slowly, but surely, and definitely,
intrusive thoughts haunt and overwhelm me.
consume me, i struggle desperately,
but i am beaten and effortlessly.

there's nothing in the end, but i don't i care.
i had nothing anyway.
x2

and you seem to allure. death's the only cure.
x4

waiting to rot, the suspense is intense
i am still alive, but at what expense?
i'm at a point where i'm not at a point,
i need some time alone and a fat joint.

there's nothing in the end, but i don't i care,
i had nothing anyway.
x2

and you seem to allure, death's the only cure.
x4

you seem to allure

prod dead yami

lyrics:

i seen a girl crying i thought it was you
and you don't know what you put me through
you left me for another dude
and what i said was always true

i hate you (4x)

i did not know how to fucking think of this
everything you say just fills me up with bliss
everytime i think i'm always getting pissed (2x)

i seen a girl crying i thought it was you
and you don't know what you put me through
you left me for another dude
and what i said was always true

i hate you (4x)

i did not know how to fucking think of this
everything you say just fills me up with bliss
everytime i think i'm always getting pissed

i seen a girl crying i thought it was you (i hate you)
and you don't know what you put me through (i hate you)
you left me for another dude (i hate you)
and what i said was always true (i hate you)

i did not know how to fucking think of this (i hate you)
everything you say just fills me up with bliss (i hate you)
everytime i think i'm always getting pissed (i hate you)

i'm always getting pissed (i hate you)
i'm always getting pissed

MAMA SAID I WAS A ROCKSTAR!!!

lyrics:

watching your live
were those compliments all lies
sitting outside
i dont really looked surprised

sitting alone
smelling like some axe cologne
pissy gravestone
watch you bleed inside your home

watch me kill myself at night
you think everything's alright
trying to not suicide
watch me hang myself tonight

everyone's a nazi
everyone's a phony
why am i so lonely
why am i so horny

just please tell me why you're breathing
why are you always leaving
no one can hear you screaming
you dont love me so please leave me

watching your live
were those compliments all lies
sitting outside
i dont really looked suprised

sitting alone
smelling like some axe cologne
pissy gravestone
watch you bleed inside your home

ouuu ouuu ouuu

watching your live
were those compliments all lies
sitting outside
i dont really looked surprised

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5. alone at the lunch table

lyrics:

i dont want you again
i thought you were my only friend
you fucking lied to me 
all you did was play pretend (2x)

i'm losing my mind
i dont know how to be kind
broke my heart and vandalized
well i cant say i have tried

caught you in my sight again
stalking you on instagram
runaway from my own plan
acting like i give a damn

hearing all these fucking screams
hanging from a fucking beam
i still see you in my dreams
its been so long its been a weak

i dont want you again
i thought you were my only friend
you fucking lied to me 
all you did was play pretend (2x)

ouu ouu ooouuooo (4x)

i dont wanna see ur face
i just wanna burn ur place
pissing on ur fucking grave
used me as a fucking slave

sitting in an empty room
bells are ringing till its noon
watching every flower bloom
thinking that its just like you

i dont want you again
i thought you were my only friend
you fucking lied to me 
all you did was play pretend

ouu ouu ooouuooo +
i dont want you again
i thought you were my only friend
you fucking lied to me 
all you did was play pretend (2x)

2. High-School fuckup

https://soundcloud.com/lullz788
https://soundcloud.com/girlpuncher2006-786963025
D.I. (GIJOE if he was gay) said this is my best song

im unemployed and sex deprived ft.Girlpuncher2006, lullz

hating gays 
hitting vapes
pastor rape
desacrate
schools today
get shot hey!
thats the american way
shooting schools
football rules
"i hate you" 
"love you too"
scooby doo!
“trump is cool!”
thats what americans do

"lets send some money there"
"how about we bomb them"
i like seeing despair
amongst our americans!
lets make a car guy in charge
then argue then drop him
put innocent behind bars
with a felon president!!

fuck u and ur politics it doesnt really matter
we all suffer, depression, this world wont make it better
fuck u and ur politics

hating gays 
hitting vapes
pastor rape
desacrate
schools today
get shot hey!
thats the american way
shooting schools
football rules
"i hate you" 
"love you too"
scooby doo!
“trump is cool!”
thats what americans do

fuck you and your politics (american way)

voicemail

prod. dead yami
why am i always the target in everybodys life
i wish u werent retarded i wish that u were js nice
you turned me into a monster now im gonna take ur life
like the butcher from the harbor ive planned this for a long time

and i rlly hate you all x8

release the manifesto ill put it on 8chan
everyone calls me emo they dont know the real man
"he is so stupid and he always is on his comupter"
little do they know im studying to become a shooter

and i rlly hate you all x8

why am i always the target in everybodys life
i wish u werent retarded i wish that u were js nice
you turned me into a monster now im gonna take ur life
like the butcher from the harbor ive planned this for a long time

and i rlly hate you all x16

studying to become a shooter XD

lyrics:

everyone is such a fag
acting like i give a damn
im trying to take your fucking hand
i wish i can see you again

cops turning on their bodycams
filling up adrenaline
popping all these fucking xans
just scrolling through my instagram

lala lala lala

everyone is such a fag
acting like i give a damn
im trying to take your fucking hand
i wish i can see you again

i swear to god im not the same
im not gonna play your fucking games
everyone knows your fucking insane
everyone knows your username

i dont really know what to believe anymore
i dont really want to think anymore
cops knocking at our fucking door
guns drawn everything is on the floor

everyone is such a fag
acting like i give a damn
im trying to take your fucking hand
i wish i can see you again

cops turning on their bodycams
filling up adrenaline
popping all these fucking xans
just scrolling through my instagram

1. bodycams

Nutcracker

SONG ON MY SPOTIFY NOW

i cant breathe im all alone
i wanna die mom take me home
i feel like im nothing i wish i was something
initals im carving into the top of my leg

i wish that i had friends who werent online or werent my dad, and i love you all so, i promise i dont know the way that i will go, i need guidance please i beg

i want it all to end
i cannot do it anymore
i miss all of my friends
who are all on the east coast 

i miss all of my friends
who are all on the east coast

5. alone at the lunch table

sinsa