sinsa collection

[Intro]
Should've seen my face
When I turned up to work
In a coat far too big
My anxieties lurked
A man named Brandon
Showed me around
Taught how to talk to customers
When more were inbound

[Verse 1]
The first thing I did
Was I fucked up an order
The guy was so pissed
And he called me a slur
I spent all night
Cleaning the floor
The hurl from the kids
Made me sick to my core

Did you know it's
illegal
to work a minor on the
night shift
But it seems that's
the deal
I don't know how I
survived that shit

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 2]
Shout out to the bathroom
Where I screamed my lungs off
It was my only safe space
That was never enough
Thank fuck for my brain
Who knew when to quit
When I started to hallucinate
I think that was it

There's been so many times
That I want to die
McDonalds gave me insomnia
And I don't think that's right
The manager's on weed
and he's flirting with teens
I don't know what to do
What the fuck does this all mean

[Solo]

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 3]
My college work is due
I've got so much to do
I'm sleeping for an hour
And I want to redo
I've started sexualising
my own death
And I think that's fucked up
But I still hold my breath

Why does life suck
Woe is me
You're sickly little prickly
And you think that you should leave
I googled how to hang myself
It told me not to grieve
I wanted gone so hard
Yet I rolled down my sleeve

[Intermission]
I can't hear you
I can't see you
I can't read the
things you want to do
I can't escape myself
I can't relate myself
I can't shape the world
into itself

[Verse 4]
One time I heard a voice
It came from a corpse
He said quit your job
And he started to warp
McDonalds drove me down to
the pits of insanity
I don't know what to do
And I think that I'm panicking

I came up with a plan
to fix my head
I'll quit my job
so I don't end up dead
I handed in my two weeks
And never looked back
Fuck that establishment
And fuck all of those twats

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal
There's people telling me that I am suicidal
I think it's funny because I don't want to die
The voices yell at me that I am suicidal

[Solo 2]

Working at McDonalds unironically made me suicidal

prod dead yami

lyrics:

i seen a girl crying i thought it was you
and you don't know what you put me through
you left me for another dude
and what i said was always true

i hate you (4x)

i did not know how to fucking think of this
everything you say just fills me up with bliss
everytime i think i'm always getting pissed (2x)

i seen a girl crying i thought it was you
and you don't know what you put me through
you left me for another dude
and what i said was always true

i hate you (4x)

i did not know how to fucking think of this
everything you say just fills me up with bliss
everytime i think i'm always getting pissed

i seen a girl crying i thought it was you (i hate you)
and you don't know what you put me through (i hate you)
you left me for another dude (i hate you)
and what i said was always true (i hate you)

i did not know how to fucking think of this (i hate you)
everything you say just fills me up with bliss (i hate you)
everytime i think i'm always getting pissed (i hate you)

i'm always getting pissed (i hate you)
i'm always getting pissed

MAMA SAID I WAS A ROCKSTAR!!!

its my 18th birthday don't what to do
what the fuck are taxes? i dont have a clue
its my fucking birthday who tf are you?
i just wanna fucking kms god i feel so blue (3x)

cigarettes in back of a fucking stolen car
moms mad now shes angry that her sons not going far
fuck you and ur own rules sit inside my room and play guitar
gonna kms on my fucking birthday

its my 18th birthday don't what to do
what the fuck are taxes? i dont have a clue
its my fucking birthday who tf are you?

happy late 18th birthday sinsa

crustsox - merit dot

free download

go back to quarantine

things are finally looking up for me
so i don't know
why im drowning in my misery
all my life 
i thought things could change
but now it seems
i will always feel this way

it's always the same as
it's always been
it'll never end
i can't help the way i am
with zero friends 
it'll never end

if it doesn't get better what's the point
living a life i can't rejoice
always pissed off or annoyed
now my life is so destroyed
it's ok though
but it's really not
lost my mind and
i lost the plot 

it's always the same as
it's always been
it'll never end
i can't help the way i am
with zero friends 
it'll never end

it'll never end

untitled 2

lyrics:

watching your live
were those compliments all lies
sitting outside
i dont really looked surprised

sitting alone
smelling like some axe cologne
pissy gravestone
watch you bleed inside your home

watch me kill myself at night
you think everything's alright
trying to not suicide
watch me hang myself tonight

everyone's a nazi
everyone's a phony
why am i so lonely
why am i so horny

just please tell me why you're breathing
why are you always leaving
no one can hear you screaming
you dont love me so please leave me

watching your live
were those compliments all lies
sitting outside
i dont really looked suprised

sitting alone
smelling like some axe cologne
pissy gravestone
watch you bleed inside your home

ouuu ouuu ouuu

watching your live
were those compliments all lies
sitting outside
i dont really looked surprised

5. alone at the lunch table

lyrics:

Life is like a heart attack
seeing girls who get attached
fall in love with skanks
that will say they always got your back

AR in my fucking home
about to air this bitch alone
people telling me to stop
i say its a milestone

open with a shotgun blast
all these kids can suck my ass
skipping prom tonight
cause i never even had a chance

got you in my sight again
i know its you evelin
filling up adrenaline
see you right there julianne

wanna ask them out
but i know they will reject me
how the fuck they know
about my online personality

wanna kms
but i cannot do that now
im gonna take you with me
cause you're a fucking cow

Life is like a heart attack
seeing girls who get attached
fall in love with skanks
that will say they always got your back

AR in my fucking home
about to air this bitch alone
people telling me to stop
i say its a milestone

open with a shotgun blast
all these kids can suck my ass
skipping prom tonight
cause i never even had a chance

4. Skipped prom for this song

lyrics:

say everything's alright
type anything it replies
chatgpt saved my life
chatgpt helped me grind

watch your mouth, yeah you stupid whore
i didn't cheat, yeah that's for sure
kick me right out the fucking door
chatgpt helped me rob a drugstore

i can hear you typing
wonder watch you using
wonder why you're smiling
wonder why you're stupid

feeling like a whore now
should've listened to that cow
getting fucked by jobs now
living like it's moscow

say everything's alright
type anything it replies
chatgpt fucked my life
chatgpt made me wanna fucking die

watch your mouth, yeah you stupid whore
i didn't cheat, yeah that's for sure
kick me right out the fucking door
chatgpt helped me rob a drugstore

ouuuuuuu

chatgpt fucked my life
chatgpt made me wanna fucking die

6. ChatGPT carried my ass

prod. peril

I'm so done with my life
Gonna grab a knife
I'll never find a wife
Cuz I'm an incel
When I die imma go to hell
I'm stuck up in my house like a shell
Time moving slow like a snail
I'm tiny and I'm frail
Everything I do, I just fail
Every days a loop, like a dog chasing it's tail
So i grab a cigarette and i inhale

im so done

Fever dreams of the 70s
Life was better then than currently
In the future everything’s owned 
By Jewish bankers
You’ll never own a home 

Dashed my hopes 
Now I’m gonna rope 

Fever dreams 
Now I’m 23 
and there’s still no future going on for me 
No car and I live 
Paycheck to paycheck 
And it’s a given 
I’ll never get a girlfriend

Dashed my hopes Now I’m
Now I’m gonna rope

Dashed My Hopes (I'm Gonna Rope)

old song i never finished
s/o @retardead69 for writing the verse


chorus:
cut cut cut cut slit slit slit
i hope you die, ur full of shit
you fu- fu- fucking bitch bitch bitch
just die die die die end it quick
cause i i i don't wanna see you
breathing the same air as me
a waste of space and everything
i just wanna watch you bleed

verse:
yk ur really fucking annoying 
and i think you should shut up 
you never stop shit-talking 
and i hate you so damn much
its makes me so damn angry 
when you're acting like a bitch 
so grab a razor blade
and cut deep down into your wrists


I'm just so full of shit
I don't remember it
Anything I did last year or so
Got permanently memory-holed

So don't ask where I was
Cause I wasn't at your show
And I was so geeked out 
That's something you deserve to know

I'm nothing but a loser 
Stimulant Abuser
Drugged so high
All the time
Don't even have to wonder why
I'm nothing but a loser 
Stimulant Abuser
Drugged so high
All the time
Don't even have to wonder why

6. ChatGPT carried my ass

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