self- produced

Lyrics: 
[Oh well.]
Either way
I'm unreal and afraid
Oh please don't tell me
Oh please don't tell me
Don't tell me how to breathe
You had your chance and you lost it
And I held out my hand and you mauled it
And I held out my hand and you mauled it
Now you don't even exist
I mean honestly
What you standing for
Act like you love yourself but 
You don't do it anymore
You put yourself in poor conditions 
That you can't afford
We're both part of the problem
I'm wondering just why you bottle me

I can't even handle the heat 
But yet I'm burning here
Just let me help you
And I can't take the blame for the heat
But yet I'm burning here
Why won't you let me help you
Tell me tell me
Am I just a ghost or am I asleep
Cause I feel like I'm running in a dream
Stand in front of you 
But you see right through me
I'm just fucking invisible 
Like how'd I get this miserable
Tell me tell me
Can you hear this conversation
Cause in my head I'm slowly breaking
And all the events that led me here replaying
I'm trying my best but I can't stop from

[thrml]

[Oh well.]
I can't even handle the heat 
But yet I'm burning here
Just let me help you
And I can't take the blame for the heat
But yet I'm burning here
Why won't you let me help you
Tell me tell me
Am I just a ghost or am I asleep
Cause I feel like I'm running in a dream
Stand in front of you 
But you see right through me
I'm just fucking invisible 
Like how'd I get this miserable
Tell me tell me
Can you hear this conversation
Cause in my head I'm slowly breaking
And all the events that led me here replaying
I'm trying my best but I can't stop from

Fading away into black 
Where you go and you know that
You'll never come back
Need to stop degrading myself
Stop berating myself
Since the 9th grade I learned 
How to hate on myself
But I need to let go 
All the weight off my chest
Makes me hypochondriacal
Shaking my breath
I'm afraid for my health
And I know I need help
But I'm part of the problem 
I won't let you help me let go
Let me help you
Why won't you let me help you

ghost or am i asleep (feat. thrml)

Oh well.