Impostor

IOLITE NI (WIP)

LYRICS:

Laugh and smile in denial
I pretend you didn’t tell me
Always one to bring me joy
It’s sick to know the same we see
-
Somehow now I think I’m less-than
Just because you can relate to
All the things I’ve faced and cried from
Sick with the same point of view


Oh the time when we would just tease and play and keep our secrets
Oh the time when you never let your fears take over you, so
Where’d you go? Your undying light, so blinding dimmed to sparks, I
Wanna know what would cause my love to end up six feet below
-
Oh the time when the thought of being more was just a daydream
Oh the time when you helped in keeping me up on my feet so
Where’d you go? Now without an aid I’m lost, worse than before I
Wanna know if the cause was me am I to blame for sorrow?


Laugh and smile in denial
I pretend you didn’t tell me 
Always one to bring me joy
It’s sick to know the same we see
-
Somehow now I think I’m less-than
Just because you can relate to
All the things I’ve faced and cried from
Sick with the same point of view
-
Turn your cheek and let me suffer
All alone inside my head
Those lost in the dark can never
Lead the others to the end
-
As you tell me over, over
All the things that you've been thinkin'
Distance grows as I feel smaller
I can't be your medicine 


Eyes corrupt as you change into this evil monster you once
Fought against now a shambles I can't bare to look upon it's 
Sickening watching as you make excuses to this madness
Now I see what the hell you felt about what had become me
-
Don't you speak, I don't wanna hear the shit you think about now
Don't you know, listening to me will give you sick ideas
Don't you go, if you do I'll end up lost and all alone, but
Don't you throw away all your time to try to stop me, I'll just


Laugh and smile in denial
I pretend you didn’t tell me
Always one to bring me joy
It’s sick to know the same we see
-
Somehow now I think I’m less-than
Just because you can relate to
All the things I’ve faced and cried from
Sick with the same point of view


Facing prides and taking sides
Your essence, kindness, shine within her
As we war and argue senseless
With lords we've no choice to serve
-
The heart and mind are wildly different
Leading to conflicting powers
Drifted now apart, seems
We're villains to the other's god


Laugh and smile in denial
I pretend you didn’t tell me
Always one to bring me joy
It’s sick to know the same we see
-
Somehow now I think I’m less-than
Just because you can relate to
All the things I’ve faced and cried from
Sick with the same point of view
-
Turn your cheek and let me suffer
All alone inside my head
Those lost in the dark can never
Lead the others to the end
-
As you tell me over, over
All the things that you've been thinkin'
Distance grows as I feel smaller
I can't be your medicine

DESCENT -【IMPOSTOR】FT. GUMI // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

LYRICS:

(Oh, happy birthday! Oh, happy birthday!
Oh, what a world, yeah, it seems like
MMO RPG, my mortality obliteration
Paradox, it never stops, going on and on, repeating, unending/Can you keep your sister’s secret, wanting more than what she’s lived?)


I had a dream of someone new today, and I believe they’ll join Mind as says fate
For in the fog, my vision was projected, and in the mist, they looked dejected 
They were on their way to die whether they didn’t know or turned a blind eye
But I believe as fate implies, it is my job to save their lives and guide them to the light


I’d rather lose my life than my youth and beauty
I’d rather lose their life to make my dreams come true
Ain’t nothing wrong with vanity as long as you don’t hurt nobody
But even then if they’re a lab rat, I can’t really find the time to care


(Oh, happy birthday! Oh, happy birthday!)
-
Can it, keep your cake hole shut and quiet I can’t bear to fake it
All this noise and color, flashing of the fire’s gonna make me lose it
The bruises, the nooses, the underlying dread that my whole world is gonna meet its end
No more strength to pretend, I can’t even defend, think I’d rather be dead, but it’s all in my head


I had a dream of someone new today, and I believe they’ll join Mind as says fate
For in the fog, my vision was projected, and in the mist, they looked dejected 
They were on their way to die whether they didn’t know or turned a blind eye
But I believe as fate implies, it is my job to save their lives and guide them to the light
-
(Oh, happy birthday! Oh, happy birthday!
Oh, what a world, yeah, it seems like
MMO RPG, my mortality obliteration
Paradox, it never stops, going on and on, repeating, unending/Can you keep your sister’s secret, wanting more than what she’s lived?)


And so it seems we're at a crossroads, from good to bad to light and fallen angels
Of Yin and Yang and guilty as charged, of those with souls and those with hearts
Exact revenge on those who harmed you, now stay in place so he won’t hurt you
Create a plan, a suicide pact, but even so, I swear she’ll come back

Droning on and on, it’s pointless
Watching others fall, envious
Blood that drips and falls in teardrops
Represent the cherry
-
Green and blue and black and white and me and you and ending strife
In a game of cat and mouse, you’ll chase me down to end my life
As the pale beige turns purple, as my avatar’s torn down
Every day’s worse than the last one, I’d rather rest in the ground


(Oh, happy birthday! Oh, happy birthday!
Oh, what a world, yeah, it seems like
MMO RPG, my mortality obliteration
Paradox, it never stops, going on and on, repeating, unending/Can you keep your sister’s secret, wanting more than what she’s lived?)

SUICIDE PACT ON DEATH ROW -【IMPOSTOR】FT. 6 VOCALS // VSYNTH ORIGINAL SONG

LYRICS:

Tie me up and break me down, unspoken words I’ll shout out loud
Wonder what I’m looking for, besides the consequence of fighting more
Undoubt, the hounds have come to tear me apart
I’ll drown, fall down, but it’s a work of art
-
Even though I know the point is moot and it’s a losing battle
I can’t help but crave the rush of feigning blindness for the crowd


Beat me to the last breath that I’ll take
Know that this won’t be my final day
So break my mind and make me deaf
Your screams are all I need to cause my death


Little maggots crawling all around beneath my claws, beneath me now
Follow my lead, for my eyes you’ll plead, unmistaken I will be undoubt
Fortified wrath, unbreakable walls, no sympathy for those who crawl
Am I alone, or am I adored? Who cares, after all my name echos
-
Pitiful sludge and larvae all around, I’m a giant to you all
Little spiders crawling at my feet must stay away I’m arachnophobic
Pitiful wastes of space all cursed to have that face, I’ll cull them all
Am I alone, or am I adored? Who cares, after all my name echos


Bloodied by the cut of all those words I heard
Sadomasochistic urges
-
Spinning in a web of yin and yang
But to us, this war is just some silly game


Beat me to the last breath that I’ll take
Know that this won’t be my final day
So break my mind and make me deaf
Your screams are all I need to cause my death


Little maggots crawling all around beneath my claws, beneath me now
Follow my lead, for my eyes you’ll plead, unmistaken I will be undoubt
Fortified wrath, unbreakable walls, no sympathy for those who crawl
Am I alone, or am I adored? Who cares, after all my name echos
-
Pitiful sludge and larvae all around, I’m a giant to you all
Little spiders crawling at my feet must stay away I’m arachnophobic
Pitiful wastes of space all cursed to have that face, one day I’ll cull them
Am I alone, or am I adored? Who cares, after all my name echos X2
-
Lay me down upon my final resting place
Gently close my eyes, your soft hands drift across my face
Please remember that I’ll be okay
A victim’s plight is sung before their better days

FORTIFIED ARACHNOPHOBIA -【IMPOSTOR】FT. 3 VOCALS // VSYNTH ORIGINAL SONG

album-only song weehee (aka it's old and i never made a video for it)
listen on other services too, or buy it if you like :3

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7JLcMM...
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

- lyrics -

every photo triggers recollection of what’s gone
caught the perfect angle, begging to be led on
so, dance along! tell me i’m everything and more
still ignored, how deplorable!
i can’t be what you want

searching for the blurry moments
flashing, a rift in time
i’m standing, hoping all for nothing in every paradigm
avoiding all the damage that’s left
a smell that makes me choke
despite the guilt i still move forward
breathe the ash and then taste the smoke

ah! another good for nothing
another tragedy
living an undeserved purpose in an analogy
i’m tearing through the empty pages
the order’s never right
we give our thanks to those who lived it
fingerprints and a smudge
that’s life!

none of that matters anyway
you can hear that sob story any day
with a gaze so demeaning
a duplicate with no meaning
so we live a life seldom would detest
close your eyes and breathe a sigh, who would have guessed
to find a life that's picturesque...

every photo triggers recollection of what’s gone
caught the perfect angle, begging to be lead on
so, dance along! tell me i’m everything and more
still ignored, how deplorable!
i can’t be what you want
like a red light daydream, a glow that burns my sight
catching every meaning, i’ll wait in the moonlight
let’s live a lie! tell me it’s worthless, nothing more
blotched a mess, inky happiness
until i can’t be heard

well, that’s fine! but, it lost its shine over time
still we press onwards, can we escape this lie?
until then, we’re at a loss
still, we can’t admit we’ve lost
still, deny! and, of course, i don’t mean to pry
but, do you really still think i’m the bad guy?
...
still, we won’t admit we’ve lost

“ah, i’ll try a different viewpoint!”
another fallacy
despite all my best intentions, i still played make-believe
i’m scouring the vacant spaces
to find an awful sight
despite the dread i still move forward
turn back now, you can make this right

none of that matters anyway
surely you can live your life another day?
waste away, always dreaming
again, confused! it’s so deceiving
so we live a lie seldom would detest
close your eyes and breathe a sigh, who would have guessed
and still, to say that this is best...?

every photo triggers recollection of what’s gone
caught the perfect angle, begging to be lead on
so, dance along! tell me i’m everything and more
still ignored, how deplorable!
i can’t be what you want
in this empty city, the shadows run our lives
just outside the stillness, i’ll wait in the moonlight
there’s no need to cry! tell me, were you hoping for more?
make a mess, fake a happiness
my vision starts to blur

every photo triggers recollection of what’s gone
caught the perfect angle, begging to be lead on
so, dance along! tell me i’m everything and more
still ignored, how deplorable!
did you find what you want?

every photo triggers recollection of what’s gone
caught the perfect angle, begging to be lead on
so, dance along! tell me i’m everything and more
still ignored, how deplorable!
i can’t be what you want
every filtered memory, the remnants of that life
made a perfect picture, a truth inside the lie
please dance with me! everything is alright
what a mess! captured happiness
in every vivid hue

in the end, i remembered it
i want to make it true

anamnesis ft. gumi [vocaloid original]

album-only song weehee (aka it's old and i never made a video for it)
listen on other services too, or buy it if you like :3

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7JLcMM...
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

- lyrics -

this life deemed useless, so it seems
we’re listless in the face of needs
if we can’t live on, who would we hurt?
if we can’t move on, will we be of worth?
it’s just a lie i wanna believe
this stagnant sky’s even colder than me
it’s too late now, i’ll steal your smile
living on just to hope it’s worthwhile

how rude of me to mislead your trust
it’s not that often i meet someone who’s enough
entertain extremities, ignoring what won’t benefit me
catch up fast before you’re left in the dust

oh, so you so you see
i’m lost in would-be’s
ah, dontcha dontcha know?
it’s hard to let go

laugh in the face of danger and stop being so concerned
treat myself like a stranger and ignore how my heart burns
“isn’t this a bit weird?” questions asked upon uncaring ears
ignore the pain! before it’s too late, pour it down the drain!
play with these emotions, the perfect poison made for me
an unrelenting agenda to bleach all that’s filthy
saying what i shouldn’t, numbing myself to the cost of love
this problem is so easily solved by weakening my resolve

if you insist, i won’t resist
i’ll love you too even if i have no clue
being impure’s the only thing for sure
this bitch of a life always makes us do what’s right

lined up against all the hearts i stole
these apologies are out of my control
if everybody agrees, i’ll keep on spouting pleasantries
whatever it takes to finally be whole

a life lived reckless, so it be
corrupted morals “set you free”
in agony, we raise the stakes higher
smiling on, adding fuel to the fire
play along! it’s multiple choice
follow the rules and don’t use your voice
that’s quite simple, don’t you agree?
so stop looking for what you cannot be

oh, caught in a deadlock
i’m against the clock
ah, dontcha dontcha know?
i’m still looking for

remedies to these tendencies
we crawl through the sludge for everyone to judge
ah, can’t you see all these penalties?
being of use is just my excuse

cry at the feet of hatred, pure white’s what you’re thinking of
i’d spill everything inside to fill it with your love
“isn’t this a bit sad?” questions asked upon uncaring ears
ignore the pain! before it’s too late, pour it down the drain!

accepting the sting of danger, i guess it’s finally my turn
liable for my own actions, “sorry’s” that were never earned
“isn’t this the ending?” questions asked upon the one who’s left
ignore the pain before it’s too late
pour it down the drain

play with these emotions, ever dirty’s all you’ll be
an unrelenting agenda to bleach all that’s filthy
doing what i shouldn’t, numbing myself to the pain of shame
this problem is so easily solved by weakening my resolve

if you insist, i won’t resist
i’ll love you too even if i have no clue
being impure’s the only thing for sure
this bitch of a life always makes us do what’s right

and just for once in your gray stained eyes i finally want to do what’s right

bleach ft. flower [vocaloid original]

lyrics:

empty words and empty visions, my senses numb to the world
moving melodies are all that invoke tears rather than tragedy 
to be truthful and risk it all i never felt anything for you
i just wanted to see you cry, feel less alone, and have you hold me
-
i don’t think you realize quite how much it means to be seen
and yet the emotions mean nothing
a sense of dread in the back of my head behind a wall i can’t see past
leaves me empty and melancholic contrasting the colors behind the wall


black and white clouds cry rainbow tears
i don’t know why i feel or why i don’t 
i don’t understand the meaning of any of this
all i feel is upset that i am empty 
-
black and white thoughts, a prism heart
it never ever seems to be enough
tell me am i selfish just to want to feel?
or will you tell me that i’m in the wrong?


all i feel is melancholy for the - colors behind the wall
all there is is melancholy behind a wall

melancholy behind a wall

LYRICS:

Never heard praise, onward stretching days
Constant reminders of how I’ve fell short
One and two, constantly compared to you
Never a moment to feel glowing sun 
-
I’m to him as rust is to silver
Non an issue, non of import
I’m to gold, tarnished, and pitiful
He doesn’t love me, in his eyes are just gold


Lay alone, my blood as my pillow
Stone so cold as I sleep and shiver
Try and try but only to fall short
Uncontrolled is my fate familiar 
Write my plight on torn and sewn parchment
Poems sing how I’m BREATHING SILVER
I’m BREATHING SILVER


You are a beacon, shining and beautiful
I’m just a bum who knows not of good
And to the people, you prove how you’re worthy
I promise too I can be like you
-
Just a drop will engage a vengeance
Sylver tears now run through his veins
Take a breath for it is his last one
On his deathbed, a choice will be made
Second place is where I remain


Lay alone, my blood as my pillow
Stone so cold as I sleep and shiver
Try and try but only to fall short
Uncontrolled is my fate familiar 
Write my plight on torn and sewn parchment
Poems sang as my last resentment
Lost, alone, abandoned by future
Don’t you know that I’m BREATHING SILVER
I’m BREATHING SILVER

BREATHING SILVER

LYRICS:

Off the stage with you, I’ve arrived
To name my price, come and feast your eyes
Shine the lights upon your star
I’ll stay right here forever more
-
Step aside, all will hear this anthem
Cheering loud, begging for encore 
Know your place far below my kingdom
Sing out GET OFF THE STAGE 


Every try and take I’d make, unfounded and unworthy
All the stress and self-odium never would subside
Years and years would pass me by with little recognition
Waited for my time so now I’m gonna make it mine
-
I don’t mind the work, work, demons always lurk, lurk
But to say I’m terrified would be so undermining
I don’t mind the hurt, hurt, here to show the world, world
Won’t stay silent, I’ll design an empire where I reign


Off the stage with you, I’ve arrived
To name my price, come and feast your eyes
Shine the lights upon your star
I’ll stay right here forever more
-
Step aside, all will hear this anthem
Cheering loud, begging for encore 
Know your place far below my kingdom
Sing out GET OFF THE STAGE 


Always torn down, denied a crown
Watch in silence all above
Else feels worse than giving your all
Just to remain in the dark
-
One more time, one more attempt, I swear this won’t be my end
With just another push I’m sure this time I’ll seize the chance to shine
Now I see an opening, given one more chance to sing
I swear I’ll prove myself as someone worthy of the masses’ time


Off the stage with you, I’ve arrived
To name my price, come and feast your eyes
Shine the lights upon your star
I’ll stay right here forever more
-
Step aside, all will hear this anthem
Cheering loud, begging for encore 
Know your place far below my kingdom
Sing out GET OFF THE STAGE 
-
Sing out GET OFF THE STAGE

GET OFF THE STAGE REVENGE -【IMPOSTOR】FT. DEX // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

LYRICS:

For sailors lost at sea, we are the last they see
And we’re to lure them down for our kin to eat
A deadly song we sing to tear away their wings
A precious life torn away from all its family
-
There’s no heaven meant for us
There’s no good in what we must


I won’t stand for what’s unjust


Oh, I 
Hate this life, deadly night, fight or flight, look alive, no return home 
Breathe the air 
-
I loathe
The killing, the goring, the bloodshed, and the sarcophagic gorging
It’s so unfair 


Sing a siren’s song
You won’t last for long
Cast aside your kin
Never shall you sing


As the sharks would prey on fish and far you’d go into abyss
The monsters of the deep, to prey, would leave behind a bloody mess
And so too do the humans show the kind of temper from below
The sickness rampant on the earth proves far more worse than I could know
-
There’s no heaven meant for them
There’s no good in any realm


All alone, no abode, unforetold, no defense I had from them
Prisoner of the land, of the sea, once again I’d return home
Bound at sea, no mercy, their plaything, identity stripped from me
Left without a voice in any matter, I’d resign to say goodbye


Circling beneath me, at my feet, one familiar melody
And they’d sing, sailors yield, won’t affect me
Burning bridge, sacrilege, dying kin, all beneath me 


A story for a God
A fox chimes in her thought
On parchment from a fawn
Lay tears of trauma’s rot
-
A book that’s bound by sugar
And specialized machines
Depictions from a master
By light are later seen


Oh, in the  
Flaming night, endless blight, live or die, endless cries, none left alive
Breathe the ash 
-
And now I live that life I’ve dreamed of
And now that empty past means nothing
THE OCEAN SET ABLAZE BEHIND ME 
I’m forever onward blazing

THE OCEAN SET ABLAZE -【IMPOSTOR】FT. V4 FLOWER // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

What originally was supposed to be Rin and YOHIOloid became Iroha and YOHIOloid when I heard how great she sounded with him. I'm experimenting with random pairs nowadays if you haven't noticed XD Enjoy ~


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--- Credits ---
Original Vocals: Hatsune Miku, Megpoid GUMI
Vocals: AH-Software, PowerFX, VocaTone
Music & Lyrics: rerulili 
Jazz Piano: Akai Meteor 
Mastering: Kagome-P
Illustration & Video: Pichoko
Special Effects: Inokashira-P 
Tuning: PrincessMikiMiki
Mixing: PrincessMikiMiki
VSQx: Apple-P, Circus-P

【Nekomura Iroha • YOHIOloid】 Spinal Fluid Explosion Girl 【VOCALOID3】

LYRICS:
I can’t stand the night, I think I’ll die 
In the dark, the sounds around reprise 
Let the corpse that’s puppeted by fate 
Gorge and feast on sweets ‘til the next day


Making friends with the shadows in the dark
I remember when I came out here with intention to depart
Now to burn my lungs is just a pastime
But paranoia strikes like paradigm


Psychedelic, post-traumatic, waiting for the angel’s call
Wander senseless with no purpose, waiting for the night I fall
Snap my mind into the storm and finally hear the angel’s call
Waiting for the night I hear it, ‘til then I’ll consume it all  


I can’t stand the night, I think I’ll die 
In the dark, the sounds around reprise 
Let the corpse that’s puppeted by fate 
Gorge and feast on sweets ‘til the next day


Overloaded, stimulated, dizzy of the world
I think I have seen this before, no one trusts my word
Wait with bated breath, still holding in the smoke
Who’s there sitting across from me?


Psychedelic, post-traumatic, waiting for the angel’s call
Wander senseless with no purpose, waiting for the night I fall
Snap my mind into the storm and finally hear the angel’s call
Waiting for the night I hear it, ‘til then I’ll consume it all  


All alone in darkness I arise 
Running into shadows in the corners of my eyes
Burn my skin to kill the cigarette 
Gorge and feast on sweets ‘til i eventually forget

cigarette food -【IMPOSTOR】FT. HATSUNE MIKU // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

Original: Kairiki bear  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZaqryLW9ZV4

SVP: KageroP  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eJ9btmg8QlQ

Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Tuning: me !! + utatanep1ko!! 
Vocals: u_piko, Fukase_J_Normal, YUU (harms)
Software: VOCALOID4
Vocal Renders: utatanep1ko

【Utatane Piko】Down Timer【VOCALOID Cover】

guys i kinda cooked with this song i think
---
the trees are bending now and crashing down onto the street
the roof is peeling off, it better not come towards me
my body's frozen, could you pass me a coat or three?

hey, where's the heater gone?
it's broken down

(piece of shi-) it's gonna carry on all through the night
hope you've got some batteries and a spare light
oh, we know by morning it might be alright

but for now, we huddle up and sing our cares away cuz there's a

blackout, blackout
give me a hand, or a match
blackout, blackout
how long 'till the power comes back?
blackout, blackout
can't hide away from the cold
look outside, i think the rain is gonna come back tenfold!

blackout, blackout
blackout, blackout
blackout, blackout
blackout, blackout

blackout, blackout
give me a hand, or a match
blackout, blackout
how long 'till the power comes back?
blackout, blackout
can't hide away from the cold
look outside, i think the rain is gonna come back

DESCENT -【IMPOSTOR】FT. GUMI // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

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