Special thanks to @theredrxxm for prod 💜

Like Forever

Prod. @5959511111ddddddd

lyrics-
Break shit, throw it down
Stomp it on the fucking ground
Spittin blood out of my mouth
Scream as loud as i want to now
Break shit, smash that fuckers face in 
Tired of this fake shit
I can't contain this anger
(I can almost taste it)

Bleed just like you
I bleed just like you
I need to find out,
What's inside you (and face it)

I'll take what's mine x3
(i will take it)
I'll take what's mine and i will wreck that shit

A smile on my face
I play god, watch it break
Bloody knuckles in my camo
I go Rambo in my cage
I can't contain this anger, keep it together, i will seal your fate
I will take what's mine 
(I can taste it)

I'll take what's mine x3
I'll take what's mine and i will wreck that shit again

BREAK SHIT

BREAK SHIT (PROD. EMOWHIP)

prod by @vxna 

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n happy halloween dolboyob ^^

Lyrics:

I don't wanna play with you aye 
I don't wanna mess with you yeah 

you fucking bastard, you make me throw up
you fucking sucker, your life's in danger
Ion like you, why you've always so much time to do this
I'm still recording it on my phone yeah
how i'm fucking tired 
bitch i wunna fuck u up yeah

IonWannaPlayWithYou [P. Vena]

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HERALDOFDEATH

I sleep with the dead
Conflicting thoughts in my head
Fuck them for takin' my breath
Tearin' my flesh

Look at this pain that they shed
Take a look at my regrets
They're deep in my head
Grippin' my neck

I sleep with the dead
Conflicting thoughts in my head
Fuck them for takin' my breath
Tearin' my flesh

Look at this pain that they shed
Take a look at my regrets
They're deep in my head
Grippin' my neck

Confliction (Interlude)

Screamin' all the sad songs outta my head
Face down, locked up inside of my bed
I can't keep it steady for the thoughts that I kept
Bring me to the surface 'fore I'm lost in my dead

Locked down, locked down
I can't stomach all the fake smiles, I hate you
Locked down, locked down
I can't stomach all the fake smiles, I hate you

The weight of things I've done
Comes crushing down my lungs
I hate who I've become
I'll never feel my love

The light that burns my eyes
Can't tell me wrong from right
I'll fuckin' stay inside
Break down my fuckin' life

Leave me, I don't wanna feel a thing
Untrusting of the words I fuckin' sing
Have I lost it? That familiar fuckin' sting
Pierces constant, I don't wanna let 'em see

Leave me, I don't wanna feel a thing
Untrusting of the words I fuckin' sing
Have I lost it? That familiar fuckin' sting
Pierces constant, I don't wanna let 'em see

The weight of things I've done
Comes crushing down my lungs
I hate who I've become
I'll never feel my love

The light that burns my eyes
Can't tell me wrong from right
I'll fuckin' stay inside
Break down my fuckin' life

I Told Myself I Wouldn't Think About It

I could pray that I'll never feel the same way
Lock the frame so you'll never know I'm okay
I don't give a fuck, but I can't really go a day
Without the thought of fuckin' sheddin' to my old ways

Where my happy at?
I been screamin' out my lungs to find my fuckin' track
All you people couldn't give a fuck but I don't care
Bitch I'm needin' somethin' just to fill the empty air

I can't find someone like me
Buried underneath it's hard to breathe
Maybe no one can fill my needs
But I just need someone to feel my beat

You don't know
What's going on in my skull
And I don't blame you passin' by my walls
No one deserves to fall into that hole

Fill

I wish that I could go back in time
I'd bid you goodbye a thousand times
Hold me I don't wanna lose my mind
But if I try, I fear I'd break my spine

Bring me down to leave
I didn't wanna be okay
When I was fuckin' broken I'd seal the open
Just to feel the pain

Break me to my knees
We were both so bad for me
And when we watched it fallin' you couldn't cope and
It made me lose my peace

You shouldn't wanna be mine anyway
I didn't wanna be yours, I couldn't stay
I don't care if your heart is fallin' away
I did it for myself cause I couldn't handle all that shame

Bring me down to leave
I didn't wanna be okay
When I was fuckin' broken I'd seal the open
Just to feel the pain

Break me to my knees
We were both so bad for me
And when we watched it fallin' you couldn't cope and
It made me lose my peace

Maybe We Never Were

Chest tighten, numb the waist up
Nothin' comin' but I'm face up
Bitch I'm screamin' will they take us?
Blood freezin' like it's dangerous

Long nights seein' nothin' but a reaper
Can you prove it's in my head or is it deeper?
Long nights seein' nothin' but a reaper
Can you prove it's in my head or is it deeper?

Don't really know where I'm goin', can't picture it
Thoughts spinnin' fast, I don't know if I'll breathe again
Scream 'til my throat numb, there ain't no fixin' it
Fightin' and flyin' cut through me, I'm sick of it

Heart poundin' out my motherfuckin' chest
Sayin' stupid shit I know that I'll regret
Losin' grip I gotta pull it up again
I ain't thinkin' anymore, will it end?

Chest tighten, numb the waist up
Nothin' comin' but I'm face up
Bitch I'm screamin' will they take us?
Blood freezin' like it's dangerous

Chest tighten, numb the waist up
Nothin' comin' but I'm face up
Bitch I'm screamin' will they take us?
Blood freezin' like it's dangerous

Hard To Breathe

Prod. @theredrxxm

Bitch you wanna let me set free?
I been screamin' since the first ache
I don't wanna let you get me
I'll never drop to you for anything

You been a bitch since the start date
And there ain't nothin' keepin' me safe
I'll fuckin' watch my back like always
Just keep your distance I won't see face

Fear The Dead

Fear The Dead (prod. Red Rxxm)

Small frame, no hate in my veins, it's tame
I was happy on the way, what's pain?
Just a scraped up face
Shed a tear and I'm crawling on my way

I'll stay to myself never lost my way
Pick me up and keep me close, I pray
Never bitchin' all about this stain
Fuckin' wish that stayed, fuckin' wish that stayed

Let me reminisce 'bout all the happy I lived
I been missin', lord all the things that I'd give
Let me reminisce 'bout all the happy I lived
I been missin', lord all the things that I'd give

Let me reminisce 'bout all the happy I lived
I been missin', lord all the things that I'd give
Let me reminisce 'bout all the happy I lived
I been missin', lord all the things that I'd give

If I Should Forget

My best

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