@ty-nicholson-596812710 thank you so much i really appreciate it a lot

produced by aloa
lyrics below.

they always said that im a jerk
they always callin me a loser
and idk if its a gift or a curse
because it turns me into an abuser

blood on my face now
i feel fucking hate now
say do u relate now ?
im about to breakdown.
exterminate my brains wow
ive been hiding for way too long

oh
im going through withdrawls without you
i ask about you to the walls
i pray eventually ill fall
to the ground
and baby ill just fucking bawl

i try, and i try, but it don't work out
i cry, and i cry, till my heartbeat swells
i hide, and i hide, till you see me welt
i die, and i die, cuz i hate my health

27 messages
im just reminiscing it
friends all say that your a prick
baby i think im the prick
you always said i'm a dick
you always said i'm a bitch
or its just the voices making me feel so damn fucking sick

(ALL PLATS) falltotheground

AUGHG GHG FUCKCKEEE
EEEEEEEEprod me
@yuliaband

horrible yulia demo i fucking hate this song dude i cant make music literally end me

cred alphie for flow ig kinda and obv alex g

miss yew

at what point did you decide to stop taking me seriously? ,gyaru

ALL ALONE

not personal (prod. luckyy)

#6 - what a pathetic story
prod. casper’s pishogue

I'm not a stalker, I'm your guardian angel
Your beauty bewitches me, you're my angel
If I'm not thinking about you, I must be dead
Your skin glows the most pretty hue, you're all inside of my head

And I'm not a stalker, I'm your guardian angel
Your beauty bewitches me, you are my angel
And if I think about someone else, I will be dead
I love it when we're skin to skin, baby, don't you ever leave my bed

guardian angel

#10 - what a pathetic story

I'm stranded, of course
I can't do this anymore
Can't move, I'm flat on the floor
I dreamt of being a corpse
I know I'm a poser, I just have no friends
I'll be the laughing stock again
My misery ends in one more breath

I know I'm a monster, I live with so much guilt
Am I the reason you got killed? In your deathbed watch your blood spill
I'm a horrible boyfriend
Your mother's worst nightmare
I should be dead, but I'm still there Oh no, no, no, electric chair

outro - beating myself up

#9 - what a pathetic story

I might take your life outside of mine
I know you don't want me here, you don't need to lie
I'm counting my losses, chain made of crosses
I'm going through a crisis, contagious virus

In my fucking head, all I hear is sirens
I wish it was silence
Devils are my vices, paying all the prices
Isolating myself with my thoughts didn't work after all

Break, stab me in the jaw
Analyze my flaws
I am not your god
Fuck
Jumping off the bridge
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna live

I'm just like my father, unapologetic bastard
An eye for an eye, if I kill you I'm plastered
I'll down the whole bottle, I'm laying on the pavement
Run me right over, I'm an easy replacement

unapologetic bastard

stop or ill die on this phone call

<3
@4ever-collective
@Xelfiy
@20ofive

lyrics
Xelfiy:
it aint your fault at all
I keep my heart locked up inside this vault

I keep it away from yall
it aint your fault at all
I keep my heart locked up inside this vault

it aint your fault at all
I keep my heart locked up inside this vault
to keep it away from yall


Nod:
it's not your fault at all
secrets down the hall
I keep em locked up and away from you

like I don't got much time
and I don't wanna get close
leave me all behind
and forget about my echoes

please don't find me
please don't find me
hope my death on time
and not untimely

put my hope in a box
next to the rope and some scotch
baby photos, I might throw up
how'd we get to here

I was 17 I swear it's only been a year
I lost track of time
I was supposed to end up dead 
or somewhat sorta fine

I guess it's why I sorta walk the line
you can take my heart cause it don't feel like mine
I'm breaking arms with weight on mind
punchin walls and missing calls
so please just take your time

and when I don't return just know it's fine
leave me in the dark
 I know I'm lost and I'm not far
this my final arc
thinkin this is where we part 


20oFive:
i apoligize
for all but every time
for when tears fill youre eyes
and not to my suprise
its my fault
i know that im cause of it all

memories replay
my eyes they trace youre face
i woulve gave it all
but its to much for me to take
i hate
my fucking brain it aches
i know its my mistake
and im the one to blame
im the one to blame

it aint youre fault at all
i keep my locked up inside this vault
to keep it away from ya

it aint youre fault at all
i keep my locked up inside this vault
to keep it away from ya

stop or ill die on this phone call

salve

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