Privated go listen to the other version


[Free non profit]
First track and it's a motherfuckin bangerrrr 
(honestly more mid than anything but enjoy)

Lyrics:
Headshot, you just got body bagged (body bagged)
how you gonna defend your life when you can't hold a gun now it's fun
talkin off it talkin profits 

to your false god you can call me Nod 
you should be praising me 
could've took your life you'd'a given it willingly

Will in me use this magic clip
for my magic gatt
little bit of gunpowder 
end your shit real fast
spellcastin deaths curse
already know I'm the fuckin worst

"yeah I'm the fucking worst... like the sound of that."

Back to making moves yeah I ughh
back to smoking weed yeah I FUCK (godamnit)
back to gettin paid yeah it's cash (MONEY)

"GOD OH MY GOODNESS"
20k a head so I'm making 80 grand
Thats your squad and they dead doesn't matter where you land
I don't even try like i got deadshot, daquiri
dumbass play when you tried jackin me
only one playin me is your girl when I'm naked

n' yo girl is freakin like you should come and get her
off my spaceship
but your dead and I guess it's for the better 
next time I'mma take the shot from space
5 HS so we callin it an ace

 "star-- starfox 64 type beat or some shit?"

Headshot From Space (Prod. by YNGD)

shoutout @r3converse for fire ah beat

lyrics:
the skinsuit my prison
I link to material world
head is cloudy I can't listen to this no more

i got skele in my skin let him out I'm cuttin body
I wield defleshers thats akimbo akin to my fuckin sketchers
keepin duality and I'm feedin 2 my delusions
I know I'm weirr w it but I'm just makin my tracks
but If I ciggy then I'd be smoking hella pack
but I got that backwoood
tobacc-no I just hit the green n go
I skip that red and I ran the yellow

I'd look blue in the face if I still had my skin
but I'm red flesh I won't die it can't happen again

you act so nice but ya miss w the knife
went through my back and in skinsuit

I got the dead to do jujitsu you made a mistake
my aura horror u start to shake

Cause I could be gunz w It
i'm really gone no mind n shit
I'm just mindin my own shit and yours and yours and yours

I guess thats lesson you either turn or you dyin here
(dyin here I guess you might be dyin here)

you should join me
kill yourself and be reborn a new
it only hurts more than you could comprehend

but this shit better than being bored and waiting for my fucking end
I hit restart I tapped into witchery and I lost my fucking human form
I paid the price in body parts
and god he parts my path from the rest
I'd be spillin the beans but my sin static I cant ever hear the holy in my presence
I know I'm judged everpresent

I think I cut my ties to the veil to fast
and I know you think god cares but he would've intervened

Akimbo Defleshers (prod. R3con)

Prod. @taurs x @prodbysxda

bloodlines shit just ain't for the family
snow lines she's blowing it for calamity 
we killin health in the sake of insanity
ain't that insane (ain't that insane)

all thought we'd be a little farther than we been
the body wash scars away you are more than your sins

but if you don't stop to repent the wasted days
the fire in your skin will eat you in the worst of ways

but some would take the itchy skin 
than have a bitch admit they sin
fuckin unbelievable you're really lettin him down
fuckin unconceiveable you're seeing it now

cause you are god and I am him
and the only thing we callin sin
is the shit that don't sit right

don't sit right in your head after hours
it's been hours with the same 'sitch on repeat
probably what they meant by run it back and run it up
I'm in my mind I know I'm fucked
fuck x8


I thought it out a million times
and if they really tellin lies
what the fucks it matter?
what I really got to lose?
I got a few loose screws
but I can run off broken parts
shit I'm already runnin off the broken heart

oop, there it goes my woe is me
on some bitch shit, cryin in the whip shit
outside of the function I couldn't stand it
but I'll never have it
fuck the health I got bad habits

I'll never move past em if I stand and do nothing
it ain't alot but this the most i ever spoke
yeah bitch I know I'm mostly fried
but trust my grain of salt I heard the angels & I know they lied

and I'll never live under a fake god under a fake name
it's a fake life lived in vain, full of pain

guess I'm missin summer rain
guess we're heaven searchin

but the only time I've ever seen it
I was hella fried I was lookin in her eyes
Heaven ain't a place it's a feelin

do you feel it?

some get to wake up with heaven in their arms
others wakin up with fear inside their hearts

ain't it fuckin hard?
I swear I'm feelin you
but god cannot come and save you
we are on our own

What You Cant Do (prod. Taurs X Woahsxda)

Prod. @yunnygoldz

hand in hand I hand her my heart
I took it out it beats for you
I bleed for you your need for me
it's gone and you're leavin me
leavin me behind guess thats fine
hurt a little bit so I took my time

that's time wasted
time felt stand still
sisyphus and the fuckin hill
let the weight crush me 
I wasted efforts
I'm wasted: empty bottles where I got left to drown
think I'm punishin me 

cuz I'm never sober
just like I told her
"I can't quit I'd rather die" Guess I'm depressed n shit
Guess I really let the fuckin pressure hit
Guess I'm really on my depression shit 

man it's really like that
yeah she wanna fight
but I don't rlly wanna fight back
yeah she try to hurt me
but I'm Hurcules tough shit bitch you ain't hurtin me

all it cost was some fuckin numb
Cuz my heart shit fortified
no I don't wanna live past 45
I know it waits for me how do yall feel alive?
all I feel is wanna die

that's on friendly fire 
this state shit is fuckin dire
that ain't even count the politics
 
we get one shot I sold it for some drugs
shit ain't even get me high I call it medicine

call it medicine they callin profits
I call that shit false god like no god just nod

n his fuckin struggles
stress shit runnin doubles
no wonder he'da fuckin break 

guess it's a show now
call that shit VIP
guess he rlly brokedown
hope he don't KMS
call the EMT 
runnin out of time now

Hurt A Little Bit (prod. Yunny Goldz)

Prod. @Vamp1relif3styl3

shorty been sniffin a pill
she been sellin her will
that's on god
shit'll eat you up
she'd a eat you up	

cuz it's jus a fuckin party
n this bitch rlly think she barbie
face numb she'd a go ruh-tardy

but i guess thats what you get for making devil deals
fuck I love the green so I hope my fucking demons heal (fuck I'm stuck on green)

but i don't give a fuck I'm gettin drunk
I'm turnin up I'm rollin blunt I'm finna stunt
gotta do my dash move my cash
movin faster
fast life so I must'a moved past her
guess the green took me to greener pasture

ran that field took the yards
i went 2 hard
n now I'm fuckin it up
i had some moves 2 make and now I'm movin up

when i hit the top 
she give me top down
silly bitch I'm fuckin n dippin
can't be cuffin a dumbass clown (ur a clown :3 )

she said you manipulator
I said your a fuckin beggar
heres a fuckin $20
bitch I hope it serves you plenty

Baller Shit Ig Ft. AVXiD (prod. Vamp1relif3styl3)

Prod. @riskyrice
sample from: they look like people

godamn it's a nice day 
I don't see it tho
I got cloudy overhead

yeah it's cloudy over here
I'm just hidin under fear
you don't wanna take me back
you don't wanna see me like that

cuz I'm broken down
not a bad day it's a bad fuckin life

"how you speak like that"
"how you think like that"
real question how the fuck you don't?

guess I'm just pissed off
I could just list off
the reasons I don't wanna be here

but I don't got time for that 
probbly just break down wouldn't speak a word

yah I know that they don't wanna hear it
and a funeral would be buzzkillin
suicide; the hero kills the villian

guess the worst killed the best and thats a vice versa
I spend vice on my visa got some drink to go super saiyan 
guess I'm goin vegeta
yeah I'm killin u all I'm cookin it up like fajita 

Need every song to be a heater
Prove I'm not the worst of the weaker

all my thoughts just get bleaker

cuz I was weaker back then
n I'll probably be weaker again
I'll prolly be dead in a ditch or fuckin over a friend
I'll be makin amends
I'll be takin my meds

Cloudy Overhead (prod.Risky777)

Free for non profit soundcloud only.

got a new face and I'm goin 2 ways
two faced up on a two way street
too fucked up in a new town
got a newfound passion
other than these newports and the shitty fashion
I been runnin laps on these rappins
half t;he shit was just cappins 
but I'm still makin action
you can sneak a peak if you read the captions

it's like time travel for half a second
but half a second makes the worlds difference
the worlds different 
so I guess a butterfly really chose the timeline
that's fate accept it and be fine

how the fuck I'mma accept a fate like that
while the world burns and my stomach churns
this shits too real

but I'm alice in wonderland I'm delulu
I just want beats to hit that new new

so I hit the youtube just 2 make another drop
they say who are you dude  Just another flop

2 years and I'll make it really rock
2 years and we'll see if I ever stop

like can I hold my passions
adhd makes my mental rationed
so I'm starvin for a feeling
they won't ever know what I'm fuckin ffeelin

damn bitch I'm a fuckin downer (dinosaur /shrug)
so I hit the nujabes I'm findin new ways
to conquer shit 
I'm goin bonkers it's driving me insane
thinkin I'mma lose my brain

but I never took that break
so I guess that I will strain
so strain I will
stretched too thin like toothpick and the floss
brushin me to the side
it's crushin me up inside

they don't care about the words hurt
or the words worth
worthless when you beat down by a couple million sentences 
sentence is trapped in my mind 
seconds are wrapped into time

and I've been wastin it
never facin it
I've been wastin in the basement
guess I like the torment
it's just abhorrent
40 hours work and I can't afford rent
work work work and I'm nvr makin cents

so they never hit me up for 2 thoughts
I want 2 thots to make my body hard
yeah i like they body parts
distractin, like every act paid to the actor
but this actress pro bono
she been lookin for a donor

I put my d on her
that's an honorary position
I flip her over and she's on a mission
she make my woody buzz till I lightyear

been hard since 2020 so I keep it light here
right here when I can when I'm in the present
but when I'm not, like in my head and shit
my morals and I dissent 
I descend into madness

Two Faced, Too Real. (prod. Allcaps)

Soundcloud non profit only

i remember back when she just wanna talk
I said "bout what" she said anything
Guess I didn't really get it then
But I think I get it now can we just

talk, talk to me baby.
I, I know you hate me
oh, I wouldn't wanna date me either
heartbroke, no curing this fever x2

And I could really ruin this
I could really fuck it up
I mean look at the 2 of us
I knew you you knew me
but you didn't cause inside I was distant
look at the dissocance
we could never be

baby we got same problems but we clash too hard
different drugs swervin n' I'mma crash this car
fuck outta dodge
I'll eat the pavement
ran outta luck 6 under
n' it ain't the basement

you about'a laugh and then feel hurt
prolly that first one but then the latter
like way after cause you did me dirty
and i'mma fucking blowup
all I gotta do is showup
but I just wish we could...

talk, talk to me baby.
I, I know you hate me
oh, I wouldn't wanna date me either
heartbroke, no curing this fever x2

Bitch I had you
I had to run it up
We got that quarter bag
Smoke that quarter oz
Bitch could really make it bounce

what a scene
how obscene
the only fans could buy a house
20 bucks a skrrt I snapshotted up her blouse

fund our weed habit
we fuck like rabbit
we would keep at it
just stack our bands
if you're gone
lemme face time your face cam
I wanna see that pretty face damn
and she had wanna see me too
she had wanna see me

stare at cell phone interface
photos and we both know it's her face
hearing voices and I swear I think it's you
and it's not what your here to do
but could we just

talk, talk to me baby.
I, I know you hate me
oh, I wouldn't wanna date me either
heartbroke, no curing this fever x2

I Know Its Too Late To Talk (prod. Taigen X Jkei)

Non profit soundcloud only

I remember heart shaped hickies on my neck
kids were young and dumb
blickey out my bag
stickey when I cap it
need the cleaners
cleanin while I rap it

oh my god
body bags I bag the cash
bloody rags I feel the gash
oh my god that cuts deep

 heart shaped hickeys she had left me bruised
heart beat I'm beat  your a fuckin liar
she says I'm fine I'll get past it but my headspace a little fuckin dire

Drowning in the drought I can feel the fire
god or the devil, I think they smiting me
god or the devil I think I'm fighting me

Cause I know my past is holy and my veins demonic
my mouth speak through speakers its sub sonic 
when the bass hits it's an exorcism how my head spins

head spinnin just to stay on beat
head spinnin just to find my vape
hit it to get my head on straight
cause I've been walkin backwards
I take progress and erase it
I fear the thought that I could fucking make it

take the progress I had made and fuckin change it
you were open to the concept til you weren't
200 thousand lyrics delted (deleted) and rewritten
but you won't ever; you're a spare puzzle piece you're not fittin

so that heart shaped hickey on my neck
won't fill my heart shaped hole on my chest
 I swear baby lovin you was the best
only aces if loving you was a test

too bad I'm a fuckin dropout
she want it on the low now
bitch I'm alone now
you went dense and I got stoned 
hit the plug
sparks flyin off the bud
I am not your friend don't pretend to be friend to me
I am not your fam don't you call us family

we are not family we are not ohana
you had fucked off 
you can't come back if you wanna

heart shaped hickey on my neck
lethal 9mil blickey pointed at my head
I could never pull it like I'm pullin stunts
aye yo if it's a blunt I'm pullin runtz
opps comin at me then I'm killin grunts
hoes lookin for me like I'm slayin ____

Heart Shaped Hickey (prod. 4tm X Soundsbymicah X Atononmymind)

I can't feel love

lyrics:
I don't think love was for me
Even if they said it
Even if they meant it
Home is where the fire is
look into my iris
I'll be runnin from the flames
run me down I'll go insane
she had raise me up
just to shut me down again
how you call yourself a friend
if you plannin out the fuckin end
just to much to think I might shut down again (edited)

bitch if you call now I'd leave it unheard
send a text I'd leave it unread
unread, ongod.
I'm going home, I'm killin time
trace veins on skin of mine
it's fine
it's only ever a thought
but I could be convinced
like persuade me persuade me
I wanna die baby
and as of lately
I've been feeling pressure on my back
I can feel that pressure and I might crack

cause fuck I tried but it wasn't enough

I don't think love was for me
Even if they said it
Even if they meant it
Home is where the fire is
look into my iris
I'll be runnin from the flames
run me down I'll go insane
she had raise me up
just to shut me down again
how you call yourself a friend
if you plannin out the fuckin end
just to much to think I might shut down again

I Cant Feel <3 (prod. Wetmall)

girl you got my heart beat 
cause I'm star struck
I'll be whippin hand on her thigh
got her moanin for me
she want it now like in the backseat
crazy taxi 
 paying chump change how they tax me
back when guardin dropped ataraxy 
I was at dnd I miss my boys
they growin up to never seein me 

I'll be in the west to the east side
cuz bein the best is not a free ride
cheap highs don't come free
but I made that bag
i'll make it back
I got home free
homebound
earthbound
 PK fire in the booth
when I spit fire I hit the boof

boy too faded boys too jaded
stayin elevated
like elevator I take the comeup to the top floor
your ass is stayin at the lobby door
embarassin
don't let the karens in
unless they milf pack
I like a milf rack
shorty come back to come again
and next time I'mma have her bring a friend

Crazy Taxi (prod. Dyingsun)

soundcloud free non profit only
thanks @20ofive

lyrics
oh sunday love I'll take you home
just hold my hand while we walk there
up the road a bit quaint house tire swing oak tree
you said to "hold me" I take no time to see your pretty face align with mine

pretty face with those blue eyes
oh my god tell me lies
If I get to hear your voice
I'm listening, as if I had a choice
but i think I sold free will heh
she's goin in for the kill yuh
give her my heart for real aye
lovin you's a bigass deal okay
still can't believe you came my way

sunday down by the creek
where the bullies can't find us and we feel strong and not weak
we'll be the king and the queen
we'll work through our problems and never be mean
we got a kingdom to build 
and options can yield cause I'm only picking you
I wonder if you had a choice would you pick me too
my sunday love I'm taking you like they take drugs
247 I'd take you even if I'm locked out of heaven 

20ofive:
we're stuck in slow mo
i'll go where you go
we'll always stay close
I swear that our love will never stop fadin
my heartrate yeah it stays elevated
I'm gonna keep us from ever ever changing
yeah, i'mma save it
I've been struck sunday love
can't get enough it's like a buzz
yeah your my drug you got me stuck
stuck on us our loves a must
I'm an addict physical touch I never had it
I know that I seem so dramatic
reach out for your love and I grabbed it
you're the cure of sadness

sunday love ft. 20ofive (prod. michael harrison)

Thanks @xelfiy <3
lyrics:
words like jumbled cables they  spark in my head
babe my shits fried I can't get a word
let alone a sentence
a blank page my penance
god can be a witness 
I'mma write a hundred million poems for you
these lyrics have meaning
I just need you to hear or see or feel it or something

I thought something was nothing
I should pay attention to those I can't afford to lose 
more people
and I know I feel evil but I don't think I am
told me to cut you off well I don't think I can

put my heart on a track
let the others judge me
I'm self aware and yeah I fucking care
I'm in my head on the 247

and baby I'll meet you in heaven
cause I'd wait more than life and time itself
if your ever lacking health
you can have it all
my blood my skin 
just absorb my sins
you are pure
you are her
no one else could compete
I want you on my social feed
I remember nights of weed
now it's just me and the pen

got the pen by my side
I'mma hit it once
I'mma hit it twice
I'm forgetting you

 via vice
Under miami neon lights
don't make me say it twice
I could run it nice

but you don't want it clean
I think you enjoyed the fights
I'm leavin town tonight

and I think it's finally right
for me
I got cities to see

new beginnings ft. xelfiy (prod. michael harrison)

lyrics
a harmless thought will take off and spiral
I'm talking for like miles
that send me to panic attack
and man I'm feelin real wack

I just can't get to breathin
my thoughts are fast and my body can't keep up
I wanna chill w my feet up
like pointed at the sky 
does the big man see that I try
I'm overwhelmed
I'm at the helm
I'm goin overboard
the anchors severed
were at the mercys weather

I know that others die sometimes
it makes me break down some nights
and I know that grandma's gone
for her I hope heavens real
but this my purgatory I will not sit and cry

so I go and write some lines
I'm workin for better
I'm tryna stay 4ever
or prove to the ones that said I could never
cause fuck they were right
It's embarrassin
I'm tryna stay out of sight
and work on myself I work in my hell
that's a bad enviorment
probably why I'm a bad liar then
and Idk why I'm tellin em
so call me out if I'm failing you
if I am I deserve to feel that hell in you
and I hope it burns
and I hope it hurts

harmless thoughts (prod. michael harrison)

I got sick and wasn't able to layer this but it's still goin up :P

lyrics
loveless girl who met the lover boy
heartbroke attitude
 she wants this dude
he wants her too
casanova
eye contact
and were high in fact
on this lovers dream
u know what I mean

I can feel the time stop
baby let the lights drop
 lay here just for a little
just till I'm feelin better
your my rememedy when I'm under weather

all the other girls made me a little love sick
I swear you make my fucking heart tick
you set the pace
your my pacemaker

2 hearts in our palms gripped together
I hope we stay forever
I take my pinky for pinky promise
I turn that to diamond rings
i'm bein honest
and I can't see beyond us
I guess your my present
I'm sick of the past
and the futures runnin a little late
so let me turn this to a date

2 minutes on repeat
when you needin me
I'm making love songs
to love her when I'm gone

I took that loveless girl and brought her heart back
I think this life is finally on track
I can feel the color comin back

I can see the color again yuh
I don't wanna be just friends aye
and ik your parents hate me yeah
they're just protecting you
and I'd hate me too
but from my point of view
I fell for you

2heartsinpalms (prod. michael harrison) [demo - Bonus]

Happy 4th of july!

ily and tysm @xelfiy @20ofive @user-734824545 and the rest of @4ever-collective <3

lyrics
sick of the fights 
Yeah I had to get out of home
and now I'm out my comfort zone
run that city life
fuck that hometown
fuck your old girl
fuck those old fights

sick of that it was like every single night we were fightin and fightin
battles bigger than titans v titans

soon I'mma be runnin up my band shit I'mma buy a fuckin banshee
runnin up my mastercard
meetin broads in the afterdark
this club is way to fuckin crowded
lets get around it

and she's astounded it's prolly half the drugs she pounded
and put up her nose and heaven knows I know how to pick em
like who the fuck am I to go and fix em

stay on my own
I guess I'll flex out for a little
insult me I'll take it my ego not brittle
yall talkin like stuarts ya little ya rats 

I been droppin the raps
and friends dissapearing like the snaps
on my phone
I'm losing people I'd call home

I guess i'm feelin home sick
but I ain't fuckin home less
I still got old friends, not as many
and these new ones, I think these my people
they showin love after evil done em wrong
they just bunch it up and put it in a song
that's full of emotion I hope they know they got the talent
they could run up the balance
off of ballads alone

and yall my fuckin home
I went from no raps to still not off of my dome
I went from all on my own
to livin with my vrodie my fuckin homie
after this i'mma go roll these

New Nights Ft. Xelfiy X 20ofive (prod. Gage Oakes)

@blake-tolley-632709954 
@4ever-collective
Isxxxc bodied me and I should've posted this like 2 months ago
<3

lyrics
I make bangers for bitches
I make bangers for riches
this shit a no brainer in business
dividends I'm gettin paid
money so fat the irs wanna raid
guess they want a cut
but they already taxed me
I got that call in the back of a taxi
I hung it up
I had that bitch posted up on pole
shit was crazy
she's a good girl no parole

she gonna do it if I ask her too without the attitude
she gonna break the law for me
wantin nods fenty for free
got that drug shit like pennies to me
it's worthless in abundance
this shit a film like it's sundance
skippin church on sundays
and somedays
I think I could really use a blessing
I could really stop the stressin
over dumb shit
like a dumb bitch
calm down hit the pen
and do it again

I got the devil in my doses
I got that happy in my potion
if I'm not rappin then it's not in motion
I gotta cause a fucking commotion
I need heads to turn on a dime
I want my name in a neon sign
on a stage with a mile long line
I may be losing my mind
but I'm better than ever
I may be taking my time
but at least it's not never
bitch I'm here I chose 4ever

No Brainer Ft. Isxxxc (prod. Tiedforsilver)

accidentally got too high and deleted this
redid the mix a little, enjoy lol

lyrics
Boom boom pow
pal world the way I'm buddy buddy
chat clip it that shit was really nutty
I'm talk rappin I call this just yappin
I don't stfu but I can f u how you want it

they want it nice and easy like served on a platter
I'mma fuck that bitch like her life dont even matter

how you droppin love song and love song and want some love on
someone who just gon fuck you up like tatted type 
that wap is tight and she got tits to match the fits 
she in 6 in' heels hope it's me she kills

and darling
i could really use your body
I could fuck you with the BDE alone
I'm high as shit like post maloney
they tellin lies like cap thats baloney
locations on the map
she like show me
I said no free transport
but you can walk it in your jansport

jansports on the dancefloor 
I told her dance whore
she can dance more
she wants a chance for

lettin loose a bit
up and tight like a noose and shit
and nuisances
 gon kill the vibe
I've been ridin my high
on the beat i ride it low
808 kick hittin on the flow

these eddies got me slumped
I could use a bump
but I don't fuck with angel dust
that shit is dangerous

i got me like 2 vodka redbulls and a shorty on my lap
 run it real nice she gonna let me tap 

aye and I'll pay that shit right back yeh
cause I got this little bitty bendin over 
 think she thought I was her lover
how she ride it to the moon and back
pro rider the way she never slack

 opposite to me I'm not a tryhard
god tried to take me out
so I guess I die hard

die hard for christmas
that shit was on my wishlist
but I've been doin mischief 
I wonder where the misses at
I wonder where the bitches at
I wonder how a bitch react
when my ego too big for my britches
I guess I'm burnin bridges

hot boy like bridget 
she askin for my digits
I gave her the burner phone
she can earn my main line
and when I'm done send her home

I told her I'd pay for the uber
or we can get drinks and a little cooler
I can give you my overtime and still make rent
I ain't even sellin fent

speakin like I ascended
don't get offended
this shit ain't really serious
fuck around you really curious

yeah I'm the real ???
bouncy beat like b ball
I levitate while ya free fall
I'm guessin thats my aura
saved me like deus ex in a horror
I'm almost out of time and I don't wanna bore ya

Vodka Redbull (prod. NuWav)

lyrics
I teeter the fence like good and evil
try my best but I'm still gonna lose my people
I'm talkin death and other evils
greed and addiction
breedin confliction

i don't understand it its like yall bandits
hurt my heart need bandaids
in my head I got mad days
oh I'm fuckin wastin it
but i sat there didn't do shit
so I got catchup to do 
workin to bring somethin new

and I know I'm switchin up
I just gotta evolve
can I handle it all
like under pressure 
under weather
I'll survive the fall
and in my songs I can act real tall
I'm settin goals to knock down
watch me hit em now



michael harrison is blessed for this one
I got flow like cash out the bank son
I fw you if you a day one
ransom I ain't gon pay none
your piece is prolly a fuckin paintgun
like whatchu gonna do stain some

on other topics
 took your bitch to the tropics
she was like topless
and heartless killin the dance floor
shit that like only fans for

I guess it was nothin
hopped on the beat 
while I ate a mcmuffin
yall make nothin
groovy I'mma take something
keep it light to keep me movin
smoking gas it got me cruisin

Paintgun (prod. Michael Harrison)

Free non profit soundcloud only

lyrics
Yeah I came in on the low
uh 
faded i'm faded I know
yuh
she want it she want it it shows
yo
winnin me back she is snappin a tit
talkin and talkin a vox on this bitch
fuckin and dippin I block on that bitch
Whippin and skrrrtin I'm lovin this shit

certain I'm killin it
persian I'm wearin it
money I'm earnin it
dankish I'm burning it
yeah we smoking doinks in amish
help us get through broken promise
wish yall could be fuckin honest
workin from the dusk to dawn its

quite exhaustin
got me lost in
something else on my mind
I'm runnin away like all the time

and you are not the tell your mom I'm sorry type
it's not a love song this shit hyhpe
i'm talking that netflix vibe
she might ride
I barely know her name
yet I already know her game
she been playin fatal hearts
you cannot play with fate of cards uh

I've been movin it all 
via action not no nappin
you been daydreamin
I'm been chasin a dream
catch me on that bigscreen
 kill you with my laser beam
no we ain't the same team
now I'm blowin up the scene

Faded Ik (prod. Probelad + pora!)

prod. @hollowprpl
<3
@4ever-collective
<3
man he's tweakin just another stressed burnout twenty somethin
take the feels and pop em till the money comin
finance, I'm stressed out
vivance, I'm locked in
high man off toxins
ghost me I'm toxic

I'm talkin to my demons
they just wan get even
I just wanna put that shit to rest
lay my head up on my desk
man i'm daydreamin
but when I wake my head is screamin
need nicotine
 habit i broke in a dream

brokedown dreams to match my broke down car
it might start but it won't run far
I might cry but it won't last long
made my choice but I know it was wrong

burnin, I'm fightin the sun
word in, I'm talkin to god
hurtin, it's cuttin up nod
burden,  this shit gets old
talkin, I might grow mold

Im sitting in silence
I'm slitting my eyelids
I'm watching the time tick
I'm back in my minds tricks
is it the real or the fake
it shows me what isn't the way
beretta to the back of my
back of my brain
packin the pain
lackin the grit
actin a bit

she got blue eyes like the devils water
aye yeah I been fuckin on the devils daughter
cause this shits all for show
you want the real me well what a joke
you think you feel me well thats just hope
and I been hopin a lot

IT'S BEEN A MONTH THIS SHIT AIN'T OVER WORKIN ON THE SAME TRACK TILL I FEEL OLDER
BUT  that PROGRESS COMES SPARINGLY 
BUT IT'S I THATS BEEN COMPARING ME
FIGURE OF SPEECH THE EYES THAT STARE AT ME
FIGURE I'M GHOST THE WISE WON'T BEAR WITH ME

AND I CANNOT TEACH OR PREACH
THE WAY TO BE
THAT WEIGHS ON ME
FAT FUCK TIPPIN THE SCALES THATS WEIGHT ON ME
THEY WON'T WAIT ON ME
I HAD MY CHANCE
SHE WANTED TO DANCE

YUH I'M IN MY HEAD AGAIN
VISIONS OF THE PAST I'M DEAD AGAIN

POKIN AND PRODDIN 
MY BRAINS BEEN ROBBIN
ME OF THE GOOD TIMES
I THINK OF THE BAD TIMES

 I WAS WHOLE WHEN I WAS BAPTISED
GUESS GOD CUT LOOSE I GOT BAD TIES
JUSTIFIED BY A NOOSE
I SIT AND I TELL MYSELF BAD LIES

Bad Ties (prod. Hollowprpl)

so I'mma rot one more time
in my bed, room, tomb, doom
facing all the downfalls of my mind
I was thinking I'd like more time
tired of lyin shits not fine

I shoulda died at 15
guess I'll shoot for 50
music to keep me busy 

babe i know I'm shifty
Audhd
you will not save up on me
think I'm lost up in the deep end
what a short sight
I thought I'd have a short life
whens the fucking weekend?

cause I don't wanna get up for work
and do shit that make my back hurt
do shit I don't care for
wanna nap on the floor
i'mma tap into force

we're setting the tempo
we got funds to spare
they're sending the venmo
and ion really care

I don't really care
I don't think I can 
I don't really care
aye

so I'mma rot one more time 
in my bed room, tomb, doom

facin death with an idle view
 trapped inside my mind, fuck
thinking bout when they cared for you

everyone had to grow up a bit
and I still act up like a fucking kid
I still act tough
like I'm not a bitch
savin face yeah i salvage it

fucked up lip it's a punishment
like last life I was on the run and shit
now I'm scared to hold my ground
 i'm drownin in my skin 
and it's holding me on down

Rotmaxxing [indie nightcore trash] (prod. Michael Harrison)

Heres the palatable version of the song lol <3

so I'mma rot one more time
in my bed, room, tomb, doom
facing all the downfalls of my mind
I was thinking I'd like more time
tired of lyin shits not fine

I shoulda died at 15
guess I'll shoot for 50
music to keep me busy

babe i know I'm shifty
Audhd
you will not save up on me
think I'm lost up in the deep end
what a short sight
I thought I'd have a short life
whens the fucking weekend?

cause I don't wanna get up for work
and do shit that make my back hurt
do shit I don't care for
wanna nap on the floor
i'mma tap into force

we're setting the tempo
we got funds to spare
they're sending the venmo
and ion really care

I don't really care
I don't think I can
I don't really care
aye

so I'mma rot one more time
in my bed room, tomb, doom

facin death with an idle view
trapped inside my mind, fuck
thinking bout when they cared for you

everyone had to grow up a bit
and I still act up like a fucking kid
I still act tough
like I'm not a bitch
savin face yeah i salvage it

fucked up lip it's a punishment
like last life I was on the run and shit
now I'm scared to hold my ground
i'm drownin in my skin
and it's holding me on down



rotmaxxing (prod. Michael Harrison)

lyrics:
[ayo scotty killed it]
[noddington boutta hit a lick on the beat what the fuck]

demons call my name
perked up not the same
her voice as of late
she had wandered way too far
she had wanna drive the car
she had fucked up off the swervin
fuckin up a perky
I'm drowin in the murky
waters, and bottles, I'm drowing
shot goes and  raise glass I'm vibin
 fuckin up my typin
this shit I call writin
i wanna feel alive and
I open up my eyelids
and all I see is diamonds
I got dry eyes need eyedrops
she gotthin on that ihop
 I fuck a bitch she ride it

oh, she don't really know where to go
oh, I don't really know what to say
fuck, I think that she gon runaway
oh, they gonna run away from me and idk
oh where you going babe, she had rather drive drunk
rather drive drunk
rather drive drunk
than chill w me
oh my god cant you see
 we way were too trashed
you were drivin way too fast
fuck your life if you had crash
you don't really give a fuck and I wish I could say the same

I wish I could say the same
like I never fucking change
never fucking change 
I don't wanna rearrange
all my parts
like a bot
i'm a robot
now I'm dissociated
drinkin on that potion baby
 you know that I hate it baby
but I need it to feel better
cause youre gone and I have gotta make it thru december
 I just hope that when I see your face that I remember


Fuck the winters cold
fuck the winter hold
 when you comin home
you knowthat I missed a hoe

drive drunk (prod. scotty splash)

cringy emo christmas love song, happy holidays! <3

harmonies (prod. loudestro)

Low effort vent shit. if you fuck with my music please throw a brick at my head and get better music taste <3
@proddeadtired

edit: swapped out file for louder vocals

lyrics:
okay real talk
like why me
ik I'm fucked
sewerhead I'm slimy
guardin fed I'm rhymey
sad boy like sammy
grey skies with hammy
been here from the start
wishing I could start
2 years, now its hard
tulips on my heart

and I'll be back to cross em
I'm so cruel and toxic
only towards my consious
cause I cannot process
having hope while haunted

everydays a nightmare
i look at walls yeah I stare
not fair its not fair
I'm playing mental warfare
it's my call of anxiety
but I'm so fuckin proud of me

cause any moment I could bite the bullet back
I don't want a louie bag
I just wanna turn it back
bleeding out I need a fucking tourniquet
weeping now like can I feel the burning yet?
drinking now like I just want the hurt again

fuck think I'm hurt again
fuck think I'm worse again

head disheveled I'm a mess
fall in revel I protest
guarded heart I can't protect
broken parts I'm just defect

just a lost cause 
I'm gods just cuz
I'm way past a buzz
I think I need a hug

theres no one for me
theres no one I need
cause love don't come free
and that shit aint cheap

so I swap it out for weed
got me fuckin up my week
yah idk my needs
fuck

toxic consious (prod. dead tired)

ty @xoxqt 

lyrics
not nod knocking I had bust through the door
just guns shootin I had came in with force
time start slippin
spent it all trippin
blood on the counter
wrist slit frowner
I don't need no bandages I'm medicated off a smoke
I don't need no helping hand I've made it  all up on my own
I can hear the demons man they talkin in and out my phone

gat in the back pocket
you pressin back off it
you should be cautious
I pulled the safety off it
I'm lookin down the barrell and I pop it

pop my eye back in
pop a vitamin
and walk it off

man it killed my high
gotta hit a dab
 and cought it off

all them really starin
it's just my brain leakin
man I went zombie
wait I got a heart beat
I'm soarin like a harpie
I'm fuckin up the hard beats
your bitch gon call me arbies
I got the meat she starvin

new flow
new hoes
mixin up what I know
this goes
to show
been comin for the title
vodka
redbull
been fucking up my vitals
I'm dying on a hypo
it's fuck you on a high note
they love me on the side tho
but I can't break the cycle


vodka redbull pt 2 ft. XoXqt (prod. Nuwav)

I can never finish anytthing, expect releases never.

king prod scotty splash of course.

lyrics:
infinite words but I'm still so speechless
fuck it it hurts when I see you leavin
i know i got work yeah I got demons

baby I got demons hold my hand at night and whisper scary stories
I'm a freak and I'm sorry for the sorries
she wanna eat my heart to taste the heartache
she'll leave a mess and claim it's just what I make
I make my own heartbreak
I sold my sad ideas to myself like it was shark tank

I barely graduated fuck academy
gifted burnout fuck it's so sad to see
I could've been something, and made my momma proud of me
but I let time slip on right out of me


you fear a futures past that you havent even met yet
you fear a love that you haven't even said yet
you know theres better and you wanna forget it
cause half the time you speak you tend to really regret it

and regrets builds up
and resent sets in
and at one point
we might have been friends
but they're over it
and  I knew that this would end
and I'm not so over it
and I'm sorry if 

infinite words (prod. scotty splash)

<3
@4ever-collective
@Xelfiy
@20ofive

lyrics
Xelfiy:
it aint your fault at all
I keep my heart locked up inside this vault

I keep it away from yall
it aint your fault at all
I keep my heart locked up inside this vault

it aint your fault at all
I keep my heart locked up inside this vault
to keep it away from yall


Nod:
it's not your fault at all
secrets down the hall
I keep em locked up and away from you

like I don't got much time
and I don't wanna get close
leave me all behind
and forget about my echoes

please don't find me
please don't find me
hope my death on time
and not untimely

put my hope in a box
next to the rope and some scotch
baby photos, I might throw up
how'd we get to here

I was 17 I swear it's only been a year
I lost track of time
I was supposed to end up dead 
or somewhat sorta fine

I guess it's why I sorta walk the line
you can take my heart cause it don't feel like mine
I'm breaking arms with weight on mind
punchin walls and missing calls
so please just take your time

and when I don't return just know it's fine
leave me in the dark
 I know I'm lost and I'm not far
this my final arc
thinkin this is where we part 


20oFive:
i apoligize
for all but every time
for when tears fill youre eyes
and not to my suprise
its my fault
i know that im cause of it all

memories replay
my eyes they trace youre face
i woulve gave it all
but its to much for me to take
i hate
my fucking brain it aches
i know its my mistake
and im the one to blame
im the one to blame

it aint youre fault at all
i keep my locked up inside this vault
to keep it away from ya

it aint youre fault at all
i keep my locked up inside this vault
to keep it away from ya

not your fault ft. Xelfiy X 20ofive (prod. Acey)

fentstyle 2025 type shit
W/ @prodgasleak
another @4EVER-Collective collab

nod off the fent freestyle (prod. gasleak)

some of the bars of all time
@4EVER-COLLECTIVE

Nod

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