Depressed

trap182

music 4

nineteen (prod. smokeasac)

skyscrapers [love now, cry later] (prod. jayyeah)

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/c04d9c'>download here</a>

shout out brandon 4 inspiring me

lyrics:
i dont wanna fucking die here
cant watch the stars shine here
i cant lie in this bed

im turning to a ghost
watch me go
the curtains close
i told you so

i been flexin on my exes
dont reply to no message
they wanna get on guest list
i guess i need to stress this

dont hit up my phone 
im all on my own
dont need no one to hold

but if you stay here with me
well fly away in the clouds
never go back to the ground

turn off all the lights
say goodnight
shut my eyes tight
sweet dreams tonight

im pullin up in my 240
babygirl cant ignore me
skrrt off with windows tint 
spark up now the functions lit

falling asleep cos im faded
ill never be complacent
i feel numb and i hate it

your eyes twinkle like the nightsky
tears like diamonds when you cry
let me sing you a lullaby

its like a scattered dream
a far off memory
something that you cant see

grimworld thats the fuckin set
cant feel shit im such a mess
sometimes i wish i was dead
instead of sleeping in this bed

but then i cant be with you
alone in my room
watching the stars and the moon

save my soul
it wanders every night
thru the wind and trees
i guess this is goodbye

the sky lights up at dawn
its such a sight to see
roll my windows down
i feel you here with me

ghosts 👻

YungJZAisDead - Sorry, But I'm leaving (prod. NoahWebs & MOKEGOD)

@yung-jza-shawty
@sk_coldworld


~Watch Me Fade To Black~

ハンナダイヤモンドは私のガールフレンドです 
デッドボーイ / /  コールドワールド
You Were Out With Him, Right?
And I Was Out With Her, Yeah...
ウィッシング x たい x 待っています 
こんにちは!!! こんにちは

カリフォルニア州の夜

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

YungJZAisDead X SK - Landslide(Prod. by YungJZA)

~You're My Angel In Skinny Jeans~

ハンナダイヤモンドは私のガールフレンドです 
デッドボーイ / /  コールドワールド
Shine Bright Like The Night Sky
ウィッシング x たい x 待っています 
こんにちは!!! こんにちは

カリフォルニア州の夜

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

YungJZAisDead - Shine Bright

@teenpregnancy
@yung-jza-shawty

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/a672f1'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

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butterfly kisses [w/ teenpregnancy + yungjzaisdead]

if it means something

a bouquet growing in your bones (ft. lil lotus) [prod.killedmyself]

YungJZAisDead - Dashboard (Prod. NoahWebs & YungJZA)

prod. @notmorgn
✨
oh love, won’t you help me out tonight
oh i feel like i’ve been dying on the inside
your the only one that can lift me from my pain
who can lift me from my pain

and i need you, whether you like it or not
even if i’m not, everything that you want   
i feel like i can feel you
but your so far, and i’m so lost
baby so far, i feel like your all i got

won’t you come and kill the pain
won’t you come and kill the pain
won’t you come and kill the pain

but your nowhere to be found
girl your all i think about 
my hearts so fucked up 
i feel like you ripped it out
what am i supposed to think now
what am i supposed to think now

you were my everything
now to you i don’t mean anything
baby won’t you come and see me
what i’d do for your touch
what i’d do for your love

kill the pain (prod. notmorgn)

luna has risen

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take me away from this path that i follow
its left me hopeless and empty and hollow

will i stay asleep forever
nothings the same as i remember

i still bite my nails like i learned when i was seven
and i still remember that car that you left in

so i close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way [x2]

my eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
just let me be alone i dont care if you miss me

numb and cold and scared to be away
from those i love im heartless anyway

im scared of the day i wake up and im 18
the walls of my room are collapsing please save me

dream a dream and hope for that one day
you come to life and feel like youre something

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way 

nobody
nobody

luna

download

nobody 😔

Icecoldskin (Prod. Zandatsu)

http://lilpeep.com

http://lilpeep.lnk.to/sober
https://youtu.be/xAMgQQMZ9Lk

the brightside (prod. smokeasac)

Come Over When You're Sober

Awful Things ft. Lil Tracy (prod. by smokeasac x IIVI)

Bop 3: The Girl Who Cried Purple

Fight and Fuck

artwork by @rizaaguasin on twitter

stardust it falls from the sky
somewhere inside my dreams
i see a world with you and me
far from reality

shinin so bright like the night sky
i see the stars in your bright eyes
you haunted my thoughts on the drive home
a ghost with a smile that i know
you lay in a garden of roses
i lay in a garden of corpses
you light up the shadows in darkness
im nobody im jus a heartless

the closer you get to the light, the greater your shadow becomes

within the depths of a nightmare
i hear the voices inside there
they say im too weak and too fragile
to save my princess from the castle


stardust it falls from the sky
somewhere inside my dreams
i see a world with you and me
far from reality

stardust✨

all songs by coward.

layout by ricky cribb

purchase: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/coward/1326281206

Ya4x (prod. Jake Markow)

Sad Sad Girl

I've been tryna get myself back up on my feet
but so many fkn people keep on hurting me deep
i cant live with myself when I'm alone i wanna die 
i have no fucking friends nobody likes me but i try

I've tried to stop my bad habits for a while now 
i keep on falling back but at least i try now
i keep on thinking bout my weight like it matters 
but when i was just bones my thoughts were even darker

why even care if something doesn't really matter 
why even bother feeling sad, u know that it gets better 
don't waste your time cause you've only got one shot
and remember to appreciate the things you've got

don't get me wrong you've got every right to be sad 
but sometimes youve gotta pick urself up 
don't get me wrong I'm sad like all the fkn time
but i write songs to vent n pick myself up

you can't rely on others to solve your issues 
even though it feels like they should 
sometimes youve gotta solve em on your own 
baby for your own good

Try (prod. Feelo)

Akira Complex Feat. Such - Consequence Of Nature [F/C MEGAREX]

Production: me :)
Vocals: @lilxlotus
art: https://twitter.com/lexijohnstonx
Lyrics

I don't think that i'll be fine and I can't do this
It's a struggle every night just to get through it

Look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I can't get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Look me straight in the eye (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) I cant get you out of mind
I cant get you out of mind

(look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?)
My mind
(You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye)
My mind, makes me sick to my stomach I cant get you out of my mind

And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

MOVED TO STREAMING PLATFORMS EXCLUSIVELY
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5OOFhfIS2PY9MtjEkeUyW5

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

Negative Zero