thought it got deleted glad to have found it again 😁

PURPLE sky

occam's razor

skin deep w/ jay vee

fever_dreams_02

i spoke to the demon that lives in my nightmares
he told me that life wasnt fair

he taught me how to hate myself and hide it
he showed me how to die behind my eyelids

im pretty sure he doesnt have the best intentions
and i think i really need an intervention

ill go out
all alone
with a smile on my face
and i promise
im not scared of you
im not scared of you

i spoke to an angel that blesses my conscience
she told me i shouldnt have fear

she taught me how to love myself
but i didnt listen
now ive become too self aware

ill go out
all alone
with a smile on my face
and i promise
im not scared of you
im not scared of you

say bye to all my friends
waiting for the end
this is the path ive chosen
i cant pretend
that everything is fine
my lifes a fucking lie
the demon on my shoulder
has one this time

i spoke to the demon
he murdered the angel
and now ive got blood on my hands

demons & angels

a love letter to u

lyrics: what a world i live in now
the stars are falling from the heavens

bright lights
take away my vision
im blinded from it all

its just my luck
my lucks been running out
now the tides begin to turn

its my fault
and i know that this is none if your concern

im better off sleeping in my bedroom
wide awake since the day i met you
i dont know if i can make it thru this year

make it thru this year

i think about how much has changed
i cant hold onto these distant memories

letting go of all this takes time
im not in a rush at all

im growing up
and growing older 
everyday feels like a blur

it makes me sick
but i know that this something i must learn

im better off sleeping in my bedroom
wide awake since the day i met you
i dont know if i can make it thru this year

make it thru this year :(

idk if i can make it thru this year :(

a rendition of hearts burst into fire by bullet for my valentine

hearts burst into fire

happy holidays -love santagami

this christmas i got bitches always hittin my phone
but they dont give a fuck ab me they jus kno that im on
i hear the sleigh bells ringin as im singin this song
i just wanna say im sorry for all that i did wrong

all i got up on my wishlist is someone tht will stay
like why the fuck everyone leave me at the end of the day
feel like a doll behind the glass cus my whole lifes on display
snowflakes dancing on my backwood riding low in the sleigh

i hate this time of year cus nothing ever feels the same
memories of better days
getting harder to explain
why i stay awake at night
and go to sleep during the day
feel like rudolph when they didnt let him play no reindeer games

ho ho hoes all under my mistletoe
ice cold smoke baby u already kno
north pole kush got me higher than santa
lean in my eggnog ion fuck w fanta

christmas in jersey [prod. hector vae]

frozen soul (feat. fats'e)

digipack! (feat. 93feetofsmoke)

saturday night

You take for granted 
those things I haven't
I know love isn't real
just dream can't sleep
never coming back from this I can't breathe


guess I'm just a past time
fuck me then you leave me 
laying flat lined 
I been out my damn mind


once upon time you told me
that you would be mine
you broke me 
couldn't see the signs
you showed me 

I don't wanna know I don't wanna know no
who you loving no I can't take it no more

say it like you mean it girl I know that you won't
saying that you love me though I know that you don't


she don't play games no only with my body and mind 
and my soul

she done caught a body I'mma die all alone

watch my tears fall down they don't mean a thing 
right now

talking like it's my fault
put me in a friendzone
I think it's the other way
around never meant what you said
I'm the best you'll ever get 
you threw it out the window
looking so cynical and you acting
so typical I just did what I 
had to do it all again if I have to

shouldn't say those words if 
they're not true
truth is that I hate that 
I love you
truth is that I wish I could trust you
I know that's just something that I can't do

you do it like phases swearing that
I ain't shit you with someone
new on a day to day basis
but I'm the one who's crazy nah
babygirl you can't play me nah

too slick wit it you too quick wit it
to move on fuck someone 
who ain't gon put a ring on it. 
why you give yourself away what's
the price for the love you gon pay?

can't turn a hoe to a housewife
swore you were the one till
you stabbed twice once in the front
once in the back no heart baby
where'd you leave it all at?

I'mma leave it at that 
where'd you leave my heart at.

Ride For Me [Prod. Tsurreal X Luvcrtny]

Produced by 2001
Lyrics and Vocals by Lucky G
Featuring Vocals from Robstar
https://soundcloud.com/robstar100

For her.

mad anxiety feat. robstar (prod. by 2001)

the amazing and talented producers:
https://soundcloud.com/bvg_productions
https://soundcloud.com/ayhokay

lyrics:
dear stranger
heal my soul
they dont love me 
when they know me more

do i have a chance to be 
someone who's better than me
before you learn that im nothing and that's all you see

dear stranger
heal my soul
they dont love me 
when they know me more(x2)

do i have a chance to be 
someone who's better than me
before you learn that im nothing and that's all you see

i can't make them stay
always watch them walk away
why do they always have to go (x2)

do i have a chance to be 
someone who's better than me
before you learn that im nothing and that's all you see (x2)

dear stranger
heal my soul
they dont love me 
when they know me more (x4)

dear stranger (prod. BVG & Ayh Okay)

lyrics
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i don't think i've
ever been this fucking stressed in my life
creature part two isn't finished i lied
just to get them off my back though i tried
i can't create when i'm dying inside
moving this weekend i wish i could fly
don't have my car but i still gotta drive
pack up the uhaul and tell my mom bye
hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why

am i like this
i don't like this
all my friends are enemies behind my eyelids
losing sleep i drive all week and raise my mileage
guardin cut his fucking hair now i don't like him
depression take me by 25
fuck going out i'll just stay inside
this isn't you i say to myself every night lately i contemplate suicide
oh but you're famous online so your life must be great they say but that's a fucking lie
crawl into bed around seven a.m. and the headaches come full force i wanna die

hey holywood would your people ever like me?
misunderstood is all i ever might be

all i ever might be

big time rush ft. lil skele (prod. northeast lights)

guitar by yours truly 

Lyrics:
It's getting worse
should i just close my eyes?
the drugs won't cure the pain this time
maybe i should die
but i can't fall asleep

I've been trying my best
to get this off my chest
just lay me here to rest
I'm someone you'll forget

i just need to lift this curse
cause I've been feeling worse
its killing me slowly day by day
and i just need to go
somewhere i feel at home 
maybe its somewhere six feet deep

you left me here in silence
where i dream of suicide and
you know I'm better off here all alone
i hurt the ones i cherish most
i don't know where to fucking go
guess ill just cry in my bedroom

guess ill cry in my bedroom

noah2000:
I'm so sick of suffocating
you're the pillow on my head
cigarettes & empty 40s
let me sleep when I'm in bed

I don't really wanna be this way
i dont wanna tell u how i feel
??? and causal melt downs 
let me know that I'm still real

take me back to when we were young and in love once again
lay you're hand on my head and begin to
tell we will just ruin our lives but its fine cause we are together
tell we will just ruin our lives but its fine cause we are together

mad anxiety feat. robstar (prod. by 2001)

Lucky G

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