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nettspend - rack⁴rack [lueclove]

prod me w/ @foreverstained

https://open.spotify.com/track/2EC55vV6T6mdFhZu4tflbi?si=6e5d26b899304ae5

me:
im dead
isn't this what u wanted?
isn't this what u want?
now im sure it's not
cuz now im sure it's not

lying on the asphalt
i could tell u were sick of me
foiling ur plans
i guess i'll let u win this round
but next time u'll lose
just mark my mouth

stab my back 
u killed me twice
killed my trust
and then my lights
in ur arms, i'm falling out
falling out just let me down

im dead
isn't this what u wanted?
isn't this what u want?
now im sure it's not
cuz now im sure it's not

moxi: 
i'll give u what u deserve
end my life shoot myself like kurt
this is what u wanted u wanted me to go
everythings been tarnished now bury me in snow

dig my grave deeper 
say that im a leecher
i tried to make u happy
now i wish that i was meaner
hiding im dying 
prying im crying
tired ur sighing
hoping i stop trying

fallen angel consuming all the light
im a stupid cockroach that wanted to be by ur side
plz dont show ur heart or spread ur wings 
i'll scatter with the light nd ruin everything

isn't this what u wanted? (ft. lifeless)

prod by me.
cover art by me.
w/ @haunted_sad

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/40NhgfTYY3VRBYpFF9gYdx?si=vuWtjkVGQya_ugSwx9Aktg

redize/
What a perfect way to end things
I'll end it all I can't help myself
I've been throught this before I can live without
This other bullshit

Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

haunted/
And yeah I've been running out of time, baby
The death clock it keeps on ticking 
These emotions I have, yeah, they are livid
All these visions of my death they're are vivid
You stabbed my heart in front of me
I watched myself dying every fkn day
I thought girl that u were fkn cool :(( 
Yeah ur the one that just made me end it 


redize/
Thought I had the balls to tell you sooner
But I waited so long why am I such a loser?
I try to keep it all to myself and not ask for help
K I lied, or maybe once a few times
But it will all get better, just don't ever say never
cause there's no better endeavor in life

redize/
Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

haunted/
And yeah I've been running out of time, baby
The death clock it keeps on ticking 
These emotions I have, yeah, they are livid
All these visions of my death they're are vivid
You stabbed my heart in front of me
I watched myself dying every fkn day
I thought girl that u were fkn cool :(( 
Yeah ur the one that just made me end it

a perfect way to end things

a perfect way to end things w/hauntedsad

https://open.spotify.com/track/3hiUiRVTj6B4nfQ7sfYHay?si=3e726212aa3c4733
prod @bloodsekai
lyrics: 

where are you tonight?
i need you right now
and i dont feel right

i wanna ask you out to dance
but i wonder
if i even have a chance

what am i doing here?
what is wrong with me my dear?
i know im not your type
but i still wanna be your guy


hold my hand, is that alright?
i cant stop crying, suicide
but when im with you
every thing feels all right

i really wanna be your guy
i really wanna hold you tight 
you think im fine but im not alright
so ill go home and stab myself with knives


they wonder why i really wanna die

maybe its because loves a lie

i just want somebody that is nice !

but they dont exist so my wrists im gonna slice :<

x2

most of these lyrics were wrote by @miguel-morales-634781591
big thanks to him go follow !!!!

loves a lie (p. bloodsekai)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4pWP7gLYbQxMegFG88Cr6N?si=88d46edf1b224df3
lyrics:

i love cutting and starving myself
i wanna die
i dream bout suicide
cause its stuck in my head
and im so fucking tired 
but i cannot go to bed
i got so many problems im an insomniac

cut cut cut me
yeah i really wanna bleed
i hate being seen
theyll all unsee me

i got a fucking gun 
and its pointed at your head
you told me to kill myself instead
cause youd rather me b dead

i got a fucking gun 
and its pointed at your head

i love cutting and starving myself
i wanna die
i dream bout suicide
cause its stuck in my head
and im so fucking tired 
but i cannot go to bed
i got so many problems im an insomniac

cut cut cut me
yeah i really wanna bleed
i hate being seen
theyll all unsee me

i got a fucking gun 
and its pointed at your head
you told me to kill myself instead
cause youd rather me b dead

youd rather me b dead <///3

https://open.spotify.com/track/1mJiEEHoESs2GSSlR8iRIr?si=ee062e21fe1c400a
prod @1zakuro
lyrics:

im really sorry 
tryna search for myself, safari
you dont cara at all about me
you want me to die undoubtedly 

im trying really hard
but i know that i wont get far
you stole and broke my heart
left me in the fucking dark..

nobody
would wanna be with me
i cut until i bleed
i just wish youd notice me !

why do you not pick up your phone?
am i being ignored?
it feels like you slammed the door
same thing happened to me before

ill never be like you
no matter how hard i try to
you were gone just like that
why do you love making me sad?
x2

slam the door :/ (p. zakuro)

@yukisasayaki

08/04/24

my eyes turned square
at my screen i stare
at pictures of u
and ur ginger hair

i havent slept in 5 whole days
ive been up all night
playing videogames

(up all night
playing videogames)

my skins so white
i havent seen any daylight
im wasting away at night
im wasting my fucking life

im a loser
im a reject
and i cant accept the fact
that ill never feel ur touch
and im not okay with that
anorexic unathletic
and im allergic to cats
so i know that ill never
have a single fucking chance
with u
baby
i know
its true

my eyes turned square
at my screen i stare
at pictures of u
and ur ginger hair

yuki - pictures of you

https://open.spotify.com/track/2PIY0aDrHIooq8nWeC2Sup?si=dda9d844453a4ada
lyrics:

one day ill be on the news
known as the kid that tied up the noose
theyll say they never bullied me
and that i was fucking crazy

dont run away from me
i jus wanna hold ur hand
oh wait, you dont want to
well i understand
why the fuck would anybody wanna hold my hand?
cause im such a fucking poor excuse for a man

one day ill be on the news
known as the kid that tied up the noose
theyll say they never bullied me
and that i was fucking crazy

you can find me hanging
or with a knife in my heart
im always so fucking sad
when i smoke on my cart
they say that im a fag
run them over with my car
i fucking hate this girl
whyd she have to break my heart?

one day ill be up on the news :p

https://open.spotify.com/track/1NCucKNiA95f9yxt28FqpH?si=90441ae34bbe46b5
prod. deathsuppressant
lyrics:

you hate me
i dont know why
ive asked you like 1000 times
i just dont wanna be despised
and attacked for the things i like </3

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again 
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody calls my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

i really miss your touch
is it love or lust?
every time my name is brought up you have a fuss
you tell your friends im dumb
when you see me you throw up
and i dont know how that is
cause we used to be in love!

like what the fuck did i do?
you said you love me 
thats a fluke
your a batshit crazy bitch
what the fuck did i get into?

no friends i need some buddies
when you notice me
i feel lucky

i just want a simple hi.
talk one time then say goodbye
i just want another life
dont bother me when im with my knife

cut ,cut, cut

i feel like im not enough.

i know you wanna spill my blood :/

so do it slowly

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody calls my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

loves a lie (p. bloodsekai)

hori

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