hi y'all i wrote this 2 years ago and wasn't able to finish it so uh here's this thank you for listening :p

your breath was cold when i felt it
your hand was cold when i held it
you never loved me i could tell it
you dug the grave that i lay in

i think my heart has turned to frost now
n i think she doesnt even care about
the things that she did to me
da da da daaaa .

daaaa da da daaaaa

cold

your foreign smile
makes me wanna stay a while
you captivate me
i can't be free
from your love
and i don't
wanna be let out of here
this is my home
i don't wanna go outside
without you
without out
without you
without you

without u

her sweet cherry kisses melt on my face
i'll follow you nowhere leave without a trace
do you feel what I do
i see us but how about you
i can't let these feelings go
can you see what's in my eyes
i see love for the first time
just stay here a while
stay here a while
her soft clover lips they brush against mine
i've lost all my breath we've stopped in time
do you feel what i do
i see us but how about you
i won't let this feeling go
can you see what's in my eyes
i see love for the first time
just stay here a while
stay here a while

her (demo)

Goner

I lost something

lyrics: 
it’s a theatrical disposition
and i’m in no position to hold you above 
all my obligations

you told me to hold on
to the people 
that make me feel better about myself

but i hate everyone
for keeping me here
down on this earth 
down in this dirt
soil splitting 
spitting image
of death in repose
of death in repose

words won’t make me feel better
i’m dying to get better 
but i’m scared i’m out of time
move into a straight line
so i can pick and choose all my fantasies 
your teardrops drowning me
and i don’t know how to swim

in my reconciliation
staring blank and faceless 
i cant

without u

Patches