prod. metlast

if I cover my eyes
i wont see the wreck, but still
open your mind to the fears, that I'm willing
driving at night scares me to death
why
anxiety lays, in my head all the time

don't lie
you can see the smile from my eyes, eyes
its so hard to comply
with you
and all the things thats going on in the world its true

ill cry
hold my hand through the night
me and u
we'll make it through the fire
the power amongst us
the people in power, just making everyone cower

can you see the welt
baby please just be yourself
patient 23 is creeping back, its so hard to shelf
all of my past
all of the stress and tears
no one is left

my best friend is lost in my head
I guess that I regret
my decisions and my past
cause we're the reason no one left
 
nothing is changing
baby just hold my hand
and hold your breath
and hope to God there's something left

all i see

Thought I had a better sense of this 
Astigmatism showing images that I don’t think I’ll miss 
At the cross road lamp lights circle in the mist 
What direction can we figure from the list 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly 

i didn’t wanna be here in the first place so when you’re ready let’s go
she put big rocks in this blunt i feel my skin turn to stone
so imma be up all night
just perfecting these songs
i’m sorry im late i was just spinning think these pills make me more drunk
i swear its not even fun
love, baby tell me that i am the one
and what’s said is done
swear this denim packed with toxic
i can’t feel my lungs
you should check your phone i think too much
and i miss your touch
please excuse the interruption when i grab the clutch
imma be driving all night

imma drive up that road that we both know too well 
By the back of our hands our palms can sense it when the ridge fell 
I’m keeping two plates on me 
I can’t decide for your eyes sake baby 
I’ll keep it low just like the temperature this morning 
let’s keep on sorting 
this mess could you adorn me 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly

lamp light ft. notahero (cl6udy)

sharpen the blade w/ re: (yunnygoldz)

uh hello again

Lyrics

We should talk when it’s over
I just can’t in this headspace
I cover up mistakes
To keep out of harm's way
I can’t with the judgement
Is there ever a good day?

How is everything okay?
Cause I’m fucking broken
My anxiety’s got me
It’s hands on my neck
It’s forcing words that I’m choking
But I guess I should say it
And I guess you should know it
Oh well
What's it like dragging me to hell?
I hope someday I’ll break my spell

Nothing hurts me anymore
I barely recognize me
The eyes that reflect
I don’t ever feel remind me of me

Hope my soul is with the trees
And has finally found peace
Pack a bowl full of leaves
Just to rip it til I green

Fuck the party, make a scene
Never sober, never clean
Honestly don’t even care
To get on track cause nothing seems

Any more than make believe
Anymore than just a dream
Soon I’ll wake up
And I’ll take up
My own burden in my wings

uncanny valley (prod. wraithontheporch)

and we all know happened
 I think It all burned down in auburn 
And I won’t warrant that reaction 
but you can tell me all about it while we go

check out consignment and every store 
It’s not replacements but holding places 
we cherish more than we know in the core
choose the new ones it’s hard to face it 

adjust the ocular focus what’s ahead and I credit 
those before me chose adore me 
open the levy let’s start this out  
we gotta start letting this go to start living out our lives oh 
better said than done put the effort in we’ll get it right this time 

But if we don’t then I won’t hold it against you 
No I won’t 
I won’t 
I said 
Just Sever everything 
I thought I could 
I doubted through it all 
I called I talked 
It didn’t solve a thing 
I crawl along it’s staying underneath 
and we grew this outward 
distance claimed by forces 
outlawed from the trinsic
Plains and we can just get out of there
Out of reach again this time 

adjust the ocular focus what’s ahead and I credit 
those before me chose adore me 
open the levy let’s start this out  
we gotta start letting this go to start living out our lives oh 
better said than done put the effort in we’ll get it right this time

we all know what happened (King Theta)

Wake Up w/ Brecken

prod yunnygoldz

lyrics ⬇️ 
lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat
just look at my characteristics 
i swear i got nothin to show
a lot less than most
not what you expected not even close
when i look in your eyes mine dont wanna close
if i love you then everyone knows
that i wont make it there without a new dose

yea i swear you look beautiful in every single pose
not an angle to imagine that i think uou could blow
but everything explodes when your over 
and nothing ignites as we planned
i can tell how tonights gonna be in advance 

ive lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat

whys it so hard just to look ahead in my life for a minute 
everyones upset i dont know why theyre livid
can you tell me when it’s finished 
oh they think im trippin out on the barstreet
but really im just chillin with grayson
so when you tell me that you love me
it only seems like its partly

hardly ever wanna step foot inside house now days
and i dont wanna look up
yea
cuz i would rather hide my face
and its hard not to tear up
when i think about everything i fail in my life in your eyes
but its okay
and i cant even flinch when they hit me with those words in my face cuz i know that theyre coming
doesnt matter what i think cuz im a still a disgrace according to their wording
but im hurting, tell em everyday and only thing they say is sure thing

tell me when it’s finished

lyrics

you say its from smoking but i think tears grown plants inside of my lungs
kinda like the tree that i parked my skateboard at when i was young
right before the highway that id run across
cuz cars drove fast and i couldnt push it fast enough
i been thinking bout the past lately
im just bored from all the nothing thats been taking up my time lately

i dream about you a lot
im here for you when youre not there for yourself
i know my way around here baby i, made it out of hell
i made it out of hell
in purgatory
bones stripped till weak
you own a piece of me
flowers in your hair
i wish that i was there for you
when i should be
i dont wanna be here
i drove home drunk in the front seat
i cant let you lose that faith you have in me
and then i get to stressing and you say "baby just breathe"

i dream about you a lot
im here for you when youre not there for yourself
i know my way around here baby i, made it out of hell
i made it out of hell
in purgatory
bones stripped till weak
you own a piece of me
flowers in your hair
i wish that i was there for you
when i should be
i dont wanna be here
i drove home drunk in the front seat
i cant let you lose that faith you have in me
and then i get to stressing and you say "baby just breathe"

purgatory 2 (dexter yu x juanchi)

won’t let us end

<3
@4ever-collective
@Xelfiy
@20ofive

lyrics
Xelfiy:
it aint your fault at all
I keep my heart locked up inside this vault

I keep it away from yall
it aint your fault at all
I keep my heart locked up inside this vault

it aint your fault at all
I keep my heart locked up inside this vault
to keep it away from yall


Nod:
it's not your fault at all
secrets down the hall
I keep em locked up and away from you

like I don't got much time
and I don't wanna get close
leave me all behind
and forget about my echoes

please don't find me
please don't find me
hope my death on time
and not untimely

put my hope in a box
next to the rope and some scotch
baby photos, I might throw up
how'd we get to here

I was 17 I swear it's only been a year
I lost track of time
I was supposed to end up dead 
or somewhat sorta fine

I guess it's why I sorta walk the line
you can take my heart cause it don't feel like mine
I'm breaking arms with weight on mind
punchin walls and missing calls
so please just take your time

and when I don't return just know it's fine
leave me in the dark
 I know I'm lost and I'm not far
this my final arc
thinkin this is where we part 


20oFive:
i apoligize
for all but every time
for when tears fill youre eyes
and not to my suprise
its my fault
i know that im cause of it all

memories replay
my eyes they trace youre face
i woulve gave it all
but its to much for me to take
i hate
my fucking brain it aches
i know its my mistake
and im the one to blame
im the one to blame

it aint youre fault at all
i keep my locked up inside this vault
to keep it away from ya

it aint youre fault at all
i keep my locked up inside this vault
to keep it away from ya

not your fault ft. Xelfiy X 20ofive (prod. Acey)

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

phobia [hollowprpl]

some of the bars of all time
@4EVER-COLLECTIVE

not your fault ft. Xelfiy X 20ofive (prod. Acey)

Nod

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