lil song for the comeback, luv you all tysm for sticking w/ me thru hiatus<33

(these days ion feel shit
when this reup fill my ribs
sorries seep up thru my lips
till they bleed onto my wrist)

cursed place her personal cot so lie in it
but i'll die in it
treat me right might rot in it
half these days we lead straight to violence
then fine again
find i shut my eyelids 

gotta walk again
broke down whip, left optionless
swear love it's inoperable
if able i'd take you like vitamins
promise no lies when we speaking off mind even if u aint buying this
write corn ass lines bout biding my time for a love which mine again
girl how does that work, when all of these perfectly fit puzzle pieces leave me filling this hearse
rather fake me than tell u it hurts
never say shit, pray 4 the worst

cursed place her personal cot so lie in it
but i'll die in it
treat me right might rot in it
half these days we lead straight to violence
then fine again
find i shut my eyelids

cursed_cot (uguwap)

Production: Pekarot
Original: https://on.soundcloud.com/byEB9ip4P6YjGzsC9

Lyrics:
A year ago today, 
I cut my wrist
Never felt the same,
Now I'm in the abyss

Stuck in a pit, yeah
Wanna die, yeah
Never felt the same, yeah
Always tired
I don't wanna be here,
Not anymore

Hate myself, 
I just wanna leave now
Cut my wrist,
now I bleed out
End my life,
yeah It'll be a quick out

Feelin so stuck in this drought
I'm never gunna find a way out

I'm so done with life
cause I'm forced to be 
something I don't want to be
I don't wanna be me
Please just take me 
out of this body

(Evergarden) 
I need time to think this through
i got choices i cant make 
i been tired as of late
i tend to think too much
at night i admit it 
i dont talk too much
hope i dont fall victim

been while  
hope ill heal now 
was kept away 
broke the seal now
i dont know how to feel 
not anymore 
x2

(withered roses)
Say goodbye to the old me 4x
Now these scars don't heal 5x

February 10th 2023 (Remastered) w/ evergarden

i hear cracks from the mirrors inside
glitter n light in front of my eyes
with it coming too close into sight
scared of what might be coming alive
i left notes about taking my life
and the scenes that unfold in my mind
give me reasons for why i should hide
now that i’ve seen their hollow disguise

my sudden demise
they’d cope
but i can’t lie
they’d know
that i had died with hope
lost

i feel my heart turn cold
pick up a moss clad stone
sneaking along cold floors
now

then i see it
turn of the corner
i hear heavy breathing
running for cover
the terror is seething
at this point there’s no god to believe in

oxygen low, bone dry
sucking out all my life
clenching my fists, ready to fight
checking again if i’m dead or alive

the daylight vanished before i could catch it (dash)

and we all know happened
 I think It all burnt down in auburn 
And I won’t warrant that reaction 
but you can tell me all about it while we go

check out consignment and every store 
It’s not replacements but holding places 
we cherish more than we know in the core
choose the new ones it’s hard to face it 

adjust the ocular focus what’s ahead and I credit 
those before me chose adore me 
open the levy let’s start this out  
we gotta start letting this go to start living out our lives oh 
better said than done put the effort in we’ll get it right this time 

And if we don’t then I won’t hold it against you 
No I won’t 
I won’t 
I said 
Just Sever everything 
I thought I could 
I doubted through it all 
I called I talked 
It didn’t solve a thing 
I crawl along it’s staying underneath 
and we grew this outward 
distance claimed by forces 
outlawed from the trinsic
Plains and we can just get out of there
Out of reach again this time 

adjust the ocular focus what’s ahead and I credit 
those before me chose adore me 
open the levy let’s start this out  
we gotta start letting this go to start living out our lives oh 
better said than done put the effort in we’ll get it right this time

we all know what happened (King Theta)

Produced by Johnnyfriend
Mastered by me
Cover art by Melmige

Hope you enjoy this track I made with my friendz, PS. THIS TOOK FOREVER SO RUN IT UP :)))))

Performed by:
sunder. 
blospar
acid.
lizzie calisto
dzo digital
clovis wraith
vails
notcursed
boy2a
epitomeoffailure

In My Head (Cypher)

lyr


im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable 

i dug a hole for the two of us
i got some time 
would u shut me up
clouds looking angry 
we’re out of luck
you couldve saved me 
but u backed off
ur in the way can u please back up
id love to stay but i gotta run
inside my brain theres a flock of doves
dripped out my face is a bit of blood

my brain liquifies and it pours out my mouth
i asked for some time but u shut me down
ive grown impatient paced round my house
please take a breath and calm urself down

shifting of tides pushed me out to the side 
gave it a week and im out of your sight
im in the back while i try not to die
im in ur arms while i try not to cry

im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable

storm_chaser (hollowprpl)

lyrics

all my guys in different cities but im local
she rolled up the blunt but then we smoked two
she swear im a king but baby im a fool
yea i know i act a fool im scared i broke you
she tried breaking down my walls but she forgot about the moat
damn i came a long way since "white coat"
i dont have a purpose baby tell me what im here for
i put on my burberry glasses and i see more
im tryna make a song like im seymour

and they don’t know bout seymour
i feel trapped inside my room i wanna leave more
i’m drunk inside this bed im sinking to the sea floor
and every time i try i blow it like a c4
all or nothing just give me something 
to hold on to cuz i’ve got nothing else
and i got nobody else
those times i told u how i felt
all or nothing just give me something 
to hold on to cuz i’ve got nothing else
and i got nobody else
those times i told u how i felt

all my guys in different cities but im local
she rolled up the blunt but then we smoked two
she swear im a king but baby im a fool
yea i know i act a fool im scared i broke you
she tried breaking down my walls but she forgot about the moat
damn i came a long way since "white coat"
i dont have a purpose baby tell me what im here for
i put on my burberry glasses and i see more
im tryna make a song like im seymour

notahero x kiddamo - local (p. cl6udy x deadspyro)

Lyrics⬇️

its not a coincidence that i ruin everything in life
maybe if i just applied myself then they would think I tried 

i cant get myself to try if i dont think i have anything i should live for
why dont i just do more
cuz i spent way too many cold nights on the floorboards
i wish i could restore
i wish i could feel more

but i been stuck like this for longer than you know 
i dont feel like anybody even thinks that i could grow
cuz its been like this forever i dont see a place to go
i dont think that its been better but i swear that i can hope
i wish that you saw my life through my eyes and then you’d know 
that every single night since you been gone i felt broke
& i dont even tell you why i love myself, i dont
cuz i dont even tell you that i trust myself, i dont

i check my phone
its jus like a 100 messages to come home
i dont wanna do that anytime id rather be alone
 i been chillin on my own
im still happy what i chose

back then i swear i would do the most
and nowdays im not even close but you still think ill overdose

and it dont matter what i say if you dont think ill ever know
just how you really feel every time i touch the stove

all my cells have been straight burned from all the stuff inside my body
clearly i been stuck on every oerson who ever turned on me

please dont stab my back
i would rather do anything just to hear ur laugh
again 
i would do everything i never did up inside my head
i was stuck up in my bed everytime you time you said im next up
i dont wanna hear u tell me that im just the best of 3
bet those 2 other people had everything over me

best of 3 (mackk)

fentstyle 2025 type shit
W/ @prodgasleak
another @4EVER-Collective collab

nod off the fent freestyle (prod. gasleak)

lil track with the boy MisFiiT, hope u fw it

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
I envy u
And u just pity me
I grit my teeth
And hold my tongue between
Girl when it’s over
Maybe you’ll know what I’m feeling
Bumping to my music
I’ll be hanging from the ceiling

Set me free from what was home
I can feel it in my bones
Everything I’ve ever loved
Everything I’ve ever known
Was a blur inside the dream
Never meant for me to own
Maybe soon it will be over
Sooner than we ever know

I envy u
And u just pity me
I grit my teeth
And hold my tongue between
Girl when it’s over
Maybe you’ll know what I’m feeling
Bumping to my music
I’ll be hanging from the ceiling
-=-=-
MisFiiT
-=-=-
i envy you but your not much better
you got a way with words that make me feel hurt
i been more lost then i have before 
and you use that to your advantage 

hanging from the ceiling 
i might catch a suicide
workin on my music 
yeah this shit is do or die
my thoughts are tongue tied so i write
get it off my mind
good times good times wish i could rewind

to me and you in a wraith
the daydream at least that we talked about daily 
you lied you lied to my face said you’d save me
now i’m fucked up goin on a binge full of envy

envy w/ MisFiiT (prod. ionas59)

deadwood collective

Lyrics
-=-=-=-
I don’t even wanna go outside
I just wanna stay right here in my room
A thousand chemicals
Consuming everything I do
I try to show it’s all for you
But these intentions never prove
I have my back up to the wall
And I can feel it falling through

Into the quick sand
Feel it like a sixth sense
I’ve been feeling sick since
You said that you miss me
Plucking the six string
I’m feeling misery
Tryna find a melody
To show you what you did to me
Anxiousness a tendency
That tends to get the best of me
I bite this fucking tongue until it splits upon my bloodied teeth

I don’t even wanna go outside

Nah I’ma keep that shit right here
Stabbing my back u don’t fight fair
No time shared
Like why care
Flippin the script and I’m taking a rip from
I don’t know
I don’t care
You don’t even care when I’m right here
Like right here
I’m right here
Girl can’t you hear me I’m right here

I'll die in this room (prod. wraithontheporch)

some of the bars of all time
@4EVER-COLLECTIVE

nod off the fent freestyle (prod. gasleak)

Nod

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