nothing changed except the reason I'm alive

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back n forth

this year is for escape

batman

lurang, nxrthstar, xraian
thewrld, darkvendetta

##ddarkknight -  lurang + nxrthstar + xraian (thewrld + dv)

Poduced and mixed by Filip Fabiański and Jacek Maciąg
Cover design by Filip Fabiański
https://soundcloud.com/machinz

Orien (feat. Mach)

Bluffing

video here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tb8xCct8NZI
one song 2 end an amazing year with twinnem 
@midwxst
@billsburyjoeboi
mixed by slappy
lyrics
[pre-hook]
im not the same kid that i once was
when you met me
its a lot of offers on the plate right now
and its tempting
i can act like i never saw the texts that 
you sent me
or we could skip to the part when
you're in my room undressing

[hook]
baby just tell me what you wanna do 
we could slide back to the pad 
you can stop playing mad 
and your friend and you come thru
i was never mad in the first place
and im better than your ex on my worst day
ima be in LA on thursday
i said, baby just tell me what you wanna do
i aint never been for none of that he said she said shit
man just come thru
now theres way too much in my cup
and i cant stand up
but i couldnt give one less fuck

[verse: midwst]
a lot of things in front of me this shit's getting tempting
you saw where i was at and now you're seeking redemption
cause all of a sudden you fuck with me, up in my mentions
all this shit don't add up no it don't even make sense
you cut me deep, you left me there to sit and wait
blocked your number, blocked your texts
don't care what you are sending me
hoping that im stuck up in your head and in your memories
so that you can not forget my pain and all my misery

[hook]

come thru

come thru w/ midwxst (billsburyjoeboi)

Take Time

she like churchh why dont u call me...
that bitch rlly want me

prod. me

lays (churchh)

1 year, 1 year full of great meetings, discoveries, learnings, about u n me & music, so ty guys ,tysm :) enjoy this lil mix <3
ib : @y4ndere @ev333 @lilac @fucktwintails @synthion @prodbytoshi @maknae @prodgreentop @mental @blxty tysm for keeping me alive 

0.00 , 4:50, 6:30, 7:47, 8:17, 9:25, 16:21 solo
2:00 @mechro2k
3:00 @chained2
3:40 @fucktwintails
5:30 @2variant
7:15 @okeefey
10:00 @kyur0
11:30 @prodsoulsss
11:40 @kojowav @nskyi
12:15 @prodgreentop
13:30 @lb66
14:00 @mechro2k
14:40 @kkkarasu
15:10 @april211k
17:29 @april211k
18:23 @inno1k
18:55 @1spoof
19:40 @internetjoe
20:30 @chained2 @7lux 

all for sale, just dm me on ig or sc (:

1 Year + kojo lb66 greentop karasu april21 okeefey spoof inno twintails chained2 kyuro & friends

sayuonline - https://soundcloud.com/sayuonline
number48 - https://soundcloud.com/prod-number48

LYRICS:

Sayu -
I cant see life inside your eyes
Baby can you open wide x2
(Let the light in)
Cant stand up I'm falling down
You make my brain spin round and round
I cant feel the ground anymore
Pull the rug out from beneath me

Vylanz -
And I cannot stand this pain anymore
You walked right out the front and you slammed the door
I'm steady popping these pills 
And smoking all of this weed
Just to get you out of my head
Think I'd be better inside
If I wasn't alive
Honestly I think I'd rather be dead
We're doin drugs together
As we watch the time tick fast
You sewed my heart together
Now I hope this time it lasts

Z0mb!3 w/@sayuonline [prod. Number48]

https://traktrain.com/kamidere

scraps n wips

traktrain

yan solo 5

stuck ft @1spxce [prod key]

2


leave it off on a bad note 
tell me something i don't know
cause i've been good my whole life
i pay the debt for the pain i write

it's finally happening, they're finally happy
i'll clock into days to succumb to what has trapped me
my guts feeling nauseous, i'm glad you're unconscious
put my promises down, everything else is beyond it

and this is freedom, it just comes at prices
behind my eyes only see how lifeless
so keep on the right limb, i'll stake out the crisis
be live and be cool as long as i know what i am
but fuck who am i yet?
you know just how i am
if i could i would drown in your place
im the one whos awake, im the one u should take 

if its for u, 10 years down the drain as if u knew
cause i want someone to stay and say whats new
and if u touch me, know i'm just not good for you
if you keep me around like u do, what do u see?
scold me now with the sober perception
good-luck-life with the constant rejection
do i fit in your arms as suggested?
give me the lesson i know that i'm missing

and it wont hurt the only time: i want it perfect only mine
the happy ending that i find is punctured through, not black or white

(and so i'll try
the transparency it kills me inside a little bit
don't leave me, say you won't be ghosting me soon
got no victories to brag
meet me at my worst at last
gave me 1 last fucking chance
one of the few things i still have)

leave it off on a bad note

vox by me and meat computer (@earthboymusic)
produced by michaelwarren (@prodmichael) & torno (@torno)

happy bad w/ meat computer

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