i had to finally make a new playlist the other one got too long

please, dream faster

prod & ft. @bringyourknapsack

streaming & links; https://linktr.ee/jacobgeoffrey

all tracks written and produced by jacob geoffrey sayat

in like a day or so ima be back in the city
every time feeling like i kinda been over committed
taking off my shoes falling down straight up through the ceiling
i cant ever stop thinking that I’m always pretending

time and time again
im kinda feeling like ive lost my pride
and all my friends
cause they know that i would just
stay holy
too low key
not knowing what’s going on with me
but if they get nosy
dont tell em they’re who i want to be (x2)

no way second chance i aint gonna lie
two times same thing make me wanna die
I’m gonna get it all right on the first try
gonna get it all right its the last time

and i think that i got it
thats what my dad and my mom said
my worst fear is that i’ve lost it

small talk 
you know me
we’re all friends 
but you owe me 
sucking up my time never wanna vent 
pretty summer all over again

back in the city (feat. Knapsack)

with Jerome LOL
written by Jon Jasper-Lawless & Jerome Potter
produced by Jon Jasper-Lawless & Jerome Potter
photo of Ryan Hemsworth's guitar by Liam Sanagan
with assistance by David Lawless & Nicole Jasper-Lawless

strings by Linsey Beckett
additional field recordings by Aaron Mohr & Liam Sanagan
LOVE YALL
<3

Sorry Sorry Song

now i can see but i can’t get free
came out the mud like adam and eve 
i’m rocking sterling wrist the 7seas
off 7grams baby i’m deceased
feelings up n down, rocking beauty beast
i feel ok when she’s around, ghost under her sheets
just close ur eyes, start to count to 3
you’ll see the truth in geometry 
for the time being i’m still in 3d 
kapital surf with obelisk jeans 
this shit is rare, came from overseas 
walk thru the gate, born on halloween

6 Technod4ncer

happy new year

——

maybe tomorrow will be sunny
maybe i wont feel like a passenger
i hope the sunlight hits my window
maybe for once i’m not the traveller

but i know that tuesday won’t be sunny
i know it’s all too much to ask
its like i have a place to stay but im a stranger it’s a tragedy
that every place you go you miss the last

ooohh, ooohh
it's not the same as when i was so far away
it's not the same as when i left

and i know it might all sound so silly
i wish i knew where this would end
i wish i had a place to stay where im no stranger it's a fallacy
that every place i go i miss the last

sunny

say it or don't

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVuVlTw1-L8

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1qHjMcvZUOAswMW_k5cQptJ-o89l-VfPO?usp=sharing

Spotify

Safe Word

a little piece about the times that were peaceful in retrospect

any moment now

out on all streaming platforms :) :) thanks @t0rr @soupandreas 4 working on it w meee

you told me to let go
cause i’ve been taking too long
i’ve been taking it solo
and you’ve been righting my wrongs

she said

how does it feel
to get what you want
how does it feel
to think that you’re good till youre gone

check, yes more of the same
you’re calling my name and i’m calling your bluff
ink on every page
i’m writing you letters and you’re writing my songs

yeah ive been living too fast and pushing on the gas and nobody’s giving me the option to stop

and i don’t wanna slow down but i never know if im living life right or wrong

she said
how does it feel
to get what you want
how does it feel
to think that you’re good till youre gone

howdoesitfeel? (prod. torr / soupandreas)

prod me!

stay for a minute
let me take a piece of your mind
you taste a bit like teenage drama
and what you want from me i can’t define

she said i could hurt you
i said i can take it
i never said that i want you
but i don’t wanna fake it anymore

and now we’re in my bedroom
on the floor with secrets in our wine
and you ask me bout the future
well i think eventually we’ll die

and then i said i could hurt you
she said she could take it
i don’t know what you want from me
and im just lost at sea

and now we’re treading dangerous water
wading through untamable souls
if we’re gonna get any farther
it’s gotta be everything or nothing at all

say what you mean
I’m falling endlessly
and what has to give
for you to get up get off and tell me how to live

and now she’s standing with me
on a cliff at the end of the world
and i’m not keen on jumping
but i don’t think i would do it with another girl

cherry

track 1

what can i say
i always hope i could see a pretty face from here
but im miles away
i’d burn to death in your atmosphere

but after the fall comes the break
and i’ve been looking for things to change

ready set go
i’m coming back home
and i’ll be looking for something new
i’m checking my soul
for something unknown
because i won’t be stuck on you

so what comes after
they’re telling me to please dream faster
and break down my walls
i got that broken bullet out my backside
and i can’t lie i thought that

i won’t lie i thought i couldn’t take it
you on my mind while i was wasted
i thought i was happy but i just faked it
i couldn’t do this while i tried to make it

i can’t lie i thought i couldn’t take it
you on my mind while i was wasted
i thought i was happy but i just faked it
i couldn’t do this while i tried to make it

ready, set, go!

track 5

i’m running up backrooms, spaces, all day
anything to keep me up scared, not
dreaming, of your, face
and fucking up my feelings again

it’s always the dullness of my suburbia and your city lights
growing up under different night skies
i didn’t feel like the right guy

so i tried being a poser but i wasn’t impressed
it comes down to your face and the way that you’re dressed
i got delusional but only to a certain effect
thought i was great when i’m only in the middle at best

and i’m tripping over my words
i’m saying jack shit even if i am heard
cause i just write about sex and the end of the world
and how i can’t get over the same girl

i don’t talk enough and i don’t say what i’m always thinking but maybe im not thinking enough
i’m dreaming of love and to myself i’m a winner
and if you don’t think the same well then i don’t give a fuck

suspensionofdisbelief (p. dretty pope)

track 2

she said
i am falling again
and i’m better for it
and i wish that we’d both die
and meet up in heaven

there been better days
so i better say
that you’d probably want to live
if you never fell for me

fuck me for being all on the fence, oh
and i got cool friends but they make me feel unspecial
but i met a girl at some party
she was there fore it started
and i felt like i’d just reached an intersection

she said i need a little cocaine, fuck playing games
what do you wanna do tonight
get a little shitfaced, trash this place
or maybe ask each other on a date

i don’t know where to go
i don’t know anyone she knows but i know
i’d prolly be better off in the back of a taxi alone with a heart and a soul

well i keep myself at a distance
or maybe i get a little too close
when i sing these words i hope somebody listens
if i didn’t write these songs nobody would know

that i feel
and i hope you see
i want to be real
i wanna be free

two miles outside of the i-270 loop

i dont wanna be here

inspired by @bringyourknapsack's new song go listen to it its very good (sorry i apparently stole the first line too)

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I woke up from my dream last night
Feeling like a stranger
I think I woke myself mid flight
I was lost in nowhere

She can't even reach me
I don't want to be alone
But it's not that easy
If I could go I'd be gone

I'd Be Gone

Lucky

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pity points

written and produced by Jon Jasper-Lawless, Aaron Mohr & Liam Sanagan

special thanks to Ryan Hemsworth & Thomas Kaethler for the help <3
also a huge THANK YOU to Romi, Nicole, Laura, Gia, Danielle & DJ for the encouragement :)

swim & techno - One In A Million

swim & techno - Next to You

Spotify : Removed by takedown request.
Sorry it took so long

Original song: https://open.spotify.com/track/1RXkdiCc4TtwPacmIKyUnX?si=ae21eabf8639400a

Love you Ayesha <3

DL link: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1oqBcFzT4sEPKO8EgtfSuCBnio3G1W03l/view?usp=sharing