I'm Geist

produced by me and @heylog

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lyrics:

I’m broken, I know that
I’m trying to get up
I’m falling apart
That should be enough

showing my good side
Have to keep my composure
But always get angry
I’m tryna keep it closed

Tell me something
I’ll ignore it
Always angry
I’m just broken

Take it out
On people that I care about
Always sorry
For all the stuff that I have done

Someday I’ll fade
Away, regrets
Still there 
6 feet in the ground
With me

Don’t need you to
Pity me, I don’t
Deserve anything
Oh anything at all

on a borderline to kill all things i obtain
all i gave was kindness, u don't provide the same
i leave it all inside but man i'm bound to explode
i'm holding in my blood that just might come out my nose

i don't really see a point in this
ima cut you and your stupid friends
before i hang up get the bye bye
no voicemail i got the right mind

ima bleed out if i don't cover up
my wounds hurt, they're all deep cuts
so i stg u need to stay away
behind my back i could feel ur blade so

stab me good and cut my face and gouge out my eyes
staring at a wall i've stared at too many times
the way the shadow shapeshifted its way in the light
sinking to the floor cus it turns out i was right

broken

broken (feat. heylog)

stream

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

prod hira :)

You dont wanna fly love, ill pull you down
Leave you in the dirt between the earth and the ground
Heal me from my scars, you keep bringing me round
Fighting with myself and i keep laying me out

Leave me in the rubble with nobody around
Swear i feel more comfortable not making a sound
Cause when i go to speak i swear that no ones around
Gentle at the heart, i swear my tongue is profound

Fearing for my life love
Expecting the worst
Bury any voice between the ground and the dirt
even the end love
i know it'll hurt
being here without you at the end of the world

So many people are watching
Crowded faces all around me, im moving with caution
I cant even stand the look of my face if im honest
Why the fuck does no one listen to me when im talking

You must be out of your head

Fighting a war with myself in the trench
Everyone be shooting, im still laying in bed
Tell your boy hes stupid and ill lay him to rest
Swing ur blade at me and ill put one in your neck

Leave me in the rubble with nobody around
Swear i feel more comfortable not making a sound
Cause when i go to speak i swear that no ones around
Gentle at the heart, i swear my tongue is profound

@imgeist
@yokaidreams

prod. @yokaidreams & co. prod @tnvr555

// lyrics
(this is a biteki exclusive)

// yokai dreams
she's so pretty I think
i lost my mind, feelin shitty
hope to find a remedy for
this love
cuz it's got me fucked up
u got me hung up again

i don't wanna tiptoe
around all the issues
i don't know what has been with you
lately
you've gone a little crazy
running around in my head

// i'm geist
dance with me
i want to feel your hand in mine all night
oh come on baby, you’re all i need
set the mood and turn off all the lights
oh darling i know that you hate me
it’s not worth the faking
i can feel the tension in the air breaking through the dance floor
held the knife up to my neck, now i’m bored
tried to separate the good from bad but i couldn’t

dance with me
i want to show you how a fire breathes in snow
move your body with the ecstasy
you should of thought about the consequences first

oh come on baby, he’s a deadman
dressed up in a dead brand
you can say you hate me all you want but you’re a geist fan
my love
and it won’t phase me, used to blood on my crown
rep biteki till the day that i’m gone

remedy

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i'm geist & yokai dreams - remedy

much love to @sleepywater <33
Produced by me ^-^

Lyrics:

(grasior)
you think your just so perfect
skeletons in your closet
faceless beast yeah you know it
but you lost with your 2 tricks

but you writing my phone
texting my phone yeah you feel so alone
you take me out
feel so loud

never thought the void could fill
this emptiness makes me shrill
the quietness that you built
fills me up with guilt

you watch the world in flames
tryna shift the blame
manipulate the world
to figure out your name

everything that you do leaves me in disbelief
count to three in your dreams damn you feel so unique
you hear the screams of the past yet you smoke n repeat
switch em out yeah you making em leave
baby running my mind but all I need is just me
everyday that you lie makes me feel one with peace
keep it up till you try to wave it all back
all your feeling are back but you feel so detached

(sleepwater)
push me in the ocean let me drown
wont be alive for long you know that now
feels way to open need way out
got me fleeing for safety a royal
i plead for ignorance in hell
im scared but here i bloody am
im facing death im in the sea
i would kill myself for you and me
baby i think that your the bee
baby i swear your in love w me
it was only you and me
baby i swear your in love w me
i wanna kill myself
baby you should kill me
i wanna kill myself
baby you should kill me

(grasior)
everything that you do leaves me in disbelief
count to three in your dreams damn you feel so unique
you hear the screams of the past yet you smoke n repeat
switch em out yeah you making em leave
baby running my mind but all I need is just me
everyday that you lie makes me feel one with peace
keep it up till you try to wave it all back
all your feeling are back but you feel so detached
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

disbelief w/ sleepwater

produced by i'm geist
guitar @hiraethsry
engineered @tnvr555

i suppose time will wear away the pain of not seeing you again
the memory of you
the loving of you
time won't take that away

it would be easier to die

i cant fathom
the fucking feeling in my chest
i inject the venom
hope it leads me to my death
i’ve lost all passion
this isn’t music i just vent
cause i can’t fathom
i take the blade and then i’ll rest
oh
cause i can’t fathom
how u breathe when i’m not there
cause i can’t have love
if it’s not u it’s nowhere
and at this point it’s not fair now…

i never want to fight love
i’ve made you so tired
if we can just rewind
and not get caught in the moment
i know now that our times up
but love you all the same now
yeah we cannot rewind
but i’ll hold on to the moments

i’ll write you goodbyes
till it feels like i’m not choking
but i can’t find the words
to show what was lost and broken
doesn’t matter now
how much wounds i still reopen
i’ll love you the same
even when the words aren’t spoken

i’ll write you goodbyes
till it feels like i’m not choking
but i can’t find the words
to show what was lost and broken
doesn’t matter now
how much wounds i still reopen
i’ll love you the same

spotify

i can't fathom // goodbye pt. 3

produced by i'm geist
guitar @hiraethsry
engineered @tnvr555

last single off my album pity out next week
thank you for listening :)

// geist
so let it all dissipate
there’s a lot on my plate
but you’re not on the list love

wipe the smile off my face
you just come and you take
like you want to let me down

but come on now, you left
so leave me alone
i smell the blood
spilled fresh, cut to a bone
and it’s all so tempting
the scent
pheromones
you stare at me
and whisper words like a ghost

"you look like a ghoul
the way that you walk
your eyes glisten red,
are you hungry my love?"

no i'm just a fool,
and i shouldn't talk
i'll sow my mouth and i'll give this all up
yeah i'll give this all up
cause i'm never enough

// yokai dreams
guess u havent had enough yet
havent filled ur gut yet
leave me to the crows
dead on the road
sight will make ur gut wrench
where her heart was supposed to be is just a silhouette
cigarettes and empty threats
tell me, are you finished yet?

stealing a look in the moonlight
ur alive now
and the moods right
im a night owl
til noon light
imma lie down
til the times right
my lover loves to make me believe
that she keep the peace on those good nights
second i'm sleepin
she's barin her teeth and
she could bite
but i don't mind

guess that i'm not used to falling in love
everyone i used to know has move on
and i know you will too
nothing has improved
said we're gonna change, just not any time soon
guess that i'm not used to feeling this way
everything i used to feel has decayed
got the heart of a ghoul
selfish and cruel
thought this was love but i was just a tool

ghoul w/ yokai dreams

my god i feel like im heartless 
dont go im too broke to call it 
love me you know that im hopeless 
feel weak im losing my focus 
leaning over the wall it looks warm 
feel like ive got to die to get home 
feel the rough in the sea but i know 
its not unusual for me to be alone 

i know i could do it do it if i wanted 
feels like someone else is in my body 
its so easy i dont have to live this life 

im so gone you dont notice 
your brains fried im so bored of it 
im a disgrace 
yeah and baby i know it 
two faced let me turn what youre showing 

tell me im no good 
am i not good enough ? 
six three but theyre looking down 
thought this shit would make you proud
are you not proud enough? 
its not fair you dont tell me how

guess i have to be erased so you can take away 
your ownership of someone such a disgrace 
you wont have to do me another day 
youre so dumb who you tryna save 
every breath that i take a waste of o2 
and every tear that i shed i wasted on you 
all this dna 
swear its pretty dead now 
from the blood i circulate 
it sorta bled out

im not a creep 
im obsessed with being perfect 
on no sleep 
pretty sure that makes me worthless 
dont try thinking you can resurrect this 
no light hope i see you when i surface

i know i could do it do it if i wanted 
feels like someone else is in my body 
its so easy i dont have to live this life

Wanted

prod @tnvr555

// i'm geist 
try to prove yourself
but can’t do the minimal
don’t look at me
your eyes are so pitiful
took time took years
still invisible
just another day
fucking miserable

all stressed out
can’t numb it with nicotine
teeth drug stained
paranoia from the lsd
it’s all fake
all hate
making enemies
blood fresh red stacking bodies at the crime scene

i wake up dead
hardly functioning on caffeine
to the party everybody wants to fight me
swear to god i’ll put that bitch in the dirt
don’t dare you question my worth
or you’ll all end up hurt

// tnvr 
i just made a crime scene,
cut 'em up like denji
contract with my shadows
so they will not go against me
we're just wasting time see,
now i'm feeling empty
take take take all my energy
leave me with misery

feed them lies,
they won't ask you anything
push me off the edge
there's no empathy
it's all fake, all hate
now you're dead to me
you can find me at the morgue if you remember me

SPOTIFY

CRIME SCENE W/ TNVR

@tnvr555 

oh oh oh oh oh
you call me love, i call you home
i find my comfort where you go
please don’t leave me here alone
follow you like i’m a ghost

i don’t have it in me to feel hate it’s not worth fighting
we sit inside our rooms whiles they are people out there dying
innocents are getting killed
and we are out here crying
about shit like it’s bad timing
at least your heart’s still beating

home

home [tnvr]

it'll be okay

the temperamental feeling will pass
and then i’ll go home
i don’t take meds for any pain
i feel it in slow mo
baby don’t you dare say my name
cause i don’t know you
play cautious but i still lose the game

so i tripped
i fell
blood's on the stairwell
i stand where we kissed
and say my farewells
again
it always ends the same

what do you even want from me?
can’t you see I can’t fucking breathe?
there’s a beautiful thing about pain and suffering
it all depends on what you believe

crumbling in my skin
always lose never win
drink from the bottle until i spin and spin and fucking spin
out of control
i can feel it all in my bones
i ain’t never coming home
so just leave me the fuck alone

it always ends the same

it always ends the same w/ revengeinkyoto [tnvr]

@decayinganyways
@milli2nd 

tripped into the lobby
and now i look around and hope
that no one saw me
i lost myself inside the club
with ghouls and zombies
and now they wonder where I’m at
but please don’t call me
no, no please don’t call me

tripped into the lobby
i dont know what's inside my cup
but it makes me happy
oh love you act like you're so tough
when you're around me
and you know that ill call your bluff
so please don't call me
no please don't call me

tripped and said i'm sorry
but truth is i might fuck this up
and i cant stop it
i see the angels sniffing dust
with shinigamis
they hand a knife and said to kill the
ghouls and zombies
oh the ghouls and zombies

and when i wake up
it’s all so unknown
i piece it back, found footage on phones

oh, my head is screeching
i feel a knot inside my chest
the drinks are leaving
i hear my phone i get a text
from those ghouls zombies
they wonder where the fuck I’m at
but please don’t call me 
no, no please don’t call me

oh and the lights they fade out 
don’t wanna leave but slow down 
love that sound it cuts loud 
20 more shots too slow down

ghouls & zombies w/ decayinganyways [milli2nd]

id wait a thousand years, for you to be here
how many times in my life did i disappear?
my parents told me we should stay friends
but i cant handle being short of anything that we had

id lose everything
just to feel anything
if i turned to religion, id make sense of it
but its not sensible, im not very valuable
even to myself, no god would raise me as his own

just a little curious, ive got some questions
why does no one treat me like im not a weapon
when all my life ive been getting attacked
id never do that

cause its not that fun
and its certainly not pretty
i dont mind, aslong as youre the one with me
please dont do that to somebody else
i want no other guy to get used to your smell

you know hes not as good so why replace me
he couldnt give a fuck about your safety
while youre out at work, hes sat waiting
entertaining other women

you can go and ask
every message been deleted
fucking psychopath
lie to you til you believe it
hell never post about you anymore
hide you away from several different whores

i wont back down from my word
his face is clung to the curb
let him up for just a minute, cause whats next is worse
let him breathe for the last time
ill let him see all of his bloodline
but who is next, who is next in kin
to try condone anyone like him

Safety

@tnvr555

// geist 
take me home
i’m surrounded by ghosts
i’ve been haunted by my past too long
carry on

there’s no coming back
it’s what i had sworn
and then i saw your face
oh how i adored my
who you were
but you’re not anymore
sire me
make me yours
push me back to the floor
oh

if blood is what you need
you can take it from my veins
cause you know i would die for you
any fucking day
so take all that you want
oh baby, spit in my face
cause you know i’d give all for you
but you won’t do the 
same

// rik 
walking on my grave
there’s not much here we could save, save
cast your hex go on your way, way
woah woah
there’s not much here we could save, save
cast your hex go on your way, way

blood stains on the carpet once again
everyday is just another nightmare
some days i can see your ghost
it’s like i’m not always alone
this whole things like a fever dream
don’t wake me up when the bloods still clean
close your eyes
watch a madman disappear
it’s like you're mesmerized
i know everything you fear
super natural
that hungry look in your eyes
you're so beautiful
i’d kill to have you as mine 

// geist and rik 
if blood is what you need
you can take it from my veins
cause you know i would die for you
any fucking day
so take all that you want
oh baby, spit in my face
cause you know i’d give all for you
but you won’t do the 
same

walking on my grave
there’s not much here we could save, save
cast your hex go on your way, way
woah woah
there’s not much here we could save, save
cast your hex go on your way, way 

WALKING ON MY GRAVE 
THERE'S NOT MUCH WE COULD SAVE 
CAST YOUR HEX GO ON YOUR WAY 
WALKING ON MY GRAVE 
THERE'S NOT MUCH WE COULD SAVE 
CAST YOUR HEX GO ON YOUR WAY

walking on my grave

walking on my grave w/ revengeinkyoto [tnvr]

first song off "doomed" album
prod. @prod-oc 

// lyrics 
you fall from heaven
then you promised it won’t happen again???
your wings are fully severed
and your eyes are turning red like a fiend

oh my, alright
got a lot of blood dripped to the side
got a lot of thoughts
rotting my mind
got a lot of pain
that i’m still romanticizing
but don’t judge my insides
when you all keep on disguises
all night

you fall from heaven and said
please don’t go and tell all my friends
but your wings are god damned severed
don’t you think that they all know it’s the end

oh my alright
got a lot of scars all on your thighs
got a lot of drugs i know you hide
got a lot of pain that you’re still romanticizing
but won’t judge your insides
when i’ve kept up my disguises
all night
aha

romanticize

romanticize [oc]

prod. @prod-oc 

// sewerperson 
the trust was removed from you and i 
you and i 
from you i 
still I thought about how u told me its till we die
like you and i
till the afterlife
now I sit alone inside this booth and I bleed
all the words on this page leave me shameful its free
i know
oh i know
you’re still awake just like usual
just like the photos
oh I know 

uh if no one told me different I would get by
if u just shared my feelings we would be more than fine
blood all over the floorboards i cant hide
u should’ve been all mine u didn’t have to die
i will say a prayer and ill go to sleep
if I die tonight lord take my soul to keep
i was way too wavy look at my cup it bleeds
bape pink on top my hoodie with yeezys on my feet 

// geist 
yeah you come to go 
to put on a show 
watch me die alone
when i need you most 
again 
god i hate this game 
the way it ends the same 

be soft 
it’s all so brittle 
squeezed tight..
now blood leaves every pore 
swore that you were my angel 
saved me to ruin me once more 

shut up i’ve got nothing left to say to you 
i shutout every word cause you don’t speak the truth 
crossed my heart and now you’re gonna pay for two 
the sky is ripping open
swear this time we’re doomed 

please don’t look 
i cannot stomach it 
swore it’s you & i 
until my heart stops beating 
bloods all on the floorboards
never meant for this
don’t look me in the face 
cause you’re not my muse darling 

i won’t try there’s nothing to save 
i’ve learnt you’ve got no shame 
and i don’t want to know what’s his name 
i’ll put him in the grave 
i don’t need nobody to say 
who am i to blame 
i call every shot that i take 
you’re all just fucking lame 

yeah spit on my face 
once you’ll clean it with yours baby 
don’t say my name 
and watch the tone you speak to me 
i’m not the same 
person you left groveling 
on my feet again 
kill all who dare looks my way


walking on my grave w/ revengeinkyoto [tnvr]

I'm Geist

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