Heavy nostalgia listening to this, still bumping it daily brother 🤍

raw feelings & nightmares in both worlds

Dont wake me up 
I never see the light
This night feels like the night we met but youre not by my side
I'm lying in the forest and my blood is raining down on me
She knows she could save me but she hides in my fantasy
let you build a home behind my skin - how could you give it up?
These walls will last forever but the garden needs your final touch
I cant let you go  because youre the only love ill ever know
Soon you let me go because all these lies have found a place to grow
I really wouldve died for you but now you left me in the snow
Ник и ночь - i follow you to any place you want to go
She cant feel my pain 
i breathe in circles to release your wings
She just fixed my heart to make it worse & left my mind in -
If you dont love i just suffer for the two of us
The world is bleeding out of my hands and youre my only hope to trust
Same way ill fall into the darkness like we always do
youre the one i love my biggest dream was taking care of you

Carry the truth to my grave (raw) prod. MATTER

Mixed by heavylungs & Mary
Mastered & produced by heavylungs
background piano by cheiropter

Lyrics: 
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand
The night falls 
And we’re out again
The night calls 
And we’re out again.
It’s All in my hands a world of ends.
So Take the ride in a hearse again.
Sick of the same pains 
cut deep with patience
bleed for the love of it. 
Reach for what’s left to live. 
I can’t stand to see again.
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand

Blood Lover (P. heavylungs)

LYRICS:

(IDIO)

I feel fucking old, I’m living through it.
IDIO so cold with this new shit.
All your fuckin’ lies, I see through em.
I can’t fuckin’ die, I can prove it.

Watch me overdose on this codeine cup.
Watch me pass out while I’m throwing up.
Watch me fall down while I spill my blood.
Watch me do this shit, I’ll get right back up.

Watch me, watch me do it yeah. (x4)

I feel fucking old, I’m living through it.
IDIO so cold with this new shit.
All your fuckin’ lies, I see through em.
I can’t fuckin’ die, I can prove it.

(SLEEPISFORMORTALS)

Yea yea yea
Run away, got no eyes now 
any day , i could die now. 
Follow me, and let’s find out. 
Fuckin lame, i decline out. 

Oh No teeth , on my Lone lonely. 
I jus don’t, won’t speak. 
What they want from me. 
Got no soul on me. 
Really oh so peak. 
Seven phones on me. 
Seven hoes on me. 

I don’t awake I count my doom 
I don’t relate. Don’t trust a soul. 
No way no way dont rob my grave. 
I don’t awake I crash I fall.

(IDIO)

Watch me overdose on this codeine cup.
Watch me pass out while I’m throwing up.
Watch me fall down while I spill my blood.
Watch me do this shit, I’ll get right back up.

Woah
Yeah

WATCH ME  W/ SLEEPISFORMORTALS [PROD. AZZLEY]

TRACK 9

happy birthday to me, the adolescent.

prod. @zyrom
artwork by @dhaelo

Lyrics: genius.com/albums/Dhaelo/Me-the-adolescent

glimpse

TAKE MY HAND 
NO LOVE FROM ME

ME ROMPISTE 
DONT YOU SEE

CINCO ANOS
NO QUIERO SER HUMANO 

I REGRET MEETING YOUX2

MEETING YOU


KISS YOU AGAIN 
TO THE TWILIGHT 

AN UNSPOKEN END 
A SILENT GOODBYE

MEETING YOUX4

I REGRET MEETING YOUX2

SEEYOUNEVER - REGRET

@danielsgone

DANIELSGONE-
Been a while since I felt in a longtime 
lately think In the night till the sunrise
i don’t wanna talk I just wanna get mine
I don’t wanna talk I just wanna kill time
Everybody wanna act like they something 
Till the scythe scratch your back on a dark day
Everybody wanna turn it to a court case
We all know you want attention out my damn face

Oh fuck is that all they want
Fuck all these people 
I melt into muck
No one gon give a fuck til I’ll be done
I cannot deal with your shit you a runt
Oh fuck is that all they want
Stressing my head on your shit
It ain’t fun 
smile talking shit I wish you were done
scratch your head just like you could never do wrong

YOU DONT WANNA SEE WHAT I GO THROUGH
YOU DONT WANNA SEE WHAT MY MIND DO
YOU DONT WANNA GO WHERE MY LIFES GONE
NO YOU DONT GOT THE GUTS TURN THE LIGHTS ON
IVE BEEN FUCKING UP BAD BUT I AINT SAD
EVERYTHING JUST MAKE ME MAD LIKE I HATE THAT
IVE BEEN FEELING TOXIC LIKE IVE LOST IT
FUCK THE PROFIT I JUST WANNA ROCK THIS
Is that what they want 
Is that what they want from me

TOMMYBLVE - 
I dont want to say goodbye
I keep asking myself why
I dont want you to leave
I will break down I will die

I dont want to say goodbye
I keep asking myself why
I dont want you to leave
I will break down I will die
I dont wanna know a world without you
I dont wanna live my life without you
I really hope you know how much I fucking love you
I really hope you know...

danielsgone-
but I’m
Picking myself up tonight
Is that what they want 
Is that what they want from me

Tommy Blve & Daniels Gone - IsThatAllTheyWant?

PROD:
https://soundcloud.com/idstayawaytoo

DAMAGE CONTROL

I LET DOWN EVERYONE I LOVE (INTRO) // (PROD. IDSTAYAWAYTOO)

FEAT. https://soundcloud.com/bruhmanegod & https://soundcloud.com/saturnalt
TWITTER - twitter.com/jamesgorczyca
MERCH - https://teespring.com/stores/jamesgorczyca

USUALLY IM MORE ON TOP OF THESE THINGS
I DONT EVEN MEAN TO MAKE ANY ENEMIES
JUST TRYNA MAKE THIS SHIT WORK BY ANY MEANS
BY ANY MEANS
I DONT HAVE NO OPINIONS, WHAT YOU MEAN?
DONT ASK ME BOUT THE MATTERS, PLEASE OH PLEASE
ITS TOO PAINFUL FOR ME
ITS TOO PAINFUL FOR ME
CONSTANTLY STUCK WITH THIS TUNNEL-VISION
I CANT SEEM TO FIND A WAY TO SHOW MY EMOTIONS
WHEN IT REALLY MATTERS
I FEEL SO FUCKED AND SCATTERED
I NEED TO PASS OUT
NEEDA STOP MY THINKING
IM FINNA CRASH NOW
THIS FLIGHT IS SINKING
NO I CANT CARE ABOUT   
THESE OTHER THINGS
IM SO SORRY IM THIS WAY
JUST KNOW THAT IM TRYING
WHY DONT WE TALK ANYMORE
CAUSE WE CANT FIND THE RIGHT WORDS
YOU KNOW HOW IT IS (YOU KNOW HOW IT GOES)
YOU KNOW HOW IT IS (YOU KNOW HOW IT GOES)

(BMG)
i got way too many thoughts
throw em up at once
no one give a fuck
every night a rut
whenever i am not
within your fucking arms
take it away, take it away
i’ll learn to ignore it one day, ignore it one day
i’m done givin a fuck, givin you help
all you do is pity yourself, pity yourself
i’m so tired of it, tired of it
i’m so tired of stayin, tired of waking up
tired of staying up, tired of waking up
i’m so tired of making enemies
i’m so tired of not going to sleep

(SATURN)
moving life it's fucking cyclical
visions in these tunnels why my fov on critical
maybe its the sight that makes me feel like im going in circles
i been workin so fuckin hard but never feelin like workin
i been pushin and pullin all my walls like they made of rubber
but this shit snaps back every time im makin numbers
i dont wanna back track, thought of leaving makes me shudder
wish i wasn't a bullhead and i wasn't so stubborn
im reading scriptures from the walls when they come out
midnight when i cant help but think loud
reads like poetry that i can't hope to figure out
is there a meaning to this effort i've been pissin out?
if i just end up in the same position what is the point
i cant make two words connect without sounding disjointed
as im considering my window i loosen up all my joint
wish i could run into the night give a fuck bout some disappointment
what's a message, i need a sign
someone tell me what to do with my life
someone take away my anger and my spite
i cant afford to sleep the same way every night
im sick of pushing cos nothing around me moves
ive had enough of these walls and my room
every little noise makes me fucking angry
ima burn all my belongings and then jump right off the roof

LONG NIGHTS UP LATE AREN'T ALWAYS THE BEST (FT. BRUHMANEGOD & SATURN) [PROD. LC2K]

Feat @kam9g  Prod 
Cover art by Camille Shaikh (ig: diplodocam) + Strangoth 
Lyrics : 
(Hook )
Put this gun on my face 
Take a breath, look at me 
Keep quiet if you shoot me 
No regret if you kill me 

(Verse)
I feel rejected 
I don't like livin'
You cannot save me 
Stuck in a circle
I need a miracle
I wanna be an angel
I wanna die so i can see you from the sky (x2)

Take me hand 
Take my heart 

( Hook )
Put this gun on my face 
Take a breath, look at me 
Keep quiet if you shoot me 
No regret if you kill me

Shoot

Shoot (Feat. Kamasutra 9G) (Prod. Slitgod)

Produced by @fukcortez & @killsage 💜

Screaming all the pain from out my fucking lungs
I've been locked inside this brain for way too long
Help me find the light before I'm fucking gone
I just need a push to face all of my wrongs

Please don't let me fade off from myself
Put me right back on the path to find my health
Break the lock around this cage and let me out
As long as I control my thoughts then fuck a wealth

You don't know fucking thing about me
Only hear but never see a fucking thing
Too afraid to show my face so 'imma spring
Off the top don't watch me fall into the deep

Don't watch me fall into the deep
Don't watch me fall into the deep

So hold me closer
Until its over
I'll find recover
I'll find recover

So keep me sober
Until its over
I'll find recover
I'll find recover

I Won't Be Alright Without You

I Won't Be Alright Without You (prod. CORTEZ & KILL$AGE)

FOLLOW: https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
music vid  : https://youtu.be/TkfJr6ADPoQ
prod. Eternalraijin
@ Lucyfr.000
- WHY lyric video 
https://youtu.be/_tcNaMbIV58

I Won't Be Alright Without You (prod. CORTEZ & KILL$AGE)

COMA6

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