A sad song I wrote about being sad in a song

Saturation Demo

Cry Demo

its a breakup song, literally want to tear my eyes out of my head when i listen to it because its only pain

Beginning and Middle

lyrics:
she cant look me in my eyes
she tells me that she wants to die
its okay babe please dont cry
just try live another night

i tell her that it'll be alright
i tell her to watch the sun rise
i tell her that things will be fine
dont listen to the voice at night

demons infecting her mind
demons infecting her night
there telling her all the pretty lies
telling her to sacrifice

nah man ive had my own problems with  like addiction and depression
you know feeling like im not enough
but honestly like at the end of the day its like if u surround urself with the right people
your gonna feel that love no matter what you know
no matter how fucked up ur head gets you'll always have them people you  know

i cant sleep im in my head
demons running i feel dead
those are real lyrics that ive said
those are real lyrics that i meant

you can trust me i wont let u down 
cause i know what its like to loose every round
i know what its like to go round and around
in ur head finding nothing out

dont give up ur almost there 
dont give up i got thoughts and prayers
i can be there i can care
but you gotta open up and share 

you know i apologize for not making things the best sounding song
but honestly this one isnt about getting famous or getting's fans 
or anything
its simply to send a message and to help someone out who might need help 

dont give up ur almost there 
dont give up i got thoughts and prayers
i can be there i can care
but you gotta open up and share

you know i aint gonna lie i haven't had much help with this music stuff
you know there's alot i had to figure out on my own
and ive had a couple help but i wanna thank everyone thats helped me on this shit much love i wouldnt of got here with out u guys
and yeah love u all init catch u guys in the next song

(if anyone is struggling with bad mental health please seek some professional help or just talk to someone about ur problems i promise there are people out there that will listen and will help u and just remember dark days dont last forever the sun always rises)

(24 hour suicide prevention hotline:116 123)

For You(prod.Boyfiffty)

lyrics:
i aint been that happpy
my voice feeling raspy 
tired,enxus,sadly
please someone just help me

i aint been that happy
slowly dying,im gasping 
i cant do this sadly 
please someone just help me

please hold me dont let me fall
please dont let my love dissolve 
i need her more than Adderall  
shes my drug and i want it all 

please dont let my love just fall
please dont let me fucking dissolve
i need her more than adderal
i need her 
and i want her all 

i need her,and i want her all 
i need her and her overalls 
i need her,and i want her all 
please dont let me fucking fall
(please dont let me fall)
please dont let me dissolve

Adderall Girl(prod.daitana)

lyrics:
she tells me to get sober
tell her that were over 
drugs got me in the hard shoulder (shoulder,shoulder,shoulder,shoulder)
drugs will hold me close,close,clsoer

ive been drinking fentanyl
perk popping i got it all 
ive been taking Adderall 
ive been doing to much
 
taking drugs with my friends
ill be high until the end
rockstar life it never ends
ive been doing to much

i dont know whats left to do 
i dont know whats left of you 
one is red and one is blue
i be here, im off the shrooms
smoke another blunt or 2
fuck it babe im missing u 
nah im not talking to you
im talking to the shrooms

babe yeah im mising u 

not talking to you
im talking to the shrooms
and pills and everything
anything that gets me high 
ill marry with a weeding ring

ive been drinking fentanyl
perk popping i got it all 
ive been taking Adderall 
ive been doing to much
 
taking drugs with my friends
ill be high until the end
rockstar life it never ends
ive been doing to much

i dont know whats left to do 
i dont know whats left of you 
one is red and one is blue
i be here, im off the shrooms
smoke another blunt or 2
fuck it babe im missing u 
nah im not talking to you
im talking to the shrooms

babe yeah im mising u 

not talking to you
im talking to the shrooms
and pills and everything
anything that gets me high 
ill marry with a weeding ring

love drugs(prod. puki)

lyrics:
she says she knows spot(a spot)
then she just broke my heart
damn it no that is dark
why is love so hard?(i dont get it)

she says she knows a spot
then she tares me apart

why love just so hard?
why is love just so hard?

she says knows a spot
then she broke me apart(i dont get it)
then she broke my heart
i dont know its pretty dark

i cant see you
my love was see threw
her love i need you
her love, i need you

been feeling like cal kestis
force push u away cause im restless
no u aint ever gave a shit
youd rather take the drugs and trip
youd rather steal money, hit licks
youd rather do dumb shit
then just fucking love me 
cause really its to hard to do

She Knows A Spot(prod.Thom)

lyrics:
spending my days intoxicated
spending my days lost and waiting

i can not do this,no i can not take it
i cant face it

theses drugs got me feeling naked

spending my days intoxicated
spending my days lost and waiting

i can not do this,no i can not take it
theses drugs got me naked
no i can not face it


theses drugs got me faded
her love got me shaking
its kinda tough cause i feel like shes faking
spending my days lost and waiting

spending my days so intoxicated

Intoxicated(prod.autrioly)

lyrics:
i make plans, they fall apart
i might plan it hit the stars
fuck thats shit, no im too far away

drugs they make me levitate 
drugs they make me fade away
in the darkest part of my mind 
where i fucking lay 

i dont wanna go 
theses drugs they just got a hold 
in my mind its so sold
in my mind im in my zone 

i can t focus 
i cant even functions 
i cant even love
cause its just to hard
i cant cope

now i can not focus
in my head with notions
drinking all her potions
its not okay (huh)
it make me day dream 
it makes me crazy 
thinking its meant to be, but really shes just lazy 

i get lost in the fantasy 
that maybe one day love will see
love will see me and itll be with me 
but in reality it wont happen 
its to much to ask 
for a sad boy like me to find a girl with a similar plan 

i cant do it 
theses drugs they just got hold
i dont wanna go outside cause its just pretty cold
i dont wanna see her cause im lost in my zone
or ill fantasise about her love..oh..no

My Mind(prod.Red Eyez)

lyrics:
im in my head like a zombie (woah waoh)
im gonna lose everybody (chi chi)
demonson there running and there tuanting i know it 
wonder if im just a shitty fucking poet

in my head im like a zombie for real
i just popped 2 pills 
i just popped 3 pills 

(in my head in my head lose all controle)
my head like a war zone
numb it with the perks oh
(in my head in my head fuck it dont go)
love it never works oh 

i cant lose another friend like this
the drugs they are hit and miss
sometimes they give me really good trips
your love hits me like a ton of bricks 

ive been doing this shit for to long
i aint talking music or a new song
(no way)
ive been taking drugs and the love bombs
(skrr skrr)
ive been taking drugs and she wants some 

life aint fair but she knows it
ive been drinking lean and her potions
damn it girl u wrote it
our love is ardent 

im in my head like a zombie (woah waoh)
im gonna lose everybody (chi chi)
demonson there running and there tuanting i know it 
wonder if im just a shitty fucking poet

in my head im like a zombie for real
i just poped 2 pills 
i just popped 3 pills 

(in my head in my head lose all controle)
my head like a war zone
numb it with the perks oh
(in my head in my head fuck it dont go)
love it never works oh 

im in my head like a zombie (woah waoh)
im gonna lose everybody (chi chi)
demonson there running and there tuanting i know it 
wonder if im just a shitty fucking poet

in my head im like a zombie for real
i just popped 2 pills 
i just popped 3 pills 

(in my head in my head lose all controle)
my head like a war zone
numb it with the perks oh
(in my head in my head fuck it dont go)
love it never works oh

feek like a zombie (prod.metlast)

im dyslexic as shit so i freestyle every song

Adderall Girl(prod.daitana)

imtoxic

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