Goes so fucking hard, been listening to it on repeat lmaoo

by https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea your two-faced
gonna die here for ur sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
and i thought that i knew u
i guess i don't
u can say if i'm annoying too
cause i know
got a lot i need to figure out
i'm trying so
i believe there ain't no stopping now
i'm on the ropes
the corners made of cobwebs
the widows home
sometimes she comes to visit me
through the holes
and she say "what're you doing here, you look alone"
and i say that i'm developing and in the zone
accept no apologies ur just too late
split my heart in half now it goes two ways
exhausted, i need to say goodbye
i love it when there's peace and when it's quiet

suffocate in feelings
it's 100% my decision
whether if i should just let it go
but the sadness keeps filling
(it never ends)
made no progress
i got so much time to stall with
but i don't know how to manage it
produce on my own and abolish
ur attitude is contagious
i rub it off but u kept staying
and i let u walk all over me
i should've stood my ground
i ain't no man i am weak

i mean nothing to u now
cus i feel it through the text
oh how u love to talk about yourself
well no one likes a narcissist
these lines i split
slowly vanish from my wrist
and i tried to hide what i did
now the planks are rotting on our bridge
but how can i get u to change your mind
well babe i'm never ever fine
only for a sec, depression prys
swear the gap is crushing on my life
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea ur two-faced
gonna die here for your sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point

veins

the widows home

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heylog - the widows home

w/ @yokaidreams 

lyrics
// i'm geist
i’m feeling messed up
stomach fucking twisted into knots love
try to shrug it off but still annoyed in the end
oh now, i’m pissed off
drag him across the floor and cause the chaos
ride until you’re numb like, what’re you feeling again?

i leave my friends at door
don’t know who they are anymore
i’m sitting at the top while you’re there still just laying on the floor
i’m only here for the gore
stacking bodies galore
cause i can give them everything and they’d still beg me for more

// yokai dreams
2 faced punk shoulda known before you test me
leave u in the gutter they won't find you til the next week
better pray to God that somebody come arrest me
give it all you got but you never could impress me

i got an ache in my head
and my stomach is sore
i got his blood on my hands
there's some more on the floor
i gotta get out of this scene
before they file a report
i'm on a rampage baby not myself anymore

i don't rly like what ur doin to me
but something bout the way that you lie is soothing
i'm shaking from my fingers all the way to my toes
i'm steady to ready to go
so let's go
let's get this show on the road

// i'm geist & yokai dreams
people say i'm crazy
say i'm doin the most
and now they looking at me scared
like they just seen a ghost
i take it one at a time
only way that i know
i might just leave it all behind
or decide that i wont

CHAOS! W/ YOKAI DREAMS [PROD. DUTCH REVZ]

@yokaidreams @tnvr555 

all black
nails, clothes
blacked out
coke nose
turned just for a second now she’s got me in a choke hold
pretty eyes you know it’s all to save face
i’m so used to all the acting 
i’ve got no time to waste

you’re a time bomb ticking baby 
i’m calling your bluff now
cardiac arrest you’re killing everyone you touch love
and for a mention you’d do ‘bout anything
but i don’t care for who you are so get the fuck out my face

kerosene love
i'm burning up at ur touch
i know the hate that u contain is so much more than i will
ever see love
so u should bite off ur tongue
and take the knife from my gut
cuz i've been bleeding out

left last night, didn't see u til the morning
scratch and bite ya, she's a fuckin animal
don't have a care at all
violating protocol
she's in my area code
looking fucking scary tho
but for you i swear that i could write another million lines
but we been running out of time

spotify

TIMEBOMB W/ YOKAI DREAMS [TNVR]

there’s something in the air got me feeling this way
she runs her hands through her hair and gives a smile that’s so faint

said
“you can fight the feeling,
but we die alone”
i don’t need a reason
bitch don’t hit my phone !!

you’re all for sad love baby
it’s a toxic trait of yours
clothes off, fuck me
then you go straight for the heart
i know, that you know what you’re doing
so don’t act, don’t act like you’re clueless
try to impress them baby
for your love there’s no remorse
cute face lady
such a shame there’s nothing more
i know, that you know what you’re doing
so don’t act, don’t act like you’re clueless

well there’s blood on the dance floor now
everybody’s talking how you’re running away
said “there’s no reason to stay”
hide from your problems darling
there’s blood on the dance floor now
everybody’s watching as the body’s decay
you left it all on display
act like there’s nothing to say

you’re all for sad love baby
swear there’s healthy ways to cope
clothes off, fuck me
then you go straight for the soul
i know, that you know what you’re doing
so don’t act, don’t act like you’re (aha)

try to impress them baby
i swear your love is just the worst
cute face lady
but inside you’re filled with flaws
i know, that you know what you’re doing
so don’t act, don’t act like you’re clueless

there’s something sick in the air
i feel the tension weighing on my crown
and i can tell you don’t care
you flaunt your body
to everyone around
stare at me and smile you promised it’ll be okay
so tell why i’m watching all the body’s decay 

THERE'S BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR NOW 
EVERYBODY'S TALKING HOW YOU'RE RUNNING AWAY 
SAID "THERE'S NO REASON TO STAY" 
HIDE FROM YOUR PROBLEMS DARLING 
THERE'S BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR NOW 
EVERYBODY'S WATCHING AS THE BODY'S DECAY
YOU LEFT IT ALL ON DISPLAY 
ACT LIKE THERE'S NOTHING TO SAY 

THERE'S BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR NOW 
EVERYBODY'S TALKING HOW YOU'RE RUNNING AWAY 
SAID "THERE'S NO REASON TO STAY" 
HIDE FROM YOUR PROBLEMS DARLING 
THERE'S BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR NOW 
EVERYBODY'S WATCHING AS THE BODY'S DECAY
YOU LEFT IT ALL ON DISPLAY 
ACT LIKE THERE'S NOTHING TO SAY

DECAY [TNVR]

WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE ME "FT" (FUNERAL)

breathe in
and breathe out
but you don't hear a sound
so you'll ask me if i'm okay
you're leaving
and me now
then we go back around
watched it all end on that Wednesday

please don't look at me
feel sickening
but i just want to know if you're still listening
the summer's gone and fall's soon following
will winter freeze what's left of what we had remained

watched it all end on a wednesday
butterflies around your neck
watched it all end on a wednesday
pulled you in for a kiss
cause i knew it’s the end

watched it all end on that wednesday [neverforever]

and the words don't seem to make it out
guess i stitched my mouth
feelings won't die
they're too loud
and keep leaking out

but i knew it would all
come to an end
please i must leave now
but don't forget me

and when i rest my head on you
i'm captivated you're so pretty
go on rip my heart in two
anything you want my baby

oh
i hope i see you in my dreams
when i fall asleep

you're so pretty [neverforever]

@decayinganyways @tnvr555 

// decayinganyways
// verse
it’ll be a cold night, when you’re around
so take your shot, and make it count
and we can play these games, that’s your claim to fame
that Russian roulette touch going through my brain
it’s 6 painless shots for 6 painful months
was caught inside your side was caught inside your hunt
i’ll file down the pin so somehow I could win
lets hope these game begin
and hope they’re ending swift

// chorus
our love is russian roulette knew this was all just a bet
don’t hurt my heart blow my brains out instead
our love is russian roulette kiss me softly with lead
don’t break down all of my love
shoot my brains out instead

// geist
we're playing russian roulette
gun to my head and i'm hoping it blows my brains
i’ll miss and you’ll take me to bed
lay me right down and then you’ll blow me all the same

god i love the taste
when you ride on my face
so baby don't stop moving
grind until you're out of fluids

and you take the fall
yeah you risk it all
to see if its a fire you can tame
yeah you take it off
yeah you’d do it all
just to taste what you can of the fame?

the next one's gonna go through your brain
you look at me like it's not a game
darling
you want to feel this more than i do..
i’m starting to see that we’re the same
load a full clip
let’s taste the pain
darling
just do it the way that you do

russian roulette

russian roulette w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

Venom Runs Deep

Addictive

~i was bullied in school for being different.
~they called me a fag but i wasn't phased.
~im just a femboy. 
+FUCK UR HOMOPHOBIA BITCH+

prod/mix/mast: @trechorboy
feat. @erisucult

TRECH:
i could leave ya
breathless 
face down in the dirt
remmy 20 gauge shot
i put the cobain in kurt
lemme
dress up 
like a b!tch in a skirt
cross dress but trech gets the girls for sure
you told me:
‘why the fuck you do that?’
& ‘nice outfit, fag.'
& ‘ill proceeded to vomit out words u hate’
damnit 
this femboy aint fuckin with ur mental
i'll get joy when im fuckin up ur temple
crop tops
in my drop top
with this dental grill
but the shawty giving me sloppy top is complimental
im more pretty than your bitch will ever be
ur just jealous you'll never look like me
.
.
.

ERISU:
they call me a faggot and a homo but i’m fucking your girl 
she sold her soul to me just 2 get her toes 2 curl
he told me:
‘why the fuck you do that?’
&
‘nice outfit, fag.' 
& i’ll proceed fuck on your girl on my onlyfans..
punch a bitch in the mouth if you hate me!
strapp3d up wit the teki,
2 clips will make you fucking bleed... 
yeah!
looking pretty,
don’t you fucking drown!
i’m studd3d 2 my wrist slit,
Kuai Liang, im iced out-
and i’ll rock a fucking dress
and i’ll rock a fucking skirt
i’ll wear anything i wanna fuckin wear you little 
whore!!
you on some 
fuck-shit,
fuck-bitch!!!!
punk bitch,
suck dick!!!
make-ups LIT!!
you cunt, shittt!!
pretty femboi in this bitch 
yeah i don’t need to say shit
if i wanna be a fucking cat boy 
let me be it bitch 
I DONT NEED UR SHIT OPINION 
YOU DONT GOTTA SAY SHIT
CLOSE YOUR STUPID FUCKING MOUTH 
B4 these pumps up UP ON YOUR NECK
.
.
.

TRECH:
BREATHLESS FACE DOWN IN THE DIRT
I SAY I NEVER GIVE A FUCK
BUT OVER TIME WORDS HURT
HOLY FUCK I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
ALL THE LAUGHING AND STARES
STFU LIL WHORE
WHAT?
YOU'VE NEVER SEEN GUY IN DRAG?
IM SO SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF BEING CALLED A FAG
YOUR BULLSHIT SHOWS THE TRUTH UNDERNEATH
ILL RIP UR MOTHER FUCKING BALLS OFF WITH MY TEETH

TIMEBOMB W/ YOKAI DREAMS [TNVR]

I'm Geist

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