Spite

produced by elroy

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now it's the end of the line :/
- the most massive thank you to @dezforman for helping me tell this story and to @bonddot for the mixing <3 love you guys fr

~ never been the type for confrontation 
i lost all my power, i can't even fake it
so complacent, no 
the way you worked your magic is so amazing 
i lost who i was, i got out of your gaze and now i'm saving me 
the odds had kept me from breathing 
i never tried to get even 
write about how i'm feeling 
to clear my mind, yeah im drawing the line 
stare at your likes and a view count 
all of our issues you drew out 
and i don't know what to do now
guess i gotta speak out 

i didn't mean to you love you 
i guess i kinda like the way that you would run to me 
i always hoped you come through
you kinda led me on and watched me drown in oceans deep
should have listened to all my friends 
cause you were using me for gain and i would play pretend, you were mine 
should have payed attention to the signs
now it's the end of the line 

thought about the night i left the station 
got off that train and left you all alone
oh how much did you grow?
the way you slipped back in, and got me again
i can't even shake you off
lost what i wanted, can't move all this weight, i failed in saving me 
is what we had really worth it?i
no need in tryna preserve it 
i know we're both probably hurting 
but it's easy sometimes, if you just drew the line 
fuck all the likes and the view counts
it's you and me that should figure it out 
and i don't know what to do now
guess i gotta stand my ground 

i didn't mean to you love you 
i guess i kinda like the way that you would run to me 
i always hoped you come through
you kinda led me on and watched me drown in oceans deep
should have listened to all my friends 
cause you were using me for gain and i would play pretend, you were mine 
should have payed attention to the signs
now it's the end of the line 

i didn't mean to love you 
in fact i never tried to 
but here we are, here we are ~

terminus

prod. chris marek and monto
mixed and mastered by ty lorenzo
artwork by @aletiune and monto

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about doubt

lyrics:
One, two, three
Am I

Too cold to care about
Do you hate to talk 'cause it brings you down is it
Too much to say aloud
Are you tired of this
Can we fuck it out am I

Too cold to care about
Do you hate to talk 'cause it brings you down is it
Too much to say aloud is it
Too much to say aloud

"Is it me?" (Ion know)
"Is it different?" (Yup)
"Are you tired?"
"Am I anxious?"
We both asked and tried to respond but
Sleep deprivation's never been honest

So we sat
In silence (Sh)
"Why can't you talk to me?"
We both asked and tried to respond, but
I'm just quiet
I'm just quiet

Fucked up tough love getting upset
Try to ignore all the shit you told
Your friends about my broken thoughts and
What I said or tried to

Tough luck got fucked by the solitude
Blank walls, cheap room, creeping want
Of sensory content
Alone and at fault
I'm in tears on the floor
I know it's "just another freak out"

Little bitch sit down
It ain't really that bad
Won't you shut your mouth
'Fore you take another lap of the house

Stop pacing you're acting insane
All this talking to yourself won't help

"I'm well! I've never felt better than this!"
"I'm great! I've never felt better than this!"
"I'm well! I've never felt better than this!"
"I'm great! I've never felt better than this!"

Do you wish you'd settled down
Thirty, forty minutes out the city
Somewhere quiet, but
Close enough so that you could still go see your friends

You'd be working as a teacher
He'd be doing something stable
Twenty-seven, everything
Would be going according to plan

Do you wish you'd settled down
Somewhere quiet out the city
Finished study finally starting up your life like you had said

You'd be working as a teacher
He'd be doing something stable
Twenty-seven, everything had gone according to plan

Am I

Too cold to care about
Do you hate to talk 'cause it brings you down is it
Too much to say aloud
Are you tired of this
Can we fuck it out am I

Too cold to care about
Do you hate to talk 'cause it brings you down is it
Too much to say aloud is it
Too much to say aloud

'communication is the basis of every strong relationship'

prod. ilytwelve

you say i sound like him oh well 
i’m just doing what i love 
tryna make it my living 
i don’t wanna be no scrub 
and i don’t wanna be no one but me 
i don’t wanna be no one 
this when shit get ugly 
singing shit through my lungs 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-

don’t know what to feel 
been so caught up in your lies 
don’t even know what’s real 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
stop 
show what you’re made of
don’t want the fake shit 
baby i want the real love but 
can’t ever get it 
i never know your intentions 
picked up my heart 
and you left me with these incisions 
i just 
wanna be me don’t wanna be no one else 
but how can i fucking do that 
i don’t even know myself 
trade a penny for a dime 
and my time for some help 
cause i don’t need to know nobody 
i just wanna know myself yeah 
( fuck ) 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-
fell.
( gone )

epiphany

produced, mixed, and mastered by goodbyebrody

acoustics by the goat chrismarek

*lyrics*

(mochji)
never thought you’d go missing within these pages
my mind still running for miles, though it’s been ages
we haven’t talked in a while, lost in fixations

all i wanted was change
all you needed was space
these winter nights keep getting, colder now that you’re away
did i push you too far? was all of this a waste?
fine wine and cheap cigars, harder just to conversate

(brody)
we sit and talk for a second
treat words just like a weapon
i won't meet you in heaven
fucked up, im feeling threatened

all the, past time, white lies
i'm getting in my head

new love, time flies 
won't be the last of it

(tyler)
melted lungs from another fire
light another cigarette
cause we’re going down to the wire
if it’s conflict that you want
then it’s problems you’ll get
my house is burning down but i’ve never felt so content

i’m running out of options
toxic
she said that i lost it
take me off my life support
i don’t need fucking oxygen
i don’t wanna win
and in a minute i’ll be staring at my only friend
in the reflection of a mirror
warning signs been getting clearer
and the smoke seeps through the floor
i got 15 minute then u gotta go
cause this flowers still gonna bloom through the snow

(brody)
we sit and talk for a second
treat words just like a weapon
i won't meet you in heaven
fucked up, im feeling threatened

all the, past time, white lies
i'm getting in my head

new love, time flies 
won't be the last of it

flower w/ mochji, tyler serrani

Crossroads ft. oldcollin

now on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/track/3Ggotj8EKfuEwT339zpD43?si=BzgE55WkQciYmlvFrRw24g

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over u (prod. yungspoiler)

50/50

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produced by elroy
guitar by scro

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