aeter - ill call you when im home

@torturedskin

Lyrics:
i thought'd i feel worse by the morning
you told me i'm nothing and i'm not important
this anxiety's tearing me, all of this torment
and i thought i was special to you
i thought i was, thought i was the one

you say that i'm pretty, inside i feel numb
you think that i'm ugly
your lies i succumb to

when i get stuck up in my bed
i hear your voices in my head
can't play pretend, i put that pistol to my head
and lay to rest

(you say im nothing at all)
You say im nothing at all
at all
I still have your picture hanging up on my wall
You know I love it
but you're gone now I gotta stop it
but in the end it amounts to nothing
it all amounts to nothing
you're craving my touch still 
what you did was wrong
feels like im climbing a mountain at the end I fall
you know I loved you from the start 
but you never loved me to begin with

you say i'm nothing at all / lucille

guitar by me
by: @anjiwdoves

lyrics:
im sitting here while i isolate myself
i dont care about anyone else
im sadistic i cry out for ur help
and no one listens so i stay to myself
i dont want anything more
than to be an open door for u
but ive been hurt
say that u love me are u sure that u do?
im on the floor
leila cant hurt me no more and thats true
interventions in the past now
i just hope this one lasts now

i skipped my intervention at 9:30pm

hold my hand 
and let the words just slip right from your tongue 
love when we’re younger 
hope it lasts forever 
grow old and we can die together 
i just miss my lover i dont know how else to say it 
diamond in the rough girl youre so perfect yes i mean it 
hold my hand hold on tight 
i promise i wont let you go tonight

say i love you

i hate being ass at music dude why cant my vocals be pretty :c

the things we would do to each other cover

@gentanyl-746179750

i had found u n now im up
since forever we been in love
we had kissed standing in the snow
and ur face was frozen cold

december ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ @0konter

she will be the death of me

prod bradyn and his friends

lmk when youll be fine
i used to be on your mind all the time 
now im never a thought never on your mind not easy as i thought 
but ive got it i guess that ive got it this time 
and whats the worst that she could say to me
the best she could say is no i never really know i guess and i keep waiting 
cause i wanna know what shell say to me and i guess ill never know ill never know lmk when youll be fine
i used to be on your mind all the time 
now im never a thought never on your mind not easy as i thought 
but ive got it i guess that ive got it this time 
ive got it i guess that ive got it this time

i guess ive got it

prod me
ngl i recorded this in one take 

@revivle 
do you wonder how ive been? 
if you want we can go back
to the place our eyes locked inn
maybe we'll hold hands again

i talk less since ive lost you
but when i talk its about you
my friends say just forget about it
but how can i forget about him

i cant pick up broken pieces 
love is still a game for two
tell me what i am to you

if i asked for honesty 
would you tell me that you miss me
or would that be too risky,
ru scared?

ru scared ru scared ru scared ru scared

i skipped my intervention at 9:30pm

sleepingalone