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https://fauxxmusic.bandcamp.com/track/callmedumb
https://youtu.be/M659xAEY8Eo

callmedumb

covered some of my favorite songs <3

co-prod. wishlane & soutjay

songs covered:
burbank house - tsubi club
endlessly - bixby
heck - underscores
morris island - soupandreas
rosier/punk2 - brakence
sydney - gabby start
santa monica - aries
peace sounds - james ivy

thank you for the inspiration

songs that keep me sane

source

spotlight
coming in hot
a yellow flash is all it takes I see you when i meditate ’til you beeline
you always do
there’s no rational for you staying
so irrational for you to think I wouldn’t

go for all the second dates the morning after
I wonder what the fuq i said
to make you get up and leave

take my place
for now i need a minute

take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away

well I’m not gonna force it
telling horror stories
i couldn’t show you love in a purgatory now i see it
it’s all transitory
if its a yellow-white flash, it’s an allegory i wonder what it takes
i’ll settle for my fate
but i wouldn’t let you wait
you sighed from my mistakes


i wonder what i would be doing if it wasn’t for you
hiding from the truth is all i’ll ever do
ah fuq! i wish i said to you
‘no please don’t get up and leave’

take my place
for now i need a minute
take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away
yeah

and i stay lit
just a little bit
too long cause i wanna catch a glimpse of it you said you didn’t know me anymore no you said you didn’t know me
it’s my fault you let me go

It's my fault you let me go

co prod gabbyyyyyyyyy

you told me to stay, when i said this town is just another circle of hell
you don’t have to break but you find yourself counting the times you fell
i and was watching all your situations barring the missed occasions with silent regret
when you said you could never love again
too many dark rooms filled with nights to forget

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want

call it what you want

you could never be wrong
cause this night will go on
and the dj keeps playing that stupid drake song

and you said
i’m just so tired of these kids going places to do coke in the bathroom and it’s like nobody wants to have fun and everyone just wants to get fucked up so

maybe i could never love again
in all these dark rooms filled with nights to regret

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want

call it what you want

i’m tired of this aggression
faking love and self obsession
nobody’s got good intentions
where’s the ending

am i lost to find consistent
when people are persistent
in their own twisted way of living
i guess we call it what we want

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want
call it what you want
call it what you want

Call it what you want (co p. gabby start)

@loginstrash
@brakence

Fall around
My instincts never kick in tryna calm me down
You can catch me in the wreckage where I'm far too proud
To look you in the eyes where I've lost your smile
(I am using my imagination)
Lost-lost your smile
Distant
Wings just lifted
Statue fixed here
I'm addicted
I could never trust you sincerely
Oh my god I don't think you love me
Be sure you sign your letters with tears please
My head is still abuzz, I breathe, I just hear

Catch me now
Would you bring me back the water if you touched the clouds?
The sunshine couldn't stop me from falling down
Oh Icarus just help me to sleep somehow
And I'll be waiting

Fall down
I had to run it back again
Fade when I cried out
I care for you I care for you
Far out, I have a choice to let you in
Not tryna fall out
(Patience, if I can't hold you, it doesn't mean that we're through)
Fall down
I had to run it back run it back run it back back back back
Cried out
I care for you I care for you
Far out, I have a choice to let you in
And bring the stars out
Think I'll find out who I am

Let go of closure fall into devotion
Flowers in this garden, bees come form an ocean
Shots bounce, call it ricochet
(Where in the world did I go)
Arms out, hold your laughter in
Thought cloud made it rain today
(Go figure)
(We cry and laugh on the floor)
Clap, bow, I'll just take the stage
(I'm with you)
(You cannot catch me no more)
Shots bounce, call it ricochet
(Where in the world did I go)
Arms out, hold your laughter in
(Where in the world did I go)
Thought cloud made it rain today
(Where in the world did I go)
Clap, bow, I'll just take the stage
Shots bounce, call it ricochet
Arms out, hold your laughter in
Thought cloud made it rain today
Clap, bow, I'll just take the stage

Distant
Wings just lifted
Statue fixed here
I never left you
(Athena)
Distant
(And I can't wait another day and stay begging just to go back home)
(And I could never trust you sincerely)
Wings just lifted
(All my friends becoming royalty father help me watch the throne)
(Cause I don't think I thought through it clearly)
Statue fixed here
(Stars kill my anxiety I won't fight this all alone)
(Hold me there in your arms I'm dreaming)
I never-
Burning
Don't let me go

Login:

Being together ain't about
Being together
Girl I know I'm far
Yeah I know I'm far
Being together ain't about
Being together
Girl I know I'm far
Yeah I know I'm far
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Be-be-be-be-be

(Being togeth-th-th-th-th-th-)

Athena feat. brakence & login

Its not that hard.

Art shot and edited by me, and finalized by vai5000

lyrics

I claw and I tear me apart
But theres no sign of wear on my skin
I keep calling it some form of art
Yet I still don't know where to begin

Its not that hard
Its not that hard
Its not that hard
Its not that hard

The dealer, they call out my bluff
And prevent me from playing my hand
And although I don't think its enough
I'm too powerless to make a stand

I'll play my part
I'll play my part
I'll play my part (its not that hard)
I'll play my part (its not that hard)

Oh you're hurtin your hurtin your
Hurtin your hurtin your head 
I don't know how you do it just saying you're fine

And you're getting too comfortable
Lying around on your floor with no thoughts in your head
Only tears in your eyes

And I know that I've got no prescription
That will cure any of my deception
And I can't find some kind of prevention
For this turning into some fixation
So I try 
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try it again

Oh no you wouldn't get it
No you wouldn't get it
No you wouldn't get it

I admit its not really a problem (but it only serves nothing to you)
Even if you can't look at me right (cause you say what you know isn't true)
I can say that it doesn't affect me (but you think of it everyday)
When you call me the person I was 
But that's all that you see (oh but how did you make it this way)
But I look in the mirror and its not really me (so you try and you try it again)
Its counter-productive cause' I can't the words out (but the cycle it just doesn't end)
And just say what I mean 
Its so tiring

So whats all the point of this trying

And it all seems to burden my psyche
So I mask it all at my expense
Still my body deteriorates beside me
And it just doesn't seem to make sense
And the toller knows nothing about it
And it pains me to pay him the fee
The amount of my life that's been wasted and lost in the weeds
Its still just me
No its just me


And its getting too
Getting too
Getting too
Getting too close to the eminent feeling
Like you're gonna die
(but you won't go yet)
(no you won't go yet)
(no you can't go yet)

And now that you are older and
Everything's smaller
Do you start to wonder "where did I go wrong in my life?"

So I lie
Cause I'm fine
No, I'm fine

And I'm so tired
And sick of trying
So why not
So why not


And it all seems to burden my psyche
So I mask it all at my expense
Still my body deteriorates beside me
And it just doesn't seem to make sense
And the toller knows nothing about it
And it pains me to pay him the fee
The amount of my life that's been wasted and lost in the weeds
Its still just me
Its still just me

Body

cover by https://twitter.com/ukon3333

- (OUT ON SPOTIFY AND APPLE MUSIC SOON)
(yessir) im bouta hit that bih up like its tarzan, 
makes sense that that bitch name jane, 
we hop out that private plane, 
we smoke that strong we smoke that gain, 
i got cash i make it rain, 
i lose you i go insane, 
i lose you i go through pain, 
without you its not the same, 
she said i need to try harder, 
i make that bitch flow like water, 
i ball hard like im vince carter,
i steal shit like a marauder,
no @chanelfather she call me father, 
she like the way that i move,
she gon do what imma do,
im in my mode im in my groove,

thanks for sticking with me <3 (more music so so soon)

TRY HARDER! トライ

llctheband.com

lights
they flash
the city’s rushing by
down town
the past
it doesn’t matter now
what is this place
i can’t say i’ve been here in a while

so what do you say
should’ve we just stayed in
the night is a dark place
you knew from the beginning
but it’s calling your name
you feel it in your skin
tell me what you’re thinking

(so she said)

shut down, every time i see you wanna
disco disco
dumb luck, we were always meant to hit the
disco disco, disco disco (dance dance)

late
we’re in the car
you check your phone
no text
it’s you and me
we’ll go alone

what’s next
you’re asking me,
“how did we get here again?”

so i said this is what you wanted
we’ve already started
if we never left we’d still be dancing on your carpet
why don’t you just let go
tomorrow we can forget

because you got me

shut down, every time i see you wanna
disco disco
dumb luck, we were always meant to hit the
disco disco, disco disco (dance dance)

disco disco

production and mixing by me, additional guitar by @clwdytunes
cover art by @/nsw_sd on (skeb/twitter)

STREAM/DL -
https://open.spotify.com/album/0X20CID7uKt4aqczxCrig9?si=X_1k5h6NT0ywo_Wj-npiaA
https://nujioh.bandcamp.com/track/comatose-ft-tsuyunoshi

SOCIALS/LINKS
twitter.com/nujioh
www.instagram.com/nujioh/
nujioh.bandcamp.com/music

---- (lyrics)----
When you tell me what dreams are made of
My mind is just filled with ghosts
You said that i get no sleep at all
But baby I'm comatose
Tell me if it hurts, I'm bleeding
Let it slip, I let the signs show
Thought about them always leaving
Take it in, I'm overdosing

Take all in account
Know I could get you what you want
Its too late to bargain
Please know that all the chance is lost
I thought you would come
And leave me caught in feelings
But I was just dumb
I'm just kept hostage with you

I feel your mistakes
When you brushed me away
It feel like it just mattered
What you had to say
Its like I never existed for the moment
And by dawn I'm barely coping
As I'm dreaming for better days when

When you tell me what dreams are made of
My mind is just filled with ghosts
You said that i get no sleep at all
But baby I'm comatose
Tell me if it hurts, I'm bleeding
Let it slip, I let the signs show
Thought about them always leaving
Take it in, I'm overdosing

You know it's all between us
It ain't really on the nose
Torn my heart into pieces
Close my eyes like I'm comatose

I know this all turned tragic
Make my hope disappear just like magic
You got me trippin' baby feelin like I'm on acid
I had my problems but i know I'm way past it

Haven't been for a minute but u know i be kickin' it back
Tryna save it on God
Did my best for the two of us
You trippin' so I can't do it anymore
Like nah

You know it's all between us
It ain't really on the nose
Torn my heart into pieces
Close my eyes like I'm comatose

You know it's all between us
It ain't really on the nose
Torn my heart into pieces
Close my eyes like I'm comatose

I wonder bout all the things I said
Thought I left that all behind
Its just useless when I'm just used up
And what I had was no longer mine
(Yeah)

When you tell me what dreams are made of
My mind is just filled with ghosts
You said that i get no sleep at all
But baby I'm comatose
Tell me if it hurts, I'm bleeding
Let it slip, I let the signs show
Thought about them always leaving
Take it in, I'm overdosing

Call it what you want (co p. gabby start)

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