they was askin me like.. wat i do

but i dont wanna flex it they look at my necklace
they sayin "where u got it from?" i cant say
they sayin "u so gothic huh" well okay...
why am i the topic ummm cause i pave
and you think im so honest umm well im not
no i never wanted ya cause ur a thot
idk whats wrong with ya ru a bot?
i'm not really common uhh but you'll see lots of me around
i cut myself cause i think about success 
i havent gotton to it yet so i gotta impress
everyday i wake up i compare and i get pressed
cause i know everybody is better and im less
my heart on the floor but its rolling away slowly
couldn't fuck a whore cause then i'd think she owes me
i love myself too much yeah ur lucky if i touch
stupid bitch stupid slut dont ever get ahead of yourself
well wait thats kind of ironic cuz im ahead of myself in the ego department 
yeah im self aware as fuck and i just talked so retarded
hate the way i say shit now look what you just started
cause i know, cause i know, itll always be another fucking no
it always be another fucking show that i have to go to on my own
cause i snaked by my bros, it feels fake cause im on my phone
but its on dnd do not disturb, if i saw myself i would make me eat the curb
i dont like me but i think i just earned everything i got and i think its my turn
but oh my god its so lonely oh my god theyre all phony i swear this is fraud

self aware

guitar by me
Don’t come home drunk
I don’t feel like arguing anymore
Can you see my lungs?
Cos I see tears in your pores
Don’t wanna find you out
I tried to hide it but you always tend to run your mouth
You tried to run away so infatuated with doubt
And it fled to your skin but you won’t let me in

lungs

prod me

ur the girl that i cant have due to bad circumstance
no matter how many fans you my one n only plan
could i please just hold your hand i would die if you said i cant
and my name theyll all chant while i hear all your rants
i love you and ur vans wish you were here but u ran
watch you grow let it pan ur my cat and im ur sam
my heart burns like a tan want you bad i scream damn
you know how it be... i know u miss me ;)
im gettin tipsy wishing youd kiss me :/
you know how it be... i know u miss me ;)
im gettin tipsy wishing youd kiss me :/
i said yea bout a thousand times
i wish you would listen just this time
cause girl i need you ur just so fine
maybe im wrong but you feel right
without you i would rather die
im up those nights n i would just cry

girl i cant have :/

prod me


you could die in those streets without having any beef
get caught in gunfire then i kiss my teeth
a hoe a good liar and she wont take defeat
everytime she call me i want her the least
and everytime u taunt me i want u to leave

if im stuck by myself and i have no one 
whats the point in this fame man i feel so dumb
told myself that the fame would come 
but i didnt realize it would make me feel numb
everybody switched up on me for the funds
im not that same rami im wit the guns
oh i smoked out all my lungs
oh how i just feel so young

if i didnt realize everybodies intentions
id probably go reply to like all my mentions
got a ego on my shoulder so i cant give attention 
shorty seen the bands so she want her a pension 
shorty we not friends yeah this shit aint a friendship
shorty not from france what she know about french tips
iv been gettin bands got it from bein reckless
count it in my hands way i move ambidextrous
watch me flex this u could never have it
pull up with a new whip and a new gadget
500k ona watch piece max
these men stupid n they aint got bags

fuck the fame

i wanna b a kid
glitter on your nose
mud in a hole
everything is wrong
but no one really cares
throw me across the room
and laugh when im scared
trapped by your hands
when your pulling my hair
bruse me up when your feeling down
throwing up nothing when your freinds come round
nothing left in my stomich to be sick
i couldent eat then and i cant eat noowww
theres a mouse in the house
theres a cat in the hat
theres a bear on the stair
or somthing like that
all i used to hear
going in a and out

steal what i like
and take what i had
i feel like everything is better like that

glitter on your nose mud in a hole

drums prod me everything else @forth-wanderers

if you cant say it then i should
you hate me and you know it
didn't take me long to notice,
ill always hate and ill never love,
and i just sit there wondering why
i always stayed by ur side
everytime that i cried 
i get ignored n wanna die

say it already

prod me

if she tryna fuck me shorty u could come https://soundcloud.com/imsg/say_it
im not talkin in abrasive you can understand these sentences
i wanna hit that from da back then im tryna run dis bih
balenci thot thats ricky bih yea she got that ricky fit
ur money so counterfeit my money that shit is legit
bitch i grew up in that pit sd n im throwin it
dont want me i guess im owein it
she xd cause she hoein it 
gotta brand new hunnid
come in bitch n i come in stuntin

ricky bih

guitar by me one take
you said it would be selfish
well my whole life ive been waiting for somthing
and im what your wanting
rip me apart and leave me with nothing
darling i want you too
cook up for my baby
becasue ive got nothing to lose now
inject meeeee
theres a few cards on the table
why dont you give me some of yours
leave while you still can when i wake up
im gunna be like he was
yelling and shuoting and screamning real loud
waiting to find me a girll
you said i couldent help it
my whole life ive been distracting myself
from it and you
rat blood in your shoes
and your stinking like a bottle of boose 
waiting to get tied loose       
so you can break out of it
and try to walk around
the days blend together
pray for the weather
you say i should belive in god
he loves his higher power
sits and prays for hours
knowing nothing ever goes wrong
without you aroud

cook up for my baby throwaway

555know..,.,.,urself  w/ soundcloud.com/roombound

dam.,., im bored asf
i lowk miss u bru im ngl.,.,.,.,.

you throwin them signs 
im not blind
let me slide up on youuuuuu
ooooo
pullin on ur choker 
i can do it for ya girl
wanna pull you closer
wanna feel ur body girl
lets.,.,,
just.,.,.
talk it out.,.
shove,.,.,
it.,.,.
righttt.,.,.
in her mouth.,.,.
lets.,,.,.
just talk,.,.,.
it outtttt.,...,.,
n i hate to hear you cry 
so baby look me in my eyes(woahhh woahhh)
ima tell you its alright
baby we gon thugg it out(woahhhh woahhh)
you wanna talk open yo mouth
dont keep nothin from yo spouse(woahhhh woahhh)
baby slide up to my house
from the bed straight to the couch{eat me uppp.,.,,woahhhh woahhh}
baby i can da 1 {jus make like a zombie n bite me}
so just put yo trust in me
baby i can show you things{make like a zombie n..,.}
so youll always be with me 
i can trust yo energy
oh baby dont fall easy
i put you right.,., to sleep
oh baby you so dam prettyy
.,.,.,.,.,..,.,.

*godly singing*
woahh woahh yuh
ouuuuuu.,.,.,,.
ya playin my heart strings girl
all i ever wanted was to be your world
fuckit up off the urge to hurl
girllll wanna see you twirlll.,.,.
you spun round my fuckin miiiind
you got right up all inside
ur the mastermind behind my mental health
you just hate if im feelin well,.,.,.
baby its not healthy 
baby its not healthy.,.,.
maybe i dont like that.,.,..
maybe i dont like that
,.,.,.,,picture this i dont like what u do{whatchu do}
me.,. my emotions aint cheap
play me but its you mainly
i wont give up til its sum bout us
rlly want the love also rlly want the lust
give a girl all my trust what a big mistake
my heart beatin fast likea fuckin earthquake.,.,.in my body
you say that ur one.,.,so just make like a zombie n eat me up
eat me up
just make like a zombie n bite me 
im not tryna play yo games
whatchu wanna do
tryna get you pregnant so that you could break the news.,.,
to ur family
used to be a fan of me.,.,.
but u mad.,., i get it
understandably ;;}
i get it i needa think before i speak 
wanna touch all up on yo body tho cuz talk is cheap

*rnbjesusXroomnbjesus*.,.,.spike choker

A dark lo-fi indie rock ballad about love collapsing into despair.
 Raw guitars, husky vocals, and a haunting hook — “죽었으면 좋겠어 / wish our love was dead.”
 It fades out with the whisper “무엇이었을까,” leaving nothing but silence and sorrow.
〈죽었으면 좋겠어 (The Last Call)〉는 피폐한 사랑의 끝을 그린 lo-fi indie rock ballad입니다.
 느리게 울리는 마이너 코드와 거칠고 날것의 밴드 사운드, 허스키하고 절제된 보컬이 뒤엉켜 절망과 체념을 담아냅니다.
 단순하고 중독적인 훅 “죽었으면 좋겠어”가 반복되며, 속삭이듯 겹쳐지는 “wish our love was dead”가 비극적인 여운을 더합니다.
 브릿지에서는 전화선을 타고 들려오는 듯한 목소리가 리얼하고 먹먹한 순간을 만들어냅니다.
마지막은 “무엇이었을까”라는 속삭임으로 잦아들며, 사랑의 잔해 속 허무와 고통을 깊은 여운으로 남깁니다.

죽었으면 좋겠어 (The Last Call)

Schwarzes Phantom der Nacht (Remix)

yall want me to stay niche so bad and yet ima still make it