FDD1589 – Sleepwave

iusedtolikeyou

lyrics:
sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man
and i don't really wanna fucking go do shit
and i don't really care about what's popping
rather stay inside my head always throbbing 
rather stay inside and pet on my dog man
it's the only thing i ever fucking trusted
everything else always let me down 
but that's okay cause i let me down too
but that's okay cause i let me down too 

i'll let you down
i'll let you down 
i'll let you down
i'll let you down

sometimes i just wanna wake up 
look up in the mirror and not feel hated
not the best but i feel underrated
i've been down but i know imma flex up
me and gang some angels, yeah we next up
feeling cursed like damn baby i'm hexed up

sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man

sometimes (prod. flwrs)

ily all
@guardinmusic
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
prod @antongxldn

lyrics
sadeyes:
i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

don't act like i hate you, you know that i don't
you don't have a reason to blow up my phone

sit in the dark ima play my guitar
ima pray that i make it how have i 

made it this far
this far
this far 
this far x2

look at the night sky 
look at the stars
look at the bright side
look at my scars

emotionally bruise me when we fight in the car
every ounce of hate you carry tears me apart

how do i cope with the pain, every day you push me away
you wanna fuck and you know what i'll say
i don't need relationship shit in my way, stay out the way

guardin:
stay out my way i don't want you
drunk in my bed i won't fuck you
love isn't something i want dude
we're simply friends thought i told you

i don't wanna hear it anymore
your voice punctures through my head and i cannot ignore
anymore these advances are just smothering me quick
let me dabble in the gravel with my ganja and a bic

i think this winter left you colder than the breeze
i think you suffer from another lovers leave
might be just a sense of lust the love you have for me
anxiously outta focus i'm just hopin' i can breathe

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson


9tails:
too deep down in my brain again
i swam a little bit and drown
in my lonliness

emtions buried deep down arc reactor ironman
rip two bowls get high again
go face roll on life again

game unlocked
like im notch
tommy flag
on my socks
i dont care 
if u watch
but you cant chip in on this blunt
sad as fuck
so i stunt
drop a track
smellin skunk
smellin farts
in the smoke
from the weed not from my bum

girl i can tell that you like me ya
body and mind that could strike me ya
attitude ready to fight me
speaking her mind and i like it

heart breaker wear it like nike
did you the same and its high key
focused as fuck you cant sike me
ill cover my ears u cant mike me

emotions like blue when they snowball
i come alive at night fall
flow with some flavour like menthol
music turn into a day job

icy heart like a face off
she went back to take my face off
of the photos of us on her facebook
moving on like im driftwood

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

8pm w/ guardin & 9tails (prod. antongxldn)

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prod. https://soundcloud.com/m-i-s-e-r-y

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Lie Again Ft. Yesterday & Moonlet (prod. Yung Flex) out on spotify

take back my ilys (p. useless)

Did a song with my bro @nocloudforecast
Lyrics:
HKFiftyOne 
Well I been out here everyday you know I'm tryna live it up
Get this money in my pocket watch me pour another cup
I been sad and I been lonely I been dying for some love
Say you know me you don't know me you ain't OG I been numb

Counting all this money live the good life we up next
Sippin on some UV while I'm running up a check
Ikati on my feet I rock the cat just watch me flex
All of this means nothing i exist in what comes next

Someday ill be better ya
Know that people leave but sometimes they dont leave a letter ya
Someday in the clouds ya
Catch up with my homies while im laying underground ya

Someday in the clouds
I look up with my feet upon the ground

NoCloud
Is it too late
Know you think I’m okay 
I been lyin for a minute so you feel safe
Always stayin up late
Livin in my own cage
Feel emotionless and empty like blank page 
I’m close to the edge
Waking up with regrets
Crying all alone on my bed
Need a friend now
But every day is all the same shit
Make hits
But nobody seems to notice

So hold me so tight
And Wipe tears from my eyes
I just need your light 
Love me cuz i might die

someday w/ nocloud

Official Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XXARZqsm6vs

Vocals by @supachefm
Produced, Engineered & Mastered by @guccihighwaters

Stream

steppin' on my woes! (prod. notmorgn) [video in description]

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody
art by @ihateshota
prod by https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic

this song means a lot to me bc i don't really hold anything back and it felt so good to say all of this. that being said, im still not in the best mental state, but i'm trying my best.

can someone tell me why i feel this way about love
and why i try to hide my emotions behind these drugs
my friends just tell me its apart of growing up
my bones seem to get much older but i never feel in touch

i talk to my friends like i talk to the people inside of my head
and sometimes i ask them for closure cause i never remember what i said
so tell me what i have to do to feel grown up in this world
maybe ill ditch my old life and just try and go fall for a girl
cause its been a long time since i've felt a thing called trust
and i don't think i've fallen for a girl without feeling a bit of lust

break me down
to my core
and you'll see 
that im the enemy

my age is a factor in this but i feel like im falling too quick
and if i dont slow myself down maybe ill just mess up and ill slip

can someone tell me why i feel this way about love
and why i try to hide my emotions behind these drugs
my friends just tell me its apart of growing up
my bones seem to get much older but i never feel in touch

spotify

growing up

ur dad doesn't seem to like me much
but i don't care i just want your touch
and when you kiss me i just get a rush
passed out on the front of your lawn
now i know 
i'm stupid 
i fell hard
you felt that
but now i'm 
so fucked up
so in love
i'm sorry 

i hope that you hear this
i hope that your worth it
your dad makes me nervous
i fuck up on purpose
no 
no i don't deserve this
oh 
oh

i should stop running my mouth
i get in trouble everytime 
your dad seems to comes around
its not his fault
he just hates me 
cuz of the way that i sound
im super nervous
kinda quirky
i can't figure him out
he wants me dead, a grave right into the ground

watch the world burn as i walk thru the flames
discard my body the ashes will rain
kill everybody 
brain with no body 
talk to myself when i’m scared and i’m crying
emotionless eyes i can’t tell when i’m lying
far from the end but the end is still nigh 
how we all dead but still feelin alive
came out of the womb and i’m not even crying
baby wanna say bye bye
takin my life like i
don’t wanna feel alright
don’t wanna wake up 
don’t wanna step outside
bitch i been up all night

ur dad doesn't seem to like me much
but i don't care i just want your touch
and when you kiss me i just get a rush
passed out on the front of your lawn
now i know 
i'm stupid 
i fell hard
you felt that
but now i'm 
so fucked up
so in love
i'm sorry

ur dad fucking hates me! ft. joseph cash (prod irby)

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