prod. takuori
@mqxixo

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

take a knife, take a knife
stab it right into my back
u dont even have to kill me
think i’ll have a heart attack

feels like love is what i lack
i dont even deserve it, i deserve to keep hurting
bad with feelings but im learning

moxi:
do me how you said u would u said u’d cut me right
i dont wanna feel or move please leave me paralyzed 
love it when u look at me let me stare in your eyes
i wanna stay with u forever please dont end my life
i have nothing i wanna do except be with you
i dont think i’ll last long tryna miss u 
send ur blood and tell me if you wanna stay
cuz i’ll just pull the plug now n throw it all away
stay by me i need you yea i been paranoid
come closer and talk to me yea i love your voice
i’ll stay by your side yea its my choice
i’ll do you right once we rejoice

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

sedate me w/ moxi (takuori)

saw an angel

prod sekai

i paint and try 
i draw and cry
i wish u were mine
wish i could talk to u
how i vent into my mic
i want another wife
i want another wife

she took everything i knew
everything it feels so new
i dont wanna take things slow
i know that im doomed
give me sum convo starters
give me some branches to leech on
ur sick but wont even lead on 
u dont need me so i'll just be gone

not a real song not a real song not a real song

broooooooooo 

found who i need
cant let her leave
dont want to bleed
just want to breath
get close to me

theres all the reason to stay
get rid of all my pain
so low u make me feel okay
make me feel okay
8x

found who i need
(make me feel okay)
cant let her leave
(make me feel okay)
dont want to bleed
(make me feel o)
just want to breath
(make me feel okay)
get close to me
(make me feel okay)

make me feel okay prod sickboi

魂の歌

prod @heavenbl4de

yeahh u think im somethin that im not
but baby its so hard tryin not to be forgot
n everythin u ask for yea its quite a lot
wish u jus wanted my heart cus without u it would stop

its all for nothin
u hear my soul sing
the gates r calling
so ill spread my wings
i guess i wasnt enough
clip my shit on the way up
drown in my double cup
restore n level up

jus tell me what u want
n ill try n give u more
cus i dont want u to end up
cryin on the floor
ooohooohhh

yeahh u think im somethin that im not
but baby its so hard tryin not to be forgot
n everythin u ask for yea its quite a lot
wish u jus wanted my heart cus without u it would stop

spend my nights next to ur body
im so glad its not with nobody else
how u even take this many Ls
if i was u id kill myself
i know it gets hard for u sometimes
but all u gotta rlly do is try
cus deep down everyone wants to die
oooh

its so hard to trust u dear
i dont know when u'll disappear
got me breakin down in tears
how far will u go from here?

yeahh u think im somethin that im not
but baby its so hard tryin not to be forgot
n everythin u ask for yea its quite a lot
wish u jus wanted my heart cus without u it would stop

heartstop @heavenbl4de

@bloodsekai

u showed me love
u showed me trust
for you there's nun
you'd always run

you know i cared
needed u there
u see my fear
i know my end is near

its all so clear
dont know why were still here
ghost me i'll b fine
im not worth ur precious time
erase my line
thought u were mine
leave me behind
i really tried
i really tried
i really tried

you know i cared prod bloodsekai

(refrão)
eu sinto sua falta
voce não me nota
eu te amo, me mata
quero me corta

sangue na cara
scarface na bala
vou me suicida
droga na boca

(verso)
cade voce meu amor
faca na boca sinto dor
chorando sangue amor
talvez seu seja seu rancor

(verso2)
miguxa vem me beija
lagrima como uma coruja
switchblade on my face
blood on the dance

scene girl me mama
estou aqui na cama
vou emagrecer agora
parando de comer amora

miguxa vem me beija
lagrima como uma coruja
switchblade on my face
blood on the dance

i miss u so i bleed (ilybeam)

made ths song at 5am for the funsies bruh
ppwc + shoutout chatgpt

esh:

i rlly h8 my life, posted up i wna die
livestream on my suicide
ur words cut my wrist like knives!!
me n otis in da clubb
zombie grl she wnt my blood
angel in the clublight
ur wings r pretty from above;
show me all of ur love
idgaf i js wna party, party in the club
its never enuff, smoking too much cough
dancing w my razorblade till the final cut // 

otis:

me and esh we’re in the club
we boutta fuck on all them hoes
if they’re underage 
get that shit outta here
feel like it’s forth of july
sending shots like columbine
baby stop just be mine
ed bitch just be like
i don’t fuck with that shit
ed bitch get out of my way
im gonna kill myself
make it horseplay 
i feel like it’s fortnite
i wanna spray
if you wanna fuck i tell that bitch
to take that shit off 
i’m a worthless piece of shit
i’ll strangle you till your throat cough
nsfw bitch get outta my way
jerk to anime bitches all day
jerk to that good 
fupa porn 
no one can stop me now
i’m in my own element don’t know how 
how how how how how

esh x otis - clublight angel *demo* (prod esh)

i produced something Nice

ch4se x razor2mywrist #YNCX

produced by @1zakuro
lyrics:

(@imsorryhori)
you make me wanna end it
i said im fine but im not
i know ill crash and burn
thats a lesson i havent learned
i dont know why im like this
ill kill myself im always upset
you dont want me to die?
well i guess your out of time


i just wanna rest in peace
cause i know ill b gone by 23
i hate it when they look at me
they know it makes me so fucking
unhappiiieeeee
theyre gonnnaaa diee
stabbed repeatedly with my knifeeee
their blooodds so ripee 
now im so happyy

(miku)
i hate my rotten life
every night i grab the knife
i cant wait until i die
so i will just
kill my self tonight
i hate my rotten life
every night i grab the knife
i cant wait until i die
so i will just
kill my self tonight

this is my first time trying to use vocaloid so if any1 has any tips pls feel free to share them with me <3

learn my lesson w/ hatsune miku

hori