(grayskies)

Another mistake
I'm walking on dangerous grounds
The shit you do to him when I'm not around
How could I trust you again It happened so many times
I wanna be with you but I want you to
Hold my hand and tell me the truth
It's been a couple of months but I'm still waiting on you
To come back to me

(oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times
I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times

The problem wasn't you It was me
I just couldn't forget my past
I remember the day when you overdosed
I was right there next to you
But even though I wanted you with me
Oh I fucked everything up for the second time
I guess I'm too obsessed with you

(oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times
I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times

drowning in my blood

@stayxero
hope you enjoy 
lyrics: I’m over you
But your on my mind for days
I just can’t get to 
How you let it slip away
When it’s all said and done
You were my number one
And now i can’t trust 
After how i’ve been done
Things got tough you know i’m there
Trying even if i’m scared
Too many feelings i cannot bare
Trying to keep it cool but this life’s not fair
No no no no
But this life’s not
No no no no

But this life’s not 
No no no no
But this life’s not 
No no no no
But this life’s not
No no no no okay yuh
I’m still by your side
Hoping one day that you see the light
Hoping that day isn’t your demise
Hoping one day we can 
Set it right set it right yuh 
But you got your pride
You can never put that shit to the side
Always come between you and I
Always causing all the fights
I’m over you
But your on my mind for days
I just can’t get to 
How you let it slip away
When it’s all said and done
You were my number one
And now i can’t trust 
After how i’ve been done
I’m over you
But your on my mind for days
And i can’t get to 
How you let it slip away
When it’s all said and done
You were my number one
And now i can’t trust 
After how i’ve been done

xero - kill your pride

take it all away

your wings are deteriorating, im sorry but it's just the truth.

soldier (prod myss)

don’t stop looking at me, i need you watching

break my bones

more music otw
produced by tiresss

lyrics:

we don't gotta talk at all 
we can stay as quiet as you need 
can you show me that it mean sum? 
show me that it mean sum 
love you so bad I wanna be ya 
can you show me that I mean sum? 
show me that I mean sum to ya 
to ya to ya to ya‬
‪
I've been busy tryna show you everything I got everything l'm made of, everything I'm not‬
‪and if it's too much for you 
I'll turn it down a notch‬
‪or get up and shut it off‬
‪I might just throw it all away for you

if I did it, everything I’ve done don’t matter 
why would I throw something served on a silver platter?
they brought it straight to me
you wish you had it
and I’m too afraid of cameras
lights flash and I’m a phantom
don’t treat me like a star I’m just a fan of em
there’s a million just like me to be a fan of

don’t take it like I’m bragging
bitch I made it happen 
six figs on the tax, trap money off a passion
pockets got me saggin
full of trauma, baggage
vocal sound addict
two name manic

and I’ll see you when I see you
I hope it pan out
and I hope you never fan out 
I did everything I said I’d do
Can’t no one say I depend on you

and you know I know
your every word breaks my bones
can you talk to me until my skin runs cold
just to see ya, sleep with one eye closed 

we don't gotta talk at all 
we can stay as quiet as you need 
can you show me that it mean sum? 
show me that it mean sum 
love you so bad I wanna be ya 
can you show me that I mean sum? 
show me that I mean sum to ya 
to ya to ya to ya‬
‪

we don't gotta

take your time w/ jades (prod. tenshi x tec9beat x jayya)

𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖉𝖎𝖈𝖎𝖔𝖓

Lyrics:

Hidden tears keep the pain unseen
No sturdy pillar upon which to lean
The infected wound that cannot bleed
A wicked storm from which dark views breed
None other can see or understand
This spiral down was never planned
Our fear is not chosen; it’s another curse
Twisted and cruel, it only gets worse 
We’ve been condemned for our apathy
No longer comforted by their sympathy
They question our who, what, and our whys
And dismiss us with a roll of the eyes
This sinister carnival leaves us insane

We are alone in the dark

Alone in our pain

I was held together but I’m breaking free
That weak adhesive isn’t holding me
Your grievances spoken, I’ve heard them before
With all you've said, how could there be more?

I lash out in a rage induced by your spit
And if I hurt, then maybe I needed it
You judge my pain like its sacrilege
You smack me down like it’s a privilege

I’ll bleed if I want to bleed
Release my fury if I feel the need
You laughed at me, in my depression
Your stony heart reigned with oppression!

You never did try to understand
Calm my fears, or just hold my hand
You wonder why this rage has risen
I’m alone in the dark, 

And it feels like a prison

I’m alone in the dark
and yet I try to smile
I’m calm, controlled
and no longer hostile

Somehow, I found a power inside of me
To let it all go and allow my spirit to be free
As friends around me whispered words into my ear
They had given me the strength to release my fear

I have finally found the pillars upon which to lean
A blade to cut away the pain, both quick and clean
They gave me the authority to ignite my passion
Their understanding marked a deep compassion
They encouraged me to ignite that spark

To teach me 

I’m not alone in the dark.

Alone in the Dark

2 minutes of anything & everything volume whatever

1. trust
2. lie through your teeth
3. flatline
4. too much
5. a-list
6. rewire
7.  feel you demo


lyrics: 

"the noise lives inside of you
in through your ears and out through your lips”

(1) trust

and if I can’t trust nobody else
why would I put my faith in you?
(oh why? ah)
oh yeah
why would I trust someone like you?
why would I trust someone like you?
what the fuck you mean by “us”?
bout you I don’t give no fuck
what the fuck you know bout trust?

(2) lie through your teeth 

we can beat around the bush as much as you want
but we know that the writing’s on the wall
you lie through your teeth when you open your mouth
you think you can take it and turn it around me but you’re wrong
so wrong

(3) flatline

I said go head baby, take your time
can’t put a price on your peace of mind
oh I wish somebody woulda told me that
but I crashed and burned till the line laid flat
fixate so much on the gawdamn stat
I was waiting on it to go right on back

(4) too much

you bitches only care bout profit
my pride, my ego, my toxin
all wind, I don’t care bout caution
got lost in the sound and found it
got lost in the sound and found it
it’s too loud to hear you callin

(5) a-list

momma please don’t treat me like I’m famous
bitch I’d rather die than be an a-list
leave my bloody body on the pavement
if a bitch mad, I can’t entertain it
I can switch the flow up cuz my swag different
my bag deep asl can fit a cat, crow, and worm in it
you know I can’t stand ya 
can’t even put ur soul in it
say it with your chest or put a hole in it 

(6) rewire

it get loud in my head when the room too quiet
thoughts ringing louder than a gawdamn siren
tryna break free but I can’t get out it uh
tell me what I’m reaching for
is it greed if I still want more?
I’ve been writing till the pen get tired
broken down bad, imma need a rewire

(7) feel you demo 

when it all comes crashing down
I surrender and kiss the ground
I feel you
I feel you
I feel you

break my bones

imxero