Playlist

Forever Sadness

TR∆P

Lil happy lil sad

悲しい

That's obviously the music I listend to in 2k18!

20/18

ALONE PART 2

prod. by me shout out fm! for the vocals 
https://soundcloud.com/supachefm

supachefm - after school (prod. notmorgn)

@supachefm
https://twitter.com/supachefm
@notmorgn
https://twitter.com/notmorgn

supachefm - kms (prod. notmorgn)

iusedtolikeyou

about u

about u (prod. brobak)

@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

I know you think about it every fucking day
killin your feelings, and staying up so late
i know you think verything was your fault
but no it fucking wasn't, girl that boy he had it comin

I could feel it in my body
(i could feel, i could feel, i could feel it in my)
feel it in my body

yeah i was better than the others, the others that you were with

i told you all i knew,
gave you my word, yeah, i fucking trusted you

and i never fucking needed you, you needed me

i said go fuck the words you're saying girl i know that you be lying

x8(get the fuck back) 

-

lemme know where you're hurting
lemme know where's it burning
lemme know where he hurt you
and imma let you know why he did it

I know you think about it every fucking day
killin your feelings, and staying up so late
i know you think verything was your fault
but no it fucking wasn't, girl that boy he had it comin

fuckfeelings

luna has risen

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this girl hit my phone up but i dont care
your words mean nothing to me 
i just wanna go home
will i ever go home?

the walls in my bedroom theyve seen it all
stumbling through the door as i fall apart 
alone
why do i feel so alone?

i wonder what you felt when you said you loved me
hiding in my sheets cos im good for nothing
no
this is all that i know

the clouds paint the skyline like ghosts at twilight
these stars up above make me feel so finite
can you see my heart glow?

i feel the growing pains
in me every day
trying so fucking hard to escape my fate

the way i hide is not your concern
if i fuck this up then i might change
get myself in better shape

so i hold my breath and i hope for the best
its fucking hard to breathe with demons on my chest
the thought of you brings gloom in my room
and i cant fucking stand this place
i just need to get away

luna

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all that i know 🌌

lyrics: 

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

here to live then to die when my time is spent
i was never alive let me see the lead
how she love me for life when im still a kid
send her home im alone laying in my bed

hit her up then i turn into a ghost
smoke a blunt pour a deuce she tell me i do the most 
fuck you mean sippin lean ashes fallin on my toes
she said baby can you stop before u fall to comatose
thats the point i dont know
why the fuck you always stoppin me
hitting bowls it say no smoking on the public property
feeling wavy when i pour it up i do it properly
feeling drugs and liquors pumping through my fucking arteries

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

comatose (prod. kōri)

✱ @supachefm ✱ mixed by ✱ @notmorgn ✱

ohh i don't eva fold
i keep my hands away from the cold
i wave limbs and push through the smoke
i treat you like the heir to my throne

turn it back to start
look up at the stars
remember every feeling that i shared within my heart
look me in my eyes and let me know that ima star
shining in the dark
never grow apart
cant you see whats missing girl we used to have a spark
shared you every flaw and every feeling in my heart
build me up then break me down and tear it all apart
bitch you give me scars
covering my heart
x2

aint no angel can fly away wit broken wings,
every time i close my eyes i see the light in me

oh oh ohh
o no no no
i will not fold
iholdmyown!

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shining (prod. notmorgn)

Badgirl Mindset

badgirl mindset

her instagram; @xmisoyc

-lyrics

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

Heard you wanna have fun, ay/
I think i need you right now/
I think i want you here/
Baby we could fuck until you forget 'bout your fears, oh yeah/

I think i want you right x[4]

you wanted to die but i saved you/
you wanted to cry when he played you/
you wanted SoLonely to date you/
but you blew the fucking chance that i gave you/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

Could've been the one to have everything/
Whenever you wanted, whenever you wanted/
Could've been the one to have everything/
Whenever you wanted, whenever you wanted/

All my life, i've been feelin sad/
All my life, i've been wanting to die/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

careless

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

I'm sorry (prod.Lilheartbreak)

@lilhappylilsad @kuroimetsuyu

yt: https://youtu.be/SLIKZXjkIu8

i thought that i had told myself
not to fucking fall in love
now i fucking find myself
singing to you in my songs

im sure im gonna hurt you girl
so you better stay away
know that youre at loss for words
i just dont know what else to say

i dont wanna be
the reason that you bleed
girl you better leave
yeah im trynna make you see

youre better off alone
at least youll still be free
while im smoking weed
for the scars im trynna heal
x2

while i find myself x3
ill never find myself

find myself (prod. kuroime)

mixed and mastered by @notmorgn

@supachefm 🎱✨🕸

always been violent 
never just learned to keep quiet 
ion like turning the page
struggle to pick up my eyelids
i keep on hiding in home
if u don't like me just go
i keep on trying to stay
but you don't want me all alone
time keeps on turning away 
why do you always need space?
i don't care about the times that you fucked up wit him 
you've been fucking wit me to my face
follow my vision
 and dick down these bitches 
idgaf what the people will say
its in my imprint 
theres something thats different 
the way that i sing and the way that i sway
you keep on trying to copy my plays
i cant see shit i am lost in a haze
all of my life ive been smoking away
tripping on chemicals deep in my brain

slide in that bitch and i tear up the sides
riding the wave you aint catching the vibes
i hit her up every time that I'm high
what if i told you i wanted to die?

every time that im high (prod. notmorgn)

Song Title - By My Side
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Thank you all for 50K follows and for the enormous amount of support you continue to give me. It really means the world to me <3

By My Side

produced by @anobodyreally

art found at sad-space-kitten.tumblr.com

lyrics:

its 30 below
i see the blue in my toes
i feel the ice in my throat
and ive never been this cold
baby dont go
just when we start to see the light
clouds come block it out
the timing never fucking right
plaid green sweater
couple loose threads around the wrist
hole in the back
thats what i get when everythings thrift
ripped black jeans
and some bruises on my fists
my eye turned black
thats what i get when everythings shit

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

i cant help u
i cant save u baby
dont know how to

but dont worry maybe
we could find someone
that might know how to

flashing lights
streetlights when we in the benz
what was that
could u run that by again
going fast
not paying any attention
saw my page
now im always in their mentions

not my type
dont know why she wanna go out
i stay inside
and no u cant over to my house
got shit to do
u know im working all the time now
all these words
work their way into the songs now

woah
change my mind
all the time
i feel shit
now im fine
got so much of this free time
and i dont even count the nights

no
i wont text
i wont phone
think too much
when im on my own
i think its best
if you said u would go 
i think its best
if u leave me alone

im still walking home
think im freezing through my coat
where have u been
where should i go

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

warm (prod. ʎpoqou)

prod. @notmorgn

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

but sometimes life's like that
i don't wanna type back
if im forced to fight back
i'll just a flight back to home
back to the rain to the green and the cold
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

i thought i died inside

prod. @notmorgn 

beat tag: @gucccifer

while im sleeping spiders crawl into my chest
now that im coming up people act like they're impressed 
and honestly no i don't wanna collab
i been goin so hard got my foot right on the gas
paypal on me convert it into cash
gosha pants staying cozy in the lab
im feeling happy ain't it sad
cus when im sad my shit be way passed 
any expectation that i ever fucking had
fuck expectancy got blades up in the bag
fuck friends i be with my fucking gang
black benz imma get one in the end

knew i'd see you in my dreams so i napped then
do or die release the tension lay back then
i swear these dreams feel real
like how am i awake yeah i really can't feel
been out of touch but no dont wanna say it
victim in your game but don't wanna fucking play it
serpents keep me safe my grave is locked away
the spiders that i see make reality strange

face down jaw biting on the pavement 
stomp that shit down now u get a free face lift
dont fuck it up i been feeling amazing 
water on my wrist and in my stomach im hydrated

knew i'd see you in my dreams so i napped then
do or die release the tension lay back then
i swear these dreams feel real
like how am i awake yeah i really can't feel
been out of touch but no dont wanna say it
victim in your game but i don't wanna fucking play it
serpents keep me safe my grave is locked away
the spiders that i see make reality strange

these dreams feel real

prod. @notmorgn

im anxious leave me alone
the evidence typos every word on my phone
and when i speak in trembles
my short nails they resemble 
the fucking speed of my heart rate
chest like a speaker 
double text me she said “o”
like an ether
chemistry what i feel when
i see her
chemicals reactions in my brain when
i feel her
repeating what i say
i do the same shit everyday 
wake up hate the fucking world
go to back to sleep love to decay

and you can have my time you can waste it
you can have my coat if its raining
you can have me if you wanna take it
cus im gonna fade away lemme face it

man on a mission
dismissing bitches
that ain’t submissive 
im cuttin my ties to
count up like a math test
that bitch look good in a black dress
sippin on liquor she on my bed like a mattress
i lie two faced like an actress
digi faces in my bank no cash yeah
im not a rapper im stacking cash like a rapper tho
i leave a bitch dead like they layin in the catacombs

and you can have my time you can waste it
you can have my coat if its raining
you can have me if you wanna take it
cus im gonna fade away lemme face it

i can never stop now 
hit the mall and ball out
cashin out on designer boxers just to fit my fuckin balls now
them bitches see the clout and so they call now 
i never pick up always pull out hol up pause now
i never play i hate the spring im in dismay
im never coming back but when im back please gimme face
but go slow shawty this is not a race
unless we talkin bout tay k then beat the case

and you can have my time you can waste it
you can have my coat if its raining
you can have me if you wanna take it
cus im gonna fade away lemme face it

im gonna fade away

Let it all go, i said fuck the whole thing.
_
you wanna talk, i know you been feeling alone/
Acting like you ain't got no feelings, you stay stone/
And ain't nobody understand why you stayin at home/
When all of your friends are acting like you ain't even em'/

And girl i swear to god that i know just how you be feelin'/
Talking bout how you would be looking up in the ceiling late at night & ain't nobody 
understand that you not kidding/
Girl i know the feeling of never fucking forgiving/

Couple of people that really think i fuck wid 'em/
Sorry to burst the bubble i never really liked you/
Even though you came around and fucked with me in high school/
If i had a single thing to say i'd say fuck you/
Hoping that the rain and the thunder come above you/

i know that i keep fuckin up every single relation/
but many bitches got me like, what the fuck are you saying?/
thinking that i'm giving you my time but still playin?/
fucking stupidity got me going insane, i said let it all go, i said fuck the whole thing yuh/

Not Again

prod. @notmorgn

mom why you mad at me 
i swear try my best
i know that she saw the
broken blood vessels on my neck

weight up on my shoulders
i feel like atlas
greek yogurt 
with the fruit 
damn gotta snap this
she smokin packs bitch
ziplock full of cat piss
put on the ski mask
slump you just for actin
why u 2 faced
trippin like a shoelace
i sleep on it 
woke up and its a new day
european stacks
stuffed in my gucci suitcase 
i wanna drop out and its like only a tuesday

mom why you mad at me 
i swear try my best
i know that she saw the
broken blood vessels on my neck

drop this shit on a friday
wake up with the sunrise
october 13th
its fucking cold outside
but i dont mind
i really dont mind
cus the cold reminds 
me why i stay inside
you punch the clock
i punch the MIDI make it bop
not makin much
but its better than a job
eating like a pig
but i stay way from them cops
used to starve up in that attic
like an addict with some rock
really i hate my voice how do you listen to this
swear if u pissed inside a bucket it’d sound crisper than this
whatever my stats rising
hit me like perfect timing
make the beat real quick
notes app and get to typing

why you mad at me i swear i try my best
like all i wanted was us to be together forever 
like i guess ill see u around this 
fucking ghost town
we all ghosts now
i’m a ghost now 

mom why you mad at me 
i swear try my best
i know that she saw the
broken blood vessels on my neck

i swear i try my best

Spotify / iTunes / Apple Music / etc:
https://fanlink.to/lhls-alone

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6pvOL6Sd6M

im always on my fucking phone
im always off the fucking dope
i never wanted u to go
i always cry when im alone

im off the dope 
im in my room
im feelin lost n alone
one glass of whiskey i mix that w coke
im doing drugs all alone
im on my own
girl if u need me u got me
just call on my phone
rollin a blunt
i got nothing to lose

I got nothing left to lose, to lose
i gave it up for u, for u
I feel nothing when I'm low, I'm low
my world is always going slow, so slow

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alone (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

produced by classixs beats found at www.youtube.com/channel/UCkNqXC7nc4gtHQ8cKU48iow

lyrics:

i needa wean off
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
i needa wean off
all this isolation gimme hard ons
im not lonely
honestly ive come to love it here
i get my rocks off
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
i needa wean off

hit me with a feature boy just know this is art
come at me with garbage and ill rip it apart
honestly i been about it prior to you
and i dont need a fucking friend i need a drink and a dart

i dont even smoke but i think i should start
take a couple years and give em back to the dark
eliviate the pain and fucking take out my heart
eliviate the pain and give me back to the dark

i needa wean off
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
i needa wean off
all this isolation gimme hard ons
im not lonely
honestly ive come to love it here
i get my rocks off
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off

they want a love song
but i havent felt love in a minute
its been so long
truthfully im not sure if i was ever in it
but now its all gone
the people and the visions we both thought of as vivid
thought of as lucid
fuck all the bullshit
strangle and beat up and fucking spit on the cupid
im so gone
scotch and a spliffy had got me saying some shit 
i never dreamt of
sertraline pills im not an artist im a motherfucking
pill box
right now fuck the flashing lights i think id rather see a 
red dot
headshot
maybe its time that i met god

4am waking up and skipping zoloft
i needa wean off
all this isolation gimme hard ons
im not lonely
honestly ive come to love it here
i get my rocks off
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
i needa wean off

i cant finish project
or put it in motion
everythings sounds shitty
by the damn second verse
got some real friends
sending me some warm texts

but its a shame that my phone dont work

i got debt on debt
u like my shit oh bet
i might not make it for a while
cause im fucked in the head
find me sleepin in bed
i got a 12 hour rest
imma wake up for an hour then go do it again
i needa wean off

give a fuck if im dependent on the meds
as long as i get up and think enough to make a track
its weird to have a thousand people screaming what i said
im good at working under pressure when im sad i write the best
smoke alot of weed but im addicted like its crack
i been rippin blunts until i feel it in my back
when you adopt the music you adopt it till u dead
your brain'll change and you can fire thoughts like your a gat

i needa wean off
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
i needa wean off
all this isolation gimme hard ons
im not lonely
honestly ive come to love it here
i get my rocks off
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
i needa wean off

wean off (prod. classixs beats)

I get bored of music sometimes because everybody else sucks!

A GHETTO CHRISTMAS CAROL Prod. RONNY J

produced by @beatzera

lyrics:

feeding off lames like calories
new releases expected like pregnancy
everybody levelled like 4g
come and hear a fast track mind like 5g

got bags on my eyes like gucci
but i been checking off flows like nike
bitch im not a sample table try me 
the come up like dog whistles its so high key

everybody dye blonde not unique
go for eminem but you look like miley
i been blowing up like a pizza pocket
on the wrong microwave setting when i spit high heat

sauce me the aux bitch i got an mp3
filled with eminem like a subway cookie
i am not a shooter if i was i wouldnt test me
leave u on the shore no jersey no snooki

im an i spy book
thoughts like waldo
smoking on rainforest
smoking on congo
baddie on my dick
get the meat like taco
double bag the goods
like im checking out at costco

kill shit pronto
like gonzo
three bad blondes
looking straight off of bang bros
songs like swine flu
shit goes viral
fucking up the game
like auction houses in diablo

you cant turn me to a type beat
experimentally hitting up a hype beat
thats why my enemies dont like me
cause im like fiji water and theyre nestle
they cant best me

go ahead drop something
it dont stress me
you cant vex me
your whole vibe is shit
the last youd ever do is impress me

kill shit pronto
like gonzo
three bad blondes
looking straight off of bang bros
songs like swine flu
go viral
kill shit pronto
like pronto

kill shit pronto
like gonzo
three bad blondes
looking straight off of bang bros
songs like swine flu
go viral
kill shit pronto
like pronto
kill shit

kill (prod. beatz era)

produced by syndrome

lyrics:

i got some problems
run and tell that
to the few of you talking that shit
but you never would hit my dms

got shit on my mental
im fucked in my mind
but with the distractions i still look at you
and i still see the slime

your main girl at my door like hello
like moto
want photos
girl its a no go
gimme the loot and im out like diablo
or in twenty
actually no ones home spend plenty
she lose the clothes
tell me motorboat
got me muffled out like kenny

no something doesnt sound right
hollup 9tails
i thought u were a sad guy
im persuing music
im not pursueing a bad life
if i get a chance to fix my shit
i wanna live nice

on that "i dont wanna listen to u if u do not wanna die"
tell me why
cause those comments tend to keep me up at night
im not offended
but im not pretending
that my sadness more than average
just so i can take advantage of the scene

whiter then the filling in a krispy kreme
got no lean
but the green
come a quarter ounce a week
i smoke until i sleep
substitute my antidepressants
for some og

i got some problems
run and tell that
to the few of you talking that shit
but you never would hit my dms

got shit on my mental
im fucked in my mind
but with the distractions i still look at you
and i still see the slime

big 9mm glass bong
walk in with it
dirty week old water
dump it out and fill it in the kitchen
see the resi hit the dishes 
shit digusting
swear this shit could prolly kill some fishes
im insane
but u prolly think im bluffing
next time i should down the water burping like its nothing
next time i might leave the party without saying nothing
think i gotta meet my cousins or something
i should get cutting

talking all that shit u gotta try and back it up
know u told the boys but that shit will not be enough
i could pick and choose what verses i could light u up with
bars that burn you down it have you looking like a sunset
smoking on the beach i blow it out into the ocean 
none of you are good for anything but the commotion

i got some problems
run and tell that
to the few of you talking that shit
but you never would hit my dms

got shit on my mental
im fucked in my mind
but with the distractions i still look at you
and i still see the slime

i got some problems
run and tell that
to the few of you talking that shit
but you never would hit my dms

got shit on my mental
im fucked in my mind
but with the distractions i still look at you
and i still see the slime

dirty nike roshes
guacomole
breathing inward slowly
24 grams in my bag i call it kobe pack
shit'll blow u back
make u see the zodiac
start the sodastream
bubble up the juice and jack
she gimme oral b
like she was tryna fight the plaque

problems (prod. syndrome)

My heart’s been aching, slowly breaking
Be here waiting, lonely fading
Said forever, you said never
Wish we could just be together

Always lost, I’m led astray
And now I’m found in disarray
I’m burnin down through everyday
Yeah, I’m the one to disobey

Losin my thought
Yeah, it make me feel lost
when I come and hear the shots
I’m running with no exhaust

Yeah, I’m coming for the spot
And I’m colder than the frost
So I hope you not forgot
Yeah I hope you not forgot

wanna hurt me, understand
They seem to need the upper hand
I'll show you how I will expand
They shake their heads like its unplanned

Keep on going, get whats wanted
Bleed until the blood is clotted
By these dreams, I think I’m haunted
Tied me up, fastened, and knotted

follow poppy tears

aching - ft. poppy tears (prod. syndrome)

1242am (prod. syndrome)

@qawikamri
@guardinmusic
Sample from: https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/sunshine

LYRICS:-
Guardin 
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy

Qawi Kamri
tell me what is right or wrong
you've been gone for too long
ive been feeling so alone
when was the last time you sang my song? 

i fell with the tears on my face
lately ive been feeling so out of place
call out and i scream your name
baby can you please just stay

is it too late to save me
is it too late to heal me
is it too late, is it too late?

Guardin & Qawi
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy

Qawi
is it too late to save me
is it too late to heal me
is it too late, is it too late?

I Don't Know Who I Am (w guardin)

Painful searing headaches
Wonder what heaven takes
Crying over heartbreak
Laughing when my heart ache


I'm losing my mind
Dying inside
Don't know if I
Can be alive

Mind hallucinating
And I find it so frustrating
Happiness rejuvenating
As I follow heart pulsating

On the brink of happiness
But on the edge of sad as well
Yet, I still walk around and not a single person tell

Warping through dimension
On my mind only ascension
Fucked it up with inattention
Welcome to your intervention

Anxious thoughts plague my mind
Nerves destroy what's inside
Try my best, you demonize
No clue how to empathize

And now the circles under my eyelids
Getting darker as I sing 
I don't where this is going 
Or what tomorrow brings 
I'm haunted by my past 
Not sure if this'll last 
Is this all just temporary
Are u even listening

To any words that I'm saying? 
While I'm lost and decaying 
Fuck it I'll just push it to the side
The top is mine for the taking, ay 

I’m sick of staring at my ceiling 
Contemplating feelings 
Locked inside my head 
All my demons are revealing

Painful searing headaches
Wonder what heaven takes
Crying over heartbreak
Laughing when my heart ache


I'm losing my mind
Dying inside
Don't know if I
Can be alive

follow demxntia

migraines - ft. demxntia (prod. demxntia)

A pill for the issues
But it doesn’t fix them
Slows me down, turns my frown
Doesn’t save my brainstem

Do not wanna breathe no more
I’ve seen it all, I took the tour
World not made for me, I’m sure
Recycle me, when you abhor

Happy inconceivable
But they think it’s believable
I’m riding in a vehicle
My body what I’m seeing through

Bars and bars, I'm in a cell
Walk around and no one tell
Smoke and smoke, I try and feel
This girls my Achilles heel

Fuck this and fuck you
Feelings I’m used to
Always find new hue
Tear my heart right through

I’m never enough
And I swear you’re giving up
Thought you had me handcuffed
But you really just bluffed

Can only count on yourself
To be there, when no one else
Gives a fuck about your health
And only want your wealth

A pill for the issues
But it doesn’t fix them
Slows me down, and turns my frown
Doesn’t save my brainstem

Do not wanna breathe no more
I’ve seen it all, I took the tour
World not made for me, I’m sure
Recycle me, when you abhor

Don’t ask me for a feature and don’t say I’m “blowing up”
All I hear through that is that I think I’m not enough
Harder than I’ve ever worked and going till it’s up
Til the day the dark consumes me, I’m a diamond in the rough

Don’t call me your friend if not
Shock to me measured in watt
Fake your love for me, allot
And don’t think I ever forgot

After everything I say
Please just stay the fuck away
Cannot take another day
While my brain cells all decay

Nothing handed out for free
Gotta act responsibly
Made a plan out to a tee
But they claim that it’s “destiny”

Sick of this like nicotine
Thought we would be evergreen
Burn away with kerosene
In afterlife, we’ll reconvene

A pill for the issues
But it doesn’t fix them
Slows me down, turns my frown
Doesn’t save my brainstem

Do not wanna breathe no more
I’ve seen it all, I took the tour
World not made for me, I’m sure
Recycle me, when you abhor

follow fiftysix

turns my frown (prod. fiftysix)

@jvbeats666

in my dreams i just stand there shaking

think im better off never waking again

toxic [prod. jay vee]

https://open.spotify.com/track/1mAsS7rBsT9QkXJmky2hmy?si=kBcu85y2SQ2Syw83qs-1Xw

CODE RED

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