i think its really over this time (prod. iof)

threw it all away - lil soda boi feat. shoelacebelt (prod. shoelacebelt)

I packed my things - no sleeper

i'm a ship without its captain when you're gone

lyrics:

everything's going so well
how long do you think it will last?
i hate it when i get used to something
then suddenly, it will just disappear

so, don't make me get used to you
don't make me get used to you

everything's going so well
and i'm afraid of what comes after this
someone told me that everything is fleeting
i've realized, none of these things belongs to me

it will all pass by
it will all pass by
it will all pass by
it will all pass by
by
by

the fleeting song - Single

the fleeting song (demo)

lyrics: you used to come up for air through a sea of other people, just hoping they don't notice that you are leaving again. you're leaving again. and i can't believe it's true, there are people like you. with the same heart, and the same marks on our bodies.

did everything feel beautiful when you let go of the idea of being anything at all? and you can't believe it's true, there are people like you. when i held you in my bathroom – i felt new.

you had a panic attack in my bathroom

iphone 3g

fall in love with me now 
u can take me down with u
it doesn’t matter anymore
i miss how things were before

smoke

i wrote cup of tea a few months back when i felt like i was failing every interaction i had with anyone. it was a few months after i'd moved to nashville, and as i was starting to establish some real friendships, i constantly felt like i was backtracking. everyone continued to treat me with kindness and eagerness, but i was my own worst critic.

this is one of those songs that serves as a stream of consciousness. i really wasn't a fan of it when i wrote it and i think even now that this song might not be for everyone. but then again, maybe i'm criticizing myself more than anyone else will. 

i take the metaphor really far but all of the food references can work for thanksgiving- i love a theme ;) 

also this upload is being completed at two in the morning on a weekday before i go to spend thanksgiving with family so if it's incoherent, sorry, that's two weeks in a row of late-night edits whoops

I packed my things - no sleeper

3llea