it's pretty normal to go down the rabbit hole of “what could i do differently to make them love me”, right? whether it's trying to win someone over or change yourself to change after a relationship didn’t work out, we've all seen the 2009 film classic "He's Just Not That Into You"..

for me hypotheticals covers the latter. ironically i ended the relationship, but as you feel the person slipping away you realize that even though you didn’t want them, you still want them to want you. then you go down the black hole of back stalking the girl’s instagram that he just tagged in his latest post all the way to 2012 when she studied abroad in australia and she has longer hair than you but you are DEFINITELY funnier and was he really a tit man all this time? this all sends you spiraling into a world of self loathing and how you should have done something differently to hold onto the love you had. in the wise words of joni mitchell "you don't know what you got 'til it's gone"

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