these are songs you’ll probably never hear, and I’m not saying that as some cute thing to grab your attention, that is just a fact of the matter.

they’ll never get some big fancy premiere, or have a beautiful expensive video attached to them.  they will probably never get uploaded to a big playlist or be heard on the radio.  and honestly that’s fine, you have no reason to care about these. there's a folder on my computer though, and it’s cleverly titled “songs you will probably never hear” because I know that they'll never come out. i hate that because even though they are demos they were definitely made from a real place, and they mean something, and they make me feel good.

so that's that, I don’t care if they aren’t produced out, or commercially viable, or have a catchy hook… i'm putting them out.  I could say they weren’t written for anyone other than myself but that would be a lie, they were written for someone else. and just like you, these are songs he'll probably never hear.

disarm me

sad alex