✦ Почему, когда я просыпаюсь — я не познаю себя…
Лишь тупо разлагаюсь, не выходит нихуя.
Я потерпел крушение в конце января.
Сколько не стараюсь — остаюсь я в начале.

† И ебаная печаль не даёт мне вновь начааааать.
То, к чему стремился — и мне стало поебать.
Мои мысли об одном, я стараюсь не упасть на дно (уоуоуоу).

☾ Заливаюсь алкоголем, лишь бы мне понять,
почему и чем же болен я.
Мои мысли уколоты злостью и похотью.
Руки испускают последний вдох.

✧ Немного времени пройдёт — и я буду засыпать,
зная, что я смог.
Всё, что накопилось в моей голове за все эти года,
я знаю, что я был не пра-а-а-а-аав.

изменения (prod. yaup)

Her Spirit

Liner Notes:
RICK -
In the past I produced a remix:
https://soundcloud.com/rix-shearer-ism/jonny-5ive-polygon-remix-by-rick-shearer-1      
of Jonathan Howard's Polygon: https://soundcloud.com/jonny-5ive/polygon
I had several other sections I didn't include in that remix.
Those sections had a different percussive feel, which I saved for a future track (this one). I created new sections which had more of my "Orchecussive" style than that of a re-mix. 
Orchecussive Polygon is the only co-written instrumental track in the Orchecussive Series 
Thank you Jonathan!
JONATHAN -
Polygon was created from experimentation with various synthesizers used in draft versions of the song Cyberflight. As a totally new and separate track, created in a short time period with large quantities of bourbon and ice. Polygon was rushed to be one of the final tracks made before publishing the album "Ranges". It is a peculiar track that uses heavy reverbs, layered pianos, industrial percussion, and a moving-3 delay on the bell-sounding glass piano. I was surprised when it was secretly chosen by Rick for a remix. Polygon was one of the tracks that I invested the least amount of time into, and I assumed it was just a "filler" track. Rick's Polygon Remix had astounding layers, warps, added suspense, tones, and it was highly praised by the Soundcloud community. I think Delta Berkowitz's comment summed it up best: "music to do espionage to. badass."
Jonathan Howard - The Jonny 5ive Project tracks on SoundCloud:
soundcloud.com/jonny-5ive/tracks
Hear a cool  re-mix by Jonathan of my track, Making Chances https://soundcloud.com/jonny-5ive/rick-shearer-making-chances-remix-by-jonny-5ive
© 2020 Jon Howard/Rick Shearer> music composition/arrangement, production and cover design

II Orchecussive Concerto
Rix-shearer-ism – Rick-shearer-orchecussive-concerto
III Orchecussive Progressive
Rix-shearer-ism – Rick-shearer-orchecussive-progressive

Jonathan Howard / Rick Shearer - Orchecussive Polygon

DREAM WITH ME Yodel Mix - (Original Version) | Music by Karin-Maria Brunner | Music & Lyrics by REKHA- IYERN [Fe], 10/3rd/20 | Children's Ambient Music

Listen to the amazing music of Karin-Maria Brunner here: https://soundcloud.com/user-53145152-479345033

Dream With Me - (LP Version) Track 18 Released world wide on Dec 1st, 2020 on Spotify & other mainstreaming services.

Dream With Me (LP Version): https://soundcloud.com/rekha-iyern-fe/dream-with-me-album-version-rekha

Dream With Me  - Music & Lyrics by REKHA a.k.a REKHA - IYERN [Fe]

Intro - Improv

Oo Oo Ah
Eh Hey Eh-Eh
Oh Oh Oh

Dream with me
You can see
All the beauty 
In the dreams

Dream with me
Dream...Ee Ee
Dream with me
Oh you will see
How everything's 
So beautiful
In the dreams

Oo...Oo
Ee...Oo
Oo...Wee Ee Ee
Ee Ee Ee

Dream...Oh-Ee-Ee-Eem
Yoddle La Yuddle La 
Yoddle La Yuddle La
Ley Ee Oo

Dreamin' of the forest
Where all is so wonderful
Where all is bright
Ah Ah Ah Ah...
Bright, Bright

Come on with me
We're going to go down to the 
Green-green forest
You and me
So happily

Together, together
You and me
Dreamin'
So happily
Oh

Original Music Composed & Produced by Karin-Maria Brunner in SWITZERLAND
Vocals Composed & Produced, Recorded & Performed, Mixed & Mastered by REKHA - IYERN [Fe] at IYERN FE RECORDS in CANADA.

Covert Art Design: Photo & Graphics by REKHA - IYERN [Fe]

DREAM WITH ME REKHA IYERN FE (M2 BASIC -4.3db) & KARIN-MARIA, OCT 3RD, 2020

DREAM WITH ME - Yodel Mix - Original Version

YouTube

DREAM WITH ME Yodel Mix | Music by Karin-Maria Brunner | Music & Lyrics by REKHA - IYERN [Fe] | YT

I hope in this restless year this song will awaken something warm and bright in your heart

The Wonderful Lamp

Big Thanks To my friend Joerxworx, love the Lunatic series soooo much

Lunatics on Doope

Lebensfreude

Lunatics 17--Lebensfreude--Joerxworx&Ratzzz

ORIGINAL MUSIC BY : Francois Pierre Morin/FPMORINSTUDIO

MY SMALL TOWN 16 11 2020

Perchance To Dream

crazy

FROM NEBRASKA, WISCONSIN, AND ALL THE WAY THROUGH DENVER TO CHICAGO WHAT A SIN IN THE DAMNED SEARS TOWER
FOR A DEATH STAR JOB WHERE THE RICH EACH OTHER’S ROB SOMETHING LONG FORGOTTEN SOMEKIND OF A THINGAMABOB
THAT WAS LESS YOUR STYLE THAN TO LIVE IN A YURT 
JUST A MOONLIGHT MILE AWAY FROM ROBIN HOOD
OR A IN STRAW BALE HOME BACK IN COLORADO
AS LONG AS TO BETTER SERVE THE PEOPLE IN THE SHADOW 
MAY I CALL YOU M?
MAY I TELL YOU JE T’AIME
M AIME QU’ON L’AIME
ET C’EST TOUT SAUF UN PROBLÈME 
CAR DANS SON SILLAGE ELLE SÈME M 
DES GRAINES D’AMOUR À LA CHAINE 
AUNTIE M

THEN WITH BEULER GRIFFIN MARK ARLO AND REYNA
YOU MOVED YOUR LITTLE TRIBE TO HELENA MONTANA
IN A SOLAR PANEL WORLD OF NATURAL ENERGIES
WHILE YOU KEEP ON THE STRUGGLE AGAINST ODD INEQUALITIES
AND WHEN I HAVE A CHANCE ME YOUR LOVING BROTHER
I COME AND HUG YOU ALL WHAT’S BETTER THAN TOGETHER
SIT AND WATCH HIT THE TRAIL AND SHOOT THE SHIT
AND YOU WILL TELL ME MORE ABOUT YOUR TRUE LIFE IN TRUE GRIT  MAY I CALL YOU M?

ET QUAND BIEN MÊME
LA VIE A SA PART DE PROBLÈMES ELLE VA DE L’AVANT ET SÈME M
DES GRAINES D’ESPOIR À LA CHAINE AUNTIE M
AND WHEREVER YOU ARE YOU HAVE BEEN OR WILL BE 
IT SEEMS YOUR POLAR STAR HAS LIT AT WOUNDED KNEE 
FUCK LAW AND ORDER POLITICAL CORRUPTION
AND FIGHT AGAINST THE POOR UNJUST EVICTIONS
SOCIAL EXCLUSION RACIAL DISPARITIES
BATTERED WOMEN MEAN OLD BULLIES
FIGHT FOR THE RIGHTS OF THE NATIVE AMERICANS
WHICH YOU MAKES YOU THE FINEST PART OF ALL AMERICANS 
MAY I CALL YOU M?

AUNTIE M (Lyrics) song for M

Some pickin and some strummin on two Martin dreadnoughts and a thinline Telecaster

AUNTIE M (Lyrics) song for M

IMRE LODBROG