I'm Geist x Yokai Dreams - back to life

DecayingAnyways x Yokai Dreams - Habits

Produced by Hayku: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3Wh_R4dUAZ25z7Ftzv0s2g

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Lyrics:
oh i dont seem to feel at home in this house
the walls seem to encroach as i breath out
with glassy eyes you look away as i reach out
call your phone but my number on your screen has been bleeped out
im torn apart like our pictures you threw out
in the dead of night i cant find what i need now

with the last push
of my breath
i just hope these words reach you
and you read them
and you catch on to the meaning
but pretend
that youve never even seen them
my message

its these cold nights
im alright
but the chill still cuts right through
i dont wanna go if its not with you 
i dont really know if those words were true
it only takes one night
to lose those lights
turn blue skies to a jet black hue
i dont condone all the shit that i do
dunno how to cope when i got that news

she marked my grave 
with a match that burned for days
let the heat reside within these eyes
til silenced by the blade
the words that i had thought but i dont really care to say
will press on me forever til i crumble from the weight

with the last push
of my breath
i just hope these words reach you
and you read them
and you catch on to the meaning
but pretend
that youve never even seen them
my message

its these cold nights
im alright
but the chill still cuts right through
i dont wanna go if its not with you 
i dont really know if those words were true
it only takes one night
to lose those lights
turn blue skies to a jet black hue
i dont condone all the shit that i do
dunno how to cope when i got that news
ITS THESE COLD NIGHTS 
IM ALRIGHT
BUT THE CHILL STILL CUTS RIGHT THROUGH
I DONT WANNA GO IF ITS NOT WITH YOU
I DONT REALLY KNOW IF THOSE WORDS WERE TRUE
IT ONLY TAKES ONE NIGHT
TO LOSE THOSE LIGHTS
TURN BLUE SKIES TO A JET BLACK HUE
I DONT CONDONE ALL THE SHIT THAT I DO
DUNNO HOW TO COPE WHEN I GOT THAT NEWS



thank u for listening

a message (hayku)

Released August 5th

Really proud of this one, I hope you enjoy!
Special thanks to Geist for the amazing verse!

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Produced by KyG Beats x DxnnyFxntom: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRYI4keSzjfqbH9du4HbtHA
Mixed/Mastered by TNVR: https://soundcloud.com/tnvr555
Cover Art by WhosMerci: https://soundcloud.com/whosmerci

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Lyrics:
//Yokai Dreams\\
Short skirts sun burns
Think I mighta missed my turn
Call you but I guess you lost my number
Dry lips sun kissed
I hope that it stays like this
She fell in love with me last summer

I think I love you but I'm not sure
Your bad decisions give me concern
And I know I'm not a doctor
But nothing good can come from heart burn
Sun so bright hurt my eyes when I'm outside
She wear clothes so tight, must be suffocating slightly
I won't lie I think I'd rather stay inside
But the warmth in the air is just so god damn enticing

Short skirts sun burns
Think I mighta missed my turn
Call you but I guess you lost my number
Dry lips sun kissed
I hope that it stays like this
She fell in love with me last summer

//Geist\\
I saw you kissing on the front porch
And everybody wants an encore
And I sure miss when I was all yours
Now I’m reminiscing of last summer
Oh what a bummer 
I should have taken a chance when I could
Now I’m just a goner
Can’t hold on much longer 
Hoping that I won’t be misunderstood

The sun is blinding my eyes
And my life flys by
Another year and I don’t know who I am
Take me back to the simpler times
Like last summer when I should have made you mine

//Yokai Dreams\\
Short skirts sun burns
Think I mighta missed my turn
Call you but I guess you lost my number
Dry lips sun kissed
I hope that it stays like this
She fell in love with me last summer
Short skirts sun burns
Think I mighta missed my turn
Call you but I guess you lost my number
Dry lips sun kissed
I hope that it stays like this
She fell in love with me last summer

Summer w/ I'm Geist (Prod. KyG x DxnnyFxntom)

Old ass song lmao hope u enjoy

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Stream:

Prod Sorrow Bringer


lyrics:

holding on
never felt so damn hard
there's snow on my car
don't think i'll get that far

could you drive me home
i don't know where to go
lemme tell you a tale
bout a man i used to know
he looked just like me with a smile on his face
and he looked me in the eyes and said it'd be okay
imma grit my teeth 
take a punch to my face
could you knock me out cold 
really need to learn my place
i'm awake all night really waste my time
no point in living when i hate this life

oh 
sorry i gotta go
really gotta get back home
just tore my favorite coat
what a joke
no 
i won't be here for the sun
i've lived my life enough
got a bullet in this gun
better run

holding on
never felt so damn hard
there's snow on my car
don't think i'll get that far

i been flying real low
i been driving real slow
lately you been so cold
only see you when it snow
oh

holding on
never felt so damn hard
there's snow on my car
don't think i'll get that far

holding on (sorrow bringer)

Out October 31st

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Lyrics:

//Yokai Dreams\\

I don't stop
Only go
Yeah it's all I ever know
Pick a thorn 
From a rose
Jab it straight between my toes
You can find me off the coast
Face down with the water up my nose
When I jump off of the boat
I wonder if I'll float
Outside in the cold
I could take you through the snow
But the look upon my face 
Gon leave you looking fucking froze
Every evening on the weekend
You could swear I turn a ghost
With the way I glow
When I go no show
When the music stops
And the dead men know

All of you sinners are soon gonna realize
You wasted your lives when you meet your demise
You are the enemy I am a victor
And I'm fairly certain that you won't survive
Screaming of commoners soon come to pass
At the moment The Champion arrives
Empty your hands, enter your caskets. You will be buried alive.
Don't care much for the passing life so I guess I'll take it slow
Lately it's so hard to breathe when they got me by the throat
Nights in peace spend the nights like these alone within my home
No enemies with friends like these
My skin is turning cold

It's not safe after night out
Better get home before the streetlights go out
Day comes and we die out
In the meantime I'll lie down
It's not safe after night out
Better get home before the streetlights go out
Day comes and we die out
In the meantime I'll lie down

///Weepings\\\

Lurk in the background
Yes I flick the fuckin light and blow the ash out
No I'm never feelin right til I black out
Faded in the moonlight the days drag out tapped out
Yes I'm on a mission demons infiltrate my vision
Spider spin its web just to have it fall down
Will you get back up or will you just stay down?
I got spirits in my glass get me out this small town

Skeletons that I keep locked in my closet
They won't see the light of day
Problems unsolved it's just hard to keep moving
I'm flooring the gas
Ripped out the breaks of this car I might crash
Fallin deeper
Pressure rising and I'm growin weaker
Look at the path growin steeper
Pale as a ghost as I'm takin a toke
Vision growin bleaker

I see faces on the walls in my bedroom
Yes it's way too late I think I oughta go to bed soon
4am 5am 6am damn
I'm still layin here I ain't got no damn plans

With Friends Like These w/ Weepings (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Out November 17th

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Produced by McX: https://www.youtube.com/c/McXmusik

lyrics:

swear my stomach been upset
i been dealin with this unrest
too long til the sunset
rather not have any blood shed
she say i'm sick like disease
i blow ur mind with such ease
u ain't never seen nothing like the real me
but it really can't compare to the big screen

had a picture of the 2 of us lighting up my home screen
now you lookin at me like you don't even know me
i got blood on my jeans killing old me
watching old photographs burn slow

fuck you baby girl i'm gonna fly
i been living life like i'm never gonna die
you should change your state of mind
got ur best friend send me texts with the heart eyes

so what if i'm an asshole?
so what if i'm a scumbag baby?
she always calling me a piece of shit but she don't even really know the half of it
so what if i'm an asshole?
so what if i'm a scumbag baby?
she always calling me a piece of shit but she don't even really know the half of it

swear my stomach been upset
i been dealin with this unrest
too long til the sunset
rather not have any blood shed
she say i'm sick like disease
i blow ur mind with such ease
u ain't never seen nothing like the real me
but it really can't compare to the big screen

scumbag (prod. mcx)

Hope y'all enjoy this one very happy w it! Dropped it on my bday so say somethin nice in the comments :) <3


S A I N T S  &  S I N N E R S

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Stream: 

she got venom in my system
and it's causing me to cower from her
but every time she withdraw
she seem to take all my power with her

2 texts say "i miss u"
but u and him seem to be doin just grand
can't say that i'm not upset
that you and i were only bound by strands

better watch your mouth
cuz u act so nice 
when the suns still up
with your friends in sight
but i can't figure out 
how you sleep at night 
knowing what's become of you and i

oh the pain has withered
but i'm left with blisters
and the rain feels like cinders
falling away
away
drop dead where i stand
my heart turns blizzard
baby saints and sinners
are one and the same

now i'm all alone again
and baby there's a peace in that i can't deny
threw away my phone again
so now u can't reach me not like u gon try

so why
do u constantly pose as an angel
been sent from the sky?
up high
how do u live with yourself knowing all that you are is a lie?

better watch your mouth
cuz u act so nice 
when the suns still up
with your friends in sight
but i can't figure out 
how you sleep at night 
knowing what's become of you and i

oh the pain has withered
but i'm left with blisters
and the rain feels like cinders
falling away
away
drop dead where i stand
my heart turns blizzard
baby saints and sinners
are one and the same

Stream

Saints & Sinners (mcx)

oh well


lyrics:

oh, oh, oh
when you look at me like that my dear
how could i know, oh, oh
those lips of yours would bring me tears?
now i'm running away 
you won't get close
i been fanning the flame
that burnt my home
there's no room for change but i can hope

now i'm running away 
you won't get close
i been fanning the flame
that burnt my home
there's no room for change but i can hope

She Loves The Summer Skies
I'm More A Winter Shade Of Gray
I'm October, She's July
So I Guess I Better Learn My Place
She's Dancing On Her Own
And I'd Like To Think I'm Just The Same
But She's Got An Auburn Glow
And I'm More A Midnight Shade Of Gray


oh, oh, oh
when you look at me like that my dear
how could i know, oh, oh
those lips of yours would bring me tears?
now i'm running away 
you won't get close
i been fanning the flame
that burnt my home
there's no room for change but i can hope

now i'm running away 
you won't get close
i been fanning the flame
that burnt my home
there's no room for change but i can hope

She Loves The Summer Skies
I'm More A Winter Shade Of Gray
I'm October, She's July
So I Guess I Better Learn My Place
She's Dancing On Her Own
And I'd Like To Think I'm Just The Same
But She's Got An Auburn Glow
And I'm More A Midnight Shade Of Gray

Gray (prod. grayskies)

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lyrics

yokai:

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

and i
understand if you hate me i do, oh i do
so try
to cope with the fact that i'm not the man that your'e used to

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

autumn:

but they don't know me, and they never will
just how much more's left to say? 
i'll take that shit and decay
but just not to my grave
lie to yourself out of pity
life's not right; imma fly out the city
say it'll be alright, okay?
i no longer believe what i say

knees are falling
i can smell the pollen
i'm fucking sick of random people calling
i don't have too much left to give
the thought of it is making me sick

turnt my face towards the tainted sky
it left me hurt, i don't know why

Heart Of Stone w/ autumndropsdead (in bloom)

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lyrics:

it takes a lot to understand
and a lot just to forgive
i got a song stuck in my head
and the words just make me sick
because it makes me think of you
and that's the last thin i wanna do
we were kissing til we can't 
making angels in the snow
now i've got an empty hand 
and a lump within my throat
and i just can't seem to renew
because there's no one else like you

i
don't wanna cry
so leave me inside
where i'm without harm
lie
i hate when i lie
i'm feeling like ice
i'd like to be warm

so
where u been at, where u been at?
cold
i'm used to that, i'm used to bein
alone
will you be back before i turn to stone?

no
i don't think that you'll make it even close
and god i wish i didn't have to know
i didn't have to know

i don't wanna go
but i don't wanna stay
cuz everywhere i look i see your face
i don't wanna go
i guess i'll stay the same
i've never felt like more of a disgrace


I GUESS I'M TALKING TO MYSELF, LOVE
HAVING CONVERSATIONS WITH A GHOST
I SWEAR THE THOUGHT OF YOU'S A PARASITE
AND I'M A VERY WILLING HOST
I'D GIVE IT ALL TO SEE YOU BACK HERE
BUT I DON'T HAVE A LOT TO LOSE
I GUESS I'M TALKING TO MYSELF, DEAR
BECAUSE IT CLEARLY ISN'T YOU

Echo 419

:)

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lyrics:

where do we go from here?
i don't really know
no, i don't really know much
got a lot on my conscience
bear the weight
only cuz you tell me that it's nonsense
try to stay calm
but my mind is a moshpit
and it's growing obnoxious

spend another late night
driving back from your place
didn't wanna stay there
i can't get to bed if i don't feel like i'm alone
cuz otherwise i think too much
they tell me live a real life
i am not familiar with what that would even feel like
i cannot relate to the feelings that you know
but you don't understand that much

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

apophenia (hero)

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lyrics:

2 minutes every night
i be starin in the fright
there's a little red light on your front porch
guess you brought him home but i'm not sure
3 digits in my sight
i just hit the red line
i might fuck around and crash through your front door
guess i'll get home 'fore i see more

yeah i'd rather not know
which way the wind blows
yeah i'd rather not know
what you do when you're alone
what you do when you're alone

i just ran another red light

i̴ ̶g̴u̴e̴s̵s̸ ̸t̷h̶i̵s̶ ̸i̵s̸ ̸h̷o̶w̶ ̷i̸t̵ ̸e̸n̷d̷s̵ ̵r̵i̸g̶h̸t̴?̵

all these ashes on my clothes
really make me smell like home
all the texts light up your phone
must be clouding up your zone

i guess this is what you meant right?

yeah i'd rather not know
which way the wind blows
yeah i'd rather not know
what you do when you're alone
what you do when you're alone

alone

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Lyrics:

please don't go, lemme tell you what it feels like
tears like stars raining down from her eyesight
don't you tell me i'll be alright, i know
i'm just tryna feel it while i still can
heart's on froze, i been treading on some thin ice
you're so far, still i follow like a satellite
keep me warm in the night when the light go
i just wanna see you while i still can

snowing and it's cold
thought it'd only rain
icy on the road
and i didn't bring my chains
"please don't go" turned to "stay the fuck away"
guess i should've known, guess that nothing ever changed

guess that i am still the same
whoulda thought?
after all this
i don't wanna say
that i'm not
it's dishonest
i'm the one to blame, maybe you were my accomplice
i've been in pain, this is everything i wanted

please don't go, lemme tell you what it feels like
tears like stars raining down from her eyesight
don't you tell me i'll be alright, i know
i'm just tryna feel it while i still can
heart's on froze, i been treading on some thin ice
you're so far, still i follow like a satellite
keep me warm in the night when the light go
i just wanna see you while i still can

andromeda

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lyrics:

can we just breathe?
i'm underground
i'm underwater in my doubt
i'm lost at sea and there's no way out
i grit my teeth and i scream out loud
hurt me deeply forevermore
our love encased within the metaphor
and i can't wrap my head around
the fact that i've been kept as a last resort

cuz baby there's nothing inside me
at least that i am comfortable with sharing
the wind has blown her hair and i'm staring
she causing tidal waves i better change my bearing
baby you do something to me
that i couldn't explain if i wanted
i keep a photograph of you in my wallet
and i stay up at night with thoughts of you in my head
cuz i can sleep when i'm dead

When I'm Dead

soooo this actually dropped like a week ago everywhere else and i space uploading it here LMFAO so enjoy<3

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lyrics:

take my hand
i'll only catch you if you let me
holding on to hope as we both drown
in rivers of doubt as we grow worlds apart
hold tight to my arm
as i try to mend this
hold me back
from a choice that i might regret
keep another secret we both better
stop and restart
get a grip on our hearts
look up to the stars
when our world is ending

there must be something in the water
that seeks to push us ever farther
and i can only stay so damn strong
you look at me like i'm a monster
there must be something in the air, love
that has me acting fucking careless
and you can only stick around so long
you wipe a tear and put your hair up

help me open up to you
i swear it never feels right
sick of staying over
wanna see you in the sunlight
help me see the part of you
you love to push away and hide
i just wanna be the only place that you reside
gave it all i had and some
have you had enough yet, or have we finally run our course?
breathing in through ravaged lungs
she's a contaminant 
i swear that we've been through this all before...

There must be Something In The Water
That seeks to push us ever farther
And I can only stay so damn strong
You look at me like I'm a monster
There must be Something In The Air, Love
That has me acting fucking careless
And you can only stick around so long
You wipe a tear and put your hair up

Something In The Water

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lyrics:

i could tell you what i've seen 
know you've heard it all before
wouldn't change a thing baby
nothing to report
treat me like i'm dirt
i guess that i am nothing more
my mind is in your bed
but i'm passed out on the porch

aching in my gut, it won't go away
there's a sickness in my blood i can't alleviate
every time we touch i feel myself decay
bearer of a curse i don't wanna break

break
break
break
break

should've left it in the past love
i don't wanna feel this way another day
you said that you wanna see me, should've never came
every time we touch i feel myself decay
bearer of a curse i don't wanna break


leave me in the gutter 
leave it all behind
i see you in the mirror
see you all the time
you say i'll never make it
say i never try
maybe i'm the one to blame
don't have a lucky side

bearer of the curse

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lyrics:

i know i'm never gonna be your home
but i'd never leave you all alone
gotten sick of all this god damn cold
when you're not here
i think that you just need some rest
and i think that i just need a sense of confidence
hate to see it's time you go
but i'm glad you were near

is it love if i take you
love if i set you
free from the place you
hate but i know that's 
me i don't blame you
i just really hope you'll
see that it's meant to be

i love you
so i'll see you soon
give you space to move
lemme know when you're back here
i won't leave
i stare at that empty seat
without you i'm incomplete
lemme know i'll be right here

see you soon

helloooo prod me hope u like :)

lyrics:
everybody wanna claim that they know but they don't
so i just pay no mind
everybody wanna say they're in love
but they don't have a clue what that's like
i'm just tryna find a way i can cope
take the blade
take the rope
take the dive
everybody wanna say they're alone 
til they are and they know what my life's like

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

maybe i
was in the wrong the other time
but i can't decide
if i should go on with my life
or if i should mourn love lost
but i cannot bear that cost
guess that i am scared to fall in love another time
but with you maybe i will have to try
i'm aware that i am a victim of my pride
but with you i feel like i'll never die

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

somebody, anybody

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lyrics:

the king of the dead
opened his chest
found nothing resembling a heart
he looked and he looked
and then looked some more
he seemed to be lacking the part
had wires and chains
mistaken for veins
he functioned from movements of gears
he screamed and he shouts
he always had doubts
but this had confirmed his fears

he looked with surprise
and said "what am i
if not an abomination?
something between
the man i have seen
and a sort of unholy creation
i'm scared of myself
i'm scared of these hands
i'm scared of the man that i've been
do you think that i could start again?"

i'm a grown ass man
i can't be caught cryin like a baby
but the things i've seen
you wouldn't believe how it could change me
i'm the king of the dead
all my friends come from lower places
and i have to accept
no one out there is coming to save me

was the blood i bled all bled for nothing?
maybe so
maybe so
think that might be something i should know

king of the dead

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lyrics:

guess i'm just a little bit too overwhelmed
maybe things are different, i can never tell
think i just might hide in another shell
make a new mistake, what a waste

never take my advice i mean, look at where it got me
nothing in my eyes, i'm no different than a zombie
start another fight
you're the stars within my sky
and the spark that i let die
is something that always haunts me

got me second guessing
can't help but think i was meant for more
on the bedroom floor, i'm stressin
like i was when you went through the door
think i learned a lesson
least i should've
wish i could've
don't know what i expected, just dejected and wanting a little more

this isn't something that i think that you'll want
i don't condone the typa shit that i been on
use my veins as something to trace along
i play a game with no winners

you're so cold
don't let go
bring you home
if you let me
if you let me

second guessing

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lyrics:

take these wings of mine
and clip the feathers
i'm alone like most the time
so it's whatever
put out all the fire
suffocate in the smoke

put my heart on ice
save it for the next
one that sets it alight
guess it's for the best
dead where i lie
so could you define hope?

i've been spending time in places i should never go
all my friends have become people that i hardly know
take me back inside there's nothing quite like this cold
kinda poetic how i am always on my own

if you ask me
don't know what it's all for
i attack me
only i can hurt me to the core
let's keep it classy
don't get blood on the decor

WHY CAN NOTHING EVER BE LIKE HOW IT WAS BEFORE?
BEFORE

smoke

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lyrics:

i do the best that i can
the rest that i had i sold
i'm only holding your hand
cuz you've the only hand to hold
another day in my skin
is fatal to most i know
i'm kinda used to being last
i'm used to being left alone

shed a tear for the ones that'll never see me prosper
fear this is as far i go
fear they've already seen all that i have to offer
here i am, i've made it known
try to face it
i can't
in the grave 
i will dance
alone

i do the best that i can
the rest that i had i sold
i'm only holding your hand
cuz you've the only hand to hold
another day in my skin
is fatal to most i know
i'm kinda used to being last
i'm used to being left alone

ashen

prod. @yokaidreams

// yokai dreams
bleed out
cut deeper darling
lately things are so alarming
could you help me out?
no i don't need help
it's just a hobby
give you life, give you my body
and you tore it down

should i stay on pace?
should i kill myself?
think that blade will work quite well
gotta be a way
i know i know i know
i know
if i stay this way will i go to hell?
god forbid i be myself
maybe you'll be there as well
i hope, i hope

maybe this was all
for good
you know i would
love you darling, til it's over
but i'd love some fucking closure
watch me fall
or fly
i don't know what i'd like
but baby if i die

maybe you could bring me back to life

// geist
i love the feeling
how you burn me at the stake
spit on me
i’m wide awake
oh now you’re sorry
but it’s all too late

said i’m the poison baby
guess you haven’t learnt a thing
don’t say you’re sorry
then you go and stab the knife and you twist
it feels like torture
the way i let you walk all on me
so what are boundaries for if you don’t plan on respecting them

don’t say you want it
love i said
i swear i’m wanting out
you’re so dishonest
does the truth leave fucking cuts
in your mouth
i know i’m toxic
i’ve got flaws and oh i’m struggling now
but let’s be honest
there’s not much here worth for sticking around

back to life

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back to life w/ yokai dreams

my interpretation, check out the original !!

https://soundcloud.com/greenwood2000/keep-in-touch?si=f0674382d78545419575e78dd18101a2&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

breathe through the worst parts, i'm told that it's not fair
i've been so focused on something that's not there
voice down my essence, it's clearer than you said
knew that you'd find me and put it all to rest
said so much but you still don't know me
outside on the road i slowly, get back to the place so coldy
don't ask, don't speak what you know please
just been turning away

when you're turning the page
i know what it takes
you said that you're better
i'm feeling the same
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

when you're cursing your name
and the steps that you take
a year tryna move on
i'm standing in place
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

Greenwood - Keep In Touch (Yokai Dreams Flip)

WOO !
HALLOWEEN !

STREAM: https://share.amuse.io/xuUfs3S7_jTF

prod. nate2timez x blocktane

w/ frvr&alwys !
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

lyrics:

yokai)

i don't mind
that you've been wasting all of my time
could u tell me more of those
pretty little lies
u don't even have to try
look me right into my eyes

i thought you said that you'll be right back
she's the worst
but god i kinda like that
back of the hearse
baby could u give my life back?
fight back
better or worse
she'll leave me dead in the dirt
but i don't mind that

frvr)

shawty in a black dress, lookin psycho
smile on her face, blood up to her ankles
while she cuts off my head
I know you fantasize my death

I’m addicted to this feeling
only your love gives me meaning
baby your touch leaves me bleeding 
but it’s all im needing

flashes in this the sky, no emotions in my eyes 
slashes left on top my chest, I think I like the bite
I woke up here drenched in sweat, i have this nightmare every night
oh it happens every night

yokai)

i thought you said that you'll be right back
she's the worst
but god i kinda like that
back of the hearse
baby could u give my life back?
fight back
better or worse
she'll leave me dead in the dirt
but i don't mind that

SHES THE WORST! w/ frvr&alwys (nate2timez x blocktane)

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


hatemylife

lyrics:

Spend another late late night in the back of the ride
Imma take my time on you
Tell you that I hate my life but it's no surprise
If you lived like this you would too
I guess it's no use, I'm just too obtuse
I'm just too caught up in the moment, feelings flowing
Lay me down so soft and slowly
Oh

It's real late night real talk where you goin where you been at?
Said I couldn't spare the energy to tell you where I been at
She a devil when she hit that grin
I'm an angel in disguise, you are not my twin
I don't got like no enemies, Thorfinn
So I don't know why you did what you did
Think that you know what you do to me
I see the premeditation lead to erasure
Of all that was you and me
Now we've grown so abrasive cannot be bothered
To mend those wounds, maybe ease that pain
Make it all alright, make it all okay
I just missed my bus, you just caught your train back home
Imma kick it right here on my own

Spend another late late night in the back of the ride
Imma take my time on you
Tell you that I hate my life but it's no surprise
If you lived like this you would too
I guess it's no use, I'm just too obtuse
I'm just too caught up in the moment, feelings flowing
Lay me down so soft and slowly
Oh

hatemylife

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


antidote

lyrics:

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

Can we run it back?
I'd be lying if I said that I don't want it bad
Constantly in my feelings, you don't feel a thing bout all of that
I would send a DM but I know that you won't open that
Back and forth, there we go
What is that? I don't know
Goin ghost, seems she always on the road
Never home, never sure
Bite my tongue, better watch my words
Buy her a bag, I buy her a purse
And she say that I'm the worst
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

antidote

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


starstruck

lyrics:

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

Opened up my heart
And you shut it down
Don't know where to start
Do you feel it now?
Try to maintain a good mind space
But I lie awake, think about you
Give you all the time and space
That you might crave
But I'm dying to still be around you
I guess I'll see you when I get back
I guess I'll see you when I get sad
Only ever see you when it gets bad
Only wanna be me when I get mad
Got you in the beamer in the backseat, nasty, crashing
Never gonna see you in the morning
Make it last, please
Never gonna be the man that I was being last week
Gotta get some sleep
Dream of love, everlasting

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

starstruck

room23
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a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


nah, i'd win

lyrics:

See you in the mirror, break the glass just to spite you
God I fucking hate that I have ended up just like you
Dancing in the rain but it burns, so I stop
Will I learn from the cost?
Gotten sick of being lied to
Said you're gonna stay but you never seem to stay long
Look me in the face and tell me that I did it all wrong, you can't
Just another failure that somehow escaped the lab
Treat me like a rat
Is this for the best or the worst?
Am I blessed? Am I cursed?
Don't resemble the rest of the herd
Is there such thing as a good person, or just great pretenders?
Blessed with the words
Get ahead of the curve
I'm a mess in the shape of a person
Think I learned a lesson but I can't seem to remember
So cold, so cold, December
I hope to God I get better
And if one morning I wake up and realize that I missed my fucking chance
Then let this next breath be my last

Take my heart and teach me how to love
How to trust
How to find a reason just to keep myself from giving up
Getting up consistently been feeling like I'm spilling blood
What a buzzkill
Don't wanna be the bad guy
Always been the sad guy
Always been the last in the back of the damn line
And right now I don't wanna hear another damn lie

nah, i'd win

Yokai:

i try to keep it all together
i'm folding under the pressure
try to be professional
but i don't think i ever was
didn't get the memo
i guess it's inconsequential
it's a given that i give in
before the chance to mess it up

it's too bright, lock me in my room i
never could regret it
in some ways i'm still indebted but
i'm too high, got some things on my mind
wish i never said it
i never said it
guess i fell back into patterns
i thought i had once abandoned
just a creature of habit
i guess this was inevitable
i'm always static
no qualities of elastic
fear everlasting
guess that i'm not ready to go

these things never work out like they're supposed to
well god damn, rest in peace to the old you
my bad, my bad shoulda told you
i have grown cold too
bleed me dry til i'm starving
find my heart, i've been struggling to mark it
don't you tell me that i'll make it through regardless
live like this and you'll find yourself heartless

Decay:

I been pacing side to side hoping I won’t die 
but I’m stuck in my mind with all these mistakes 
Got no left to blame, I always do the same thing 
I guess it’s fucking wired right into my mainframe 

Cause now I’m breaking down down 
Catch me all around town, party until sundown I’m just having fun now 

What now 

fell in love with habits won’t treat them like it’s tragic, my brain turning to static it’s worse than you would imagine 

I got these bad habits and these, these white rabbits that’ll lead me into a wonderland I’m dying now 

Dead talents 
Drug habits 
Blood jackets 
Brain mallet 
dark palettes 
High status 
No balance 
And more 

Would it stop? 
I know, that it won’t 
“Oh no”
I’ll fall for awhile longer 
“Dying”
I won’t last for much more 
For much more, than I did
Guess it’s like I’m dying now 
That’s just how I’m feeling now 
It’s got me like a cloud
Know it’s never ending now 
Know it’s never ending now

Habits

Thank you for listening:)

Produced by secre https://soundcloud.com/prodsecre

Stream: https://share.amuse.io/JsGMDyYoQwft

Lyrics:

from a place called home
i have lost my attatchment
long way to go
it's a longer way back
and i
don't really seem to mind
have i changed for the worse?
i don't think i'm getting back to
the person you deserve
i'm afraid i've lost track 
of time
that i have spent blind

i don't think i'm doing okay
but i don't have the time or energy in me to face that
instead i tend to run away
find comfort in your face and in your words
and i hate that i
can't seem to go one day
without getting in my own way
i know that i'm the only one to blame
but it's hard to not be able to say that i'm

from a place called home
i have lost my attatchment
long way to go
it's a longer way back
and i
don't really seem to mind
have i changed for the worse?
i don't think i'm getting back to
the person you deserve
i'm afraid i've lost track 
of time
that i have spent blind

i just need a little more
i think i just need a little more time
but i think i've told you that before
think you've heard that lie
i just need a little more
i think i just need a little more time
but i think i've told you that before
think you've heard that lie

from a place called home
i have lost my attatchment
long way to go
it's a longer way back
and i
don't really seem to mind
have i changed for the worse?
i don't think i'm getting back to
the person you deserve
i'm afraid i've lost track 
of time
that i have spent blind

a place called home (secre)

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lyrics:

started seeing some things
started getting real cold
started losing my sleep
started getting real old
i been thinking too deep
i dont think u wanna know
never pray before i sleep
i just stare up at the ceiling
think too much
think i drink too much
think i smoked what was left
i just barely saw the plug
think i'm too far gone
think there's nothing to be saved
think i'll call you up
tell me everything's ok

ok
say i'll make it all ok
say you'll make it all ok
say i'll make it out ok
ok


hope u enjoy
prod me:)

stream: https://open.spotify.com/track/4d5T99Alz4yjtsK4rXZQMG?si=0ac39b124ca245e9

lyrics:

follow me out of my mind
if something so simple as passage of time
could rescind the blunders i've made in denial
i'd wait here forever to make things alright
i'm sure that you've noticed erosion in me to my core
how the hell am i sposed to be happy ignored?
guess i'm hoping that most weeks i'll end up at yours
poke my head in the door some more

because it's you that i bleed for
i like to think it means more
i never like to keep score
so tell me if you need more

because it's you that i scream for
it's you i feel diseased for
it's you i threw the key towards
got just what i wanted
yeah i got just what i wanted but
it's you that i scream for

hollowing inside and out
i guess nothing good is meant to stick around
i read what you said now i'm down
can't tell if i'm dead or my head's in the ground
knowing you can see me now is all that really keeps me honest
i've been retreating from the me i think you always wanted
i've been defeated and i think i need a recourse
i could be your resource

because it's you that i bleed for
i like to think it means more
i never like to keep score
so tell me if you need more

because it's you that i scream for
it's you i feel diseased for
it's you i threw the key towards
got just what i wanted
yeah i got just what i wanted but
it's you that i scream for

scream

prod me:)
hope u enjoy !

stream here: https://share.amuse.io/UOwtADVEOSum

cover art by https://soundcloud.com/melmige

lyrics:

i guess u caught me off guard
my head in the sand
a scar on my arm
a knife in my back
a noose on my neck i'm barely holding on to
so exhausted
so exhausted
trust me love, don't think you'd understand
the depth of my lack of trust in other plans
the best that i am i'm barely holding on to
so dishonest
so dishonest

just a moment of respite
is that too much to ask?
i fear they made me broken
am i only a replicant of man?
terrified of my flawed emotions
what a shame
i'll place blame
on my brain
see your face
and lose my focus
i evade, to dodge fate is hopeless
go unnoticed that lately i've been

tongue tied
wish i could speak my mind when i'm not high
wish that you could see me in the right mind
say you're terrified, baby so am i
guess that i just need a way to unwind
when it's late at night do i come to mind?
wish that you could know that you've been on mine
wouldn't lie this time
tell me would you mind if i resided by your side?

i try to breathe but i can't
i think i'm choking up
i need you more than you understand
like very much
i won't deceive you again
i know my words aren't enough
to reconcile with the part of me you'll never trust
take the burdens i carry and i'll desert em
but i know i'll continue to feel like i deserve em
i try to make it right
i fear i've made it worse
i'd die to sing a verse
but lately i've been

tongue tied
wish i could speak my mind when i'm not high
wish that you could see me in the right mind
say you're terrified, baby so am i
guess that i just need a way to unwind
when it's late at night do i come to mind?
wish that you could know that you've been on mine
wouldn't lie this time
tell me would you mind if i resided by your side?

keep it up, it's hard to keep the right course
keep me locked away behind a closed door
i reject the thought that i could ever be enough
what is there to be afraid of?

scared of how i'll b received if i put my heart out on these louis v sleeves
scared that you'll grab all ur things and just leave in the night when i've fallen asleep
i cannot tell u my secrets
i don't believe u can keep them
i'll bury myself in the coffin it's self preservation to get some relief

tongue tied

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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