Oh
I can see you when I fall asleep
You live in my head now you're haunting me
Holding my hand and then you cut my veins
Squeeze every ounce of my blood you can take
Oh...

YOU'VE GOT YOUR HANDS AROUND MY NECK 
AND YOU'RE TAKING MY LIFE :( 
TIGHT LIKE A NOOSE 
OH I CAN HEAR YOU SMILE...

OH OH OH OH OH
OH OH OH OH OH 

So shut me up
Go on sever my tongue
And if it's not enough
Then just cut my throat out
Hear me grasp for air
But I'll still stare
At how your eyes captivate
Everyone around you babe...

You said "what are we"
What are we??
I don't know love...
Cause it seems like you're somebody
To someone else now :( 
And don't act like it's funny
Cause I'm throwing up
Wiped the blood up
With money
Cause that's all I'm for

THAT'S ALL I'M FOR 
SIX FEET UNDERNEATH AND IT'S WHAT I DESERVE 
IT'S WHAT I DESERVE 

Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
Buried in ashes and smoke
One day you'll get just what you deserve
ONE DAY YOU'LL GET JUST WHAT YOU DESERVE 
YOU'RE BORN WITH THIS CURSE 
IT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE 
Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld

Cut me up now, burn me in fire
Watch as i drown, love, don't you get tired?
Taking my life again and again
Twist in the knife, it's your only friend

I'm just another body to you
You're undercover, but I'm no fool
Out for blood, I know you are

I see there's murder on your 
MIND
DARLING 
I'M BARELY ALIVE
SO DIG MY GRAVE 
Parasites crawling away
Poltergeists taking my place

Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
Buried in ashes and smoke
One day you'll get just what you deserve
ONE DAY YOU'LL GET JUST WHAT YOU DESERVE 
YOU'RE BORN WITH THIS CURSE 
IT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE 
Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
IN THE UNDERWORLD 
IN THE UNDERWORLD

what you deserve

spotify

what you deserve w/ tnvr [tnvr]

@decayinganyways @tnvr555

// decayinganyways
i know that it’s feeling like you never had a clue
i don’t know what your girlfriends been telling you
you heard a rumor and now you’re thinking that it’s all true
i could tell the whole truth
the whole truth :)

feeling like a martyr
she’s a fire starter
i don’t wanna bother
can’t hold on any longer
i’m just cannon fodder
truth is getting farther
baby trust in me cuz you're chipping down my armor

everything’s a lie, why tf we wasting time
if you open up your mind
then you’ll hear the truth tonight
you said you're sick of all the lies 
but you tell them all the time
and you know I never said, oh any lies to you
everything’s a lie, tell me why we wasting time
rumor caught you by surprise
-so
all I see is you
telling lies
and falling for them too ohh

// i'm geist
everything’s a lie
but i still got hypnotized
so i guess was the fool
to keep on trying
say i’ve got too much pride
but it’s keeping me alive
yet for a sec
you had me dying

and i heard a rumor
you were picture perfect
body like a goddess
as honest as it could get
i thought i knew you
but not even the surface
stab me where it’s hurting
made me feel so worthless

i don’t trust
no more
words spread like fever
but i just can’t
ignore
your eyes like glitter

919 - rumor w/ i'm geist & decayinganyways [tnvr]

// decayinganyways
a comet hit my mind when i saw her
can’t hide these feelings not an actor
who’s the director, putting her right in my heart 
just cut the scene and make me bleed till i see stars

just play me just like a fool 
i don’t know what the fuck to do
ride me right just like you do
you’re a star and I’m yours too

i love you more than you could know
so why don’t we put on a show

yeah my baby pretty actress
these other hoes can’t hack it
they’re C list she’s the baddest yeah you can try to imagine
you can fawn when she walks by
but I’m hers, she’s mine
she’s the lead everytime
the A-list no surprise

// geist
my baby’s pretty like an actress
see her on the mattress
curves her spine like it’s all but a habit

then she gets lost in her head
copes with drugs in her bed
cries till her eyes blood red

so whats so funny
you playboy bunny
nose so runny
laughed at every word that i’ve said
say you’re sorry
and it would fool me
moves so cunning
know that one day i’ll turn up dead

oh cut the scenes
this is now r rate baby
put your hands all on me
and you that know that you would do it again
you play the part
just like an actress baby
got your thighs all shaking
but that’s not what you will tell all your friends

actress

actress w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

prod. me (dawsin)
composed by (dawsin)

lyrics:
look that pawn in his eyes
as you continue
to sacrifice
i can listen to the ghosts in my head
my head

I'm burning alive in this room
so hot in here i vision the fumes
left by everyone, i guess this my doom
then i formally invite my ex's to my tomb
to my tomb
so you see my body dismembered and skewed
i saw you by that grace, white cloak pretty face, you've never been
more rude

i left my body at home
and my mind is so weak
I'm traveling for miles
and the people don't speak
i tried for awhile
but no words was fled
i hate all their smiles
like why are they happy?
it doesn't make sense
it's not meant to be
maybe I'm dead or maybe I'm freed
I'm hoping for peace
I'm hoping for peace

I'M NOT DONE TALKING
(I AM THE NEW)
LOOK AT ME
(ORDER)
AM I JUST AN OBJECT TO YOU?

(LOUDER)
(LOUDER)
(LOUDER)

"the park on the lake,
we spent the whole day there
just the two of us, staring at the water"

I'm buried alive
i feel the nerves and they go
she always flirting with me
but me i watch my tone
why am i at this party?
why do i even go?
ill just sit here an think abt it and head home
i can't even go to bed when i want
hear the voices and the taunts
ouu the taunts

please don't leave
this ain't my full potential
please don't go
I'm not done talking
to you
to you
turn around
look at me
am i just an object to you

pawn

(out on spotify soon)

produced by Jeji :/

a cover of "afraid" by heylog (reimagined)

afraid (heylog cover) Jeji flip

prod valentine ghost
guitar @iissaame
instrumental mix/master @prod-oc

and the roses all decayed
it’s so hard to walk away
even when the sky’s are gray
i still wish that you had stayed
go back to your ways

why leave so soon...
was it all doomed?
cause i need you
but seems like you don’t

you left the room
knew it was doomed
cause i need you
but you’ll never stay
go back to your ways

baby does it hurt you
like you hurt me
i would never hurt you
love i’m sorry
could you look me in the face
and say that i’m not dirty?
cause i feel like im not your angel lately

yeah it feels like a suicide
you & i oh
watched me trip on words and cry
but you and i know
every word you say…a lie
watched my heart broke
baby how could you be fine
if i’m your home?

sigh

prod me

𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘹𝘦𝘥.
𝘢 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘎𝘐𝘝𝘌𝘕 𝘛𝘖 𝘔𝘌.
𝘖𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵.
𝘞𝘏𝘖 𝘌𝘓𝘚𝘌 𝘊𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘋𝘖𝘕𝘌 𝘐𝘛
𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘊𝘖𝘔𝘌 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘚 𝘍𝘈𝘙!
𝘞𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘠 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘒𝘌𝘗𝘛 𝘎𝘖𝘐𝘕𝘎?
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥. 𝘐𝘴 𝘮𝘦.

I BUILT THIS KINGDOM FROM THE GROUND UP
DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU WHERE'D YOU COME FROM
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD RUN
RUN, RUN, RUN
THOUGHT THINGS WERE DIFFERENT
BUT I GUESS THAT I WAS WRONG
YEAH ICON
THE WAY I MOVE IS DIFFERENT
WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE?
PROLLY BEST YOU MOVE DON'T GET STEPPED ON
TALK ABOUT THE PAST
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WE CAN DO THAT

why you beggin for a ft like a dog with no leash?
why you beggin for attention like my ex?
your a leech
yeah, latch onto me
yeah, the fuck do you need?

I DON'T NEED OLD MUSIC
WAY TOO GOOD REDO IT
I DON'T NEED NO NEW FRIENDS
IM CUTTING TIES DONT GIVE A SHIT
YEAH, LATCH ONTO ME
YEAH, THE FUCK DO YOU NEED?
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD RUN
RUN, RUN, RUN

walk slowly, why you talkin whatchu say?
you don't know me, so pathetic in my way yeah
old news, its a little sad nobody even know you
oh ohh, oh ohh
i guess you feel important
waste my time ill just ignore it
the day still passes by and i dont fuck with the lies

I DONT (x4)

took out time for this
im busy locked and focused
looks like im back it took some time for you to notice
and i repeat myself because god your like the slowest

WALK SLOWLY
YOU DONT KNOW ME

leech

prod @tnvr555 

your toxic traits oh baby 
i can see them on your face 
you crave attention 
i can see from how you flaunt your waist
but oh my how you love to tantalize 
tease me 
can’t see through your disguise 

you taste like poison baby 
trust that i’ll drink all of you 
i love the way 
oh how you bite and give me attitude 
but oh my how you love to tantalize 
tease me 
can’t see through your disguise

it’s do or die 
you & i 
this party is a suicide
romanticized 
oh baby don’t you idolize? 
the way they cry 
this party is a suicide 
for you & i

i’m sick of running away
you’ve got a lot left to say
so let’s sit down
say it to my face 
romanticizing the pain  
you’d tantalize me all day
so go on love 
just dig my grave 

suicidal tendencies
baby come and sever me 
do whatever you would like
i’m yours for life 
i know you’d love to drag the knife
across my throat 
so come tonight

tantalize

tantalize [tnvr]

prod. me (dawsin)

lyrics:

your a wanted man mister Morgan,
there's five thousand dollars for your head alone
FIVE THOUSAND DOLLARS???!!
FOR ME??
CAN I TURN MYSELF IN?
STOP RIGHT THERE-

i gotta headache
headache
i don't speak
I let the money-talk
she wanna fuck with me
I'm having the bitch
tryna remember how to walk

make her obsessed
oh darlin
she wanna leave i doubt it..
i don't usually flirt
but I'm bout it
hand her a couple bills make her count it

i dont talk too many ppl
cause they just be running mouths
hating on my music
when you dont even know your own sound
thats funny, you're hilarious
hahaha
"daw you're nefarious"
bitch damn, im sorry im a "Virgo"
miss Aquarius

oh fantastic, you know great
you know terrific
you and I in the kitchen
great
I'm your sioux chef
okay fantastic
I'm your bitch

why cant ppl be original and write they own shit?
its probably cause' i stand on business and i got the motion *-*
s-s-s-sorry
i got him in my reticle
he needs a doctor, medical
i think he glazes too much
he wont get off my testicles
ouu
he wont get off my test-
ouu
he wont get off my testicles
ouu
HE WONT GET OFF MY TEST-
ouu
MAN JUST GET OFF MY OFF MY-

tired of being nonchalant
time to be hella more blunt
my friends dont like me
and i dont like em neither
call em out for all their bluffs
its like what i've done is not enough
damn I know
I'm no people pleaser
dont expect me to text back either

sigh
its fine, i mean i'll be okay
its not like-
you're obviously not being okay
you just told me that you wanted to die
you're scaring me dawsi-

whipping the car going 130, vertigo
stand over em so tall
they asking, what's my vertical
damn hmph
feel the whi- whiplash
gotta grip da steering wheel
get my life back
get my life back

virgo

fighting for a life that i
do not want
ill cover my eyes and ill shake it off
howd i wake up wishing
i never did
scared of almost everything
youll probably set me off
anxiety is crazy bro
like i can barely talk
howd i wake up wishing
i wont again

im hopeless
you beat me just to know who i am
i think im losing
arrested by the palm of your hand
imprisoned
you held me there to judge who i am
you think im losing
Du sahst mein Schweigen nie als Schrei

how many more times do i have to say to you
that im fine with it
youll lie again
surely its so obvious that all ive ever wanted
was to die again
ill hide again

im so scared of the future
i dont know
how to reduce it to nothing
running around in my head
im sure
if i told you what i planned for
call me delusional
im bored
fighting for a life

im hopeless
you beat me just to know who i am
i think im losing
arrested by the palm of your hand
imprisoned
you held me there to judge who i am
you think im losing
Du sahst mein Schweigen nie als Schrei

tantalize [tnvr]

I'm Geist

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