pwnd x h4rtbrkr - kms

lyrics:

i'm losing my own mind 
somebody please come help me
i don't think im fine
you got so lost inside my eyes 
you keep on staring i don't have much time

found somebody who would love me
never angry 
got you're so ugly
you hated my own guts that's what you said 
when we we're all alone in bed

filled my heart with all of your lies
filled my brain up head in the skies

bottled up emotions
you have no idea where i've been
lost my trust to you then
got your name right in my head

seeing you dead brings me joy
i can't even hear your voice

i'm losing my own mind 
somebody please come help me
i don't think im fine
you got so lost inside my eyes 
you keep on staring i don't have much time

found somebody who would love me
never angry 
got you're so ugly
you hated my own guts that's what you said 
when we we're all alone in bed

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lyrics :

i wanna jump off a bridge
i cant conceal my sadness
they always ask what happened
im at a fucking dead end

i know im gonna die all alone
i never pay attention 
im glued to my phone :3
my dad hates me i am disowned 
to everyone i am unknown

you hate me but i dont know what i did
when im alone i cut my wrists
i wish that i could feel bliss
but i cant
im such a bitch

im in an exisential crisis
why do i exist?
i miss when we would kiss
now im in her blocked list

i wish i wasnt this awkward
im such a fucking coward
when they call me names 
i act like im unbothered
i feel like such a failure!!

i wanna jump off a bridge
i cant conceal my sadness
they always ask what happened
im at a fucking dead end

exisential crisis

instrumental: @bloodsekai
featuring: @deathwish38

--- lyrics: ---
i've seen some people like me
but i know they won't like me
i'm scared of what will i be
if i keep up this act
ur so deranged
and i'm so behaved
but that's only okay
if i knew how to help you
i'm going insane
i'm running out of space

i'm scared of things i used to love
and i cant stop throwing up
this world wasn't made for us
we're just empty matter
ur so insane and
im not okay but
someday we'll change
just stay in ur place for now
i wish i had the nerve
i'll forever be unheard

we can't keep acting

we can't keep acting (ft. deathwish38)

prod me
cant find cover ughhhhh

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right

god i rlly hate it
im numbed n im sedated 
my mum treats me like a patient
i jus wanna b normal again
im trapped in my head
im better off dead
just want it to end
im so hard on myself

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right
x2

fantasize

im almost certain i played the bass part one note off but whatever

drug approved (2023)

didnt know the guitars a lil off beat sorry 😭


now i know theres nothing left
i know ill just have to end up dead
crying over all your texts
because i am all alone again

i wish i was perfect 
just so that u could stay with me
im just another boy
but ur my whole life to me

without you in my arms
what am i supposed to be?
and now my bodys all over the ground deceased

im crying in my room
i dont know what to do
ive lost interest
in everything i did with you

ive lost control and now
lifes crashing down
where am i supposed to be?
im such a pity

i wish i was perfect 
just so that u could stay with me
im just another boy
but ur my whole life to me

without you in my arms
what am i supposed to be?
and now my bodys all over the ground deceased

i wish i was perfect

im idealistic about this
i wanna envision a crown prince
i follow your trail through your foot prints
i'll call you a liar if the shoe fits

if the shoe fits

the synth stuff is still being made its just so annoying that i have to switch computers to make a song 😭

all of my friends think that im lame
i did everything that i could to change
why cant i just fit in?
i wish they would notice it


every night i start to cry
my mental health just kills my mind 
im losing faith in jesus christ
ill die way before 25

my beds my medicine
but i still feel sick
from staying in so long
but im still so scared of going out
im giving up and falling on the couch


i wish that i could just change

im destroying my brain

my thoughts just make me insane

just take away my pain

every night i start to cry
my mental health just kills my mind 
im losing faith in jesus christ
ill die way before 25


exisential crisis

hori

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