<3 pls listen on spotify too https://open.spotify.com/album/0Zu1TMGY256iat7o8KzQDF?si=svEpCWrKQpmFG-wHON6KPQ

based on the anime "our dating story"
prod me

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon
cos i noticed u started distancing
and i knew with time
you'd eventually leave me

im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
x2

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon

jealous loser

prod me ft @weejk (aka @revivle with new preset)

yeayeaeya pop the molly in theclubb pop the molly in the clubb

fuckin on dis girl n her new best friend
pop another molly yea the party never ends
i kno that u like me yea no need to play pretend
but i get so attached n ill always depend on u
when u dont want me to
spending every night staying up for u
cus thats my nature
get jealous grab my razor then
cut my skin like paper cus
i can not replace her

cryin on the club floor
like what the fuckk
i jus need like one more
n thats enough
x2

pop the molly in the club
gettin too fucked up
pop the molly in the club
bitch im off of these drugs
woah im walkin dead

the party never ends w/ wujek

https://open.spotify.com/track/3yixaoN12otAN90qJL7LgQ?si=b45c17648c2c4ce8

ft @yukisasayaki prod me

nothing matters
i'm only after
a life with laughter
but my life is getting sadder cuz
nothing matters
my blood just splatters
my face might shatter
cuz things are getting uglier for me
my soul is incomplete
can't finish anything
i wanna fucking bleed
responsibility's not for me
pls don't think or believe
or put faith into me
i'll disappoint u n u'll leave
if only they could notice me
if only they would notice me
if only they could notice me
n see me like i see them too

i jus wish ud notice me
or showed a little honesty
ur words are laced with pity
and i know one day theyll kill me
aahhh

nothin matters u wont hold me 
i kno u dont fucking want me
say it with ur chest im 
so far from the best i 

cant believe that
u have hope in me im 
fragmented n broken
imperfect n no fun

nothing matters w/ yuki

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/2C5hZCwUl5yctLyvjFEvR7?si=90722dfcbef644b0

one more chance with u
let me kiss marry kill u
my final words have been due
ur someone i cant stick to
ur too attacthed just go away
i'll call wen i dont need space
gave u a ring and ate your face
im sorry for the waste

imperfect im like u
but u have a few screws
i need to get them loose
cuz you'll just hurt me

kiss me n kill me too
marry and leave me

one more chance with u
let me kiss marry kill u

kiss marry k*ll you Prod bloodsekai

ft @lovecupid1
deleted @yukisasayaki song
dm cnaw discord for takedown
why did it blew up after 2 months

=== lyrics ===
[yuki]
i walk in, everybody laughing
blood on my wrist, i knew this would happen
don't even tell me that you care a single bit
cuz i know you're a liar and stupid fucking bitch
avoiding every gym class, just to hide my slits
yeah it's getting way too much, i just wanna call it quits
but you're sitting here beside me
i need you to like you give two shits
so stay another day
cause i love you girl to bits

[lovecupid]
i think that I like you a lot
i'm so plugged up on my phone
all i do is think about you
i don't know what to do
constantly
on my mind, think about you all the time
i just wanna talk to you, i dont know what to do
that's all on my wrist, talking here in this class
so you're talking to a different guy, why would you do that?
you said I'm the only one, why would you do that?
i think i'm obsessed with you, i think that's all I can do

[yuki]
i walk in, everybody laughing
blood on my wrist, i knew this would happen
don't even tell me that you care a single bit
cuz i know you're a liar and stupid fucking bitch
i walk in, everybody laughing
blood on my wrist, i knew this would happen
don't even tell me that you care a single bit
cuz i know you're a liar and stupid fucking bitch
avoiding every gym class, just to hide my slits
yeah it's getting way too much, i just wanna call it quits
but you're sitting here beside me
i need you to like you give two shits
so stay another day
cause i love you girl to bits

call it quits

prod @humanendeavour

nights like this
i dont want to exist
id rather rest in piss
im just a failure kid
2x

slit my wrist up
i miss ur kisses
and i miss ur wishes
need ur forgiveness
be my business
i'll add the mrs.
i guess satan listens
i wish god would fix this

morning noon and night
i just want to die
hit 17 real soon
i just hope i can bloom

nights like this

https://open.spotify.com/track/1NCucKNiA95f9yxt28FqpH?si=90441ae34bbe46b5
prod. deathsuppressant
lyrics:

you hate me
i dont know why
ive asked you like 1000 times
i just dont wanna be despised
and attacked for the things i like </3

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again 
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

i really miss your touch
is it love or lust?
every time my name is brought up you have a fuss
you tell your friends im dumb
when you see me you throw up
and i dont know how that is
cause we used to be in love!

like what the fuck did i do?
you said you love me 
thats a fluke
your a batshit crazy bitch
what the fuck did i get into?

no friends i need some buddies
when you notice me
i feel lucky

i just want a simple hi.
talk one time then say goodbye
i just want another life
dont bother me when im with my knife

cut ,cut, cut

i feel like im not enough.

i know you wanna spill my blood :/

so do it slowly

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

why arent i happy happy? (p. deathsuppressant)

produced by + featured @redizesux
the covers also drawn by redize!!

https://open.spotify.com/track/536gLQ1Lrak35zxQCjEqGT?si=Xrf6yDWPRc-3VivG-aDtSg

lyrics:

[imsorryhori]
real life is not my cup of tea
i know i will die by 20
you want me to be in my
deathbed
and its all my fault
x2

ive never felt this way before
theres a pit inside my stomache
you would like me to die
chain me up and rot them :<

what is your discord?
oh wait i sent a dm n you ignored
what is your discord?
oh wait i sent a dm n you ignoreeedddddddd

[@redizesux]
but u never really understood 
and theres ntn much you can amount to
still focused on feeling good?
i think I’m starting to despise you

i cant help it theres a pain inside my stomach
not one to forget cuz i think id rather vomit
i cant tell if ur the same old person
that i thought i knew then
idk if this all seems to perfect
cuz my thoughts are intrusive

and ur not the only one
who feels like that sometimes 
no ntns all for none
as long as you’re satisfied

[me n redize]
where did you goo?
where did you go?
where did you gooo?
where did youu goooo?

[imsorryhori]
real life is not my cup of tea
i know i will die by 20
you want me to be in my
deathbed
and its all my fault
x2

not my cup of tea w/ redize

feat @bloodsekai prod @1zakuro

[@bloodsekai]
hands off your scarlet wrist
it hurts to live like this
your blood comes out your neck
red's cheap when you're desperate
it's so quiet in here
all the desks are stacked near
i'm still shedding my tears
my tongue drops in my mouth

[@imsorryhori]
she's a vampire
at night she's never tired
if i said she wasn't cool id be a liar
to be like her, is what i desire
how do i fall in love?
i've tried so hard but i've got no luck
i guess ill find out when she sucks my blood
i really hope i fall in love

[@bloodsekai]
hands off your scarlet wrist
it hurts to live like this
your blood comes out your neck
red's cheap when you're desperate
it's so quiet in here
all the desks are stacked near
i'm still shedding my tears
my tongue drops in my mouth
my teeth are red

scarlet wrists (w/ bloodsekai)

@odihu @bloodsekai

walking down that hill 
saw your large black wings
looking like the dark horse
i can’t count how much i’ve fell for you
but ill just never learn of course
grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved
grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved

i see a real tragic scene
ridding all morality
tragedy, i will be
i shake you desperately
awaken my beauty, oh please

you can cover my mouth
until i can't scream
i'll let you rip my teeth
one by one          
i'm so satisfied that 
this isn't a dream
i let it all go,
my sanity

(m1v flow steal:)

come on now, let us play pretend
dancing now, our souls are dead
we spent nights in graves and found our end

magic hasn't reached us yet
our revivals, we won't get
let our minds grasp the fear of death

i see a real tragic scene
ridding all morality
tragedy, i will be
i shake you desperately
awaken my beauty, my queen

grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved
grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved

odihu x bloodsekai .. depraved

with @frankiwi 
lyrics:                                           
se que no me ves aun que este gastando
todo el tiempo que nos di
que sentis cuando me ves
escribo de esta manera nada de me queda
y siento que esperabas
que termine asi como vos desgastado
dejame irme de este lugar

te siento tan lejos y na te acerca mas
no quiero que tu pienses que estoy mal 
no quiero que te empieces a preocupar
y antes de que me temas
antes de que tu mi alma quieras arrancarme y no alla vuelta atras
y no quede rastro de amor
mirame, dime a la cara que lo decidiste que lo pensaste lentamente
por como lo hiciste
se acelera mis respiraciones a ratos usaste mi corazon para un pacto ma
y a todas horas estaras presente dentro de mi corazon
si el no te valora es un down perdona por la demora amor