I didn’t grow up with a lot of shit.
Mixed drugs just to find friends.
If I could make my parents sober again.
I’d do my best to forgive them.
Wish I could get my brothers out of that environment.
You made me terrified that I could turn out violent.
You know, you scar a kid like that, he might go crazy.
But this cycle ends here, you’ll never break me.
Wish I could call and say I love you every Mother’s Day.
Wish my father would’ve showed me how to be a man.
Instead drove 20 hours north of Carolina, just to guarantee I’d never turn out like you.

PA, NC, MN, to NC.
MN just change my life this time please.
I’m starting to hate the things around me.
I act, I don’t think.
Excuse the mood swings.

I hope I can raise my kids right and give them everything that I couldn’t have.
And I know that one day it’ll be fine, but for now I’m losing my mind.

Head off, unscrewed, mentally can’t seem to move.
I’ve been frozen, give me sunshine and something kinda new.
Shit wait, take a break, I think I’m getting outta hand.

Can’t control myself, on and off the rails.
Better save yourself, see you all in hell.
bye bye.
Let me apologize in advance, if I cause you any harm or fright.

I just hope I can get some help.
I feel like I’m killing myself.
I know sometimes that I’m scary to see when everything means nothing to me.

“It was the most amazing thing ever. 
It was my best friend, my world, I had somebody that would love me unconditionally. I knew would never leave me, I knew I’d never leave him, ya know?
There would always be a great connection.
Versus what I was going through with my parents, ya know?”

D I S Ø R D E R / the apple rots far from the tree

*ALL BLACK EVERYTH!NG

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SOMETHING THAT I NEED

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Songwriter: Vincent J. Gajewski III (im sorry hun)
Music Producer: Vincent J. Gajewski III (itsokaylove)

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watch as she drives away

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