aeter - ill call you when im home

@torturedskin

Lyrics:
i thought'd i feel worse by the morning
you told me i'm nothing and i'm not important
this anxiety's tearing me, all of this torment
and i thought i was special to you
i thought i was, thought i was the one

you say that i'm pretty, inside i feel numb
you think that i'm ugly
your lies i succumb to

when i get stuck up in my bed
i hear your voices in my head
can't play pretend, i put that pistol to my head
and lay to rest

(you say im nothing at all)
You say im nothing at all
at all
I still have your picture hanging up on my wall
You know I love it
but you're gone now I gotta stop it
but in the end it amounts to nothing
it all amounts to nothing
you're craving my touch still 
what you did was wrong
feels like im climbing a mountain at the end I fall
you know I loved you from the start 
but you never loved me to begin with

you say i'm nothing at all / lucille

guitar by me
by: @anjiwdoves

lyrics:
im sitting here while i isolate myself
i dont care about anyone else
im sadistic i cry out for ur help
and no one listens so i stay to myself
i dont want anything more
than to be an open door for u
but ive been hurt
say that u love me are u sure that u do?
im on the floor
leila cant hurt me no more and thats true
interventions in the past now
i just hope this one lasts now

i skipped my intervention at 9:30pm

hold my hand 
and let the words just slip right from your tongue 
love when we’re younger 
hope it lasts forever 
grow old and we can die together 
i just miss my lover i dont know how else to say it 
diamond in the rough girl youre so perfect yes i mean it 
hold my hand hold on tight 
i promise i wont let you go tonight

say i love you

i hate being ass at music dude why cant my vocals be pretty :c

the things we would do to each other cover

@gentanyl-746179750

i had found u n now im up
since forever we been in love
we had kissed standing in the snow
and ur face was frozen cold

december ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ @0konter

prod bradyn and his friends

lmk when youll be fine
i used to be on your mind all the time 
now im never a thought never on your mind not easy as i thought 
but ive got it i guess that ive got it this time 
and whats the worst that she could say to me
the best she could say is no i never really know i guess and i keep waiting 
cause i wanna know what shell say to me and i guess ill never know ill never know lmk when youll be fine
i used to be on your mind all the time 
now im never a thought never on your mind not easy as i thought 
but ive got it i guess that ive got it this time 
ive got it i guess that ive got it this time

i guess ive got it

prod me
ngl i recorded this in one take 

@revivle 
do you wonder how ive been? 
if you want we can go back
to the place our eyes locked inn
maybe we'll hold hands again

i talk less since ive lost you
but when i talk its about you
my friends say just forget about it
but how can i forget about him

i cant pick up broken pieces 
love is still a game for two
tell me what i am to you

if i asked for honesty 
would you tell me that you miss me
or would that be too risky,
ru scared?

ru scared ru scared ru scared ru scared

ru scared?

sample is a chopped bit of a kurtains song, one line is ib the song too but tbh this is me venting <3 ig @everywhereisacafe
lyrics:
i tried to talk to you
when did you get so closed off
was it so obvious
that i couldnt hold on

if this is the last time that we speak
please rememer all the good of me
i know it seems so dull but please
never forget what you mean to me

and i, will tell you that ill stay
once in a blue moon, but ill always remember our dates

Whittaker

A collection of original songs by Ian Segal-Gould, also know as Yan Meen, Ian Bean, and Dead Birds. This is the debut EP for Dead Birds, focused on the feelings Fall evoked for me, while creating these songs. 

i skipped my intervention at 9:30pm

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