but it’s not new
i can say goodbye
it’s all that i do

oh
write the words in the stone
r.i.p. to our bones
petrify me my love
forgive me
i’m not that tough
my patience
trust
it’s all fucked
i’m sorry love
but hey..you might the one
your voice brings me a new calm
so promise me that you’ll come
and hold me close

stone

produced by i'm geist
guitar @hiraethsry
engineered @tnvr555

last single off my album pity out next week
thank you for listening :)

// geist
so let it all dissipate
there’s a lot on my plate
but you’re not on the list love

wipe the smile off my face
you just come and you take
like you want to let me down

but come on now, you left
so leave me alone
i smell the blood
spilled fresh, cut to a bone
and it’s all so tempting
the scent
pheromones
you stare at me
and whisper words like a ghost

"you look like a ghoul
the way that you walk
your eyes glisten red,
are you hungry my love?"

no i'm just a fool,
and i shouldn't talk
i'll sow my mouth and i'll give this all up
yeah i'll give this all up
cause i'm never enough

// yokai dreams
guess u havent had enough yet
havent filled ur gut yet
leave me to the crows
dead on the road
sight will make ur gut wrench
where her heart was supposed to be is just a silhouette
cigarettes and empty threats
tell me, are you finished yet?

stealing a look in the moonlight
ur alive now
and the moods right
im a night owl
til noon light
imma lie down
til the times right
my lover loves to make me believe
that she keep the peace on those good nights
second i'm sleepin
she's barin her teeth and
she could bite
but i don't mind

guess that i'm not used to falling in love
everyone i used to know has move on
and i know you will too
nothing has improved
said we're gonna change, just not any time soon
guess that i'm not used to feeling this way
everything i used to feel has decayed
got the heart of a ghoul
selfish and cruel
thought this was love but i was just a tool

ghoul w/ yokai dreams

produced by i'm geist
engineered @tnvr555

how do i feel now?
stuck inside my room love
tell me it’s a ghost town
these ghosts all i know now
i can see you in every surface of my room
engraved in every thing i do

well here i go
back to the city in a bag of bones
no heart, no soul
don’t need your pity
got a 1000 ghosts
yeah, i’m not here alone
i rot with the ones i love the most
and they hold on close
kept me alive for far too long

so say i’m faded
i’m just devastated
can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t take this
rotting in the basement
just another day
i’m stuck missing your face
and soon i’m gonna pack my bags
and get out of this place
so yeah i’m wasted
you know how i cope
it’s not the best i’m selfish
hate myself it’s endless
and i’m sorry i’m this way
and if i could i’d stay
but we’ve grown far apart in ways that’ll never be okay

pity

sorry i'm this way

produced by i'm geist
engineered + guitar @tnvr555

tell me how it feels
to be right by your side
cause i’d trade it all
if i could turn back time
it’s fine
i took the knife and died
i’ll take your pity and cry
if you see my ghost tonight
promise you’ll wave goodbye

left a note by the door
she said,
“i love you i’m sure
but now that i’ve thought it through
and i can’t go on with you”
severed heart i feel torn
like pain i’ve never endured
and every time it hurts worse
i sit here crying a verse

i’m not gonna fight this feeling now
let it slice through, let it bleed me out
and i really miss your voice
how i need you love
but we’ll just fight more
never hear me out

but u let me down
and i let you down…
yeah you were first
and you ditched this town…
can you see me now?
with my broken crown
do you hear this sound?
bet you don’t listen now..

the promises that we couldn’t keep
the memories it’s all agony
and now i’m left here with what i’ve reaped
i’ll plead and beg you for your pity

love, ghost

produced by i'm geist
guitar @vito2300
engineered + live band @tnvr555

it’s the sentimental feeling when the knifes on my skin
i watched you cover me in blood like you weren’t killing a friend
oh
come on baby
can you tell me where’d the time go?
cause it’s been 6 more months
i’m starting to just lose hope

don’t need your pity
i can fight for myself
i’ll make the city
light as bright as your smile
oh come on baby
life without you is hell
don’t want your pity
i can feel for myself

oh baby if you’re quick to leave then just go
u got somewhere else to be then i wouldn’t waste your time now
maybe in a different life it’s just love
but there’s too much on your mind and it’s so clear to me it’s not us

sorry i'm this way

I'm Geist

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