https://ffm.to/findwhatyoulove
https://findwhatyoulove.org/

PART I
verse 1:
here we go again, you never try to speak 
then ill end up chasing you right down the street
leading on myself, dont know what to believe
all the doubt i dealt before my soul depletes
but do you know just how it feels?
to be ignored like im not there
when everyone just turned their backs on you
and so i bottled up my tears

chorus:
looked my way but i dont think she wants to
talk to me, and i dont think she even
thought of me, but id feel better
if you talk to me, could you talk to me?
bones now left to rust, consuming every part
right from my lungs, and im slowly losing
all my fuckin trust, cuz everything i did
was all for what? was all for what?

verse 2:
why cant yall show me that yall ever care?
like when i just try to talk, its like yall are never there
and i dont even really wanna compare
but the shit i do for yall, its like yall are never fair
like what the fuck? i noticed
that every word feels hopeless
am i a burden cuz it
hurts that we just turned to strangers
but yall—

chorus 2:
looked my way but i dont think they want to
talk to me, and i dont even think they
thought of me, but id feel better
if yall talk to me, could yall talk to me?
bones now left to rust, consuming every part
right from my lungs, and im slowly losing
all my fuckin trust, cuz everything i did
was all for what? was all for waahahaha fuck

PART II
chorus:
and then youre pulling me apart in pieces
while im at my worst then you gave your reasons
our spot is where you left me bleeding
and you shushed my mouth when you were speaking
like good for you, you found your worth
but why did you just make it worse?
left me bleeding by the trees and
you apologized but do you really mean it?

verse:
dnd, on a dinner with death
and i told him all about your regrets
im not the one you deserve i bet
just sucks cuz youre the one i wanted
and now youre pulling me apart
you tore my limbs and took my heart
and now im seeing who you are
and now im seeing who you are

chorus:
and then youre pulling me apart in pieces
while im at my worst then you gave your reasons
our spot is where you left me bleeding
and you shushed my mouth when you were speaking
like good for you, you found your worth
but why did you just make it worse?
left me bleeding by the trees and
you apologized but do you really mean it?




find what you love and let it kill you

Such a joy to have Martin Lucas (The Celturian) on this instrumental piece. He is a hugely gifted musician, and I'm honoured to have him on board. His contribution really enhances this simple composition. https://soundcloud.com/the-celturian
https://soundcloud.com/the-celturian/ruah-brian-peters-feat-the-celturian?ref=clipboard&p=a&c=0

Flute/Violin: Martin
Guitar/Composition: Me
Drawing: 'Terebinth' (BP)

Ruah (ft The Celturian)

Silent Standing
(D/L available at www.terrywigmore.com)

This is a very mean & moody Gibbo stood standing, silently singing ...more than thoughtful...leaning his back against his decaying doorway...
Terry somewhere in the chancellery, nonchalantly flipping a coin, with something nasty on one side and a worn out memory on the other. Offering some hope? Maybe not...
Me? Well, I'm in the toilet, with a grumbling bass whilst spouting a slightly sinister 'Andrews Sisters' thing :-)

This is just what we do...

Silent Standing

1) I can't quite remember, how it got to this
One moment you were there and then you're gone
But I stood silent in the doorway staring at the space you used to be.
And I stood silent in the doorway staring at the space you used to be.

2) But I can still recall your elegance and grace
As you shattered what was two and made it one
But I stood silent in the doorway staring at the space you used to be.
And I stood silent in the doorway staring at the space you used to be.

She moves like a flower in the chancelleries of spring...spring...
She moves...like a flower in the spring

(Repeat V.2)

…And I stood silent in the doorway staring at the space you used to be.........


Music and Lyrics: Wigmore Allen  Gibbons

(Terry) Wigmore: Guitars, Synths, Vocals, Production
(Keith) Allen:        Bass, Lead guitar, Vocals
(Kevin)Gibbons:   Lead Vocal

Silent Standing

A New Day

『ガラスの花』
作詞・作曲 / Papyrusたくや

【Music Video】
https://youtu.be/t_BHwRVsjHo

滅茶苦茶に塗りたくって ライアー
満たされない想いを掻き消した
なんだよ 見てみろこのアート
一体何の模様だこれは

ぶっとんで ピエロが踊って
インディアン でかいパイプ吸って
脳内 駆け巡るギターと
死にたい君が思い浮かんで

破壊 破壊 深い闇
ゲロと夢と過去と未来
向こう側は天国か？
成し遂げてから死にてぇ

どんなに上手くいかない時も
心が死んじまってる時も
不気味な世界に迷い込んだら
心の光と炎

絶やしちゃダメだ
絶やしちゃダメだ
弱くてもいい
そのまま進め

砕け散ってく
命の花が
帰れないのさ
戻れないのさ

Oh!Oh!

現状地獄 人生破綻
生まれ変われんならそうしてぇ
だけど道は続いてる
叫びたい 叫ばせろ

どんなに上手くいかない時も
心が死んじまってる時も
君のさ 祈りと想いが
降り注ぐ闇を祓うよ

自由を見つけ
こんな時代を
弱くてもいい
駆け抜けてゆけ

ガラスの花

An Angelic Dub fusion!!

Vocals from A sample pack.

RiZLiX - Angel Dub

Another HOT!! Collaboration with the underground sounds of Billy Korg
https://soundcloud.com/billy-korg
Lyrics:- 
Are you ready for the truth
Time to let go of your youth

Better take the red pill baby
Better take the red pill darling
Open up your mind to all the lies
Never wanna see you left behind
No no no no no no no no
Don't get left behind

Billy Korg / winkandwoo 2020

Take The Red Pill -Billy Korg & winkandwoo

YouTube: https://youtu.be/3FPJf72lx9c. Thinking of family while camping along the Rio Costilla at Carson National Forest in New Mexico. Featuring @joerxworx on tenor saxophone. Production with an iPad Pro: Audioshare (samples), Korg Gadget (music production), iPad Pro (raw photos and video), iMovie (video production).

DAVEHEFFNER.COM

Dreaming at Rio Costilla (ft. joerxworx - tenor saxophone)

Here's my latest collab with the very talented Midisound. Enjoy. Love to all.
Produced by Midisound
Lyrics and vocals: Nathalie B20

Smoke ( Produced by Midisound Ft. Nathalie B20)

FROM NEBRASKA, WISCONSIN, AND ALL THE WAY THROUGH DENVER TO CHICAGO WHAT A SIN IN THE DAMNED SEARS TOWER
FOR A DEATH STAR JOB WHERE THE RICH EACH OTHER’S ROB SOMETHING LONG FORGOTTEN SOMEKIND OF A THINGAMABOB
THAT WAS LESS YOUR STYLE THAN TO LIVE IN A YURT 
JUST A MOONLIGHT MILE AWAY FROM ROBIN HOOD
OR A IN STRAW BALE HOME BACK IN COLORADO
AS LONG AS TO BETTER SERVE THE PEOPLE IN THE SHADOW 
MAY I CALL YOU M?
MAY I TELL YOU JE T’AIME
M AIME QU’ON L’AIME
ET C’EST TOUT SAUF UN PROBLÈME 
CAR DANS SON SILLAGE ELLE SÈME M 
DES GRAINES D’AMOUR À LA CHAINE 
AUNTIE M

THEN WITH BEULER GRIFFIN MARK ARLO AND REYNA
YOU MOVED YOUR LITTLE TRIBE TO HELENA MONTANA
IN A SOLAR PANEL WORLD OF NATURAL ENERGIES
WHILE YOU KEEP ON THE STRUGGLE AGAINST ODD INEQUALITIES
AND WHEN I HAVE A CHANCE ME YOUR LOVING BROTHER
I COME AND HUG YOU ALL WHAT’S BETTER THAN TOGETHER
SIT AND WATCH HIT THE TRAIL AND SHOOT THE SHIT
AND YOU WILL TELL ME MORE ABOUT YOUR TRUE LIFE IN TRUE GRIT  MAY I CALL YOU M?

ET QUAND BIEN MÊME
LA VIE A SA PART DE PROBLÈMES ELLE VA DE L’AVANT ET SÈME M
DES GRAINES D’ESPOIR À LA CHAINE AUNTIE M
AND WHEREVER YOU ARE YOU HAVE BEEN OR WILL BE 
IT SEEMS YOUR POLAR STAR HAS LIT AT WOUNDED KNEE 
FUCK LAW AND ORDER POLITICAL CORRUPTION
AND FIGHT AGAINST THE POOR UNJUST EVICTIONS
SOCIAL EXCLUSION RACIAL DISPARITIES
BATTERED WOMEN MEAN OLD BULLIES
FIGHT FOR THE RIGHTS OF THE NATIVE AMERICANS
WHICH YOU MAKES YOU THE FINEST PART OF ALL AMERICANS 
MAY I CALL YOU M?

AUNTIE M (Lyrics) song for M

Janine Levinson: lyrics, singing, vocal melodies, cover art. @janinelevinson

Jonathan Beckenstein: music, instruments, mixing.

I climbed to the top
thinking I would stop
and gaze upon the crystal view
but it turned out quite ordinary

I guess I think I thought
that everything would start
and I would find my heart
or something quite extraordinary

but there’s no here here
should have listened when they said
there is no there there
this room is full of ordinary men

I worked very hard
To be a member of
a high and mighty club
but it turned out quite ordinary

I guess that I supposed
when every door was closed
the thing that was behind
would be something extraordinary

there was no there there
should have listened when they said
there is no there there
the room is full of ordinary men

oh there there, dear
there are no answers here.
oh there, there dear
go forth and multiply

older now I know
the bill of goods I sold
the little boy when he was
something quite extraordinary

that there’s a special kind
of gem that he will find
that only special people get to see

there is no there there
should have listened when they said
there is no there there
there there dear

but maybe there’s a green
that I have never seen
the emerald kind of grass
that’s on the far side of the hill

there is no there there
the room is full of ordinary men

AUNTIE M (Lyrics) song for M

IMRE LODBROG