produced by michael harrison

lyrics:

there’s nobody home tonight 
they won’t hear me if I scream
if I put one in my head
they won’t find me til I reach 
rigor mortis

until my hands are stiff and cold
and the lead’s pierced through my bones
this is everything I’ll leave

I hope that you don’t weep 
good thing I’m a coward
I’ll be here for a while
don’t worry about me

still save a seat for you / don't worry about me

don't worry about me

raw vocals
guitar by michael harrison

I’m so afraid right now
feel like I’m close to the end somehow
thought I was just getting started
and now I’m stuck in my tracks

I’m scared that it’s all for nothing
I’ll lose it all in a blink of an eye
I devoted my life for this and I’d die for it

and I’d die for it
I’d die for it
would you die for it?

it feels like it’s all coming after me
they got my life on a stopwatch
feels like my own brain is after me
who even needs enemies
when you got urself straight torturing
put myself in a minefield
can’t even win when it’s my field
I’m losing a home game
how am I losing a home game?

home game

throwaway

I’ve turned through every page in the book
still don’t know if I shouldn’t or I should
cuz you taste so bittersweet 
it’s like it shouldn’t have been me
but I can’t lie to you, it feels so good

feel like I should’ve known better
is this everything I wanted?
cuz I got it but I wish that i could-

take a u-turn, let it crumble
watch it burn down into rubble 
hoping that you go and find another one of me 

bitch I wish you would
but you prolly could
(oh why?)

wish u would

reupload. someone took it upon themselves to upload "eyelids" to all platforms as their own song and in turn, my upload of my own original song was copyright striked and taken down automatically. this is the same song just slightly pitched down. if it stays up without issue, enjoy.

produced by never forever


lyrics:

i know that i'm clouded
hope the sun shines someday upon me
I’ll open my eyelids
and see what I was missing 
cause my mind was so weak
crack open a smile for all the times I couldn’t speak
my mind

it don’t even matter, never lost faith in it
now I make a little pape with it
fuck around make a name with it
this a cold brew with some pain in it
now the boy got some age in em
same book but the page different
set a bookmark but it kept flipping on me
I’m running outta time

eyelids (reupload)

tell me how I'm yours, just one more time?

the peace i'll never find (prod anticon)

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა fourth song

lyrics:
die in my arms
its obvious that you don't like it when im far
its obvious that you won't love me when im hard to deal with
it fuckin makes me fall apart, you make me fall apart
you could, tell me all the reasons
but you, hide in all your secrets
i cant, tolerate it anymore
you cant, recite the lies that you told me
but i remember them clearly
baby, do you even hear me??
tell me do you need me screaming?!?!?
or tell me do you want me crying?? (ily!)
"baby are you scared of dying"
caught me at 2am crying
i was telling you that i was trying
and you told me things that's horrifying

whats wrong with me?
i wanna hear your theory
tell me whats wrong with this?
whats your hypothesis
yeah, give it to me straight
did you really love me when you took me on a date?
did you buy roses for all the girls that you hate?
was i never enough?
i'm fuckin tired of giving it up, (super original and awesome vocal run)
i know, you dont give a fuck where i go
only dont give a damn cause you're high though
when you're sober feels like walking on a tightrope
got drunk cause you got me in a spiral

(got me in a spiral babe,
got me in a spiral babe,
got me in a spiral babe,)

die in my arms
its obvious that you don't like it when im far
its obvious that you won't love me when im hard to deal with
it fuckin makes me fall apart, you make me fall apart
you could, tell me all the reasons
but you, hide in all your secrets
i cant, tolerate it anymore
you cant, recite the lies that you told me
but i remember them clearly
baby, do you even hear me??
tell me do you need me screaming?!?!?
or tell me do you want me crying?? (ily!)
"baby are you scared of dying"
caught me at 2am crying
i was telling you that i was trying
and you told me things that's horrifying

can i?

imxero