came here from a spotify ad actually was intrigued, which is weird bc spotify ads are never good LOL

Thank God I didn’t take a break from the ads

li.sten.to/gladimoveru
ig: ripavah

lyrics:
I'm a mess up, pure disaster
She said she love me but I'm thinking she an actor
But now I'm better, cause I'm not with her
Everyday I woke up it's a pure disaster

She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you

Dropped out so I'd feel the fame, fucked up cause I hate your ways
Blacked out don't know what to say, fuck you hope you felt the shame
Bygones will be bygones but I never loved you anyway
Do you see what I became

I'm so messed up
I was lost in the fake love

Glad that I'm over you now
Every single time when you're name comes up, I'm fucked up, hate it when you're around
Caffeine fueled, I'm a fool I'm just tryna blow up maybe go a couple more rounds
Give me one second, just hear my sound, used to fuck up convos that made me drown

She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you

She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you

Dropped out so I'd feel the fame, fucked up cause I hate your ways
Blacked out don't know what to say, fuck you hope you felt the shame
Bygones will be bygones but I never loved you anyway
Do you see what I became

avah

glad i'm over u

other platforms

glad i'm over u (mcx)

psychosis (dez forman x polar)

now it's the end of the line :/
- the most massive thank you to @dezforman for helping me tell this story and to @bonddot for the mixing <3 love you guys fr

~ never been the type for confrontation 
i lost all my power, i can't even fake it
so complacent, no 
the way you worked your magic is so amazing 
i lost who i was, i got out of your gaze and now i'm saving me 
the odds had kept me from breathing 
i never tried to get even 
write about how i'm feeling 
to clear my mind, yeah im drawing the line 
stare at your likes and a view count 
all of our issues you drew out 
and i don't know what to do now
guess i gotta speak out 

i didn't mean to you love you 
i guess i kinda like the way that you would run to me 
i always hoped you come through
you kinda led me on and watched me drown in oceans deep
should have listened to all my friends 
cause you were using me for gain and i would play pretend, you were mine 
should have payed attention to the signs
now it's the end of the line 

thought about the night i left the station 
got off that train and left you all alone
oh how much did you grow?
the way you slipped back in, and got me again
i can't even shake you off
lost what i wanted, can't move all this weight, i failed in saving me 
is what we had really worth it?i
no need in tryna preserve it 
i know we're both probably hurting 
but it's easy sometimes, if you just drew the line 
fuck all the likes and the view counts
it's you and me that should figure it out 
and i don't know what to do now
guess i gotta stand my ground 

i didn't mean to you love you 
i guess i kinda like the way that you would run to me 
i always hoped you come through
you kinda led me on and watched me drown in oceans deep
should have listened to all my friends 
cause you were using me for gain and i would play pretend, you were mine 
should have payed attention to the signs
now it's the end of the line 

i didn't mean to love you 
in fact i never tried to 
but here we are, here we are ~

terminus

prod. chris marek and monto
mixed and mastered by ty lorenzo
artwork by @aletiune and monto

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Think I'm Malcolm In The Middle With The Juice :3

SANDPAPER

prone2leave

Crossroads ft. oldcollin

i think that this'll haunt me for the rest of my life

prod. sudbath

i'm friends with a ghost
that doesn't mind my behavior
he's out of control
but i don't wanna be savior
are you ready to roll?
i ain't ready to face it
i can't do this alone
yeah i can't deal with the fake shit (x2)

so tell me why it's inside out
did the battle begin?
i'm stuck at home without a weapon
let my guard down again

baby this is god's fight now
and i'm over my head
there's a ghost on the bed
think i'm already dead

the way it all began
maybe i don't need you, baby.. who u think i am?
u don't treat me like an equal cus i don't think that u can
and we lost it all, don't even worry bout it
it's just a trust fall

i'm friends with a ghost
that doesn't mind my behavior
he's out of control
but i don't wanna be savior
are you ready to roll?
i ain't ready to face it
i can't do this alone
yeah i can't deal with the fake shit (x2)

where you want me, and where's my mind
i got a halo on me to bide my time
where you want me, where's my mind
i think that this'll haunt me for the rest of my life

the way it all began
maybe i don't need you, baby.. who u think i am?
u don't treat me like an equal cus i don't think that u can
and we lost it all, don't even worry bout it
it's just a trust fall

wanna be a friend to u
but u lost yourself
u don't want no help, (so okay with hell)
i just hate to leave you out

in the thick of it all, must be sick of it all
if i crash, ima f-

where you want me, and where's my mind
i got a halo on me to bide my time
where you want me, where's my mind
i think that this'll haunt me for the rest of my life

i'm friends with a ghost

ghost

pruhdooced by me :)
featuring @kennedysucks

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/0yM8h5YT5bOeA7f2Nwldki?si=29a448cbef644a97

Lyrics:
It's gon be hard to pack up tomorrow
You let me starve and then you break all the bottles
I know the truth that you
Lost all you borrowed
I know that
You know that
And it gets twice hard when you go the distance
You scrape my knees
And let em bleed no assistance
You froze like twice ice
Extorted my wide eyes
It's time someone else pays the price

Just take my soul and 
Go to hell with it
Who are you to tell me
I'm the one needs medicine
Spring left me with splinters
Now we split up
My mind severing
If he griefing 
I won't let him win
I'll restart from scratch
Won't turn my back
I can't trust anything
Just take my soul and 
Go to hell
Deaden my mind (heavily)
The dagger in my back
Is too deep
Can't use medicine
Fuckboy griefing 
I won't let him win
I knew that it was eminent
Don't want to turn around to
See who did it
My mind severing
My mind sever-
My mind severing

Cause now there's evidence that
Everything I knew is just a lie
But I'm no pessimist
This glass ain't half empty
It's fuckin dry
I don't take medicine
Cause last time I did it
I almost died
I'm a testament that things won't get better
If you don't try
Cause I got too much in my head 
And too much on my plate
But I'm still moving forward
I push away all my friend and 
My whole family ditched me
There's nobody left in my corner
It's getting this bad at the same time
At the same time
I'm my biggest supporter
Everyday I wear a fake smile 
But they can't tell 
Cause I'm a decent performer

Just take my soul and 
Go to hell with it
Who are you to tell me
I'm the one needs medicine
Spring left me with splinters
Now we split up
My mind severing
If he griefing 
I won't let him win
I'll restart from scratch
Won't turn my back
I can't trust anything
Just take my soul and 
Go to hell
Deaden my mind (heavily)
The dagger in my back
Is too deep
Can't use medicine
Fuckboy griefing 
I won't let him win
I knew that it was eminent
Don't want to turn around to
See who did it
My mind severing
My mind sever-
My mind severing
My mind severing
My my my mind severing
My mind severing
My my my mind sever- 
My mind

Severing (feat. kennedyxoxo)

Oh well.

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