im gonna give it all up

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

@guccihighwaters
thank you to everyone that's been supporting this page so far
you guys are the best forreal <3

[softheart]
break me tell me i'm nothing please 
send me on my way please 
barely i'm not there [x2]
yeah
take me and all you did was break me i've been telling lies
since i been alive
don't bury me with anything cant take it when i die
im just watching time
take me with the tides
on the other side
i just want you to tell me i'm alright
i just want you to tell me i'm all
i just want you to tell me i'm alright
and it don't matter if you're lying at all
im lost in the waves lied tossed it away i know
baby i know
and well have enough never
well be wanting for forever
on the other side
theres always something better

[guccihighwaters]
break me like i’m nothing to you 
is it a question like how’d i even lose you
you never ask me if i’m okay 
love is not a one way it’s got two lanes 
and i crash and I burn the damage 
and i crash and I burn the damage 
it’s my own fault yeah i watched it happen

see you on the other side (feat. guccihighwaters)

lyrics:

(kindmile)
I wanna be happy like a pretty rich girl 
Daddy handed her the world 
Oyster came with a pearl 

be happy like a star on tv 
Got me wishing it was me
Am I to ugly for the screen? 

be happy like I always thought I’d be 
but i’m too busy counting sheep 
I could never live my dreams 

be happy
be happy
be happy
be happy

I wanna fuck again for the first time 
That giddy awkward feeling now seems sublime 
I wanna get high like the first time 
But it’s like every time I do it it just toys with my mind 

I’m always like fuck this fuck that 
I whine that life is so wack 
it’s all me 
It’s my fault 
Autumn leaves 
I fall 
Happy ending? Nah, life is nothing like a fairytale 
Prince Charming nah I got no princess in a wedding vale 
Society tells me that I’m not good enough 
Depressions a bitch and she got my ass cuffed

I wanna be happy like a pretty rich girl 
Daddy handed her the world 
Oyster came with a pearl 

be happy like a star on tv 
Got me wishing it was me
Am I to ugly for the screen? 

be happy like I always thought I’d be 
but i’m too busy counting sheep 
I could never live my dreams 

be happy
be happy
be happy
be happy

(doan)
One day imma be happy
Shit I’m lyin to myself again
I been lyin to all my friends
Sometimes I just want the end 
But I just sit and play pretend 
That in the future I’ll be happy then
Sometimes I wanna start again
I’m high but it was better then
So pills became a better friend
At first they were to pass the time
Now it’s a means to an end
I don’t think u could understand 
Maybe I could explain 
But even if u think u know we’ll never feel the same pain
Fuck this world 
They don’t want me to win 
Everything I do a sin 
It’s like my past and future got me pinned
Cuz I don’t like who I been
I used to like who I’m becoming 
But so much shit overwhelming 
Voices in my head are floodin
All my thought are gettin muddy 
Death stopped by he thought that it’d be funny
Gave me visions of the end 
I thought that it would be more bloody

(kindmile)
I wanna be happy like a pretty rich girl 
Daddy handed her the world 
Oyster came with a pearl 

be happy like a star on tv 
Got me wishing it was me
Am I to ugly for the screen? 

be happy like I always thought I’d be 
but i’m too busy counting sheep 
I could never live my dreams 

be happy
be happy
be happy
be happy

be happy w/ doan(prod. immortal)

https://soundcloud.com/salemavenue

promnight: 

wake up every morning 
just to feel the same old nothing 
and i’d rather keep it all inside 
then let you know what’s it’s really like 
inside my mind 
and i know i don’t express it right 
just know that i really try 
it’s so hard, it’s so hard 
to let it out 

and i don’t feel 
the way i did, last year or the year before
i’m lost, more lost than found 
and i can’t get it out 
i don’t know where to go 
in the end i’m all alone 
people change their faces 
i’m always replaced and 
nothing new fucking changes
i’m done with this shit 

leave me alone 
i don’t need your help 
i don’t your texts 
i’m not ur friend 

salem avenue: 

sunlight 
saw you in the sunlight 
cut me in my heart like a dull knife 
everything i did was 
for you i swear 
i could have done it better 
i know 
left me with a dark soul
everyday i go out 
make me feel unknown 
in every way 
everyday i come back home 
tell me why i feel more alone?

it’s taken me 
some time to see 
that when you say my name 
you’re speaking on 
someone you don’t know 

tell me 
where i should be when the world comes crashing down?
you want a smile on my face?
while you letting me down

when the world comes crashing down

when the world comes crashing down w salem avenue (prod. iof)

Produced by @tadaddy

POURED UP ON A SONG NOW IM FADED :(

Lyrics:

now baby why r u ignoring
i tried to call u in the morning
im getting wasted tonight
why u gotta put up a fight
pretty face with a little waist
share with me u got a lot of cake

"iluvtora"

and i got my eyes closed
i swear my heart froze
u don't even like me
but u pull up on my shows
i'm hopping out the black whip
with my wrist slit
i don't know if i'm rly gonna make it 

got my eyes closed
i swear my heart froze
u don't even like me
but u pull up on my shows
i'm hopping out the black whip
with my wrist slit
i don't know if im rly gonna make it 

i'm gonna make it
cus when i see it imma take it
poured up on a song now i'm faded
yeah im faded, i'm gonna drain my life out
and even if i see u i'm gonna cry now 

yeah
im gonna cry now
yeah, yeah

now baby why r u ignoring
i tried to call u in the morning
i'm getting wasted tonight
why u gotta put up a fight
pretty face with a little waist
share with me u got a lot of cake
istg that ur love is fake
istg that ur love is fake

now baby why r u ignoring
i tried to call u in the morning
im getting wasted tonight
why u gotta put up a fight
pretty face with a little waist
share with me u got a lot of cake
istg that ur love is fake
ist...

and i got my eyes closed
i swear my heart froze
u don't even like me
but u pull up on my shows
im hopping out the black whip
with my wrist slit
i don't know if im rly gonna make it 

got my eyes closed
i swear my heart froze
u don't even like me
but u pull up on my shows
im hopping out the black whip
with my wrist slit
i don't know if im rly gonna make it

Spotify

istg, pretty face (prod. tadaddy)

Hope you enjoy. 
Lyrics:
need an answer
can someone just help me
no sign cause your gone
just help please
need an answer
can someone just help me
no sign cause your gone
just help please

can i get a reason
cause i dont want you leavin
i know its all over from hints ive been seein
can i get a reason
cause im left on red
dont go and walk away i need you here
can i get a reason
cause i dont want you leavin
i know its all over from hints ive been seein
can i get a reason
cause im left on red
dont go and walk away i need you here

called you up
but was treated with the dialtone
got a little mad
so what can I dial though
sent a dm ig but it wont show
late night in my bed
where'd my life go
cant predict the open roads
you expect it out of me
though we were an open door
guess I was sound asleep

can i get a reason
cause i dont want you leavin
i know its all over from hints ive been seein
can i get a reason
cause im left on red
dont go and walk away i need you here
can i get a reason
cause i dont want you leavin
i know its all over from hints ive been seein
can i get a reason
cause im left on red
dont go and walk away i need you here

need you here but im trynna get my checks up
money right cause you know im feelin like im next yuh
wish you were with me through these times but im check out
my plans are movin theres so much blessings to count
cant predict the open roads
you expect it out of me
though we were an open door
guess I was sound asleep

can i get a reason
cause i dont want you leavin
i know its all over from hints ive been seein
can i get a reason
cause im left on red
dont go and walk away i need you here
can i get a reason
cause i dont want you leavin
i know its all over from hints ive been seein
can i get a reason
cause im left on red
dont go and walk away i need you here

need an answer
can someone just help me
no sign cause your gone
just help please
need an answer
can someone just help me
no sign cause your gone
just help please

leftquiet:
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www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
@leftquietverified
www.youtube.com/channel/UCnwzxgNCeTAlRu2qIZ4waww

deadspyro:
www.instagram.com/deadspyro/
www.youtube.com/channel/UCoIq0W9q…xIikQ3IA/featured

reason (prod. deadspyro)

Im about Come up off a check
I ain’t fucking with u unless u coming correct
And I’m about to slit my fucking wrist
Cuz the sad boi image is a big hit
And ima get the bag then i dip
150 on the dash in the gucci whip
Zoom Zoom, Fast make it Flip
And i never ever ever ever ever fucking simp

Ay I’m about to flex on my ex
New bitch blow my sticky like a semtex
Make it pop, call her charli xcx
My drip clean like a bitch call it windex
Aye I’m about to run up on my ops
Bet they pull a 6ix9ine and call the fucking cops
Yeah im about to spaz in this bitch
Make ur girlfriend mad when i cum quick

So Face it, ur hating cuz you’ll never get all this paper

Im about Come up off a check
I ain’t fucking with u unless u coming correct
And I’m about to slit my fucking wrist
Cuz the sad boi image is a big hit
And ima get the bag then i dip
150 on the dash in the gucci whip
Zoom Zoom, Fast make it Flip
And i never ever ever ever ever fucking simp

Ima start a circle in this bitch
Give a dead body life, that's an easy fix
Hold my hand, light a candle in the room
It's about to go down and we're bringing Lemmy back from the Tomb
It's a riot in this bitch
Breathing fire on stage, whole front row eyebrow singed
MetalHeads, Spin kicks
Whole crowd going crazy for a motherfuckin Circle Pitt

So Face it, ur hating cuz you’ll never get all this paper

Im about Come up off a check
I ain’t fucking with u unless u coming correct
And I’m about to slit my fucking wrist
Cuz the sad boi image is a big hit
And ima get the bag then i dip
150 on the dash in the gucci whip
Zoom Zoom, Fast make it Flip
And i never ever ever ever ever fucking simp

Aye, yea
I’m about to run up on my ops
Bet they pull a 6ix9ine and call the fucking cops
Yeah im about to spaz in this bitch
Make ur girlfriend mad when i cum quick

Gucci Whip feat. circle pitt (Prod. Young Taylor)

i wasn't put on the guest list....

love u, hope u are safe

sex // doubt // suicide (w/ Le Play)

beat used-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXolhCfUjuQ

What Dreams Are Made Of

GOODMORNING! w/ ladiesmile and byemilo

Guitar by Splashgvng & @remghost
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Late For Class

Late For Class (Prod Splashgvng & remghost)

overdose (PROD. MISERY)

Heartstop

-prod by me
-feat: https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn

abnormal (feat. yung axstn)

i was only 19, when i realized u would kill me

RIGHT NOW (feat. KID E$S & NICK ALEXANDR)

all the loss
such is life
yu can see the scenes repeating
its become so normal now

greyscale filter fused in the paint
n the canvas gets
laid by the wayside
n shredded all across the pavement
just fragments of bits left behind

i dont wanna talk anymore now
its just empty words
at the end of the day ye
runaway get lost in that sunset
and no one will see hear me again

chased away the ones that cared the most
all that self destructive action
its become like clockwork now

sentences jumbling
n never making sense
i forgot how to talk to them
then when the distance gets 2 much
its time to let go ~

greyscale filter fused in the paint
n the canvas gets
laid by the wayside
n shredded all across the pavement
just fragments of bits left behind

i dont wanna talk anymore now
its just empty words
at the end of the day ye
runaway get lost in that sunset
and no one will see hear me again

all the loss
such is life
yu can see the scenes repeating
its become so normal now

im gonna give it all up

weary