25.7.2021
life sucks

prod https://soundcloud.com/greg-the-gamer-extra

Lyrics:

[Hook]
got a lotta people wanna see me dead
i dont wanna wake up in the morning play the idiot
i pretend that i dont notice all the fucking hate
but its really hard to ignore shit when its inside my brain

okay im my own worst enemy
think i went insane and i cant find a fucking friend of me
okay like im sorry for my apathy 
its really hard to care when all this shit is just a part of me

[Verse]
shoutout my whole clique they dont even know my name
feeling like im fucking dream i put a mask up on my face
tryna hide the fact that i feel like a waste everyday
i dont wanna make you sad really wish you would have stayed

she treat me like im garbage treat me like im nothing
now i feel so fucking flawed and inside i feel ugly

she said she could fix me
i dont think she gets this
im a broken toy and everyday i play the idiot

and ill say it again
i gotta find a way to get it inside of your head 
you got me feeling so alone
cus i dont think you ever cared
every day i sit in silence and i suffer in despair 

[Bridge]
they tell me get a bag
i dont really wanna bag
only thing i ever wanted was for you to love me back
i dont really want the money or the fame
only thing i ever wanted was to feel okay

[Hook]

Fin

the idiot (greg beats)

9.4.2021
im about as see through as plastic on a good day

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/tixwmmy
prod https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters

Lyrics:

[Intro]
i tried to write a song
tried to do the right thing tried to be the one that eveyrone wants

[Hook]
call me when you need me
only love me when your down 
when ur up i guess im nothing to you

every single waking second wanna kill myself
but i guess that im worthless to you

everytime that im feeling in the worst way
she dont wanna talk say
"right now im busy okay"

but when it rolls around to the next day
then she wanna cry away
i think that im going insane

[Verse]
if im being honest i think that i wanna die
i dont really have a single thing live for 
if im being honest then today i grabbed a knife
drew a line felt the best i ever have glad i sinned for 

sinned for the pain
swear agony it makes my day
watch the blood drip down on my hilt

i have lust for adrenaline
i dont wanna breathe
so ill pierce my lungs
snort an ady so ill get the job done

[Bridge]
call my line ask if im all right
got a blade in my thigh
and im thinking suicide
i dont wanna make you cry
so i guess i have to lie
gotta live another day
just to give you peace of mind

swear that every other day i have a crisis
"i dont let it on" so i put it in my songs then
why am i the one they always come to
"tix i wanna die"
ill pretend im not the same
ill just lie and im say im fine

[Hook]

Fin

agony (ninewaters)

vocals by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz
https://soundcloud.com/whyhaze
https://soundcloud.com/ghosoghost

people in the intro:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz
https://soundcloud.com/kidavor
https://soundcloud.com/ahayxo
https://soundcloud.com/thankutrizzy
https://soundcloud.com/deadman
https://soundcloud.com/whyhaze
https://soundcloud.com/kidarjuna
https://soundcloud.com/noob
https://soundcloud.com/ericdoa

rang u out (ft. whyhaze & ghosoghost)

LINKS TO ALL PLATFORMS

! > https://razorbladecuts.carrd.co < ! 

(guda)

i have been working on this for around 2 months now and im so excited to finally drop it, a lot of the lyrics are personal for me and i would love for you to experience this journey i have set out for you. i love you so much and always remember, you are enough <3.

lyrics:
1 2, 1 2 3 4
i've been dancing in my room i do not keep the lights on
because everytime i see you i feel like a ticking time bomb
but everytime we meet girl your switching up on me
cause your a big catostrophe
and your saying THIS AINT MEANT TO BE

MY EYES ARE CLOSED AND MY BREATH IS HOLD
YOU BE SAYING THIS AND THAT BUT YOU WANNA BE BOLD
YOU BE RUSHIN EVERYTHING BUT I WANNA TAKE IT SLOW 
I DONT WANNA BE HERE I JUST WANNA GO HOME!

EVERYTIME WE TALK I FEEL U DONT SEE THE REAL ME
I CRY ALONE INSIDE MY ROOM AND THATS THE HARSH REALITY 
I REALLY ONLY LIKE YOU CAUSE YOUR FAKE ASS PERSONALITY
YOU MADE ME FUCKING CUT MYSELF AND THATS JUST MY MENTALITY.

i been grinding everyday im putting in this hard work
i can't feel my face and its laced with a fucking perc
i dont want to fuck but she started taking off her shirt
and if im being honest i dont really wanna get hurt

i just wanna stand up but i dont wanna be a prick
i just wanna disappear and say it was a magic trick
i see her at the school so i tell my mom im fucking sick
im always wearing long sleeves because my wrists are FUCKING SLIT

MY EYES ARE CLOSED AND MY BREATH IS HOLD
YOU BE SAYING THIS AND THAT BUT YOU WANNA BE BOLD
YOU BE RUSHIN EVERYTHING BUT I WANNA TAKE IT SLOW 
I DONT WANNA BE HERE I JUST WANNA GO HOME!

EVERYTIME WE TALK I FEEL U DONT SEE THE REAL ME
I CRY ALONE INSIDE MY ROOM AND THATS THE HARSH REALITY 
I REALLY ONLY LIKE YOU CAUSE YOUR FAKE ASS PERSONALITY
YOU MADE ME FUCKING CUT MYSELF AND THATS JUST MY MENTALITY.

im putting you before myself first
i think i should start caring about my self worth
and i bottle up emotions and i wait to burst 
and im contemplating suicide dont know what's worse.

PUT THE RAZOR TO MY SKIN AND I'LL FUCKIN LET IT BLEED
YOU SAY YOU WANT SOMEONE BOLD SO IM TAKING UP THE LEAD 
YOUR A NARCISSISTIC MASOCHIST NICOTINE FIEND
I JUST WISH WE WERE TOGETHER BUT IT STAYS UP IN MY DREAMS!

MY EYES ARE CLOSED AND MY BREATH IS HOLD
YOU BE SAYING THIS AND THAT BUT YOU WANNA BE BOLD
YOU BE RUSHIN EVERYTHING BUT I WANNA TAKE IT SLOW 
I DONT WANNA BE HERE I JUST WANNA GO HOME!

EVERYTIME WE TALK I FEEL U DONT SEE THE REAL ME
I CRY ALONE INSIDE MY ROOM AND THATS THE HARSH REALITY 
I REALLY ONLY LIKE YOU CAUSE YOUR FAKE ASS PERSONALITY
YOU MADE ME FUCKING CUT MYSELF AND THATS JUST MY MENTALITY.
(she loves me, she loves me not)x4

razor blade cuts

APOCOLYPSE

I Got Dangerously Close Tonight, But Thats Ok I'm Used To It [prod. IOF]

I Go Tsomething To Say..

acapella : https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1pUJTO4U-m3TqIkG-SGyXQmEb_9A7L4cd?usp=sharing

Woah, woah
Da, da, da, da da
Da, da da
Say

Shawty little bad bitmoji got me bricked up
I sent a red chat, and told her
Quick come lick the tip up
She said that she'll throat me
But I'll probably make her sick up
She said that she'll throat me
But I'll probably make her, make her, make her

Make her day
Make her day, Make her day
Yeah, I make her day
Make her day, Make her day
Make her day
Make her day, Make her day
Say, say
La la la
Say, say

I told her that I could make her day
She knows that I just wanna be her bae
Together we could go count K, K
On this beat I slay, slay
Let's go to the Bahamas
Yeah, you know that's a vacay
I hit so hard, like piñata
You know I'm going crazy
I'm working every day
I'm not the type to be so lazy
If I was Lil Uzi
Then you could just be my JT
Everybody wanna bite me
Like they got rabies

Shawty little bad bitmoji got me bricked up
I sent a red chat, and told her
Quick come lick the tip up
She said that she'll throat me
But I'll probably make her sick up
She said that she'll throat me
But I'll probably make her, make her, make her

Make her day
I'll make her day
I told her I could
Make her day
Make her day
And I don't never cap
Make her day
I'll make her day
I told her I could
Make her day
Make her day
Make her day

Make her day quick
And make that bad baddie make mine
I'm tryna get behind her
Man, I'm not just tryna FaceTime
She says she's a catch, no Pokémon
But she's still Gulpin'
I caught it with my GoPro
She's soaking like a dolphin
And she's stanced like Slowpoke
I told her, baby, don't choke
'Cause I'm the type of guy
To stuff the whole thing down her throat
I'm the type to make her wish
She met me way before she did
None the less, my avatar's
The top of her best friends list

Shawty little bad bitmoji got me bricked up
I sent a red chat, and told her
Quick come lick the tip up
She said that she'll throat me
But I'll probably make her sick up
She said that she'll throat me
But I'll probably make her, make her, make her

Make her day
Make her day, Make her day
Yeah, I make her day
Make her day, Make her day
Make her day
Make her day, Make her day
Say, say

badbitmoji! (w/ SEBii) [@visions718] + acapella dl in description

BEEMINE

song

lyrics:
sicka pullin myself up off the floor
n if im bein honest i dont care no more
n i aint feel a thing when u closed that door
ya i aint feel a thing when u closed that door

we have it all, somehow were still sad
trippin over things that we never had
we lie n say that its not that bad
n idk if im ever comin back
we rly thought we had it figured out
i lost my friends but i hope they're proud
i try to live in the here n now
id say goodbye but i dunno how

(dunno how dunno how
i’d say goodbye but i dunno how)
x4

i wish we could waste more time
but i cant stay out here all night
i fuck up everything in my life
its become a real thorn in my side
cross my heart n hope to die
it all goes south we dunno y
i wish i didnt have to lie
i wish i knew how to try

we have it all, somehow were still sad
trippin over things that we never had
we lie n say that its not that bad
n idk if im ever comin back
we rly thought we had it figured out
i lost my friends but i hope they're proud
i try to live in the here n now
id say goodbye but i dunno how
x2

[prod me]

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I Got Dangerously Close Tonight, But Thats Ok I'm Used To It [prod. IOF]

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