UNDER THE INFLUENCE (current joys cover)

honestly
i can't trip about it
safe with me
you trust me I doubt it
used to be
so heavy around it
coddled me
my fate won't allow it

everything's different 'bout you
even the taste
when I'm sippin' how soon
will I break
if I start missin' how you
redden my face
when you make me feel blue

just to see
my hand grip around it
changes me
don't worry about it
I can't see
how I would allow it
to take me
right back where I found it

everything's different 'bout you
even the taste
when I'm sippin' how soon
will I break
if I start missin' how you
redden my face
when you make me feel blue
everything's different 'bout you
even the taste
when I'm sippin' how soon
will I break
if I start missin' how you
redden my face
when you make me feel blue

feel blue

aspartame

333 (so high)

curtain


but that's fine, ok? 
and it's fine ok? 

I know it's hard 
too make a change 
when all that I want 
is for better days 

but that's fine, ok? 
and it's fine ok? 



that's fine, ok?

made with monkey experiment @user-619477005 (guitars, synths, vocals).

taller than the trees
i am underneath
crushed ant under your feet
were you even listening?
moths sit on my skin
i don't like medicine
turning moss green
you'll never hear from me

monkey experiment:
you're growing old
like bread with mold
you make it so hard to live
i feel like i'm in hell

i'll forget everything
moss covering me

moss

lyrics: 

i don’t want to be like you
i just want to take a break from everything
sorry if i waste your time
i’m still learning how to manage mine

i can’t help it if i break down and cry
guess it’s just the way i’m used to getting by

do u want?

imzzz