prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

spotify

ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

https://soundcloud.com/shikixo
https://soundcloud.com/88strait

fill me up with pills, see what it sounds like
baby baby breaking made me famous so it’s alright
but won’t you let me in? it’s freezing out i’m getting frostbite
tell me how the fuck i’m supposed to see inside this spotlight 

watch me bleed and put me in the spotlight
tell me that you love me baby tell me that i’m alright
don’t tell me that you need me i’m a no one i hate my life
see me fucking drowning in my sins it’s for a lifetime oh oh

and every time you run away i'm getting closer to the edge 
i don’t wanna talk to you i don’t need another friend
fake friends they been wasting all my time
got no patience in this basement out my mind
i been complacent, i can’t face it, shut my eyes 
too many thoughts inside this head of mine
i think too much shut me up
i don't know how but could you just fuck…

fill me up with pills, see what it sounds like
baby baby breaking made me famous so it’s alright
but won’t you let me in? it’s freezing out i’m getting frostbite
tell me how the fuck i’m supposed to see inside this spotlight 

watch me bleed and put me in the spotlight
tell me that you love me baby tell me that i’m alright
don’t tell me that you need me i’m a no one i hate my life
see me fucking drowning in my sins it’s for a lifetime oh oh

see, i’m dying
no need to help i hate my skin
fool me once then fool me twice
i don’t wanna play this
fuck me up i’ll take my life
living dead it’s shear bliss
take my hand and kiss my head i’ll die when we see snow
i don’t wanna hurt you but it’s hard when it gets cold
i’m still waiting for the day when you just stab me in the back and leave
just tell me that you hate me i can’t take it baby let me bleed

fill me up with pills, see what it sounds like
baby baby breaking made me famous so it’s alright
but won’t you let me in? it’s freezing out i’m getting frostbite
tell me how the fuck i’m supposed to see inside this spotlight 

watch me bleed and put me in the spotlight
tell me that you love me baby tell me that i’m alright
don’t tell me that you need me i’m a no one i hate my life
see me fucking drowning in my sins it’s for a lifetime oh oh

FROSTBITE

MORE PLATFORMS

SHIKI XO & 88STRAIT - FROSTBITE

hi<3

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic v talented prod 

enjoy:)

lyrics:
my necks sore, holding up
weight, from my mental it still brings me down
i cant ignore it, but i cant make it stop
i just cant find a reason to give a fuck

alright, ok, ive had it
waste a new day, damn thats tragic
alright, ok
(alright, ooo)
alright, ok, im not me
i want to leave my body
and really im so sorry, i dont know what to do

my chest sinks, im used to it
i was on the brink, you picked me up, dont mean shit now.
oh you overthink? well so does everyone
now im on the ropes, feel it slip, falling down

i get this feeling makes my head spin
i cant really explain just how its been
im so sorry for the distance
i try my best for everyone who listens

honestly cant show up, nah
too busy in my head, numb
try my best to show love, so
you know im always here
um, i kno that i care, but to me it feels you dont
really understand me

alright, ok

alright, ok (branwen x splashgvng)

red vol. 2, 7th july <3

i feel my heart tear string from string again 
and i’m so sorry but i don’t know where the fuck you went 
cause you’re somebody, not the one i met  
i’ll leave the roses by our grave for all the love we had  

no one ever really cares for what i need 
i fall in love with narcissists that have different beliefs 
said that you’d do anything 
but chose to watch me bleed 
and honestly the pain is starting to feel like relief 

no one ever really cares till u can’t breathe 
i’m really fucking fighting i just need my time to grieve 
feeling so damn angry can’t take anymore defeats 
i really miss my friend another ghost amongst the trees 

are you mad love 
tell me i’m the bad one 
your life is but a scam but 
you don’t care what anyone thinks of you 
wish you had think us through 

fuck it’s so pathetic 
miss when you were more poetic 
brag that you’re so copacetic 
but what’s that worth when everyone’s tasted you 
it just not the girl i knew..

i’ll lay here flat on my face 
compare us, i’m a waste 
but at least i’m not fake :/ 
so don’t text that you miss me too 
oh love it’s just not the truth

i fall in love with narcissists [johnnyfriend]

how did my life turn ugly?

Art by murdertoysmatt

Darkness shines through the cracks
of the walls I'm in and the air get's heavy
As I'm trying to shine brighter
I'm drinking from the glass that was handed down
by a fallen angel
Could the poison takes me higher

Got 10 Demons I swear that they want me dead
Now I'm in my feelings when I should be chasin bread
Thoughts deceiving us, this should be like a game
I'm racing you to the grave, cause every day is the same

Lock and load it's a battle zone in my fuckin life
Every enemy's a vice, if a demon's tryna fight
Drop his body on sight, semi auto is my light
I'm the target and the night, whole fight
Cause the conflict is only in my head
Try to stay strong while I wanna be dead
I pull up to the gravestone and the dates wrong
Scratch a new engraving I'm here to fight long

10 D3M0NS

I dont wanna wake up
laying alone, always dreaming about your touch
i'm getting used to isolation, i don't feel nah
reminicing about your love

i see you standing there, you're with someone else
you see me glancing but your acting like you couldn't tell
yeah, i feel like the weather getting colder,
yeah, i hope i forget you when im older, yeah
i've been drawing pretty pictures on my wrist with a razor
i don't need to call yeah i know that you wont answer me
just tell me what i don't see
woah

about your love

skele - about your love (prod. remghost)

Thank you for listening 

Up on Biteki: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4l_ptPX81cc

prod @farhantnvr (tnvr)
shoutout @alainite for doing this with me <3

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/34vu4Kivb68ZLd2VNiP7rD
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/staying-on-pace-feat-alainite/1506440458?i=1506440459

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// Verse 1
Well, March comes in like a lion, still sad but I’m trying
Lights off when I’m crying, I stay strong when I’m dying, Yeah
I’ll figure it out, heads been lost in the clouds
Can’t find myself in the crowd

// Chorus
But I’m, Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

// Verse 2
Yeah cut the lights when I'm flying, yeah
Psilocybin I'm tryin, yeah
See all the colours now, yeah we're not coming down
I guess I'll figure it out, my mind it melts in the clouds
Can't find myself in the crowd
And sometimes yeah I feel like I'm walking alone down this empty road
And you come down for only a moment to sell yourself

// Chorus
But I’m, Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace
But I’m, Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

// Bridge
No one ever stays
These days can’t even speak what’s on my mind
Can I tell you how I feel inside?
No one ever stays
Didn’t expect you to leave, but it’s fine I’m sick of searching for the reason why,
I’m always faded, you’re always jaded
I don’t want to say goodbye, want you stay the night

// Chorus
But I’m, Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace
But I’m, Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

SPOTIFY

Staying On Pace w/ Alainite (Prod. TNVR)

salem: @salemavenue
scape: @scapexgoat

lyrics:
i feel alright
i think
lately i've been moving forward
but i've been pushed right to the brink
and i don't wanna feel so sick
when i think of how things could've been

and febuary was pretty fucked up
re-evaluated how i see love
and god i know i never meant much
but i wish that you would just say something
fuck
i hate hearing nothing

this is really all there is for me
a swimming pool of irony
i'm the embodiment of misery
and i would kill to have some company

i'm too scared to get close to people
cause i'm terrified that they'll leave me
and i'm getting better at ignoring calls
and sleeping in when they need me
and i've been skipping meals for some chemicals
my life is one bleak spectacle
eventually i'll be a memory
i could die today, it's kinda comforting

i feel alright i think
i feel alright i think

this is really all there is for me
a swimming pool of irony
i'm the embodiment of misery
and i would kill to have some company

i feel alright i think
i feel alright i think
i feel alright i think
i feel alright i think

company (prod. salem avenue & scapegoat)

thank you for listening 
<3
@jolst


 i just wish you were here 
holding me 
cause my thoughts hurt less 
when you lay next to me 
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see 
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe 
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go 
i know you probably need a little more 
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold 
n i start to get feel real low 
know you’ll leave me when it snows 

when it snows 
iced out had to put on a coat 
neck cold but my hearts on froze 
fucked up i can’t do this alone 
baby why u gotta do me like that 
n still ask why my songs so sad 
everyday gotta put on a mask 
happy eyes with a knife in my back 

i say i love you 
“i love you too” 
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it 
it’s hard to deal with 
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles 
cry a little 
nothings real 
it’s so artificial 
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles 

i know i’m cold sometimes 
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine 
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much 
i’m scared that i’m never enough 
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much

snow (prod. jolst)

it gets hard to breathe
https://soundcloud.com/crackxlizard
https://soundcloud.com/hellahaunted
mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy


so is he everything
wanna fall in love
get a wedding ring
taking back all the memories you got from me 
when i look at the past yeah, it gets hard to breathe
i bet he's giving you everything
it's killing me

wake up, i don't wanna wake up 
don't wanna live another day feeling the fake love
and they like wait up, i don't wanna wait up
i keep breaking apart
i'll take the pain, love

do you treat him like me now
say he's the worst now
sending heart eyes while he's falling asleep now

i don't wanna wait till i break down
haunt me like a ghost until i'm bringing the knife out

Staying On Pace w/ Alainite (Prod. TNVR)

I'm Geist