lyrics:
won't you take my hand
give me one last dance with you
one more chance will do
I'll be the man you choose
I'm far too late
but I can't move on
you dance with him but it's to our song

I guess I'll go
I'll run away
accept that our love is a memory
just a memory
ohhhh ohh oh
out my head 
can't get no rest 
I rather be dead cause it's all
just a memory

I'm far too late
but I can't move on
you dance with him but it's to our song

I guess I'll go
I'll run away
accept that our love is a memory
just a memory
ohhhh ohh oh
sit back reminisce again
seems I cannot make amends
showed you love until the end
now its just a memory
sit back reminisce again
seems I cannot make amends
showed you love until the end
not its just a memory

imxero - memory

tell me how it feels to fade away

this song is about feeling isolated around a million people. always feeling out of place, out of reach, out of touch.

imxero - out of reach

Just for note, all song credits go to @otukaa / @jades714 (artist) and Waves (producer).

"let me go" by otuka pitched down to the original pitch as well as some minor changes that were previewed on Twitter.

og pitch for skin coming soon :3

year of the cat

let me go

otuka - let me go (og pitch)

HUGE shout out to @blue.wrlddd for the cover art!
produced by @myss

imxero - is it my fault? (prod myss)

all plats now

listen on all plats: https://jetcube.vyd.co/Tearing
https://linktr.ee/addyctive

iii can see your lies
whyyy tryyy?
thinking bout the past, how I wish we could last
(last, never last)
oh I need you back with me
notice how you make me complete
on my mind, bae you are my light

and you're telling me, I try so hard
and you're telling me, it's not my fault
and I know it's not my fault, cause baby I know you try
and I know you want just love, so baby stay with me
and baby, can you tell when I say im not well, cause baby you know well
that it's not my fault

oh save me, (bleeding) (bleeding)
bleeding your words cut me
my skin needs you badly
my skin needs you badly
craving needing your skin 
craving needing your skin
screaming on the inside
maybe I'll be it next time

know you wont choose me so just let me be
I know, I know I said you make me complete
but now is not the time, I chose you and you messed up twice
we just can't get it right, can't get it right.

spotify

tearing (addy + fallen)

prod. grayskies

[LYRICS]
I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away
What we had it wasn’t perfect
But I still think that I’d say
I really really loved you
Even if it was all fake

And somehow I still wish you stayed

I knew we weren’t perfect
But I still tried to wait
I thought it would get better
Could you tell me if I’m late
I’m trying to find the feeling in my heart
That your love gave
This love I can’t forget
And now I realize it was fake

Oh what do I do?
I still think about you
Oh what do I do, I do, I do
Oh what do i do?
I still think about you
Oh what do I do?

I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away
What we had it wasn’t perfect
But I still think that I’d say
I really really loved you
Even if it was all fake

And somehow I still wish you stayed

I knew we weren’t perfect
But I still tried to wait
I thought it would get better
Could you tell me if I’m late
I’m trying to find the feeling in my heart
That your love gave
This love I can’t forget
And now I realize it was fake

I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away

fake

otuka - alive (scrapped extended demo)

stream it on spotify <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/5YOnNbA8U9kbi3LA8ZCyWS?si=dd07a0bc2d1f4401

do you remember me

[LYRICS]

You pierced my heart right through my chest
I didn’t want this thing to end
Now I’m bleeding out my body
Would you hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
The blood you’ve spilled my darling
Both your hands are stained with red
So hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
Please just hold me till I'm-
It hurts my heart to say your name
The cadence of you brings me pain
Act innocent but you’ve got stains
Like falling glass I feel the rain like my tears
Got cuts that you might fear
We're not the same my dear
So save yourself
And get away from here
You pierced my heart right through my chest
I didn’t want this thing to end
Now I’m bleeding out my body
Would you hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
The blood you’ve spilled my darling
Both your hands are stained with red
So hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
Please just hold me till I'm dead
So hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
Please just hold me till I'm dead