LYRICS:

Regimen, the hours stretched, a
Constant rain of hateful slanders
Ain't a father supposed to love,
Or is that something not required?
-
Scratching at the walls and tearing
Deep blue through my skin, 'Why
can't you be more like 
your brother?'
-
On and on, the tasks are harder
Why's a king meant to perform
The anthem with his his boots on backwards?
-
In the dark the prince cries mercy
While the heir sleeps soundly in victory.


Cursed palace, home to anguish
Must be flawless, or be broken
Stuck in shadow, can't fly out now
In the silence I'll remain 

Found my home
I'll be my own king
-
Memorized the words you spoke by heart to me
And I'm sorry but I won't be coming back despite your cute search parties
Granted chance by all the others outcasted,
Now I've gotten further than a king could ever dream for


Flourished palace, home to exiled
Mistakes polished, scarred by virtue
Given spotlight, I'll turn out right
In the silence I've regained


Granted the power to carve this throne you could never claim your own
Victims and beings who are gifted, never to be heard as the same tone
Pity is always unwelcome, I'm not here to satisfy projection
Given a podium to preach from, silent are all the halls around it
-
Cursed is the palace he reigns from, life there is never to be painless
Cursed is the palace that I've come to, life here is always to be restless

CURSED -【 IMPOSTOR】FT. DEX // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

LYRICS:

I told you who I am, so why are you surprised?
Your heart of gold and wants for me are clouding up your eyes
And honestly, I truly just cannot provide my care
When you tell me how it hurts I laugh at pitiful despair
-
I hate to be a downer but I think I need to say
I’m a slut for degradation, so tell me what you hate!
With a sadomasochistic mind, you’d think I’d want to change
But reality is different, babe, I don’t mind I’m deranged


(Wanna be indifferent? Well go off and be my guest
Just please don’t ever blame me for the coming consequences)


Shut up, I never asked, no I don’t care ‘bout your day
If you knew that I was like this then you should have run away!
No one can fucking help me this is the millionth time,
I don’t want your pity, everything that hurts me’s by design
-
You say I’m fucking dying but I’d die if I’m the same
All these urges just to hurt you or to hurt me are hard to tame
But to be one-hundred percent honest pain is just a game
It’s cute y’know, and only one shall touch me for their gain


(Wanna be indifferent? Well go off and be my guest
Just please don’t ever blame me for the coming consequences)


I’m not in a good headspace to listen to your woes
And to think there’re people like you who can’t defeat their foes
It’s, like I said, pitiful to see,
You really are so stupid to have some hope for me
-
(I told you who I am, so why are you surprised?
Your heart of gold and wants for me are clouding up your eyes
And honestly, I truly just cannot provide my care
When you tell me how it hurts I laugh at pitiful despair)


(Wanna be indifferent? Well go off and be my guest)

SADOMASOCHIST -【IMPOSTOR】FT. MACNE NANA ENGLISH // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

BIG CLAPPY - Ghost and Pals

UGGGGUGUGUGGUGUGUGGGG IM REALLY PROUD OF THIS ONE!!!!!!! i really like how different it is to my other songs and just like the whole vibe of it really,, if you coudn't tell i was like really inspired by candle queen and i think it  h e l l a  shows,, the character's outfit was stolen (colors were reworked to fit the setting better) from my friend william bc he dresses like a legit time traveler literally every day and i wanted to put the character in one of his fits,, i was totally buggin for a few days bc i couldn't work on this song bc of an issue that crypton had with their new piapro studio updates,, for anyone who reads this who isn't following me on twitter and insta, basically piapro studio (a vsti plugin vocaloid editor distributed by crypton future media) had their first update in LITERALLY YEARS and upon updating it, people lost access to their third-party vocalists (vocaloids that aren't distributed by crypton),, so everyone was majorly upset as they should've been bc crypton royally messed up,, luckily they put out a rollback method but like??? y'all really messed up here????????? but yeah i hope you like this song, mixing was a pain bc i had to redo it after i found a big mistake in the vocals so i had to go back into piapro, fix it, and then export and mix the vocals all over again :/ yeah that wasn't fun,, BUT IT WAS WORTH IT i think,, omg also my producer anniversary in next month :DDDDD i'm gonna start working on something fun for it after i upload this,, but yeah uhh that's about all i have to say i think so uhhhhhh yeah enjoy the song :)
VIDEO: https://youtu.be/pm_Y5Bl2t0o
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1au20q8i2JCyKagHieNM1bhSgDiO3sIT59ROQbncNjPI/edit?usp=sharing

A Time Traveler's Delight

LYRICS:

Tie me up and break me down, unspoken words I’ll shout out loud
Wonder what I’m looking for, besides the consequence of fighting more
Undoubt, the hounds have come to tear me apart
I’ll drown, fall down, but it’s a work of art
-
Even though I know the point is moot and it’s a losing battle
I can’t help but crave the rush of feigning blindness for the crowd


Beat me to the last breath that I’ll take
Know that this won’t be my final day
So break my mind and make me deaf
Your screams are all I need to cause my death


Little maggots crawling all around beneath my claws, beneath me now
Follow my lead, for my eyes you’ll plead, unmistaken I will be undoubt
Fortified wrath, unbreakable walls, no sympathy for those who crawl
Am I alone, or am I adored? Who cares, after all my name echos
-
Pitiful sludge and larvae all around, I’m a giant to you all
Little spiders crawling at my feet must stay away I’m arachnophobic
Pitiful wastes of space all cursed to have that face, I’ll cull them all
Am I alone, or am I adored? Who cares, after all my name echos


Bloodied by the cut of all those words I heard
Sadomasochistic urges
-
Spinning in a web of yin and yang
But to us, this war is just some silly game


Beat me to the last breath that I’ll take
Know that this won’t be my final day
So break my mind and make me deaf
Your screams are all I need to cause my death


Little maggots crawling all around beneath my claws, beneath me now
Follow my lead, for my eyes you’ll plead, unmistaken I will be undoubt
Fortified wrath, unbreakable walls, no sympathy for those who crawl
Am I alone, or am I adored? Who cares, after all my name echos
-
Pitiful sludge and larvae all around, I’m a giant to you all
Little spiders crawling at my feet must stay away I’m arachnophobic
Pitiful wastes of space all cursed to have that face, one day I’ll cull them
Am I alone, or am I adored? Who cares, after all my name echos X2
-
Lay me down upon my final resting place
Gently close my eyes, your soft hands drift across my face
Please remember that I’ll be okay
A victim’s plight is sung before their better days

FORTIFIED ARACHNOPHOBIA -【IMPOSTOR】FT. 3 VOCALS // VSYNTH ORIGINAL SONG

UGGUGUGUGGG OKAY ITS DONE THANK GOD,, this was technically due yesterday but i was given so much work this week it was most definitely impossible to get this done on time so thank god i got an extension till monday,, the song and video took longer to  make than i'd have liked, but i guess it was pretty ambitious to try and finish this entire video in two days,, but uhh i'm really proud of this song,, we had to make a presentation about our identities for this project and i decided to make every aspect of my identity visual and let the lyrics focus on my cultural and racial imposter syndrome which has been playing a really big part in my life right now,, here's a little breakdown of the aspects of my identity shown in the video: at the climax of the song, the dress i'm wearing is heavily influenced by mexican culture,, it's made up of all the colors of the non binary flag,, the sun on my cheek is the sun on the flag of the philippines and the patch over my eye is the lgbt flag,, on my shoulders are more specific flags (the mlm flag and gendervoid flag) of the identities i identify with,, and lastly on in my hair is an asian giant hornet (my favorite insect) because i want to be an entomologist :) i have no specific tie to sewing,, i just thought of the idea of a quilt being made up of different parts of someone's identity and decided to go with that,, but uhh yeah enjoy the song and if i don't get a good grade i'm gonna go ballistic because this took so much longer than i would've liked ❤️
VIDEO: https://youtu.be/fKLbtp3AfCQ
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1H3BxeOFEI9LBxpSk3zGquI5elG26dc5Z-fXjLOthcJg/edit?usp=sharing

[VOCALOID Original] A Chimera's Quilt feat. Maika

We are all made of stardust longing to return to the universe where we were once created.

Moon and stars (Danceversion)

EDIT: OMG I HAVENT GOTTEN THIS MUCH ATTENTION SINCE I BROKE MY FACE ON THE MONKEY BARS IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL!! THANK YOU ALL SOO MUCH FOR THE LOVE <3
EDIT 2: OMG 3000+!!!!!! THANK YOU ALL!!!!!! It REALLY means a LOT to me that you all are looking at this! <3
UST= http://www.mediafire.com/download/cdisu2cr0d3vupl/HOUSEWIFE+RADIO%282016%29.zip 

Song by- GHOST @cool-as-heck-ghost 
mix/ust/tuning- Wolfy
original singer- Gumi English
I LOVE THIS REMAKE!!!! ITS AWSOME!!!! BUT anyways I decided to make a ust for this because this song is addictive to sing and I couldn't get it out of my head but now its gonna be worse cuz i played it over and over again till my brain explooged.... but anyways i hope you all enjoy this cover of HOUSEWIFE RADIO!!! :D

【UTAU】HOUSEWIFE RADIO(2016)【雨シルバVCCV】+UST

So... first time where I use Automation Clips and Gross Beat at the same time, and it came out horrible. Thank god that VOCALOID has the _0 phoneme, it helps out alot when trying to do engrish. Anyway, hope you enjoy this cover! Still learning how to use Automation Clips properly :/
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Song: Hyperdontia by Creep-P and GHOST
Base UST: Half-A-Head
VSQx: Sharkie-P
VSQx Editing: Me
Shitty Mix/Mastering: Me

Hyperdontia - Megpoid GUMI V4 Power

【Oliver, Fukase, Kagamine Len, Utatane Piko】"Original Song Collaboration" it's dark!【DrawyColours' Remix】

My curiosity for remixing this song was too high so here you go! Also, it made me laugh hard! XD

Song is a collaboration by: GHOST, Aria, Ponko & UmbarticForest
Thumbnail Art: GHOST
Remix: Me