sounds like an early work of the 1975 (shoot out at the university fair) i like it":0)))

please, dream faster

ill release real music sometime i promise

stop ! let me grab my backpack

i don’t wanna be late to my class again

honors been waiting since last november 

when we had to quarantine for a term 

had to keep the doors clean. in return

we would spend 14 days alone

only seeing four teens if were 

lucky enough to see a friend 

up in morning we would spend 

our time right online 

doing assignments 

RUN IT BACK !!!!!11

let me digress 

to when we were young, not scared of anyone 

don’t know where the time went

took a nap now it’s 2021

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

he said with a mask on

he can’t believe he’s already at the finish line

but before he packs up

he’s gotta pass one more class

i don’t wanna go

i don’t wanna go act like i’m happy 

about a cap thrown in the air 

don’t know if i’ll last long in the

real i world

fear the world x2

practice my penmanship 

while my pity’s pending in a

pretty small penny sized penitentiary 

that i call my brain. i don’t plan to plead 

for a plodding pace in life 

i just wanna say

i just wanna say 

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

class of 2021

out on all streaming platforms :) :) thanks @t0rr @soupandreas 4 working on it w meee

you told me to let go
cause i’ve been taking too long
i’ve been taking it solo
and you’ve been righting my wrongs

she said

how does it feel
to get what you want
how does it feel
to think that you’re good till youre gone

check, yes more of the same
you’re calling my name and i’m calling your bluff
ink on every page
i’m writing you letters and you’re writing my songs

yeah ive been living too fast and pushing on the gas and nobody’s giving me the option to stop

and i don’t wanna slow down but i never know if im living life right or wrong

she said
how does it feel
to get what you want
how does it feel
to think that you’re good till youre gone

howdoesitfeel? (prod. torr / soupandreas)

prod me!

stay for a minute
let me take a piece of your mind
you taste a bit like teenage drama
and what you want from me i can’t define

she said i could hurt you
i said i can take it
i never said that i want you
but i don’t wanna fake it anymore

and now we’re in my bedroom
on the floor with secrets in our wine
and you ask me bout the future
well i think eventually we’ll die

and then i said i could hurt you
she said she could take it
i don’t know what you want from me
and im just lost at sea

and now we’re treading dangerous water
wading through untamable souls
if we’re gonna get any farther
it’s gotta be everything or nothing at all

say what you mean
I’m falling endlessly
and what has to give
for you to get up get off and tell me how to live

and now she’s standing with me
on a cliff at the end of the world
and i’m not keen on jumping
but i don’t think i would do it with another girl

cherry

track 1

what can i say
i always hope i could see a pretty face from here
but im miles away
i’d burn to death in your atmosphere

but after the fall comes the break
and i’ve been looking for things to change

ready set go
i’m coming back home
and i’ll be looking for something new
i’m checking my soul
for something unknown
because i won’t be stuck on you

so what comes after
they’re telling me to please dream faster
and break down my walls
i got that broken bullet out my backside
and i can’t lie i thought that

i won’t lie i thought i couldn’t take it
you on my mind while i was wasted
i thought i was happy but i just faked it
i couldn’t do this while i tried to make it

i can’t lie i thought i couldn’t take it
you on my mind while i was wasted
i thought i was happy but i just faked it
i couldn’t do this while i tried to make it

ready, set, go!

track 5

i’m running up backrooms, spaces, all day
anything to keep me up scared, not
dreaming, of your, face
and fucking up my feelings again

it’s always the dullness of my suburbia and your city lights
growing up under different night skies
i didn’t feel like the right guy

so i tried being a poser but i wasn’t impressed
it comes down to your face and the way that you’re dressed
i got delusional but only to a certain effect
thought i was great when i’m only in the middle at best

and i’m tripping over my words
i’m saying jack shit even if i am heard
cause i just write about sex and the end of the world
and how i can’t get over the same girl

i don’t talk enough and i don’t say what i’m always thinking but maybe im not thinking enough
i’m dreaming of love and to myself i’m a winner
and if you don’t think the same well then i don’t give a fuck

suspensionofdisbelief (p. dretty pope)

track 2

she said
i am falling again
and i’m better for it
and i wish that we’d both die
and meet up in heaven

there been better days
so i better say
that you’d probably want to live
if you never fell for me

fuck me for being all on the fence, oh
and i got cool friends but they make me feel unspecial
but i met a girl at some party
she was there fore it started
and i felt like i’d just reached an intersection

she said i need a little cocaine, fuck playing games
what do you wanna do tonight
get a little shitfaced, trash this place
or maybe ask each other on a date

i don’t know where to go
i don’t know anyone she knows but i know
i’d prolly be better off in the back of a taxi alone with a heart and a soul

well i keep myself at a distance
or maybe i get a little too close
when i sing these words i hope somebody listens
if i didn’t write these songs nobody would know

that i feel
and i hope you see
i want to be real
i wanna be free

two miles outside of the i-270 loop

4 of 13 (single 2 of 3)

art by me!

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streaming: https://sparta.ffm.to/wl-10mm
lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-ten-mile-meltdown-lyrics

ten mile meltdown

lumberyard

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

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made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

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Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

____

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

source

I just wanna clear something up
I’m from a small town in a broken nation
I just wanna clear something up
You’re never gonna change if you don’t make some
You say you’re so afraid, and for what?
If only could make a couple bucks I’d be there
But I play it off
You’ll never see me in the room when I take off

I swear you couldn’t make it up
It’s a policy affair that no one cares about
And I swear I’m done and fed up
And no one’s ever gonna change if we don’t say sumn
Just stay off my back for one year I’m gone
Only worry if I’m wrong
You’re never gonna make it
Running round screaming in your songs
Could be wrong
By your definitions I don’t match your perfect Image
You’re never gonna make it running round screaming bout your affair
I don’t care

I just wanna clear something up
I just wanna
Yeah
(Hi)
I just wanna clear something
I just wanna
(Fuck)


But you’d never know the half of what was there
If you never ask
And you’re goin through the motions as if you don’t care
We know that that’s a lie
Yea you know that that’s a lie
And I know you said it twice
Yea I know you said it twice
Well maybe I’m wrong but you said it enough
Holding the advantage in your clutch
I won’t even mention all your luck
You were only 20 holding down a family on your own
How you’ve grown

By your definitions I don’t match your perfect Image
You’re never gonna make it 
running round screaming bout your affair
I don’t care

I just wanna clear something up

I just wanna clear something up

spotlight
coming in hot
a yellow flash is all it takes I see you when i meditate ’til you beeline
you always do
there’s no rational for you staying
so irrational for you to think I wouldn’t

go for all the second dates the morning after
I wonder what the fuq i said
to make you get up and leave

take my place
for now i need a minute

take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away

well I’m not gonna force it
telling horror stories
i couldn’t show you love in a purgatory now i see it
it’s all transitory
if its a yellow-white flash, it’s an allegory i wonder what it takes
i’ll settle for my fate
but i wouldn’t let you wait
you sighed from my mistakes


i wonder what i would be doing if it wasn’t for you
hiding from the truth is all i’ll ever do
ah fuq! i wish i said to you
‘no please don’t get up and leave’

take my place
for now i need a minute
take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away
yeah

and i stay lit
just a little bit
too long cause i wanna catch a glimpse of it you said you didn’t know me anymore no you said you didn’t know me
it’s my fault you let me go

It's my fault you let me go

i know the chorus sounds like the jonas brothers it was an accident my bad

streaming https://sparta.ffm.to/wl-ns

prod + mixed by me
mastered by @st1cksyea

lyrics https://genius.com/Wishlane-numbers-station-lyrics

numbers station

This album delves into the depths of my soul, echoing my personal journey and emotions that stemmed from creating my previous album, The Black Rose Symphony. Each song is a page torn from my journal, baring my innermost feelings and experiences, both past and present. It's an intimate exploration of who I am as a person, capturing the raw essence of my thoughts and struggles. Through this music, I expose myself to the world, inviting listeners to journey alongside me through the highs and lows of life's symphony.

Behind The Symphony

Do You Ever Wonder

thank you to @dobimusic for help with this. 

i am moving forward with my music, trying new things. stay tuned for more projects in the future. they may be very different :)

two miles outside of the i-270 loop

jacob geoffrey

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